Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Requiescere Sanus ❯ A heated battle ( Chapter 4 )

Chapter 4 - A heated battle.

I looked at him taking in what he was saying silent. I nodded my head slowly and took the clothes from it, it made sense to change, it would save me having to change later again. I wondered if they'd have rapiers, always my favoured form of blade, but of course a foil was more expected. I glanced over to him as he changed trying not to admire his sleek muscles or build. I looked away forcefully my cobalt eyes burning a hole into the wall almost with the intensity of my glare. I self consciously lowered my hands to the base of my green tank top and tugged it over my head my clean lines and well built body on show before I stripped my trousers from myself also only my small spandex shorts covering me, I cursed myself for not wearing something so tight. I reached down and took the top sliding it over my head my hands stroking my sides as I brought it down a little sunlight glinting in my eyes as I took the trousers and slid my long muscular but slim legs into them and delicately zipping them up. I took the mask under my arm and looked at him patiently, had it been possible that he had been watching me as I had watched him, if I was human at that point I'd have blushed, but I wasn't, I was the perfect solider. I slowly brushed the bangs of my silken hair from over my eyes and observed him as coldly as I could muster, which wasn't very cold at all, but at least my eyes hadn't softened in a telltale sign. "Shall we go or are you not ready?"

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Yarri watched Heero change slyly. The boy was muscled, but wiry... no extra bulk on him. Carefully, Yarri schooled his expression to one of calm disinterest as he picked up his katana. "Ready. Time for you to meet the dhampire." He led the way into the gym, leaving Heero at the door and crossing to speak with a man who looked like a student. He glanced over at Heero every once and a while, then came back. "He says you can warm up with the students, then we'll fight so he can determine your skill level. The blades are there, start with a foil. The other boys are over there, just introduce yourself and they'll ignore you from there. I warm up on my own." He bowed slightly, then walked to his own corner to begin stretching. -Hmm, he looks good in the whites... He looks good half-naked... I wonder if he saw me watching him...- Yarri drew his sword and started stretching, quickly finished and started his forms, kicking, thrusting, and flipping with the blade shining in his hand.

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I nodded and looked over at the other students rather demonically. I walked over picking up a foil its slim hilt easy on my hand. I placed it down to my side the tip pressing on my ankle. I bowed slightly to the other students. "I am Heero Yuy." They looked at me sizing me up, I could tell it from their eyes, I looked quite thin and weak from their eyes, how wrong they were, it matters not though. Each began to pair off until a tall well built boy came to my side "You're Yarbarah's friend aren't you." I looked at him clinical if not coldly but didn't reply. "Not very polite are you, well I guess I'll have to teach you some manners, just like your friend." He sneered and pointed over to Yarri "That kid gets special treatment because he's disabled but yet can handle a sword well, it makes me sick, and a punk like you thinks he can earn respect by being with a crippled freak like him." I glared at him nastily the blood in my veins simmering, I didn't know why but I was angry, ever so angry and I wanted to defend Yarri badly to smite this infidel who spoke so harshly of him, but instead of shouting harsh words I just slipped my mask over my face and looked at him callously through the material. I picked my foil's tip up and tipped it to him the curve flowing downwards for safety. I bowed to him and he laughed not showing my the same courtesy, "why pretend to have manners now?" He glared at me challengingly then placed his blade out and waited. He made the first move and rushed me, what a fool I thought nastily. I stepped side wards gracefully twisting my flexible body as he passed me by and let him charge and stop unbalanced before I leapt at him and twined my blade around his before pulling backwards sharply pulling the blade from his hand. My eyes turned crazed and I laughed manically looking at the frightened disarmed boy eyes wide with apprehension, and now time to finish him I thought as I clicked into perfect solider mode and stepped forwards again the blunt tip of my foil pressed to his protective clothing centred over his sternum overlaying his heart. I moved my hand up flicking my wrist dexterous and quick hitting his back with my foil and bringing the foil back in one deft motion. As he fell forwards in shock I rested my sword out for him to fall on. Heero Yuy 1, annoying irritating imbecile 0.

