Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Soliloquies of Pain ❯ Soliloquy 3: Sleeping with the Enemy ( Chapter 3 )

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Soliloquy 3 or "Sleeping with the Enemy"

Okay. I understand that even though I've picked a really random couple, (take your pick as to which I mean) I think I've finally gotten a hang of writing in this style.

I don't own them. I sooooo wish I did. Then I wouldn't have to write fanfic like this to make myself happy.

Chibi-Kitsune-chan: *AND* Other people!
<sigh> And others. Thanks Kitsune-chan.

Okay, Before I forget--Though it doesn't say it in the fic (at any point), I am a vehement 1x2 and DxR fan. I just wanted to try my hand at an alternative couple.

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Dorothy--hm. Where to begin? Granted, you're a blood-thirsty barbarian,
and sometimes extremely rough, but man, are you beautiful. On a different level than Heero, but still, beautiful. I just wish you'd pluck those damn eyebrows.

Oy, I'm getting off tack. I used to go to you when Heero would pull something stupid--only because you'd be the last person he'd think of for me to go to. Damn tangled syntax. You'd comfort me, and tell me about all the times you wish your beloved Queen of the World would finally look your way, and after several hours and drinks, I'd be on my way, a bit more lighter in heart, and definitely drunk. The next morning, you'd call me and ask me for dinner, this time needing to unburdon yourself.

It's funny. All of those long hours talking, and we never once spoke a "what if we didn't have these lovers holding us back?" type of question. We didn't need to. Relena never acknowledged you publicly or privately, and Heero treated me like a whore--used me in private, but never said a word to me in public. In reality, they *weren't* holding us back. Our perceptions of them were.

That first night--I remember it perfectly--you had come over just after Heero had left on a mission, and I was so distraught because we had argued before he left, that we talked for hours. I remember having to grab another bottle of wine simply because we drank so much while we talked. I started to cry after a while, and you wiped away my tears with your soft hands, telling me that if he didn't realize the wonderful person I was, then I ought to find someone else. Without thinking, I leaned forward to kiss you, and it went from there.

Then, when Heero got back from his mission, we were in bed. Actually, now that I think about it, you were on top. I hate being on the bottom, by the way. I think the look on his face when he saw you lying on top of me was that of a wounded deer.

Have I told you how nice you smell after sex?

I know now that he's with Wufei--I wish Wufei the best of luck. Who would have thought that under that "justice" driven demeanor, laid a young man looking for love? Pity he seems to have found it in Heero. If I could change one thing about the way we parted, it would have been that I would have had him find out with some better timing.

He talks in his sleep, do you know that? Screams, more like. I can hear him through the walls, no matter where I sleep. His past has such a deadly hold on him that anyone who tries to get close gets sucked into it. I'm glad I got out while I still could.

Something else, while I'm thinking on it--Relena didn't deserve you. No more than I do.

But then again, I didn't deserve Heero either.

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Yes, Duo does still have some feelings for Heero. (If you can't tell that by now, then quit reading.)
Stay tuned!
Keiryn-neko