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Sadame no Hoshi (Star of Destiny)


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Sadame no Hoshi (Star of Destiny)

By SD Ryukage



Disclaimer: I don't own the song or any of the characters used
here.

Please don't sue me.

Author's Note: The song is from Fushigi Yuugi, sung by Hotohori.


See how long it takes you to figure out whose POV it's from.
This

is a sequel of sorts to How Could an Angel Break my Heart.



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Ki ramekitamae sadame no hoshi yo

(Please shine star of destiny)

Ima, usure yuku ishiki ni wa

(Now, it is fading in my mind)

Nozomi wa tooku yume wa munashii

(Wishes are distant dreams are completely futile)

Saa, hitoiki ni keshite kure

(Come, extinguish it with a breath)



~Just like me, to wish to die away from the realm I fought
for. The

Cinq Kingdom. Relena-chan doesn't understand why I want to
die,

but hopefully she will soon. I think...I think all six of us
have spent too

much time here. We only fit in while we were fighting, be it
for OZ,

the colonies, or the kingdom. Quatre and Trowa made me
realize that

much.~



Sore de subete ga owaru

(Then it will all end)

Sore de subete sutereru

(Then it can all be thrown away)

Jibun o seme

(Blaming myself)

Kuni o urei

(Worrying for my country)

Miren ni

(And even the days troubled)

Kurushimu hi mo...

(By regret...)



~So many regrets. So many decisions I wish I had never made.
I

wonder what it would have been like to grow up with a real
family?

Without losing it all? To be as normal as I could have been?
Nah. I

probably would have been bored out of my skull. In truth, I
did enjoy

the fighting. But when it was all over...What is there for a
warrior to

do in peacetime but die? The warrior in me would have died,
had I

taken the duties my birth decreed for me, leaving only an
empty shell.

Relena was never a warrior. Hopefully, the pacifist can keep
the realm

whole in a way the warrior never could have.~



Kiramekitamae sadame no hoshi yo

(Please shine star of destiny)

Ima, kurete yuku kono sora ni

(Now, in this sky that is darkening)



~I want the last thing my eyes see to be the stars.~



Kiramekitamae sadame no hoshi yo

(Please shine star of destiny)

Wa ga aisu beki monotachi no

(The concern of only the sad appearance)

Kanashimu sugata dake ga kigakari

(Of my people who I should love)

Kono mune no uchi tsugete kure

(Proclaim these feelings of mine)



~I will miss them. Particularly Relena and Heero. I wonder
if he will

ever tell her the truth about him and Duo? I will miss our
duels. I will

miss talking to my little sister. But I know this is the
only decision I

can make.~



Sore wa ichido no wakare

(That is our one-time farewell)

Soshite towa no saikai

(And then it will be an eternal reunion)

Watashi wa iru

(I will be there)

Tomo ni ikita

(Always inside)

Kioku no

(The memories of)

Naka ni itsumo...

(Having lived together...)



~Goodbye, Relena-chan. Goodbye, Heero and Duo. Goodbye,
Noin.

Goodbye, all the friends I made while I lived. Tallgeese and
I are leaving.~



Kiramekitamae sadame no hoshi yo

(Please shine star of destiny)

Kono mi o ten ni tokihanate

(Release this body to heaven)



~I press the self-destruct.~