Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Sumitting to Seduction ❯ Reminiscing ( Chapter 2 )

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Chapter 2

As he lay there, curled up tightly in his lonely bed, in the last room, at the farthest end of the hallway, Wufei tried not to think

about how tired he was of being alone. During the day he was able to forget, with fighting, practicing, and spending time with

the other pilots, but with night approaching the loneliness was hard to encore.


During the day the other four pilots kept him company, teasing him, and sparing together, but after…..after Heero and Duo

would disappear into one room, while Trowa and Quatre would head off into another, unintentionally leaving Wufei the odd man

out, always the one without a room mate, the one without a partner.


It wasn't until six months ago, that Wufei started realizing how lonely it was being the fifth pilot. First it started with Trowa and

Quatre, always roommates, best friends, began acting odd around each other and it wasn't until Wufei, walking to the

bathroom late one night, only to find the two locked in an intense embrace in the hallway leading to their room, did he realize

that the two were together physically.


After the incident, their secret exposed, and finding the other three pilots happy for them, the two took to a more open

relationship, kissing and holding each others hands, happy to be able to now show their affection for each other publicly.


Soon after Trowa and Quatre came out, Wufei started noticing how Duo always managed to secure a room with Heero, and

found ways to be on missions with him. It seemed obvious to Wufei that Duo was seriously interested in Heero, but it

appeared that Heero wasn't getting the blaring hints as Duo all but threw himself at him. Things came to a climax when Duo

was hurt on a mission, ending with Heero having to save him, and one thing lead to another and now Wufei couldn't go

anywhere in the safe house without running into the new couple happily enjoying their down time together, wrapped tightly in

each others arms.


It wasn't that Wufei didn't like his companions, or that he had any problems with their new found relationships and intense

usage of PDA, but God was he jealous. It wasn't just that they were in relationships and he wasn't but he had honestly been

interested in them himself. Quietly he had watched both Trowa and Heero, always hopeful that they would notice him, though

knowing in his hearth that he wasn't worthy of them. He admired them for their strength, both mentally and physically they

were different from other people and Wufei would have had to be blind to not have taken notice of them, they were gorgeous.

Sadly he watched as first Trowa, then Heero got into relationships, and his last fragments of delusion in finding happiness

with another person were shattered. At first he though that he could beg one of the couples to include him, hope that one

would let him into their bed, but after witnessing the love the two couples exhibited he knew that even if he was grudgingly

included, he would still be left alone later, possibly hurt even worst.


This left Wufei curled up in his cold bed, pretending that he could not hear the noises that were coming from the other four

occupants of the house, one couple in a room on either side of him and thinking about a man that he had no reason to think

about. A man of power, one that had told him he was beautiful, had even kissed him, leaving him hard and desperate

for…..something, anything to take away the pangs of loneliness.