Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ You're My Obsession ❯ Chapter 3 ( Chapter 3 )

Disclaimer: I do not own Gundam Wing. If I did, I would be with Heero right now and we'd get our freak on. I would also not be writing this story because I'd be with the love of my life! *smiles sheepishly at the staring crowds* Sorry! Remember, this is a lemon story. Meaning…this has sex, sex, SEX! Don't let your mum find out you are reading this! I can't even let my mum know that I'm writing this! I've got an image to uphold ya know! *winks*

If anyone wants to help me write this story (mainly the lemon part because my brain is fried) or if you have any suggestions, email me at Age8847@aol.com (geez people, you should've memorized me email address by now!)

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You're my Obsession

Chapter 3

By: Moonlightchic

I shivered. The still ness of the night chilled me to the bone. I was standing outside my house again, having no problem getting out in the middle of the night. But something was wrong. The air was null and void. Not even the sound of a passing car could be heard in the night.

I felt a sense of dread as my hand made its way to my neck and grasped the pendant on the necklace I was wearing. It was a funny little thing really. It was made of thin, delicate glass, and yet it was as strong as steel. I got it in a garage sale on the other side of town, it's unique beauty captivating me, and I've worn it ever sense.

"Something bad is going to happen" I whispered to myself, my breath freezing in front of me in eh night air. It was strangely cold that night, since the temperature the entire month had been in the nineties. I shivered again.

"Take me to him" I whispered.

I blinked and then once again I stood in my sanctuary. Funny, isn't it? How I have to travel to another world every night to find solace and happiness.

"You're late" Heero stepped in front of me and scowled. He astounded me every time I looked at him. You'd think that I'd be used to it now. But I guess, when you're in love, anything is possible.

I smiled and blushed, thinking of the night before. It was by unspoken agreement that we would never mention our previous engagements with each other. And I couldn't manage to voice what I thought about them anyway. But it was rather inconvenient to be sitting in school and then have a mental image of his naked body pop into my mind while I'm trying to take a test.

Nevertheless, it felt good to know that he at least cared about whether or not I came on time, even if I was a few minutes late. It wasn't as if we had agreed on a set time anyway.

"At least someone knows I exist" I said to him. Heero had gotten he drift that my parents didn't give a hoot about me…thus my being with him every night and sometimes till mid-morning.

I walked over to him and attempted to put my arms around his waist, but he walked quickly away from me and stood by the hearth, making sure he steered clear of the bed.

He clasped both hands behind his back and stared at the dancing flames.

"Heero?" I questioned, walking next to him, but being sure to keep a good distance between us. I peered closely at him. It was obvious that he was brooding over something, but what?

We must have stayed that way for a good half hour at the most, Heero not moving a muscle, just staring at the hearth, while I walked around the room and thought about what was bothering Heero. Finally, he looked at me.

I looked back at him, my eyes searching his for some answer as to why he behaved so oddly.

"Don't come back" Heero said to me, his eyes boring into mine.

My heart skipped a beat. Had I heard him correctly?

"I beg your pardon." I said, taking a step closer to him.

"I said, don't' come back" Heero repeated, this time with much more force. "Don't come back here ever again".

"Heero, what are you talking about?" I asked him, infuriated and confused. "Is this another damn test, because if it is…" I glared at him.

He began to walk toward me, slowly closing the gap between us. "This isn't a test" he whispered huskily. "You just can never come back" . Heero looked at the pendant that hung around my neck, his gaze lingering there for a while before he looked back up into my eyes.

"I-I don't understand? What's wrong? What ever it is, I can surely help you. Just don't send me away!" I was close to ripping out my hair in frustration. Why was he doing this to me?

Heero sighted impatiently and ran a hand through his messy hair, making it stand up on end. "Even if I told you, you still wouldn't understand. And you can't help. No one can".

"Oh, I think I understand!" I spat angrily, my hair coming out of it's ponytail and coming into my face. "I've just been your little slut haven't I? This whole time, I've just been someone to cater to your sexual needs! Is that it? And now you don't need me any more, so you're just gonna throw me away?!"

Heero blinked, thunderstruck, and then furrowed his brows in anger. "That's not it" he growled. I'm sure if any other person had heard his voice just then, they would've ran away in terror, but I was to angry to care.

"Then why?" I shouted, throwing my hands up in the air in exasperation. "I give up Heero!" I turned to walk away from him when he grabbed my arm and roughly pulled me toward him.

Heero wrapped his strong arms around my waist and brought me so close to him that our bodies were toughing. My nipples became hardened as they brushed against his chest. I fought back a groan.

Heero pulled me in a bruising lip lock. Sparks flew as we kissed more passionately than we ever had before, our hands traveling desperately with raw passion over each other's body. It was as if we never wanted this moment to end. It was as if we had found the one thing we needed and we never wanted to let it go, afraid of what would take place if this ended. It was a curse. It was a wonderful curse.

But we both eventually pulled away, both gasping for air. Heero recovered his breath more quickly than I, and he started to walk towards the door.

I froze. "Heero…please. Don't do this" I begged him.

He looked at me, and I could have sworn that a brief flicker of sadness appeared in his eyes, before vanishing. "Don't' come back" He whispered. Then he took one last look at my face, tracing my features mentally with his eyes before opening the door and walking out. Out of my life for good.

"No…" I whispered. This was hell. This had to be. Nothing could feel as bad as I did just then. My heart ached for him. My body ached for him.

Something pinned on the door caught my attention. I moved closer to get a better look at what it was. Pinned on the door was a small piece of paper attached to a single red rose. It was strange that I didn't notice it earlier.

I carefully extracted the two objects from the door. Setting the rose gently aside, I turned all my attention to the note. It was simple and yet it baffled me even more.

"Some say it's the holding on which makes you stronger…

I say it's the letting go".

A tear slowly trickled down my face and landed on the note, smearing its so carefully written words. I looked up in the sky, hoping for a sign. Anything to let me know that this nightmare would soon end.

The note dropped from my hand and floated to the floor. I sank to my knees, crying. Throwing my hands up in the air I wailed.

"Heero! Why, Heero?! Why have you done this to me!" Tears flowed freely down my cheeks and I angrily brushed them away.

"Why?!!!"

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Well, whaddya think? I know, I know! Kinda a cliffhanger. I actually wrote this chapter before I finished Chapter 2. I had the idea for the end of this chapter while washing the dishes and much to my parent's amusement (though they thought I was going crazy and had no idea what was going on in my mind) I ran out of the kitchen and through the house to my room to write this down.

Naturally, they were freaked out, but they expect that kind of thing from me. What can I say? Now, I have absolutely positively no idea whatsoever of what to write next. So give me some ideas and maybe that'll help. And if I use your idea, I'll give you the credit for it