Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Untitled ❯ Rainshi's Past ( Chapter 3 )

Does life ever seem unfair? Like no matter what you do, no matter how hard you try, you can't live a life you can be proud of? My life is like that, ever since I was born, I knew I was going to live a life fill with death. I'm a half Soul Demon, meaning that my life is pretty much worth nothing. Soul Demons are so dangerous they're normally to be killed on sight even the halflings, but some like me are put into slavery which in Soul Demons case is legal. I don't know my parents, but from what I remember from stories one was a feared Demon and the other was a shifter.

I live in a big house with my Master and his daughter. Other workers of course, but I never really saw them for they all run in fear when they see me. My Master uses me for sex and I lost my virginity at the age of six to him. It wasn't pleasant let me tell you. Since then I've been used, abused, and starved. My Master loves to use knifes on his toy (me). Surprisedly enough I've lived through all his play time. All that I own is a small blanket and the clothes on my back.

I've considered ending my life thousands of times and still do, but my love for my Master's daughter keeps me going. Her name is Kayura, she has beautiful long silky black hair and eyes that shine like diamonds. While my Master is gone she takes care of me and often gives me food so I don't waste away. She loves me and I love her. We plan to one day escape for this place and fly off to the sky. I stand under this beautiful sky with my love as we continue to talk about our plans for our future.

"Rainshi, have you gotten any better at flying?" Kayura asked me.

"No my wings don't seem to function as the should," I answered her.

Unknown to even me my wings just don't seem to work. I've tried learning to fly for ages, but so far no luck.

"I see," Kayura sighed, "I want to get away from here as soon as possible, to get you away from here."

"Don't worry Kayura we'll get out of this place soon whether I learn to fly or not," I assured her.

"My father has gotten crueler I know," she said, "Your eyes tell me so."

Kayura is very good at reading other people through their eyes. It's not a surprise that she could see mine. I know that if nothing is done soon I will die.

"I can handle it," I told her, "I'm part Demon I can't be taken down so easily."

"But Rainshi!" She turn towards me her eyes filled with unshed tears, "You haven't eaten in days! You hardly sleep! Your body is so weak!"

I hold her close to me as she cried on my shoulder, "I know, but things will work out I know it."

I lied

Later that day when we had to part ways my Master came for me. Unlike the other times he had someone else with him. A mysterious person who's face I couldn't see and body covered from head to toes in black.

"SLAVE!" my Master called.

As I was taught I walked over to my Master and kneeled at his feet head down. Although he wasn't pleased with me and hit me hard sending me to the ground. Normally this wouldn't even caused me to flinch, but in the last three months things had gotten worse. My Master grabbed me by my head and lifted me off the ground.

"I'm getting tired of your performance lately," My Master said, "So I hired someone who's an expert on taming half Demons such as yourself."

I know I never leave this house, but I have never ever heard of a Demon tamer. A Were Trainer or a Familiar Trainer maybe, but a Demon? I thought Demons were unable to be tamed.

"Don't worry sir He will be the best there is I assure you," The mysterious person told my Master.

For days this man has been watching me and checking me over. I haven't eaten anything during those time and barely slept. The only good thing I could say is that I didn't have to face my Master and his daggers. But something about that man just scares me. I felt as if something terrible was going to happen.

One night when the moon was full and as red as blood the mysterious man took me into the lower level of the house. There my Master was waiting chains hanged from the wall. I fear the worst as my Master and the mysterious man chained me down .

"You should go get the necessary thing we need now sir," the Mysterious man said.

My master nodded and left the room. When he was gone the Mysterious man removed the hood that blocked me from seeing his face. I was scared for my life. The man was a Demon a Soul Demon. His hair black as the shadows, his eyes blood red, and thirsty for more. He began the ritual by cutting into my skin. I screamed in pain as he slowly dragged the dagger down my skin cutting symbols. My blood dripped down slow at first before it became a small stream down my body. He leans close to me and laps some of the blood up giving me a wicked grin.

"Your Master doesn't even know what's going on, but he will soon enough."

He cut my clothes away during the carving of the symbols so I figured what might happen next. I was right, the demon walked behind me and thrust in. I screamed.

"For someone who's been used by a man for over four years you sure feel like a virgin."

Tears rolls down my eyes as he starts to thrust into me over and over again. It was one thing to have my Master do this, but another for a stranger much less a Demon do this. Demons can find other Demons so no matter where I go this man could follow me while my Master once I was free couldn't. I couldn't stop crying and I couldn't escape like I always could before. Oh how I wanted to, I just wanted to go away and feel nothing.

Let me in

My eyes widen, where did that voice come from?

Let me take over and I'll end your suffering

Let who take over? Yes I want this to end, but who is talking to me?

Close your eyes and fall into oblivion. Let the darkness of your mind comfort you. I'll take over and see to it that this ends.

Darkness of my mind? Fall into Oblivion? Gods yes I want this to end so much. I can't take this anymore. I don't want to feel pain. Please take me away from the pain.

Then it happened, a strange feeling inside me held me in place as my body moved on it's own. I could barely remembered what happened. All I could see was red. Suddenly the chains where gone the man inside me was on the ground dead. I heard foot steps and... OH MY GOD IT WAS KAYURA!!

I tried to stop my body, but it was too late. I could hear my only friend scream and plead for me to stop. I could feel her soul entering my body still screaming. Then her lifeless eyes started at me as my body tore her to pieces.

Then I felt my body fall to the ground. The color red was all over, but it was the color of Kayura's blood. The blood of the person I loved, the person I promised to share eternity with. Kayura was dead, but her screams it never ended. She is still screaming inside me.

My Master came in and beat me. Although I believe he knew about how Kayura was supposed to be killed by me. But right now I couldn't care less. I just wanted to die. But fate just has its way of ruining everything.