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I was halfway done with my forms when I looked over to see a senior approach Heero. Not stopping, I watched the boys start fighting, then end almost as soon as it began. Heero was more than a match for that moron. Then, I paused and crossed the floor to them. "Yohji. Heero. What happened?" I had a damn good idea, but I wanted to hear it from them. I also commanded respect, because aside from the instructor, I was the best-trained swordsman in the school. The dhampire who taught the class stood on the other side of the room, watching with interest. -He moves like a cat... No, must not think of Heero like that... failing still...- I looked down at the senior. "Heero, let Yohji up." My eye, I knew from experience, was more grey than blue. It always changed colour when I was high on adrenaline or angry, and right now I was a little bit of both.

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I looked down scowling intently and nastily at the boy below my blade then moved it to the side away from his chest, he looked so weak and vulnerable sat on the floor his eyes begging me not to end his life. "Do that again at your peril." I took my mask off and my Prussian eyes narrowed to mere slits of colour as I looked down on the despicable youth, right there at that second I could have killed him I knew that I could, but yet I held back my fist closing tightly around the hilt of the foil threatening to mar it. I turned to Yarri my eyes taking on their normal serious glint but not looking quite as deadly or giving that death glare I was so acknowledged for. "We had a...disagreement of thoughts..." Too right too I thought, I wasn't about to tell him that I had almost killed the young man on the floor to protect his honour, that'd be proving I was starting to feel protective and closer to him. I raised my foil then put it to my side tightly and glared at him again "I'm sorry Yarri I didn't mean to go overboard, forgive my temperament..." I glanced at him knowingly, I trusted he'd understand what had happened and wouldn't blame me for switching into my more sinister mode. I wasn't about to apologise to Yohji up though, so I left him there walking away a little dust flicking up as I walked into the shadows of the gym leaning back my shoulder blades resting on the cold wall behind me, contrasting with my hot skin and the hot blood pumping in my veins agitated as I was. The shadows slipped over my face enfolding me in their familiar cool release as I left Yarri to help him up and brush him off.

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I glared down at Yohji, not bothering to help him up. "You challenged Heero to a fight before you had any idea of his skills. That was stupid. But I have a feeling you insulted either myself or Heero." He looked away from my steely gaze. "That was insane. And I have another feeling... that you were calling me a cripple, and saying I only get special treatment because I have only 1 eye. That... that, Yohji, was suicidal." He looked up at me, fear in his eyes. My katana was suddenly at his throat. "Nobody... nobody treats me with any more or less respect because I have only one eye. I earned the position I hold now by training since I was able to walk." I moved my katana. "Get up, Yohji, and at least pretend to be a man." I turned my back on him and walked over to the dhampire. I requested permission for Heero to train with me and it was given. Crossing to where Heero stood, concealed in shadows, I said, "You're training with me from now on." -His eyes almost glow... and he fights like me...- "That way, neither of us hurts anyone." I could almost see the fight still in him, hidden beneath an icy stare and tense muscles. "Come on, we train over here."

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I glanced up seeing Yarri approach and nodded silently before placing down my foil, for I knew the spindly blade of a foil would easily be able to be broken by a kantana. I'd either have to go for a claymore, a kantana or a rapier, I mused slightly then looked over at him, rapier my mind told me and I trusted my instincts picking up a tempered steel rapier letting my hand slide beneath the hand guard, kantanas are fast but not as fast as a rapier yet they hold more power on a blow, perfect I thought analysising him. I walked to him from the shadows my eyes glinting slightly the heat still in my body, I wanted to know hardship, I wanted pain and death I wanted to fight until I died, but then, how would he feel if I died...Did it matter, the thought had never occurred to me before so I brushed it aside and faced him, I knew this would be tough as he'd had the training I'd received yet I was willing to try my best to sweat and push myself. I glanced over to the dhampire and nodded slightly to him in thanks before turning back a serious tone in my eyes as I faced him. "You think you can take me?" I asked him mixed meanings lacing my words unknowingly. I bowed slightly then spun the blade delicately between my fingers letting the blade cut the air with a whistle the blade sharp like a razor, nice choice I thought to myself. I placed the rapier before my eyes and tilted the blade out towards him sectioning my face in half my eyes blazing behind the steel, as cold and hard as the steel itself, my heart quickened slightly but not a lot as I controlled myself a little pleasure and anticipation creeping into my blood as I await his first move and the challenge ahead.

