Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Who will you save ❯ One-Shot

 

One of us is going to die in there

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Just out of curiosity, who'll you save first

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Don't bother to answer, it's so obvious

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Someone as independent as I do

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Should probably understand that

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Maybe…

 

 

 

Duo

I've always wondered…

 

What does that `Peacecrap' girl mean to him?

 

I mean, she's just a girl, right?

 

Yeah right, Maxwell, she's REALLY just a girl.

 

I mean, she's an aristocrat.

 

She has the money.

 

She has the power.

 

She has the look…

 

And she's a girl for god sake!

 

Really. What's the big deal?

 

The BIG deal is - HE is HER knight-in-shining-armour. HER fallen prince from the star in shining indestructible Gundam armour. And she's SO very much in love with him!

 

Really now, what's the big deal?

 

I really wonder just how important she is to him…

 

Oh sure, he keeps pointing that faithful security blanket of his at her and `omae o korosu' her every single time he sees her.

 

But he has yet to carry out his `omae o korosu' up to this day.

 

I wonder…

 

Is he ever in love with her?

 

Is he really her fallen prince from the star?

 

Would he shoot ME if I happened to ACCIDENTALLY flatten her into a pancake with my good ol' 'Scythes?

 

Maybe he will. Maybe he won't.

 

After all, he points his security blanket and `omae o korosu' me more times than I care to remember (would be more cost-effective and economical to count the time he DIDN'T `omae o korosu' me; that's more memorable than the other way around anyway), and much more than she has ever gotten and will ever get.

 

And I've yet to receive a single stray bullet from him.

 

He wouldn't shoot me, I bet my braid on it…

 

…I did say “I run, I hide, but I never lie”, right?

 

Guess I better just stuff my braid down my shirt and stop deluding myself… Who am I to him anyway?

 

A thieving street rat nobody.

 

I think he will shoot ME before I can pluck a single hair out of HER blond airhead.

 

Heero

He hates her.

 

I don't understand why.

 

If I've been more adept at this emotions stuff, I'll say he's jealous of her SOMEHOW. But since I'm just another emotionless, suicidal killing machine, I don't and CAN'T understand the enmity on his part. I have NO comment on the issue, other than he HATES her.

 

What's all these emotion craps anyway?

 

I just don't understand why she isn't afraid of me.

 

I'm a terrorist after all.

 

I kill. I sabotage. I hack.

 

And I think I wave my trusty ODIN and threaten to kill her more times than anyone has ever had in one lifetime!

 

No. Wait. Rewind.

 

More times than anyone BUT one Duo Maxwell.

 

I guess she's more suicidal than I do then.

 

But I think SHE does have a BETTER sense than HE does.

 

At least she flinches most of the time when I turn my Perfect Soldier's Death-glareâ„¢ on her.

 

Though I still think there's something seriously wrong with her.

 

I mean, if she isn't bothered by a death threat and a gun in the face, why would she be with but a glare?

 

Granted my Death-glareâ„¢ is some really potent stuff (knowing from experiences). But still…

 

It's rather…

 

Bizarre…

 

 

 

But HE has NO sense AT ALL!

 

He grins when I pull my gun on him.

 

He teases when I `omae o korosu' him.

 

And he laughs and jokes when I death-glare him.

 

While I know he's made of sterner stuff than normal people - he's a terrorist and Shinigami to boot for crying out loud - even the other pilots know better and scramble RIGHT out of my way when I do one of the above, much least a combination of all three…

 

He doesn't even sweat, much least bats an eye at that…

 

I JUST DON'T GET HIM!!

 

 

 

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So I won't fight her to be your other half

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So naïve like a sixteen-year-old, I just have to ask the question

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Don't bother to answer, it's so obvious

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Someone who understand himself so clearly as I do

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Should probably understand that

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Maybe…

 

 

 

Duo

He has been death-glaring me and Hil ever since I spent the entire weekends staying over at Hil's.

 

Hil said he was jealous, but I seriously doubted that - after all, he has VFM `Peacecrap' with him the whole time I spent it with Hil, so if he can stay with his damsel-in-distress, I can FREAKING WELL stay with my adopted sis!

 

It's not like Hilde is interested in me that way - she is homo as well as I am gay - so I feel no guilt at staying over her place. Though I do hate it when I catch the occasional glimpse of hurt and pain flicking behind that incredible depth of Prussian Blue. He covers that really well, mind you, so it is really tough to be able to catch that, unless you know him as well as I do.

