Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ To See You Again ❯ Lust and Fear ( Chapter 28 )

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Previously:

I lead Duo back to our room and as soon as I shut the door, Duo was all over me.

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Chapter 28: Lust and Fear

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Duo's hands traveled slowly up my back, then down my sides gripping my tender skin gently, but with enough pressure so I couldn't break away. He devoured my lips in a crushing kiss then licked my lips to soothe them. His entire body was pressed to mine, eye to eye, lips to lips, belly to belly and groin to groin.

I felt as my own tongue clashed with his and stroked it with passionate care, tasting him, caressing that velvet muscle as I moaned into his mouth. Duo started to back up and I followed him, locked within our embrace. I didn't realize where we were headed until I felt a soft object hit the backs of my knees. Duo pushed me down on the bed and straddled my hips and began to rock his pelvis against mine urgently. I felt my body respond to his tantalizing hip movements and felt his own arousal respond to mine. The fiction that was sparking between us had me gasping and moaning for more as Duo kept his hands busy upon my skin.

I felt as his hands found the hem of my shirt and began shoving it up to my armpits. He made a trail of kisses on my abdomen as my skin was slowly exposed to his viewing pleasure. His lips kissed my left nipple before he took it entirely in his mouth and began nipping it with his teeth and sucking it to remove any hurt he might have caused.

"Duo..." I breathed into his ear as my shirt came off and he kissed my neck up and down, licking some places and nibbling others in love bites. Then Duo pulled away and stripped out of his shirt and unzipped his pants and let them drop to the floor. He stood there looking at me with bedroom eyes and then reached over and unzipped my pants, slowly dragging them down and off my legs. He threw them over to where his own pants lay and picked up one of my feet and removed the shoe and sock. Repeating his action to the other, he then did something I wasn't ready for. He began to massage my foot with the balls of his thumbs and brought my toes to his lips and kissed each one before he snuck one into his mouth and began sucking on it. I threw my head back at the double sensation and lay bonelessly while he finished the massage on that foot and repeated the action on the other.

I looked up and saw a smirk on his face as he began to travel upward massaging my calfs, my thighs and then my hips with his very talented fingers and continued to my chest, my arms and fingers and even my face. He kissed both my eyes when they fluttered closed and then claimed my mouth, by the time he was done I was so relaxed that I felt that I could fall asleep.

"You're enjoying this." He told me in a soft whisper as he placed a gentle kiss on my cheek.

"Wasn't I supposed to?" I retorted back. He just smiled.

"I wanted you relaxed since I know the whole romantic dinner didn't go exactly like you planned."

"Is that the only reason you're doing this to me?" I asked a little confused since I felt completely numb and relaxed. My mind seemed to go on stand-by as well, but I still understood everything Duo had said.

"No, I'm doing this to get you to relax and so I can just touch you. I love the feel of your skin under my fingers, the scent of you filling my nose, and the taste of every inch of your body but one. That one that I haven't tasted yet can wait for another day. I don't feel like having sex right now, but I want to touch you so much and see you like this always. I'm memorizing every inch of your skin. How you look right now beneath me, so if anything goes wrong between us, I can always remember how you looked when I did this to you."

I heard the current of love Duo felt for me in his admission, but I narrowed down what he had said. 'So if anything goes wrong between us, I can always remember how you looked when I did this to you?' What did he mean by...oh.

"Duo, why are you convinced something wrong is going to happen between us?" I asked, while I gripped his wrist and pulled him toward me. He let me pull him into my embrace and wrap him up in my arms. Laying his head on my shoulder I could feel his warm breath caress my skin. "Duo?"

"I'm so used to people treating me like I'm good the one minute and a whore the next. I just... I don't know. I keep wondering if you'll turn into one of them." I opened my mouth to say something, but Duo's finger pressed softy against my lips cutting off any comment. "I know. I know you won't hurt me or use me like they did. I see that you honestly love me and care for me. You always make sure I'm alright and come and find me when I run off." I smirked at that. He did have a tendency to run and hide whenever something was too much for him to bear. "But I also have never lied to you. I love you Heero, so much that if you ever did, and I'm not saying you will, but, if you ever did. I'd stay with you any way, because I love you and I don't want to be alone any more."