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I closed my eyes for less than a second, time to compose myself for the fight. -He fights like a cat, he's fast and graceful... don't let him get behind me. Flips will be good... move fast, don't try tricks, don't make it fancy. - I caught the double meanings in his words, even if he didn't. "I can try." And. I wanted to. I bowed, then held my sword at the ready. The dhampire stood watch, got the signal... and called out, "Fight!" I held back... I wanted to see his style with a rapier before I attacked.

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I looked at him clinically, he was going to take some intelligence to beat, and of course he was nothing like the fool I had just sent to the floor in two simple moves. I stood ready and knew he was awaiting my attack his kantana blade glinting steely like his eyes and resolved, though I knew that our steels would have to clash together in a test of dominance to see who would emerge victorious him or I. And so it began, he didn't know my skill and I could only guess at his, but I didn't want to hurt him, I didn't want to scar that flesh, what was wrong with me? I'm a cold killer yet here I am worrying about making him bleed. I dashed towards him feigning left at first so I'd pass by him on his right my rapier outstretched to run across him left to right across his chest. I smiled coldly to myself and spun and as my back was to him I changed my blade hand, being ambidextrous does come in handy from time to time. As I rolled I moved to his left side nearing him a whirl of steel heat and human endeavour before I stopped spinning and brushing sleekly past his left side my blade in my left hand moving from the right hand side of his abdomen to the left hand side moving slightly up as I passed him by. A little distance from him I stopped and spun on my foot gracefully to face him my eyes narrowed as I watched him awaiting his move.

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-He's fast... he's ambidextrous... this is going to be harder than I thought...- As we faced each other, I tightened my grip on the my katana. -Frontal assault, don't let him get a chance to switch hands again. - I lunged forward, thrusting then feinting a blow to the left. He blocked... on the right, having seen the move coming. I reversed my blade and stepped back, smiling a bit. The fire never left his eyes. Again, I charged him, passing him on the left to stand behind him, and as he spun to face me he thrust, so I was forced back again. -Damn, he's good. - I blocked, parried... Then quickly stepped to the right and slid my blade across his chest, not cutting. As I stepped back to face him, I pulled back and lunged for his heart, point resting on the kill. At the same instant, his rapier came up and rested on mine. I smiled. "Apparently, we are equally skilled." The dhampire called "Draw" and we stepped back. "Do we wish to continue, or have we fought enough?"

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I panted looking at him a thin sheen of perspiration covering my body, he was good...he was as good as me, my intense cobalt eyes moved to his eye and looked into him almost trying to penetrate his soul... and then I understood... this is what he and I were trained for, the same purpose yet different conclusions, he had remained untainted by the bloodshed I had and he wanted to be apart of the movement against Oz, I on the other hand had been raised to know nothing other than the hatred and will to destroy Oz and wanted to get away from it. I nodded to him slightly and removed my blade from his chest sheathing it absently "That is enough...we have no need to fight further." I removed my mask a few strands of damp hair clinging to my face then I took the glove from my hand again offering my hand for him to shake, acknowledging that I could neither best him nor he me, we were equal, and he understood. I looked over the other students had been watching the spar in awe, I smirked slightly, at least that would keep them away from me...and yet there was something in his eye that interested me, he hadn't given up even despite of my blade on his heart and yet he'd stopped and spared me, I felt empty and weak, I should have taken him with ease, but then he was no normal person either. I ran my headed finger absent minded down my rapier's hilt stroking and caressing the steel beneath it almost lovingly as I absentmindedly thought about the situation.

