Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ The Trowa Complex ❯ Completion and Acceptance ( Chapter 4 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

Title: The Trowa Complex

Pairings: Brief 1+3, none others mentioned

Warnings: Nothing much in this chapter, mention of a lot of past rape, but it's only a mention so you should be alright.

They slept peacefully throughout the night, entangled in one another's arms, Trowa's head tucked under Heero's chin, his body half laying across Heero's chest. At merely four in the morning, Heero's alarm went off, waking the younger pilot immediately. He almost forgot that Trowa was in his arms when he went to move, then smiled faintly as he looked at the uni-banged boy against him. Gently, as a grim look took over his face, Heero shook Trowa awake so they could ready themselves for their mission.

As he blinked open his green eyes, Trowa smiled a little up at Heero before the events that lead to the wonderful memories made the night before came back to him. Slowly, his smile faded and he softly kissed Heero, getting out of bed. Both of them had dark looks on their faces as they showered quickly and readied themselves, finding they could barely keep their hands to themselves from the desperation of the situation. They could lose one another again from this, and both of them were terrified of the possibility.

It took them longer than they expected to get out of the bedroom even, and once they were out of there and to the hanger, it took even longer to part for their gundams. Passionate kisses, gentle caresses and lingering touches were exchanged until they were out of breath and they finally, reluctantly, parted. With a final, searing kiss, they got to their gundams and took off, both a little shaky at the knowledge of what they were about to do, and the possible consequences.

They arrived at the base, not a word exchanged between the two of them, neither wanting to ruin their memories by talking about it. Both of them used their recent memories of the previous night to keep their heads and to keep themselves from mourning what happened the last time they'd attempted this very same thing. They had the most recent report of everything occuring at the base, and then went about what they were to be doing.

Trowa infiltrated the base easily and got Heero hooked up to the computer, standing guard outside in a stolen uniform, his unique hair underneith his hat so it looked like he was just a regular soldier with short hair, instead of the uni-banged pilot of HeavyArms. Heero hacked into the computers with ease, following through with their plan, and informed Trowa of his completion of that part through their earpiece, then followed Trowa inside the base. This was not a part of what they were supposed to do, this was for their own revenge.

Heero was talking through his earpiece to Trowa, letting him know when he'd gotten close to the place they were supposed to meet, wearing one of the uniforms as well now. Trowa waited until he knew that he was near where the computers said Cain would be found just then, then let his single bang down, waiting for someone to spot him. The alarm was sounded and he fought, not putting much effort into it before he was cuffed and groped a little bit under the pretense of patting him down for weapons. He tensed at the footsteps he heard coming down the hall and raised his head to glare towards the man creating such loud, resounding noise with a few steps.

"Ah, I see my toy has returned to me. I was most...displeased, when you weren't in your cell when I came to play again." He reached up and swung his hand back down to Trowa's cheek, a resounding crack echoing through the hallway. Trowa stumbled back a little at the force of the slap and grit his teeth a little, then just stared up at Cain, his eyes furious. As he'd expected, this time Cain had the men lead him to his personal quarters, thinking that they wouldn't expect that. Trowa, having grown up with the man, knew better than anyone what he was thinking.

Heero was already inside the man's rooms, hidden away so that when they were ready, he could come out and restrain Cain so that they could punish him for all that he'd done. Trowa was lead to the bed and quickly restrained, handcuffed so he was spread-eagle on the covers, and he promptly kicked the other men out so that he could have his 'fun'. Cain eagerly took a knife and started to cut along Trowa's uniform, digging in a little so that he was cutting skin occasionally as well. Trowa bit his lip and let out a soft cry of pain, which was Heero's signal. Heero practically jumped from where he'd been hiding, predictably in the closet, and he hit Cain with the butt of his gun on the temple, just hard enough for him to be knocked unconcious.

The moment that Cain was slumped on the ground unconcious, Heero turned his attention to his lover, kissing him softly as he undid the handcuffs. He held part of the blankets to Trowa's shallow wound on his arm and smiled over at him softly, a smile which Trowa shakily returned.

"It's alright, koibito, he won't be able to hurt you again.." Trowa pulled Heero down for another soft kiss before they both got up and finished what they had come there to do.

As they sat on the hill in the distance, two figures watched the explosions of the base in the distance. On record, the place was a medical facility, explaining away the barracks as being patient rooms, etc., and this would all be under the record as a gas leak causing explosions, an accident that horribly killed many of innocents. Trowa and Heero, sitting atop that hill, knew better however.

Heero pulled the taller man against him, holding him close as Trowa started to cry softly, tears trailing down his cheeks as he let go of a part of his past, knowing that cain would never be able to haunt him again. The explosions slowly died down, and the two men stood up, holding hands as they headed to their gundams in the forest, and they flew off quickly to head back home to Quatre's mansion.

When they arrived, they were quickly greeted by the other three pilots and made their way inside. It was inside that they spoke of what happened, though Trowa said barely a word if he could help it, knowing that the others understood. Finally, once they finished speaking of the mission, Trowa finally spoke up about his past to everyone. Something he'd yet to do before, even to Heero, his lover having gone on only what he had figured out from Trowa's reactions to everything.

He told of how, when he was a young boy, he was brought to a mercenary camp and made into the camp 'slave', essentially. Cain had been the one in charge of the mercenary group and he was raised with them, being their errand boy. When he'd grown up a little more, when he was around ten or so, that had changed and he'd become their 'whipping boy' at nights. During the day he received 'training' of sorts, but at night it was another matter entirely. The men of the camp shared him, and every night he'd be ordered into a different man's bed to be raped and molested until the mercenaries, for whatever, began to leave on their own until it was just a few men and Cain. He quickly became just Cain's whipping boy, Cain rarely sharing him. Instead, he would just beat him senseless as he raped him until finally, Trowa managed to escape the men and he enlisted to help with Operation: Meteor.

Trowa quickly explained how he'd gotten to where he had on L3 and how he'd become Trowa Barton, then just sat there, waiting to hear what everyone said. His head was down and his eyes averted to the floor, his arms wrapped around his legs which had been pulled up to his chest. Finally, after a few moments, he was pulled into Heero's arms, and quickly had Quatre's around him as well. The look on Wufei's face was first of horror, then of sympathy, and finally sorrow. When Wufei caught Trowa's eye and nodded, smiling a little bit, his eyes warm, Trowa knew he still had the man's respect. Duo was off raging about how someone could be so cruel and he was suddenly swept up into another hug from the braided man, causing him to smile a little faintly at his energy.

Trowa then relaxed when he was put down and settled against Heero as the others slowly relaxed as well, not forgetting about the topic, but not letting it bother them too much just then. They knew he had dealt with it and would be fine now, and they then started to talk about other things, leaving that topic well alone. Trowa smiled after a few minutes and buried his face against his lover's neck, the smile small but completely genuine. He knew his past was behind him, and he had friends that stuck by him through it, no matter what.

A/N: Okay, that's it! I odn't know if I'm going to put an epilogue up yet or not, I think I probably will but I'm being pulled in a few different directions on how that one should go. As it stands, I do know that this chapter was a little rushed at the end, but I couldn't get my muse to work out how Trowa would tell the others his past. And I am aware that that isn't how it goes in the Episode Zero. Oh well, get over it. Lol. Thanks once more to the wonderful people that reviewed!