Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Ultimate Sacrifice ❯ Chapter 13 ( Chapter 13 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]

Warnings: yaoi, angst, AU, alternating POV's
Pairing:1x2, 1+R (nothing romantic though), implied 3+4
Disclaimer: Would I still be working if I owned GW?
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AC 200
[Duo]

There is a difference between sex and making love; without love, it's only sex. Without love, movements are mechanical, harsh, pre-programmed by Nature herself. Making love involves something deeper, the very essence of the persons involved in such an act; their souls.

And ours, Heero's and mine, are fairly screaming for joy. I can see it his eyes when those desire-filled cobalt pools lock onto mine as he enters me, feel it in me as I arch upwards to meet his gentle thrusts. I know of no one who can fake the depth of emotion our joining is creating. The hollowness I've been feeling since I left Earth is gone; filled by the love and need of the boy above me.

Warm lips dive downwards, mingling our soft whimpers and moans together, while strong hips drive hard flesh further into me. I answer each thrust with one of my own, trembling with desire as Heero unerringly hits my prostate every time. In no time, so it seems, we are both hanging on the edge of release. The smallest touch of Heero's hand on my weeping cock sends me spiraling into a land filled with blinding light as I spill my seed over us. I can feel Heero's decent into the land of light seconds after me, his cries of ecstasy mingling with my own, before he collapses onto me.

For a time, I've no idea how long, we stay like that; coupled together, basking in the after-glow of our loving. "Duo-koi?" Heero's gentle voice in my ear nudges me back to full awareness. "Why are you crying? Did I hurt you?"

I nuzzle my cheek against his, feeling the wetness he's asking about. "No, love. You didn't hurt me."

Pushing himself up onto his elbows, but not leaving my body, Heero looks down at me. The expression on his face filled with worried love and tenderness. "What then?"

"I love you, Heero," My fingers stroke the cheek I'd been nuzzling. "You make me whole, complete me the way no one ever has." More tears threaten to escape me as the full depth of my emotions come crashing down on me. This - right here, right now - is where I belong, where I've always belonged; secure in the loose embrace of Heero's arms, joined in the most intimate and caring way two people who love each other can be.

"As you do me, koi. I've never..." Heero's eyes squeeze shut briefly; I can tell he is struggling with something. "... never needed or been needed by another person before. You've shown me there's more to life than being a cold soldier. If anyone isn't worthy of the other, it's me. Don't... don't leave me again, onegai? I promise I'll tell you 'ai shiteru' at least once a day so you never have to wonder again."

I pull Heero to me, wrapping my arms around him so tightly if he'd been anyone else I would have broken bones. Never - _never_ - has anyone needed me before either. Every ounce of my being is rejoicing at the fact this god-like creature needs me. "For as long as you need me, Heero… as long as you want me, I'll stay."

Tender kisses glide seamlessly into impassioned ones as Heero pulls us to a sitting position. "This time," his hands reach around my back to grab my braid. "I want your braid out." Strong fingers tangle in my free-flowing hair and I lose myself in Heero's touch once again.

I hope no one else needs this room; I don't think we're gonna be leaving anytime soon.

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TBC