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I took the offered hand and shook it, then looked over at the gaping students. I smiled slightly, coldly... they should have known the spar would be impressive; the dhampire didn't let just anybody fight me. Turning back to Heero, I bowed slightly. "Thank you, Heero. I haven't had a worthy opponent my age for years." The dhampire was my usual sparring partner, but he was a lot older than myself. "We can go back to the locker room and change now, the bell will ring soon anyway." I sheathed my katana and bowed to the instructor, looking over at Heero to see if he was coming or not.

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.::Got to fight another fight, gotta run another night.::.

I looked over to him and smiled slightly, but not perceivably. "You're welcome and thank you for the compliment." Something about the fire of the spar had awoken me, the adreline ran though my veins and I bowed slightly to him before slinking after him to change, I wondered how long it would be until I was forced to move on to my next mission, would I have to leave him? I found myself dreading that thought, I didn't like that, I didn't like that one bit, but I knew the time would come when one night I'd have to slip away from the school and leave. Then I would have to resume my fight, my battle against Oz and my own will.

.::I'll get it out, check it out, I'm on my way and it don't feel right.::.

I followed him to the changing room, so we were back to these mind games, I longed to watch him change, to glimpse that body beneath the clothes again, why? This wasn't like me, maybe it'd been a long day, I was tired...I felt vulnerable it didn't feel right, but I wanted to. I wanted to badly. And so again I forced my gaze to the wall slinking my hands to the bottom of my whites and slowly almost teasingly pulled them over my head a few droplets of my endeavour running down my chest as my perspiration cooled.

.::I got to get me back, I can't repeat and that's a fact::.

I pulled my trousers off slowly letting the light play across my muscles as the light mottled through the high window of the changing, why was I doing this slow strip show? I didn't know and it confused me, I had to get me back, I couldn't risk a repeat of Maxwell I'd already lost some of my resolve due to him.

.::It's ok I'll find a way it ain't gonna take me down the way.::.

I pulled my green tank top back on over my head the material clinging tightly to my chest as my breathing returned to normal. I stared at the window, that was right I wasn't going to allow myself to fall for him, no matter how alike we were no matter how much I wanted to reach out and touch his undressing body, I'd fight it like I'd fought everything else in my life.

.::Don't touch a thing until you know what's inside it, don't push me I'll fight it.::.

I looked over to him, did he have a heart like me in his body, was he so cold, what was inside his soul, I didn't know, how was I meant to know who he was if I didn't even know who I was? I just knew I could only be pushed so far before I stopped feeling and started doing, he was pushing me and he didn't know it, but I had to fight it. I had to be strong.

.::Never gonna give it, never gonna give it up, no.::.

I placed my blade and sheath down my fingers digging into the material as I tried to not give up to my emotions, I couldn't let him see what lay beneath this cold exterior, this mask I'd built for myself meticulously over the years, I couldn't give it up, it's be too hard, wouldn't it?

.::If you can't catch a wave then you're never going to ride it. You can't come uninvited.::.

I glanced over at him again this time longing shielded in my eyes, maybe it was the intensity of the spar I didn't know but blood gushed into my veins making me flush slightly, and before he noticed I hid it with my training I'd learnt to control my bodily functions, it was a blessing. I wanted him to be close to me to ease me, but if he pushed me I knew I'd push him away, he couldn't catch me I was like the mere movement of wind when I wanted to be.

.::Never gonna give it, never gonna give it up, no. You can't take me I'm free.::.

Then I did it...I pushed him up against the cold locker in the room a passionate heated growl pressing in my throat "Who are you to make me feel like this, a angel in devils clothing, or perhaps a devil in angels clothing?" I was mad, not at him but at myself, and then I kissed him, fierce bold and passionate pressing my lips to his, I was free and he was at my mercy.

.::Why did it all go wrong? I want to know what's going on.::.

I stared him coldly in the face pulling back my hot breath caressing his skin still pressing him up against the lockers, why did I do that? It didn't make sense where did my training fail, why did I kiss him, I was confused, I was scared I didn't know what was going on but it felt right, why did I show emotion? Damnit Heero you don't have emotion...do you?

