Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ The Thunder Rolls ❯ Chapter 3
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
By: vegitoth 
Anime/Manga: Gundam Wing Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Hentai / Drama / Angst | Type: One Shot | Uploaded On: 08.26.2005 | Updated On: 08.26.2005 | Pages: 1 | Words: 1.1K | Visits: 299 | Status: Completed
Anime/Manga: Gundam Wing Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Romance / Hentai / Drama / Angst | Type: One Shot | Uploaded On: 08.26.2005 | Updated On: 08.26.2005 | Pages: 1 | Words: 1.1K | Visits: 299 | Status: Completed
This chapter is where the OCxOC pairing will happen.
Standard Disclaimers Apply
Pairings now include implied 4xC.
Chapter 3
During the two weeks of my break, me and my relatives tried everything we could do to keep my mind off the stress I went through since the night of the suicide. Needless to say the things we all did worked perfectly, but I still kept my hatred for my dad in mind 'cause I was still furious when he turned his back on my mother and me.
School on the other hand wasn't much of a problem, my friend Angela always kept track of my work and we would always organize personal meetings with my friends Trowa, Midii, Quatre, and Catherine so they could help me with the work. But now it was coming to an end, I knew it was time to come face to face with the man I was going to hate.
During visitation at the funeral home, I stood still like a stone looking at the casket my mother would lay in for eternity. When I looked at the casket, I noticed a shadow looming over my own; and though I never saw the look on his face, I could tell his expression was similar to mine.
"Father, why did you do it?" I asked coldly.
"Because, like your mother, I also had feelings for Duo." His voice was void of emotion. I could tell he wanted to take this outside, so I followed him out the door.
"Now that we got that kind of question out of the way. Why did you want a divorce after all these years?"
"I didn't even know what I was thinking."
"You didn't know what you were thinking?" I snapped angrily "You mean to tell me that you were a homo all of this time?"
"It's not that, son, but the truth is; before I fought in Operation:Meteor, an organization sapped me of my humanity," he stated "but when I met your mother, every piece of emotions came back to me. But after I heard that Duo had been in love with me since we were once P.O.Ws, I didn't know my sexuality anymore."
The way he spoke to me brought me back to my childhood. I always heard those stories back when I was young; my mom and dad always told me about Operation:Meteor and The Eve Wars every night before I fell asleep. But suddenly, I was also brought back to the times I've seen my parents share the love they had together. I saw them loving, kissing, and holding each other like any married couple would.
Suddenly, it hit me, my anger was getting even worse.
"Your love was meant to be." I stated in that cold voice again.
"How could you tell?" My dad asked.
"I always saw you and mom loving each other," I replied "you guys always held each other, kissed one another, and you guys always held me in your embraces for I was always the lock and chain that kept you guys together." My rage grew and grew.
"I remember those times, Josh, but you're old enough to know you can live without me around."
"You're right. But thanks to mom killing herself after what you said on the phone, it was an indication that she loved you as much as me but you threw it all away!" I snapped at his face.
Somehow it struck him with guilt for he replied "You're right, Josh, it didn't take me long to realize how much she loved me since she killed herself. I'm afraid I failed the both of you." I saw his head hang low.
Due to the fact I still loved him as a dad, I put my hand on his shoulder and said "Dad, though I may still love you, but what you said to mom on that fateful night you lost my trust for good. As a result my things are already up in Trowa's house. What I'm trying to say is, I'm moving away and I don't want to come back."
"I understand, Josh, like I said before, I failed you and your mother. I don't want you to see me carry on life like this." He gave me a hug that was sent like a message.
"What do you mean by that?" I asked.
"I'm putting an end to my miserable life." He stated sadly.
I threw myself in to hug my dad one last time before we parted for the final time. I guess he did love my mother.
Later on that night, I was laying on a bed in the guestroom Trowa and Midii setted up for me during my two weeks off. While I was crept up like a shell, I felt Angela's hand on my back and I stretched myself while I turned my face towards her. She was in a black-transparent robe her mother once wore during a one-night stand my friend was concieved in. When she leaned towards me, she whispered "After what I heard tonight, I want to comfort and sleep with you tonight if you don't mind."
"I dont mind at all. I trust you with my life and I always turned to you for comfort." I replied while moving away to make room.
As she rid herself of the robe, she snuggled close to me while I held her in my arms. Before I dosed off to sleep, I knew it was time for us to go to the next step in our friendship. "Angela, I'm ready for a relationship."
"I'm ready too." Angela said before kissing me ever so gently.