Even after a month her screams never ended. Her Death repeated itself in my mind and in my dreams. My Master visit increased since then. He always used Kayura's death to make me feel guilty about myself.

"That's right slave use that tongue," My Master said as he held me tight as I gave him a blowjob, "Bet you wanted to use that tongue on Kayura, lick her pussy huh?"

But no matter how many times I've done this I could never stop crying. How dare he use such terrible words against his own daughter. But he doesn't care just as long as he can get some pleasure out from me.

Lately though strange things has been happening. As my Master climax I feel as if a bit of him gets drawn into me. I've heard rumors about Soul Demons taking a bit of their victims soul during sex in exchange for powers, but that didn't last for long so they would always come back for more.

"Enough of this, lay down and spread your legs like a good slut," My Master said.

I did as I was told slowly slipping into my mind to block away the pain that was about to come. As I waken the familiar coldness of the room causes my body to shiver. I slowly open my eyes to see the empty room which always welcomes me lately. I notice my body is once again covered in wounds that may never heal.

This is how my life went for around three years and I've grown weaker. I can barely move and the voice in me keeps calling to me.

Let me out! Let me out! I won't die!

I wanted to die so I continued to ignore the voice. But it keeps getting harder and harder for my body is weak and my determination to live is worse. I don't want this I never did.

One day I woke to an explosion. I wasn't scared at all in fact I was glad that something is happening here perhaps I will die.

The explosion continues on as the place starts to burn and all I could do was lay where I was put last. Laying in my own filth my own blood.

No more! I will not Die!

Then it happened my body moved on it's own and ran off as fast as it could. I tried to come back in control, but I was shoved away. My body killed many of the workers that were panicking and trying to escape. Strangely I fell better than ever although the screams were making my mind weak.

My body jumped out from the building where I landed in front of the strangest thing I ever seen. The feet look like paws of some sort of animal. But before it got to the knees it was human where I continue to move up to see a tail moving side to side hanging out from the person's shorts. The person's hands had sharp nails but so far it stayed human till I reached the top of the person head where on top of the white hair sliver gray wolf ears were rested on top.

I suddenly felt my body which I figured I manage to regain control as the person stared at me.

"Hey Bro we got something BIG here!," The guy said

My eyes widen I was afraid. Where they going to take me away and make me their slave? Then I saw another strange thing.

At first I thought there was a person mounted on a horse as I saw legs of a horse walk up, but that's where it end the person had the upper body of a human with long sliver white hair falling down it's back. I freaked out.

"It's a Soul Demon although it's not registered." The horse boy said.

The wolf boy kneeled down in front of me and smiled. I fell and crawled backwards my lungs felt as if they were going to burst I was breathing so hard.

"It's a Half Demon Bro he has that half scent of one," Wolf Boy said.

"We should kill it anyways before it gets into more trouble," Horse Boy said.

No! For some reason I didn't want to die right then call me strange, but I suddenly felt as if someone was calling to me that was this evil half. I started to shake and looked around for my Master. I rather right now be beaten then die.

"Dragon Slayer look at him he's scared shitless," Wolf boy said.

Dragon Slayer....THE Dragon Slayer oh boy what luck I've been having. Dragon Slayer is a strange person indeed. Had done a lot of work for the aid of humanity, but also had done some terrible things. Knowing me I'm going to die.

"Hades I don't care what he's feeling, he has to die," Dragon Slayer said.

That's when Hades grabbed me and pulled me close to him. I haven't been hugged in a long time and since I was afraid I clung on to him shaking.

"Dragon Slayer the guy you were supposed to kill is dead I bet he's just one of that man's victims poor guy," Hades said petting my head.

My Master dead? I'm not sad that he's dead, but that would mean I have to die or be sold to someone else as a slave. I don't want to be a slave.

"Hey kid what's your name?" Hades asked me

"R.rain.shi," I told him

"Rainshi?" Hades asked.

I nodded.

"Hey Bro he's so scared he can't be dangerous come on I'll take good care of him," Hades pleaded with his brother Dragon Slayer.

Hades wanted me to be his slave! But he did say he would take care of me, but I don't want to be a slave.

"No...please...no," I pleaded

"Hmm?" Hades looked at me.

"I d don't want to be a slave," I cried, "I can't take it anymore please don't make me a slave."

"You do know that if you're not a slave then you will die," Dragon Slayer said glaring at me.

"I don't care anymore I lost everything," I cried.

"Don't worry Rainshi it would only be by name not for real," Hades assured me.

"Hades," Dragon Slayer said with a warning tone

"I'll be good I promise and if I do something bad sir you may kill me," I told him.

A chance to be free. A new start. Perhaps this won't be so bad after all. I can deal being a slave by name if I can have a chance to be an equal.

"Very well," Dragon Slayer said, "But one mess up and you will die."

I nodded. Hades then picked me up and went to Dragon Slayer and got on his back. I fell asleep as Dragon Slayer trotted off.

Life with Dragon Slayer and Hades wasn't bad at all. I got to eat when ever I was hungry, I learned more about other kinds besides humans. For the first two months Dragon Slayer was really cold to me, but I understand why now. But now me and Dragon Slayer we're really close he's been more of a father roll to me.

And Hades..... We have a strange relationship. Turns out I"m not the only one that has problems. So we help each other. He's like a brother although I think he likes me a lot. I feel a bit bad for Hades however. Dragon Slayer doesn't seem to care much about Hades, but I can tell that he does. He just shows it in a very different matter.

Dragon Slayer is a very worried guy even though he doesn't show it. I got to help him a lot with his jobs. Now I'm traveling around the U.S. learning magic tricks and more. And for a while I met with another Halfling who taught me some Demon tricks, sadly that person died. Now my journey leads me to New York City. I can't wait.