Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ To Look Back and Cry ❯ Prologue ( Prologue )
To Look Back and Cry
By Sabersonic
Also, I don't own Gundam Wing or the song "Show me the meaning of being lonely." That is all.
Prologue
Current Date: June 16, 2387 C.E.
Earth Time: 1034 hours
Current Location: Star System: Lo Cha'I 48 AU from Vulcrow Intelligents Homeworld Vegro, grid Alpha 1-19
Galactic Alliance Force: United Colonies of Earth; Vulcrow Intelligents
Patrol Fleet: 148th Earth Expeditionary Force Armada Group "Kamikaze"; 12th Vulcrow Central Guard Fleet "Quaonte"
Flagship: UCE Galaxy Class Destroyer "Kamikaze" a.k.a "The Devine Wind"; Vulcrow Intelligents Galactic Explorer Ship Model 4 "Quaonte".
Capitol Ship Fleet Numbers: 120,000,000,000 Infantry Attack Carriers, 15,000,000,000 Robo Battleships, 75,000,000,000 Galaxy Frigate and Blockade Runners, 14,000,000,000 Cruiser Carrier Runners each carrying 20 Battle Cruisers, 13,000,000,000 Galaxy Carriers, 456,000,000 Stellar Cannon Gunship, 450,000,000 Galaxy Dreadnoughts, 450,000,000 Galaxy Destroyers, 20 Photonic Cannons each escorted by 4 Galaxy Destroyers and Dreadnoughts, 10 Cloak Ship and Transporter Carriers, three Mobile Space Docks; 34,057 Galactic Explorer Model 1, 7,020 Explorer Model 2, 235 Galactic Explorer Model 3, 3 Galactic Explorer Model 4, 17 Galactic Explorer Model 5
Current Situation: CRITICAL, Code Red Alpha Battle Ready
In an alien starsystem, several thousands of kilometers from the homeworld of the Vulcrow Intelligents, ally of the Galactic Alliance, a huge Armada Group consisting of several kilometer+ long capitol ships and seemingly endless wings of starfighters and starmecha. The fleet has been in battle ready for several hours. UCE Intel has warned of a Crongus Armada consisting of a single mole (6.02X10 by 23) of Capitol Ships and unimaginable numbers of Bio-fighters. The Crongus fleet was to open a Dimensional Rift with the assistance of the Giant Gas Planet of the Lo Cha'I System, Matalaqu with its immense gravity weld and radiation belts to save on necessary energy for a trip to another dimension. The UCE Armada Group's mission was to intercept and stop the Rift Generation and, if unsuccessful, capture the frequency of the Rift.
The 148th were positioned near the system's most outermost celestial body, the Argo'Chiqu Ice Belt. A patrol was sent into the belt to see if the Crongus are planning on a raid upon the joint force. What the patrol found was something more of a raid.
"Sir, we have spotted a wing of Crongus Bio-Fighters. Models of enemy fighters are…wait a minute. There's something else there- By Yahweh's name, IT'S THE MAIN FLEET!!!!"
"Launch all combat craft! Go to battle alert!" Then suddenly, all the 148th's fighters and mecha were either accelerating towards the enemy armada or protecting the Capitol ships from Crongus Bio-Fighter raids. Then a huge space battle exploded.
Show me the meaning of being lonely
<My name is Heero Yuy. Commander of the 27th Kamikaze Attack Wing, the Black Falcons. My enemy are the Crongus and their allies. The reasoning why I am here, why I am fighting a foe that is so highly superior to my own that I could be killed if I miss by a mere margin, I would be dead. It is because I choose to be here.>
Heero Yuy's Medium Delta Space Fighter-20 and his Attack Wing were carrying a payload of Nuclear Explosive Pods and are on an attack vector with a Crongus Armada Sector Flagship.