 

I just…

 

Sigh……I wonder what he would do if I ever tell him I love him?

 

Hil keeps saying I should say something. That I should clarify my feelings to him and clear the stupid tensions between us, but, well… while we may have been partners throughout the war till now, while we may have lived with each other for a few years now, I still have no ideas how he feels about me.

 

He never takes any initiatives in anything we do except missions. He doesn't hug me unless I hug him first. He doesn't kiss me unless I kiss him first. He doesn't do anything intimate to me unless I take the first step… I just don't want to shove my feelings down his throat when he's still taking baby steps trying to get his head straight with all those confusing emotions.

 

I used to wonder if they have had sex with each other, but after that pool party at HER place… at least I know my Heero hasn't been with anyone but me.

 

I haven't really noticed it before that party, and I wouldn't know it if Hil hasn't insisted that I went. But now, I realised a very important fact about my Perfect Soldier - HE, Heero Yuy, has NO imagination, fascination or whatsoever about sex, whether it's homo- or hetero-sexual-wise. He may be a great visionaire and has incredible imagination when it came to missions and how he can accomplish them. But if you ever ask him what he thinks about the sex life between Q and Tro, or Fei and Sal or to imagine them, you will only get those adorable confused blinks. That, and the fact that Heero Yuy DOES NOT mix well with NAKED and FEMALE body thrust RIGHT in his FACE.

 

It was out of spite, really, to accept that invitation to her place, and that I wanted to show her who the Perfect Idiotic Soldier belonged to. So I had put on that indecently skimpy, almost decadent bathing suit that has Heero drooling every single time that day, and stayed behind until everyone, except Hil, have gone to the pool. I wasn't sure why Hil insisted on staying with me until everyone were having fun out there, but I did intend to show that all-mighty ex-Queen I could grab HIS attention like no one could. So I let her stay, and eventually drag me to a hidden spot that had perfect view of everyone at the pool.

 

I wasn't sure what she wanted me to see, but it sure as hell wasn't what I expected to see!

 

While I wasn't interested in anyone but my perfect idiot, I did notice that all of my brothers-in-arm were hot as hell. I meant, it wasn't anything about their faces. They were handsome, no doubt about it, but their bodies were so… wow… that even if I was NOT interested, I couldn't help ogling at them.

 

What's more, was the fact that THEY, as in all three of them, were having some heavy-duty make-out session with their respective spouses. If it was only Q and Tro, I wouldn't be surprised, but Fei and Sal? God, I wondered if someone spiked their drinks!

 

Though I was getting hot and bothered watching them fooling around, I couldn't help growling when I saw what SHE was wearing.

 

A flimsy, light-colored bikini.

 

Damned onna, I would show HER! I would BLOODY WELL show HER!!

 

I didn't realise Heero was completely uninterested about his surroundings, until I saw him lighten up like a switched-on spotlight when he saw me. I meant, with me still angry with his latest rescue stunt and him still having his hackles up about me spending two nights over at Hil's, I haven't seen him smiled for quite some time. But at that moment, though I wasn't sure why, I got the feelings that while he was aware the guys were moaning and groaning around him, he was looking forward to see me and me ONLY. I bet he didn't even notice what SHE was wearing… he was THAT focused on me.

 

The funny thing was, when I raised my eyebrow at him about his surroundings, he merely shrugged carelessly and stared at me. He wasn't even flushing when Q moaned a too explicit comment about what Tro should do with a certain body part. Yet, he gave me the full body blush, drooled when I took off my towel around my hip and spotted an instant boner when I shoved him down on his back on the bench to rub sunscreen on him.

 

I was annoyed when he heard her alarmed yelp and shoved me off his lap. But I… well, can you blame me for falling on my ass laughing like a nutcase when I caught him fainting dead away in my arm with a bleeding nose, not to mention the sudden disappearance of the boner he has been spotting for me for the last fifteen minutes, when he came face-to-face with HER NAKED BREASTS?

 

Heero

It's BLOODY embarrassing!

 

The guys have been laughing at me for the last month since the pool-side incident. EVEN Lena is laughing at me.

 

So I don't mix well with naked female body parts.

 

Big deal.

 

Sigh… I just wish they are going to stop some time soon before I sic the ever faithful ODIN on them.

 

Only one good thing has come out of the whole bloody ordeal - I'm Duo's personal body hanger again.

