Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Violin Rhapsody ❯ Violin Rhapsody ( Chapter 1 )

Violin Rhapsody

 

Faux smiles and happy faces

Understanding tones of voice

Self-help pamphlets thrown in the fire

They're all asking me to make a choice

 

Feelings of hollowness deep inside

Hurt much deeper than any blade

But I always hurt my friends

And that makes me cut and fade

 

The sorrow runs deep inside

But I can't get rid of this cycle

From the depth of hurt and shame

I'm the carrier of the sickle

 

A roadmap of scars on thighs and arms

The freshest one under a week old

“Do you think I'm getting better?”

Maybe I'll come back ten fold

 

Surviving this is not an option

But at this moment I'm so unsure

Do I risk the chance of hate in Hell?

All I know is you're my cure.

 

~*~

 

Disclaimer- Do not own Gundam Wing!

 

A/N) Yes, another one of this kind. Personal experience this time. This poem was written earlier than `A Letter to Myself,' I think about a year earlier. I believe this one is most about Quatre. As I sit here and read it, he's the one that shoots out at me the most. More worried about his friends and all than about himself. Tell me what you think.