.::What's this holding me, I'm not where I'm supposed to be.::.

I looked at him for a moment my eyes softened, he must have been as confused as me, yet I couldn't let go something was making me stay there in this tense intense moment, I wasn't meant to be here, it wasn't meant to be like this, but still I stayed.

.::I got to fight another fight, I gotta fight with all my might.::.

I expected him to hit me, and hard, I knew his strength and I was ready. I released him slowly and tensed awaiting his blows, I was ready to fight him again but this time not with my blade, it was imminent, I felt it, I knew if he'd kissed me I'd have done the same.

.::I'm getting up so check it out, you're in my way so you better watch out.::.

I looked at him intensely once more then turned before he could hit me and walked to the entrance of the changing room, glancing back my face turning to it's normal emotionless state my eyes dulling down to a quiet simmer. A student blocked my path, but I had to get out of there and away, away from his rejection, it would hurt more than anything else I'd experienced would, but this dumb idiot wouldn't move out my way. I swung my fist and contacted his jaw, there was a snapping noise as his head flailed side wards under the force and he clattered to the floor. I stepped out and over him and walked to my next lesson.

.::You can't take me I'm free.::.

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I froze the instant Heero threw me against the lockers... Gods, the teasing little strip show, the way he moved... if he hadn't moved first I would have done something myself. Then his lips on mine... hot and sweet and hard... I knew he expected me to push him away or hit him or something but I couldn't and oh how I wanted to turn the tables, have him pressed against the lockers and kiss him... but I froze and he turned away. I watched him walk, still immobile... then finished dressing and ran after him, jumping over the boy on the floor. I followed him to the next class, there he was... I ran faster after him, caught his wrist and ducked the punch I knew would come. I pushed him against the nearest wall and kissed him, lips on lips and body pressed against his... I ran my tongue along his lower lip, hoping he wouldn't kill me for wanting more.

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I felt my wrist be caught and turned my wrist still held and swung my fist hard and unknowing almost reflexively at whoever it was that was attacking me. He ducked then pushed my back to a wall the cold hardness pressing to my skin contrasting with the heat in my veins and body from the exercise ad the moment in the locker room which taunted my mind the taste and feel of his lips imprinted onto mine as if I was still there kissing him. I tensed up and prepared to fight him off before my cobalt met his icy blue and I understood. I relaxed slightly under his pressure as I felt his tender yet harsh kiss then his hot tongue lapping over my lip seeking entrance. I closed my eyes not really knowing what I was doing guided by whatever instincts remained in my body and parted my lips tilting my head to the side slightly and ravished his soft mouth with my tongue once again fighting for dominance his taste in my mouth hanging, driving me insane, and there we stood locked in an intense hard passionate kiss in the middle of the school corridor unaware of other pupils staring at us. I put my hand behind his waist and flipped us pressing him to the wall my knee bending and raising to hold his leg in place my knee pressed into the wall by his hip. I pulled back the kiss ending and opened my eyes whispering quietly to him my eyes tinting slightly with coldness my breath warm and suggestive on the skin of his ear. "Don't you think we should take this elsewhere, we're making quite a scene for two people who should be silent shadows and not be noticed."

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I smiled at him. "Yes..." I breathed. "Your room?" I looked into his eyes... they were even darker than usual... I could drown in his eyes, so cold sometimes, yet so inviting... He was confusing me... I wasn't supposed to fall for anyone, especially not a pilot... I couldn't fight anymore, not in battle, not against him. I pressed a light kiss to his temple. "Or mine..." Gods, I could taste him, could still feel the pressure of his lips on mine and I wanted more, I wanted him, all I wanted was him to be mine, me to be his...

