Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ She gives me everything... ❯ She gives me everything... ( One-Shot )

[ P - Pre-Teen ]

Disclaimer: I own neither characters from Gundam Wing mentioned herein: I intend to make no money from them.
Also, I'm not even going to try throwing any Japanese into this fic, I'd probably say something insulting by mistake, so deal with the English.

Warnings;
Death, angst, OOC Sally, written after being asked to plan one's funeral (talk about morbidity... is that a real word? hmm...)


She gives me everything...


I hate you for it, and you know that.

{I give her all my love
That’s all I do}

I wanted a pedastle sometimes, too. Me. Not a ghost, not a memory, just a real flesh and blood woman...

{And if you saw my love
You’d love her too}

Not that you took enough time to ever really notice what I wanted, or needed for that matter...

{I love her}

Five years. Five years of my life wasted on you... or, maybe it was the other way around, how should I know? I mean, you spent five years stuck here with me and the rest of us that cared for you... What's five years to eternity, anyway? I mean, couldn't you have just said something?

Anything...

{She gives me ev’rything
And tenderly}

Trowa and Cathy are here, they brought you flowers and a littl stuffed lion. Trowa thinks it might make you laugh at how dumb it looks. I'm telling him you've always hated cats, but he doesn't really seem to care... Maybe it's just a thing with you all... not caring.

{The kiss my lover brings
She brings to me
And I love her}

Have you ever watched a heart monitor, 'Fei? It's boring, and kind of frightening... Sometimes, it feels like that little green line is the only thing keep you tethered here. Who's to say it isn't?

{A love like ours
Could never die
As long as I
Have you near me}

Bidup. Bidup. Biiduup. Bii-duup. Bii. Duup. Biiiiiiiiiii...

Bright are the stars that shine
Dark is the sky}

It doesn't matter that I'm a doctor, I'm still shoved from the room in the frenzy. Somehow Noin and Une manage to get in from the lobby and cradle around me. Une's cooing. I swear, 'Fei, it's the creepiest damn noise I've ever heard.

{I know this love of mine
Will never die
And I love her}

And they're saying that it couldn't be helped, do you know that? You planned it that way, I know you did, and I hope you're happy. 'Fei, I hope she really did damn well love you...

{Bright are the stars that shine
Dark is the sky
I know this love of mine
Will never die}

I do.

{And I love her}