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Velcro Lining

Every cloud has a silver lining

When Trowa regained his memory, I felt so happy at his recovery. He no longer looked at me like I was a stranger to him. Never met me before in his life. His isolation from, just made the guilt cut deeper, until some does I could barely look at him without crying.

Somehow I managed, but every day he looked at me with his Trowa less eye. Those deep green eyes that I had grown so fond of, I died for him as he had done for me. No, that's not true, I never did any action, Trowa was selfless and I was guilt at his loss. Trowa was gone, and he had returned. But it wasn't the same.

I felt so angry with myself, I wanted to rage and destroy myself sometimes.

His eyes stopped me. How could I hurt him further by doing such a thing to myself? I, I couldn't do it. Trowa was my being.

Heero in his own way helped. I had to stay alive for Trowa, even if only for a short while. Otherwise, even if I started contemplating this, I would never be the same again. I would not be strong enough to be near Trowa, I would have betrayed him all over again. If I never saw Trowa again, I knew some part of me would perish with him and I would be lost without that part of my soul.

I still loved him; through I never said a word. Being near him made me want to hug him tight and never let go, I wanted to protect him and feel his strong arms around my body. I just wanted to be close enough to touch him.

Love. My soul was forever tied to his. I had given him my love to him many months ago when the war was new. But his soulless eyes…

This wasn't Trowa. This was someone… someone I didn't know. He held that part of me that I had given him, and I held his. I couldn't exist properly without him and felt it keenly when he passed me without recognizing it. I felt so alone and untouchable.

I barely noticed it when he smiled at me. To the others it would have been nothing, if they had ever really noticed it. The corners of his slim lips curved, pink flesh moving ever so slightly.

Dear Allah… The love I felt returned full force and the current of unwavering emotions from our rejoined link nearly toppled me over with its force and the utter intensity of it all. But he was beside me and kissing me and I was kissing him and we were both crying.

Bringing a hand up and wiping a slim finger across the slick flesh under his eyes, it was moving under my fingers, sliding deliciously. We were both breathing harshly and together.

I brought a tear drop to mouth and tasted. The salty taste brought back memories, and I wanted more. The cool lights hit his skin and it shined silver. I kissed him, crying into his lips. Whispering my love for him.

He shivered under my touch and moaned against my lips. Hands hesitantly brought up on my hips. Upon feeling his touch on me, I jerked forward and our bodies connected in one beautiful moment. The rush of the mind blowing touch made me reach out and bring him close to me.

Feeling him move under my touch was so erotic.

Trowa was simply stunning as he writhed and mewed with desire. The sheen of sweat highlighting his skin in an almost ethereal glow. I licked my lips hungrily, eyes darkening with lust and leaned forward to devour by Trowa treat.