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I smirked lightly my eyes darkened by the shadows of my dark bangs hanging over them, "mine", I whispered hungrily and grasped the other pilots hand with mine roughly yanking him towards my room. I continued down the corridors, of course I had no idea what I was doing, I remember what I said to Trowa after I detonated the Wing Zero and I had lain in his bed swaged in bandages *Nothing wrong with following your feelings, or that was what I was taught anyway. * So that's what I was doing? Doing something I wanted, no... needed for once? I didn't know but I knew as much as that I'd explode if I didn't have more of him. I knew of course as we turned the last corner separating us and my room that his room was next door to mine, I hadn't been idle in memorising the schools map. I held tight to his hand as I dipped into my pocket taking my key out and pushing it hastily into the door and twisting it to hear the click of the lock connecting then opening. The door slide open and I yanked him in and kicked the door closed pulling him close for another crushing kiss before pushing him to the bed. Damnit my laptop was beeping, I walked to it and closed it harshly the lip snapping down as I reached down and pulled my top from my skin my eyes travelling over him lying on my bed hungry like a predatorial beast, I licked my lips. I didn't care what Oz was doing or even what my laptop wanted to tell me, I just wanted him and I wanted him now and I was going to have him.

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I watched him hungrily as he pulled his top off. I did the same, sitting up and examining him openly. He was scarred, but it was to be expected... smooth lines, defined muscles... The laptop's incessant beating cut off by the slam was the last thing I needed to hear. I rose from the bed and wrapped my arms around him, pulling his lithe body against my own and kissing him with bruising intensity. I led him to the bed and we fell onto it, him on top, still locked in the kiss. -Follow your bloody emotions, Yarri... you want this... don't fight it any more. - I ran my hands down his back, his skin was so smooth. One hand went to cup his firm backside and the other went up to tangle in his wild hair. I wanted him so badly... I ground my hips up into his and groaned into the kiss.

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I allowed myself to be pulled and fell on him feeling his warmth under me. It felt good. His hands on my made a fire light in me, a hungry fire that needed to be fed, a fire I didn't even know I had, this was the fire that was my lust, my love one that had never burned before, it frightened me, but all I know is that I wanted the boy beneath me. I reached down and stroked his cheek idly with my hand then flew down my lips kissing him back with as much intensity as I straddled him sitting deep into his lap grinding against him at his rhythm. I moved down him to his collarbone where I kissed tenderly along the delicate bone structure before passionately yet as gently as I could manage biting his shoulder blade with a rumble of a growl in my throat "mine" I heard myself assert as I licked his collarbone with my hot teasing tongue before arching my back and kissing down his chest pausing briefly for my silken lips to brush over his exposed nipple blowing a little cold air into it to perk it. I continued down his chest dipping into his navel with my tongue swirling it around over his skin. To me he was beautiful. I trailed my fingers down his chest tracing the hot rivers my kisses and tongue had left before bringing them to his hips shuffling down his legs a little before ripping off his trousers in one movement surprised by my own determination and strength. Though I didn't make a noise, I wouldn't allow myself to make a noise, I didn't know why but my silence remained as I looked down at him longingly.

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I arched beneath his touch. My skin was on fire, sensitised beyond belief at the feel of his lips and tongue across my body. He stayed silent the whole time... I couldn't. Gasping at every tiny touch... I moaned when he pulled off my pants. "Gods... Heero, want you..." He was beautiful, scarred flesh and hard muscle, smooth skin and sweet lips. I slid my hand down the waist of his pants... I wanted him badly and I wanted him now.

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I revelled in the sweet cacophony of sound he was making for me and looked into his eye my eyes half lidded in pleasure only a glimmer on cobalt showing as I calmly observed his face contorted with pleasure, his eyes and face reminded my of a being in rapture he was an angel after all, though more akin to an angel of death than any other angel, but it didn't matter. I raised my finger up and rested on his lips softly to quieten him, he strained and desired me and yet I was almost cold to him. I nuzzled his pants softly and moved to sit between his thighs moving them insistently apart so that I may kneel between them. My hand raked his hip slightly as I pushed them forcefully down to the sheets reddening him slightly. I removed his pants in a quick stealthy motion and again looked up at him an evil smile stealing across my lips before I lowered my head to tease my teeth and tongue around the rim of his erection, it would be some time before I would allow him to get closer, I wanted to push him to his barriers and then, only then would I let it happen. I licked the underside of his shaft with a slow delicious delicate movement leaving a red hot ribbon in my wake before swirling my dexterous mobile tongue around his tip once more, restraining him forcefully from pushing his hips up into my mouth, I wanted to do this right, I wouldn't settle for less than perfection. I teasingly took the tip into the hot cavern of my mouth and tentatively kissed and pulled back causing a tiny amount of pressure and suction before letting my warmth leave him as my heart shaped mouth played games with his need.