So many words for the broken Heart
It's heard to see in a crimson love
So hard to breathe
<I was once known as the "Perfect Soldier", incapable of emotion, able to withstand almost any pain, and pilot of a suicidal Mobile Suit Model Mecha, Gundam Class. I can kill millions of people without a single though or remorse. But I had a flaw, I had a human heart. And it was all thanks to a Princess of a Dead Kingdom. After years of contact with this girl, I was able to break down the barriers around my heart that was forged from my distant past. I was willing to become a human once again to be with her. Problem is that, she's fallen for someone else…. >
The Wing fired their nuclear payload and it completely obliterated the Flagship. Several enemy Bio-Fighters then changed their vector towards the 27th. Plasm bolts blazing like the wrath of an angry deity or eternal being. The 27th fired back, most of the energy discharges were absorbed into the exoskeleton/membrane of the Bio-Fighter, but exploded from an energy storage overload. Missiles and energy discharges were fired upon the enemy. Explosions, scraps and entrails were all that was seen.
Walk with me, and maybe
Nights of light so soon become
Wild and free I could feel the sun
Your every wish will be done
They tell me…
<The girl that has stolen my once-cold heart, the one that had eternal faith with me, had her heart upon someone else.>
Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I can't be there where you are
There's something missing in my heart
Heero Yuy and the remainder of his Wing were on an attack vector upon a Crongus Bio-Capitol Ship.
<I had felt what other's believed was called heartbreak. I couldn't think, I couldn't reason. I've only existed because and for her and she went into the arms of someone else. I couldn't stand the pain and I escaped. I did not kill myself then, for my teaching from my past has taught me that suicide was necessary to have information safe, but cowardly.>
A Crongus Bio-Fighter blew off the arm of Heero Yuy's Delta Space Fighter-20. He then twisted the mecha so that the right arm fired its remaining gunpod. The Bio-Fighter was hit so hard that it spiraled into the bridge of a Crongus Dreadnaught. Heero then fired a missile barrage at a Crongus Frigate, causing it to crash into another Bio-Capitol Ship.
Life goes on as it never ends
Eyes of stone observe the trends
They never say forever gaze
<I signed up to the UCE when they were visiting my home dimension. I left because of heartbreak and of grief. But then it must have been a good thing, for as soon as the UCE Capitol Ship was about to generate a Dimensional Rift, a massive Crongus Attack destroyed the Earth, my Earth. Completely obliterating the Earth, the Colonies, Luna, the Resource Satellites, and Relena….>
Guilty roads to and endless love
There's no control
Are you with me now
Your every wish will be done
They tell me
Heero Yuy then left his Wing and accelerated towards a Crongus Warlord's Ship, the heart of a Crongus Force.
"Commander, what are you doing?!"
"Commander Yuy, I'm ordering you to steer away from that ship. It's suicidal!!"
Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I can't be there where you are
There's something missing in my heart
<Suicidal…that's what I wanted. I have lived an empty life. As a child, I was alone because I was forced to live in solitude. As the Perfect Soldier, I was emotionless because it would distract me of my mission and get me foolishly killed. Now, I have regained my humanity and have rediscovered long lost emotions, and without a single person to share them with. Now all I want to do is die. Not by suicide, but in battle.>
"That is a direct order Commander! Turn away immediately! I'll have you court marshaled for disobedience!"
<I'm willing to die because I have nothing. I have no one. I have no life. I must die. I must be rid of my pain. That is all I desire, to die.>
There's nowhere to run
I have no place to go
Surrender my heart, body and soul
Heero Yuy was barraged by enemy anti-craft fire. He has taken scrapes from the Plasm bolts, but he kept accelerating. At last his chance was made, the Bio-Capitol Ship was powering up its weapon, ready to fire. Heero was about to turn on Turbo Burners, but something deep inside of him made him instead fire Neutron Warhead missiles. The missiles struck their target and the ship was heavily damaged. The Crongus Fleet was forced to retreat.
How can it bee you're asking me to feel
The things you never show
You are missing in my heart
Tell me why I can't be there where you are
<I guess that I am destined to live out this emotional pain. How long will it take before it takes me by the throat? Oh well, another day, another court marshal, another day in hell.>
Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I can't be there where you are
There's something missing in my heart
Heero Yuy's mecha was then towed towards the Kamikaze. He would fight another time, but right now he must face the military judicial system.
Show me the meaning of being lonely
Is this the feeling I need to walk with
Tell me why I can't be there where you are
There's something missing in my heart.