"Sweet dreams, girlfriend." I whispered
"Good night, boyfriend." She whispered before drifting off to sleep.
When I joined her in our slumber, I knew for sure that she was the gateway out of my pain and into a new life.
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A little note. I am planning a lemon side-story to this series. But I wont get into details because it will be a suprise.
Standard Disclaimers Apply
Pairings now include implied 4xC.
Chapter 3
During the two weeks of my break, me and my relatives tried everything we could do to keep my mind off the stress I went through since the night of the suicide. Needless to say the things we all did worked perfectly, but I still kept my hatred for my dad in mind 'cause I was still furious when he turned his back on my mother and me.
School on the other hand wasn't much of a problem, my friend Angela always kept track of my work and we would always organize personal meetings with my friends Trowa, Midii, Quatre, and Catherine so they could help me with the work. But now it was coming to an end, I knew it was time to come face to face with the man I was going to hate.
During visitation at the funeral home, I stood still like a stone looking at the casket my mother would lay in for eternity. When I looked at the casket, I noticed a shadow looming over my own; and though I never saw the look on his face, I could tell his expression was similar to mine.
"Father, why did you do it?" I asked coldly.
"Because, like your mother, I also had feelings for Duo." His voice was void of emotion. I could tell he wanted to take this outside, so I followed him out the door.
"Now that we got that kind of question out of the way. Why did you want a divorce after all these years?"
"I didn't even know what I was thinking."
"You didn't know what you were thinking?" I snapped angrily "You mean to tell me that you were a homo all of this time?"
"It's not that, son, but the truth is; before I fought in Operation:Meteor, an organization sapped me of my humanity," he stated "but when I met your mother, every piece of emotions came back to me. But after I heard that Duo had been in love with me since we were once P.O.Ws, I didn't know my sexuality anymore."
The way he spoke to me brought me back to my childhood. I always heard those stories back when I was young; my mom and dad always told me about Operation:Meteor and The Eve Wars every night before I fell asleep. But suddenly, I was also brought back to the times I've seen my parents share the love they had together. I saw them loving, kissing, and holding each other like any married couple would.
Suddenly, it hit me, my anger was getting even worse.
"Your love was meant to be." I stated in that cold voice again.
"How could you tell?" My dad asked.
"I always saw you and mom loving each other," I replied "you guys always held each other, kissed one another, and you guys always held me in your embraces for I was always the lock and chain that kept you guys together." My rage grew and grew.
"I remember those times, Josh, but you're old enough to know you can live without me around."
"You're right. But thanks to mom killing herself after what you said on the phone, it was an indication that she loved you as much as me but you threw it all away!" I snapped at his face.
Somehow it struck him with guilt for he replied "You're right, Josh, it didn't take me long to realize how much she loved me since she killed herself. I'm afraid I failed the both of you." I saw his head hang low.
Due to the fact I still loved him as a dad, I put my hand on his shoulder and said "Dad, though I may still love you, but what you said to mom on that fateful night you lost my trust for good. As a result my things are already up in Trowa's house. What I'm trying to say is, I'm moving away and I don't want to come back."
"I understand, Josh, like I said before, I failed you and your mother. I don't want you to see me carry on life like this." He gave me a hug that was sent like a message.
"What do you mean by that?" I asked.
"I'm putting an end to my miserable life." He stated sadly.
I threw myself in to hug my dad one last time before we parted for the final time. I guess he did love my mother.
Later on that night, I was laying on a bed in the guestroom Trowa and Midii setted up for me during my two weeks off. While I was crept up like a shell, I felt Angela's hand on my back and I stretched myself while I turned my face towards her. She was in a black-transparent robe her mother once wore during a one-night stand my friend was concieved in. When she leaned towards me, she whispered "After what I heard tonight, I want to comfort and sleep with you tonight if you don't mind."
"I dont mind at all. I trust you with my life and I always turned to you for comfort." I replied while moving away to make room.
As she rid herself of the robe, she snuggled close to me while I held her in my arms. Before I dosed off to sleep, I knew it was time for us to go to the next step in our friendship. "Angela, I'm ready for a relationship."
"I'm ready too." Angela said before kissing me ever so gently.
"Sweet dreams, girlfriend." I whispered
"Good night, boyfriend." She whispered before drifting off to sleep.
When I joined her in our slumber, I knew for sure that she was the gateway out of my pain and into a new life.
------------------------------------------------
A little note. I am planning a lemon side-story to this series. But I wont get into details because it will be a suprise.