 

Jokes; teases; kisses; touches and hugs; chit-chatting - the whole attentions package is back online with the compliment hot sex!

 

At least I've his attentions focused on me again. So there, Hilde. Beedaa XP

 

Not that he didn't have his shares of laughing, but I think he has burnt off the laughter pretty quickly. He hasn't laughed in my face since I woke in his arms from the incident. He even cooed at me that day. In public. When he has never done anything like that unless we were in bed enjoying the afterglow.

 

But he also has this weird pleased smile whenever the guys bust their guts laughing yet again. It gives me the creep, but it beats him being pissed at me any time.

 

Although he hasn't changed much of his attitude toward Lena. He still has this unholy glower whenever she is somewhere close to me.

 

I just don't get it - it's not like I'm interested in her or she me!

 

Yea… you didn't hear me wrong. Relena Darlian Peacecraft is no longer interested in me. Between the two of us, I wasn't sure who did more beatings to the other's head, but eventually, we got it through each other's thick skull that: 1, She was just having a major crush on me. She doesn't love me, or well… she does love me in some ways, but just not THAT way.

 

2, Her following me like a lost puppy back in the war wasn't because she's a mental case, but because she was in love with me, or as she says now, she was infatuated with me. I still think she's irrational to think like that, but she insists it's perfectly rational for a girl in love, and usually chases me around with a feather for calling her crazy. At least those self-defence lessons I have so painstakingly taught her weren't a COMPLETE waste for her Royal Sport-retardness.

 

3, I will never EVER fall in love with her whether Duo `happened' or not. We have done some experiments to determine my sexuality after we finally got it through each other's head about love and crush and rationality. It was really a series of silly tests, but Lena was determined to know where my inclination lay for fears of Duo taking advantages of me. I thought them really silly, but she wouldn't let go and stop pestering me until I do as she says. If I have been the old Heero Yuy, I would have shot her for real the moment I scented her perfume. But Duo taught me too well. While I was extremely irritated, I did recognise the feeling of friendship, and Duo sensei always says, friends do NOT shoot friends, however irritating they are.

 

Since I can't shoot her for all it worth, I have to go along with her just to shut her up. And those tests… Kami… they were so EMBARRASSING! I'm just glad that none of the guys knew about them, or I'm SO going to start a killing spree…

 

Lena kept saying they were necessary, but no matter how I tried to see it, I couldn't understand her rationale at all. I think she is just trying to get back at me the way I treated her during the war. She had tripped several of her good looking female assistants into my arms, got me drunk and had me played `spin the bottle' with the girls and had them sitting seductively on my laps trying to get me `up' while my `inhibition' was low. Nothing really sexual happened, other than them rubbing their hands and body above the belt and gave me some really dirty talks I would never think possible with how proper and elegant they usually acted. But all those things did nothing other than a nose bleeding and me sleeping like a baby after the third beer Lena forced down my throat.

 

And then she insisted we visited a gym that was famous for homosexual to exercise, without telling me that `cute little' fact, and kicked me into a changing room unprepared. I came out unscathed, of course, but it couldn't be said for certain boys who tried to `seduce' me; I think I had, at least, snapped a few bones in there for trying to be `friendly' with me. Though I still think they were pretty lucky, I wouldn't want to be there if Duo get wind of it. While he may not be in love with me, he's damn possessive, it would be a blood bath after he's done in there.

 

And - I really have no ideas how she got her hands on those, but I'm going to stop her sources if it kills me - she had somehow got hold of various pictures and vid of a half naked Duo. That got my, uh, I mean my body's, attention. I just couldn't stop myself from reacting to those images. I was blushing like a tomato and sitting cross-leg with a cushion on my laps before we were half through!

 

So we finally reached a safe conclusion that I'm an asexual being with Duo-inclination. If he hasn't `happened' on me, I'll probably die a virgin. That got me into a depression for awhile - while I'm Duo-inclined, there's no promise he will be me-inclined. What will happen when he finally gets his senses back and goes to Hilde?

 

Lena keeps saying Hilde is safe, that she won't ever take him away from me. I have no idea where her confidence comes from, but either way, I won't EVER tell him I want him to stay with me forever. I'm not sure if it's love I have felt for him; I know I would rather die than to see him hurt, but I'm not going to make him sacrifice himself just to make me happy.

 

That baka is too generous to me for his own good sometime.

 

 

 

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