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I held in the desperate noises, the pleas for more. His mouth on my erection was driving me crazy and yet he was almost cold... He teased me, he never let me feel exactly the same thing twice... it was bliss; if he hadn't indicated silence I would have been screaming. My hands clenched in the sheets on the bed, nearly tearing them. I couldn't help making some noises, hissing in pleasure as he worked me expertly with his mouth. My body started to tense... "Heero... gods... I'm gonna..." I moaned softly, he wouldn't finish me yet, I could tell he was dragging it out.

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I heard his words sweet to my ears watching him try to hold back it amused me. I narrowed my eyes slightly and looked up to him my hand reaching up to brush his moist lips with the fingertip of my index finger, administering my sweet torture on him. I whispered arduously "Do you want me?" of course I knew the answer even as I crawled up beside him leaving his erection to cool in the air away from my mouth, so far I had ignored my own arousal my spandex shorts straining against me chaffing and pinching at my lust. I looked at him intensely then slowly and deliberately I put my hand on my chest and followed it down with my eyes before it rested on my crotch, I moved my fingers slightly and brushed my slick palm against myself my eyes fixated onto his as I shuddered and tilted back slightly as I played a mind game with him trying to drive him mad with need maybe. I leaned down towards him and possessed his mouth again my tongue thrusting into his mouth at the same slow insidious rhythm that I was creating. I felt the passion creeping up a notch almost like a slow piece of music slowly and deliciously building to its precipice and crescendo, I wanted to do this right. I moved my hand from my thigh and gently traced patterns on his chest swirling my nimble fingers around his nipple dancing with my fingertips all over his chest exploring and pleasuring him best I could.

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I shuddered, trying to control myself. "You know I do... take me Heero... gods, please..." Watching him touch himself, feeling him touch me... it was almost too much to take. "Please, Heero..."

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I laughed slightly to myself at his pleading, he was at my mercy, this was how it always was, them pleading for their life put this was different. I placed my finger in my mouth and sucked on it slightly my gaze making sure he was watching me. I gently slide between his legs again and used my knees to push them open wide. I gently trailed my saliva-covered finger around the ring of puckered muscles surrounding his entrance, my training had taught me that the human bodies had weaknesses and he would unconsciously try to block my entrance so I had to prepare him first. Slowly I pushed my finger through the hot tightening ring trying my best not to hurt him. He was tight and nervous, I could feel his muscles spasming around my finger trying to expel me, it felt so good. I let off a hot pant before returning to my cold state of action. Slowly and gently I massaged inside of him teasing the muscle to relax brushing his prostrate sporadically as to keep him on the edge and conscious but not to let him orgasm. Soon his muscles relaxed and I slide in another finger slowly spreading him in a scissor-like motion stretching him so he'd be able to accept me. I rested my other hand down and pulled off my spandex black shorts now completely naked I positioned myself above him predatorily looking down at him as I raised his hips from the bed to rest on my thighs. I looked deep into his eyes then mouthed "mine!" silently before pushing into him rather swiftly filling him with hot untamed passion and lust. I threw my head back and closed my eyes not uttering another sound as I entered to the hilt using all of my training to restrain myself and wait there for him to adjust to me instead of pressing him to the bed and thrusting into him and hurting him.

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I gasped in slight pain at the first finger, then relaxed as Heero gently stroked my inner passage. Another finger, more stretching, and then the digits were gone, replaced by a feeling of emptiness... which was soon filled again. Heero positioned himself and thrust in. I saw starbursts of pain, then adjusted and started moving against him. "Yours" I whispered as I writhed under him. My arms wrapped around his neck and pulled him down for a searing kiss.