I hugged Duo tightly and stroked his braid as he clung to me for dear life it seemed. As I kissed his cheek I noticed he was crying. He made no sound, but the tears were flowing non-stop. Gently, I pulled him into my lap and scooted up farther onto the bed. I pulled back the covers little by little and then when they were out from under us, I wrapped Duo and myself within them. Just stroking Duo's hair and holding him tightly seemed to calm him down until I saw his eyes flutter closed and he was lulled to sleep as I gently rocked him. When I was sure he wouldn't wake up easily I lay down and kept Duo tight against me, laying his head upon my chest and stroking his back until I felt myself fall under Morpheus's spell.

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I awoke to the bright sun shining through the windows and looking over at the clock, I realized we had definitely had missed breakfast. It was almost noon and my body still wanted to just lay in bed. I looked down and saw that Duo was still asleep. He hadn't moved hardly at all the entire night, though his arms were both now wrapped around my waist and my chest was still pillowing his head. I also felt the press of an erection against my hip and one of his legs was in between mine. I bent a little and kissed the top of his head softly. He still smelled like himself and a could still recognize the light scent of his shampoo. Duo didn't need any cologne, his scent was erotic enough to stimulate my senses in the best ways.

I didn't want to wake him, but I could feel my bladder constricting in the most uncomfortable way and knew I had to use the toilet soon. Slowly, I pushed Duo's leg from between mine and lifted his arm so I could wiggle out of his grasp, but it seemed luck wasn't on my side.

"No don't leave me! Heero!" Duo shouted and clutched me back to him his grip tight around my waist.

"Shh. Duo, it's okay. I just have to pee. I'll be back before you know it. Okay?" I told him. His eyes were still closed but reassured by my words, he let me get up.

After relieving myself of my problem and brushed my teeth, I headed back out to the room and met with a pleasant yet surprising sight. Duo lay there like I had the night before and bared himself to me by throwing the sheets and blankets to the end of the bed and waited for me to come to him. A lustful gaze in his violet eyes and couldn't help the desire that built within me. I made my way over to him and gave him a look that meant to ask what he was doing besides looking undeniably sexy.

"I've been thinking about this for a while Heero and I want to take that next step with you."

I felt my eyes widen at his words. He wanted to take the next step. "Duo..."

"Shh. I want you to make love to me Heero, and not the one where you suck me off. I want you in me. I want you to fill me utterly and completely and see that your the one who's doing it. Please do this for my Heero."

"Duo, are you even awake yet? I do want to take that next step with you, but for the right reason." I had to see if he would bend to my logic. If this was just so he would be reassured that I wouldn't leave him then I wasn't going to go through with this. My body was reacting to what it saw placed before me and I was sure Duo could see I was getting hard for him. His own was already at half mast so he was enjoying what he saw.

"I'm completely awake, Heero. I want this and I'm not leaving this bed until you agree that you want it too." He glared at me stubbornly. That frown should never mar his features unless he's trying to concentrate on something, but then again he was concentrating on me right now come to think of it, so there goes that rule.

"I do want you." I agreed with him one hundred percent, but still... "If you change your mind in the middle of it, you'll tell me right?" I asked to make sure and received a nod. I took that as a yes and went to retrieve our 'supplies' and brought them over to the bed. I took out the lubes we bought and held them up for him to select which one he wanted me to use. He picked the cherry flavored one, go figure.

"Do you want me to use any toys or would you rather just me?"

"Just you. The toys can wait. I want to feel what you can do to me." He replied huskily.

"Then relax." I left the lube on the edge of the bed as I began to make Duo relax. I began to kiss every inch of his face then gave him a deep longing kiss to those irresistible pink lips of his. I caressed his pulse point with my tongue, sucking gently and tasting his flesh while I left a red love bite to mark him as mine. I kissed the hollow of his throat and traced circles around his bicep and then down his arms. Using my lips and tongue I came to his right nipple and swirled around it with my tongue then bit it softly. I played with the other with my thumb and forefinger and gave them both the attention they deserved before switching my hand with my mouth and my mouth with my hand.

Duo's breathing began to increase and he was to the point of almost panting with need. I took pity on him and left his now over sensitized nipples and continued my journey southward. I kissed a zigzagged trail down to his navel then licked one up to his sternum only to go back to his navel and dip my tongue inside. I blew soft air or the wetness I caused sucked on his navel a few moments longer.

"Heero, your soo...gooooood at this. Please don't stop...don't ... stop." Duo pleaded an ran his fingers through my hair as I buried my nose in his pubic hair, sniffing that rich male musk of his and lapped at the base of his arousal. I caressed the entire shaft with kisses and licks and tasted the precum that was oozing at the head. Pulling back the foreskin, I freed him more and toyed with the slit to see if he would give me any more.

