Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ The Tears that had Never Been Shed ❯ Butterflies and Truths ( Chapter 10 )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
hA/N: What's up? I thought I should update out fear for my life. Anyways....I'm at my dorky friend (OW...she just smacked me too...TT_TT sniff I'm so abused...) Aerith's house. She's beating me...anyways I stoleded (LOL) her computer for a while and decided to type. Anyways thanks for continuing read this crap.
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Heero's eyes widened as Duo's lips made contact with his own, his heart rate accelerating. His body began to shake in fear involuntarily. Duo pulled back quickly as he felt Heero's body quake, looking down he could see the fear that shown brightly in Heero's eyes. "Heero? I'm sorry! I didn't mean to upset you..." Duo said panicked.
"N-no...it's not you...it's just...never mind..." Heero mumbled before rolling away from Duo. He couldn't take Duo's expression anymore; he was sure the guilt would kill him.
"...Heero? What's wrong?" Duo asked worry building up in his chest.
Heero merely shook his head hoping to stop Duo's questions before he said something he'd regret. "Heero...please, look at me. Talk to me!" Duo said placing a hand on Heero's arm.
Heero's shaking increased, only this time it was sorrow that caused it. Tears began to make their way onto Heero's unusually pale face. "D-Duo...please...I..I can't tell you...please don't make me..."
Heero sobbed.
Duo pulled Heero's shaking frame against his own, surprised when Heero hid his face in his chest. "Heero why can't you tell me?" Duo said his voice lowering to a whisper.
"I don't want you to hate me...I wouldn't be able to take it if you did." came the broken reply.
"Hate you? Oh Heero, baby, I could never hate you. There is nothing that could do that, I love you. I want to be able to help you but in order for me to do that I need to know what is bothering you; please let me in."
Heero merely shook his head, try to disappear in Duo's embrace. Duo pouted slightly, ‘I’m not excepting that!! I know something is wrong...but what could it be?’ he thought. Gripping Heero’s shoulders he pried Heero off of him. “Heero, please...tell me what it is! I love you dammit!! Why won’t you let me in?!” Duo said shaking him by the shoulders lightly.
Fear shown clearly through Heero’s blue eyes, as Duo’s tone was slightly angry. Duo, upon realizing what exactly he was doing stopped. “Heero...I’m sorry man. It’s just...you always kept everyone at a distance and I want to help you, protect you from your fears. But you won’t tell me what is bothering you so much...I just want to help....” he whispered as he began to cry.
Heero was stunned and wasn’t sure what to say exactly. “Duo...I...want to tell you....but...I’m afraid to...” he said to the crying man.
“Why? W-what is so fuckin’ scary about telling me?!” Duo retorted.
“He’ll hurt you too!” Heero stated.
“No ‘he’ won’t!!”
“YES HE WILL!! J WILL HURT YOU TOO! I DON’T WANT HIM TO TOUCH WHAT’S MINE!!”
(a/n: O.o ... ^_^ )
The room fell silent as Heero, realizing what he said, covered his mouth and turned from Duo. Duo’s eyes were wide with shock, “J? Wait...yours? Is that so?” Duo asked a mischievous smile on his face.
Heero looked at Duo’s face, his cheeks stained with pink. “W-what?” he questioned.
Duo leaned forward his face only inches from Heeros, “So you’ve staked your claim, huh?” Duo paused chuckling softly, “well I wouldn’t want to disappoint...” he trailed off as he kissed Heero softly.*
Heero’s eyes went wide for a moment before involuntarily closing and leaning into the kiss, his hands moved up to hold Duo’s face. They parted for a moment before Duo took advantage of Heero’s gasping mouth. There was no resistance as Duo’s tongue tangled with Heero’s, trying to coax Heero into returning the action .Heero began to return the action, slowly at first and he became more passionate as his confidence grew. They parted once air became a problem, Duo stared into the prussian blue eyes below him and Heero into violet.
A man** stood in front of a monitor, a frown evident on his features. He was growing angrier and angrier as he continued to watch the screen. “How dare that L2 brat think he can take what’s mine?! As long as I draw breath I will make sure that he suffers for this!!”
Quatra paced in the waiting room, Trowa watched him with slight annoyance. “Q, stop pacing your making me dizzy.”
“I’m sorry babe, it’s just...it’s been along time. What if Heero rejected Duo? What if Heero hates him because of it? What if they stop being friends? I don’t think-”
“Q! Stop, you and I both know that of all people, Heero will reciprocate Duo’s feelings! It’s quite evident how they feel about each other...even if they don’t.”
“You think so?”
“I know so, and with us around; Heero’s safe.”
Ken: So whatcha think? I am still working on making my chapter’s longer but I wanted to post this because I know that there are people like me who check the updates on stories daily to help feed my obsession to yaoi. Anyways about the chapter, I know it’s odd but I couldn’t figure out how the crap to at least hint at what had happen; and as I was laying down to sleep the idea hit me. Let Heero blurt it out on accident!! I’ve seen it in many American movies...a slip of the tongue I think. Lol, anyways review and tell me what you think!! Arigato.