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I looked down at him then twisted my hips through their axis's feeling him moving against me then I pulled back and rammed into him pushing him down to the bed with the motion and force I used as he pulled me down and kissed me. I shuddered slightly in pleasure again then pushed into him harsh stroke after stroke a fire within me burning making it almost unable to see past the lust I was feeling as I slammed into his defenceless body time after time. He was tight he was hot, he was able to keep up with my relentless pounding, I admired that. I started to pant slightly misted hot air escaping my mouth as little droplets of perspiration started dripping down my bangs as I drove into him. and still I didn't make a sound beside the quiet panting against his skin and neck as my mouth caressed and pressed him in hot kisses and lick. I dug my hands into the headboard behind him using it as a lever tilting his hips lightly up to maintain deeper penetration as I become more and more near in his delicious friction and heat.

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I arched up to meet his punishing thrusts, gasping softly in pleasure. It hurt, but call me a masochist, it was perfect. It was all Heero, pain and pleasure and passion, no matter how he tried to hide behind his icy mask. Salty sweat trailed down my face, my body... He filled me perfectly, fit together at the hips so you couldn't tell where one body ended and the other began. I bent my neck and started to kiss across his face, sucking on his earlobe. "Harder..." I whispered in his ear.

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I smiled almost evilly down at him, that was like music to my ears and it made my fire rage. I pushed him back onto the headboard using it to lever myself my sweat gathering in pools as it dripped down onto him my muscles straining as I pounded into him pulling on the headboard with force enough to crack it as I worked into him each stroke passionate hard and directed as a heat began to build up in my loins signalling I was about to rise the music and let the crescendo fall and tumble into a laborious amount of panting and sweating as I concluded my mission. So I looked down at him intense pressing him with more and more thrusts as my supple young trained body flowed into him pushing to my limits and his, I didn't want to hurt him but this felt so go, it was even on the verge of making me forget the horror I had seen burying myself in that veil of shining sweat and hot crevices which beckoned me forth as my eyes glazed slightly in pleasure. I seemed to smile at him hazy as I was and reached down taking his length in my hand and tugging lightly over it my fingers changing the pressure along his length so each stroke would please him in a way the next one wouldn't. I gently circled my thumb around the tip only one hand on the headboard now as I suspended myself tucking my stomach muscles taut as I sucked in more air. What had he done to me to turn me into this raging predator of passion, I just didn't know...

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With each stroke of Heero's hand against my length, I came closer to release, until finally, with a shuddering moan against his shoulder, I came altogether, covering his hand and our stomachs with hot seed. I melted boneless into the bed, panting from exertion and pleasure and pain. I wrapped my arms around Heero and pulled him down to lie beside me. I ran feathery touches along his chest and stomach, running the pads of my fingertips over his erect nipples. "Gods, Heero... that was... amazing..."

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I smiled pleased by his words then lay by his side and nuzzled his cheek lightly shuddering slightly with each brush of my nipple. I rested my arm over his waist gently and took a deep breath the smell of sweat and spicy endeavour hanging in the room and clinging to my senses. I gently took a sheet and wiped his stomach down and cleaned my hand before tossing it aside and laying quiet by is side thinking about what had just happened. It took all of my training to hold myself together but he had been pleasure and that was my goal, I was glad I had made him feel that way although my own fire still burnt. I wasn't worried of course of the lessons we'd missed and a glimpse at the clock told me they'd finished for the day now anyway. I gently brushed a few stray strands of his white hair out of his face caringly my fingertips brushing the delicate curves of his face tracing the bone structure mapping him much as I had mapped the school but with more intent to know him intimately inside and out. I murmured slightly "I guess we wont be needing separate rooms anymore?" then the fear struck me...what if I did have to move on due to my mission, what then? Could I take him with me? Would he come? What did my laptop want to tell me. I didn't know and I'd have to wait and find out...

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