"Mmm... Heero. Don't tease me... suck it...please!" Duo's voice increased in volume until I took the head into my mouth and began to suckle on it. "Heero...Heero...Heero." Duo was chanting my name with the force of my sucks. I let myself smile around his cock and knew I was the one who was pleasuring him. I looked up to see his eyes were closed and his head was thrown back as he trembled beneath my ministrations.

I looked over and found the lube and opened it while I still distracted Duo with my mouth. I knew if he was distracted I'd have a better chance of him being relaxed. I spread his legs a little wider and coated two of my fingers with the lube. I slowly touched him with the lube-covered finger at the back of his balls and trailed my finger down the cleft of his butt and circled the tiny pucker I found there. Duo suddenly gasped and looked down at me as I looked up at him. Eye half closed in bliss, mouth open and panting as I let his penis slip from my lips.

"Do you still want this?" I kept circling his hole and waited for him to answer.

"Yes I want you there. Go slow."

"I intend to. Tell me how it feels Duo." I began to nudge at his opening with my finger and he began to breathe in deeply with his mouth as my finger slipped in to the first knuckle. "Duo."

"I'm fine, go. More." He breathed in and out as I pushed in the finger all the way. My eyes watching his face intently so I knew if he was in pain or not. He wasn't and when I pulled my finger out then pushed back in again he gasped and laid back down on the bed. I added a second finger and made scissoring movements with him to stretch him more. He just gasped at the sensations and then I pulled those fingers in and out as well. I brushed a small bump with him and he bucked off the bed, for a second I thought I hurt him. I began to pull my fingers out of him when he began to push himself against my fingers.

"Are you okay?" I asked as I began pushing in and out of him again.

"I'm seeing... stars Heero. Do it... again." I did and added a another finger so three were in him now. He pushed back in time with my movements whenever he pleased and then I removed my fingers from him. He whined in protest but looked down and saw what was to come. I lubed my cock with my hand and positioned myself at his entrance and brought both of his legs over my shoulders.

"Ready?" I asked waited for him to give me the word.

"I've been ready Heero." He told me as I gripped myself and nudged his opening. I heard him breathe in deep and the head of my cock slipped inside of him. I stopped and waited for him to tell me when to go and after a minute he nodded his head and I continued to slowly push into him. All I could feel was how tight and hot he was and his soft tissues caressing my pulsing dick.

"Gods Duo, you're incredible." I stopped once I was fully in and waited as Duo adjusted to my size. It took a good couple of minutes before he nodded for me to continue, but I had to make sure he was enjoying this as much as I was. Gently I pulled out a little then rocked back in. We both gasped at the sensation and I did it again and again, pulling out a little more each time and pushing my way back in. I built up a steady rhythm and continued as Duo writhed in pleasure beneath me. His hands wandered all over my body since we were chest to chest and I kissed him as I slide back in. He wrapped his arms around my neck and held on to me as I increased our rhythm a bit.

"Faster Heero... harder. I want...more... please...more." He begged me and I gave him what he wanted. I sped up our pace and he greeted me with a thrust of his hips against mine until I reached around a began to stroke his neglected arousal. "Heero...I'm not...going...to ...last much longer. Please." I thrust into him with long deep thrusts and felt myself begin to reach my own climax, but I wanted to see Duo reach his first. I pumped him and felt as the walls that enveloped my cock began to tighten to the point where I could hardly move and heard him cry out my name absolute pleasure. A stream of white sticky cum splashed against our stomachs and he collapsed in a boneless heap. The clamping sensation around my manhood caused me to fall over the edge and I cried out his name as I collapsed upon Duo, completely spent and exhausted. I could hear ragged breathing in my ear, but whether it was Duo or me I couldn't tell.

Gently, I rolled off of him so I wouldn't crush him and pulled him to me into a hug. He was wearing one of the happiest expressions on his face that I had ever seen. I caressed his face and brushed the strands that escaped his braid back from his face and kiss his forehead, nose, and finally his mouth. He returned the kiss and looked up at me and smiled wider.

"I love you, Duo Maxwell." I said and kissed him again.

"I love you, Heero Yuy, forever."

"Forever in my heart my one love. Forever will you be in my heart." I told him as he pressed himself to me and kissed my neck before cuddling onto my chest and laying his head there. "Do you want a bath?"

"In a little bit. Right now I just want to enjoy this moment with you." He said and nuzzled me with his nose.

"Alright my love."

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