*I was squealing at this point. Lol.
** Guess who?
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Heero's eyes widened as Duo's lips made contact with his own, his heart rate accelerating. His body began to shake in fear involuntarily. Duo pulled back quickly as he felt Heero's body quake, looking down he could see the fear that shown brightly in Heero's eyes. "Heero? I'm sorry! I didn't mean to upset you..." Duo said panicked.
"N-no...it's not you...it's just...never mind..." Heero mumbled before rolling away from Duo. He couldn't take Duo's expression anymore; he was sure the guilt would kill him.
"...Heero? What's wrong?" Duo asked worry building up in his chest.
Heero merely shook his head hoping to stop Duo's questions before he said something he'd regret. "Heero...please, look at me. Talk to me!" Duo said placing a hand on Heero's arm.
Heero's shaking increased, only this time it was sorrow that caused it. Tears began to make their way onto Heero's unusually pale face. "D-Duo...please...I..I can't tell you...please don't make me..."
Heero sobbed.
Duo pulled Heero's shaking frame against his own, surprised when Heero hid his face in his chest. "Heero why can't you tell me?" Duo said his voice lowering to a whisper.
"I don't want you to hate me...I wouldn't be able to take it if you did." came the broken reply.
"Hate you? Oh Heero, baby, I could never hate you. There is nothing that could do that, I love you. I want to be able to help you but in order for me to do that I need to know what is bothering you; please let me in."
Heero merely shook his head, try to disappear in Duo's embrace. Duo pouted slightly, ‘I’m not excepting that!! I know something is wrong...but what could it be?’ he thought. Gripping Heero’s shoulders he pried Heero off of him. “Heero, please...tell me what it is! I love you dammit!! Why won’t you let me in?!” Duo said shaking him by the shoulders lightly.
Fear shown clearly through Heero’s blue eyes, as Duo’s tone was slightly angry. Duo, upon realizing what exactly he was doing stopped. “Heero...I’m sorry man. It’s just...you always kept everyone at a distance and I want to help you, protect you from your fears. But you won’t tell me what is bothering you so much...I just want to help....” he whispered as he began to cry.
Heero was stunned and wasn’t sure what to say exactly. “Duo...I...want to tell you....but...I’m afraid to...” he said to the crying man.
“Why? W-what is so fuckin’ scary about telling me?!” Duo retorted.
“He’ll hurt you too!” Heero stated.
“No ‘he’ won’t!!”
“YES HE WILL!! J WILL HURT YOU TOO! I DON’T WANT HIM TO TOUCH WHAT’S MINE!!”
(a/n: O.o ... ^_^ )
The room fell silent as Heero, realizing what he said, covered his mouth and turned from Duo. Duo’s eyes were wide with shock, “J? Wait...yours? Is that so?” Duo asked a mischievous smile on his face.
Heero looked at Duo’s face, his cheeks stained with pink. “W-what?” he questioned.
Duo leaned forward his face only inches from Heeros, “So you’ve staked your claim, huh?” Duo paused chuckling softly, “well I wouldn’t want to disappoint...” he trailed off as he kissed Heero softly.*
Heero’s eyes went wide for a moment before involuntarily closing and leaning into the kiss, his hands moved up to hold Duo’s face. They parted for a moment before Duo took advantage of Heero’s gasping mouth. There was no resistance as Duo’s tongue tangled with Heero’s, trying to coax Heero into returning the action .Heero began to return the action, slowly at first and he became more passionate as his confidence grew. They parted once air became a problem, Duo stared into the prussian blue eyes below him and Heero into violet.
A man** stood in front of a monitor, a frown evident on his features. He was growing angrier and angrier as he continued to watch the screen. “How dare that L2 brat think he can take what’s mine?! As long as I draw breath I will make sure that he suffers for this!!”
Quatra paced in the waiting room, Trowa watched him with slight annoyance. “Q, stop pacing your making me dizzy.”
“I’m sorry babe, it’s just...it’s been along time. What if Heero rejected Duo? What if Heero hates him because of it? What if they stop being friends? I don’t think-”
“Q! Stop, you and I both know that of all people, Heero will reciprocate Duo’s feelings! It’s quite evident how they feel about each other...even if they don’t.”
“You think so?”
“I know so, and with us around; Heero’s safe.”
Ken: So whatcha think? I am still working on making my chapter’s longer but I wanted to post this because I know that there are people like me who check the updates on stories daily to help feed my obsession to yaoi. Anyways about the chapter, I know it’s odd but I couldn’t figure out how the crap to at least hint at what had happen; and as I was laying down to sleep the idea hit me. Let Heero blurt it out on accident!! I’ve seen it in many American movies...a slip of the tongue I think. Lol, anyways review and tell me what you think!! Arigato.
*I was squealing at this point. Lol.
** Guess who?