Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Shattered Chaos ❯ annoyance ( Chapter 3 )

'Why is he acting so weird? He's acting as if nothing happened. How can he just call me beautiful and kiss me, and then pretend that it never happened? He's so frustrating.'

Shattered Chaos

Chapter 3: Annoyance

By CobaltPrincess (cobaltprincess@hotmail.com)

Disclaimer: I own nothing. That settles everything, ne?

It's been three months. Three months since he kissed me, since he's looked at me. Why doesn't he look any more? I shouldn't be complaining I'm getting what I asked for. The first week was bliss…now? Now, it's just annoying. He doesn't even ask me to do things with him anymore. How is it that he can annoy me when he's not even in the same room with me? It's too quiet. I should go see what he's doing.

When I walk into the living room, I see him, sprawled across the couch watching television. The light highlighting his skin, giving him an ethereal glow, his braid is lying limply on the floor, and his bangs are falling carelessly into his eyes. There is only one word that comes to mind at the sight of him. He's beautiful, absolutely beautiful.

Nani?! I can't believe I just thought that. I never thought of him as beautiful before. Why now? Is it because he said I was? I'm so confused. It's all his fault. I wouldn't even be down here if it weren't for him; I wouldn't even be thinking this if it weren't for him. Why does he always have to cause problems?

"Heero, are you alright?" I snapped out of my daze to see Duo staring at me.

"Huh?"

"Are you ok?"

"I'm fine," I say wondering when he turned around and how I didn't notice.

"You sure? 'Cause you were glaring at me pretty hard and all I was doing was watching T.V." Duo said looking at me skeptically.

"Why wouldn't be?" I snapped. Duo stared at me in something akin to shock.

"Sure, whatever you say," Duo replied. "You wanna watch T.V?" he asked

"Hn." If I said no, I would have come down here for nothing and he would have been suspicious. I walked over to the couch and Duo got up to make room, moving as far away from me as the couch would allow. I repressed a growl. Usually he sits as close as I'll let him and now he's acting as if I have the plague.

This is annoying the hell out of me. I have to leave. As I get up to leave the room, he grabs my wrist. "Where ya going?" he asked, smiling that annoying smile of his.

"Let go of me," I growled, moving my wrist to test the grip. Duo only tightened his hold.

"Not until you answer the question." I glared, Duo's smile only brightened.

"Why do you want to know?"

"Why won't you just tell me?" I wanted to yell for all of the frustration I was feeling. First he acts as if my very presence was offending him. And now he refuses to let me leave. Why does he do this to me? Maybe if I punched him….

"I'm going back to the room. Are you happy now?" Duo's hand left my wrist and I walked out of the room.

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As soon as I reached the room we shared I threw myself on the bed. I was a veritable ball of emotion. I was so angry and confused, but the one emotion that stood out more than the rest was hurt. Duo's actions hurt me, but I don't understand why. I don't like that he has this power over my emotions. Why is it only him? Why is he so special?

I hear the door to the room open but I do not move.

"Heero…"

"…" I don't answer. I don't think that I can, given the condition I'm in now.

"Heero, what's the matter with you?" Duo's voice was tinged with worry. I would have laughed at that if I had the energy to do so. Why would he be worried about me?

"Go away."

"Heero…did I do something to upset you?"

"I said go away." I don't think that I can keep my voice steady much longer.

"Not until you tell me what's wrong with you."

I ignore him. Why is it only the times that I want him to leave me alone, that he won't? Damn him; damn him and his ability to show up when I'm least inclined to want him in my presence.

"Damnit, Heero!" he yells and I feel a hand on my shoulder rolling me onto my back. "What the fuck is the matter with you?!"

"What about the words 'go away' didn't you understand?" I ask glaring up at him. There are too many emotions for me to deal with right now. My eyes are prickling and I feel exhausted. I just want to sleep. I want to dream about Duo, about the way he was before he kissed me. Before he made me so damn confused. Why, Duo? Why do you do this to me?

"Why don't you just answer the fucking question? Something is bothering you Heero and I want to know what." He looked into my eyes, his gaze steady. I stared up into those violet orbs that have haunted my dreams for the past three months; I drowned in them. I wanted so badly for the world to stop, to forever gaze into his eyes.

What the fuck am I thinking?! I wouldn't even feel like this if it weren't for him, and here I am thinking about how wonderful it is to stare into his eyes. Ugh. What's wrong with me? It's his fault, the bastard. It isn't enough that he kissed me and robbed me of my sleep for the past three months, that I want him to touch me? Of course not! Now he has to torture me further by treating me as if he couldn't stand to be around me one minute and be all concerned the next.

"Get the fuck away from me." I growled and pushed him away.

"What the fuck, Heero? All I'm trying to do is see if you're ok. You seemed upset when you came back up here. Did you want to talk to me? Is that why you went downstairs? Is that why you're upset?"

I refused to look at him. I would not admit to wanting to speak to him. I would not. He's made a big enough fool of me already.

"That's it, isn't it?" he moved toward me. I still refused to look at him. "Heero…" A hand touched my chin and I was forced to look at him. "You can talk to me anytime you want, no matter what I'm doing." His hand came up to caress my cheek and I surprised myself by leaning into the touch. Duo smiled, "So what's on your mind, beautiful?"

Duo's touch was causing all my thoughts to scatter, enough that I was beginning to forget what I was angry about. I answered without really being aware of it. "You," I whispered while resting my head on his shoulder. I felt so calm and warm pressed against Duo, surrounded by his scent.

"What about me?"

I felt so sleepy. I guess all those months of sleeplessness were starting to catch up with me. I mumbled something, I don't remember what and then everything was dark.

Tbc…< /P>

A/N: Is it just me or is Heero way OOC? This chapter didn't exactly turn out the way that I wanted, but I think it's ok. There's only going to be three more chapters and it'll be done, but I don't know how long it's going to take me to write them. Welp, that's enough of my rambling. Let me know what you think. Ja! ^.^