Gundam Wing Fan Fiction ❯ Your love will heal my pain ❯ Your love will heal my pain ( Prologue )

(Pain)

The loud music thumped in my ears, almost deafening with its intrusive volume; the lights were worse. Worse then when I was piloting in wing….worse than anything else I've had to injure. They flashed on and off, leaving their residue to stain the retina and move where-ever you looked.

You wouldn't normally find me in a place like this. I am so ashamed to find myself here, especially in what I am waring. But its do or die, literally.

I hate this life, sometimes I wish I could die, or fly down to earth and live with Quatre for a while, in one of his large mansions. But I couldn't do that, not in reality, if they ever found out what happened to me what I had to do to survive….I couldn't loose them…I couldn't loose my only friends. Even if I didn't show appreciation towards them in the war, they do mean the world to me. Especially that braided baka, who managed to burry himself under my shields and capture my heart.

I look around the place carefully, looking for the singles, the gentle looking people who look like they have a heart. I sigh. I can't do this. I would rather die.

I turn around and leave the building, heading towards my temporary home. Although, not long after I emerge I find a hand clamped down on my shoulder, forcing me to stay still. A body pushes into mine and lips larch on to my neck. I shiver, definitely not with lust, but repulsion. I try to escape but the hands on my shoulder and waist prohibit any movement.

"How much?" The foul voice whispers into my ear.

"Nothing." I reply, "I'm not for sale."

"That's a shame, really it is." The voice whispered, "Because I would pay anything for this body, but as you said nothing….I will take it for nothing."

It didn't take long for those repulsive words to register in my mind and I tried with all my might to escape from that gawd-awful grasp. But I couldn't do anything.

I tried to resist as I was pulled into a side alley. I tried to resist as I was forced into a wall, as rough lips came down to my neck and bit, hard. I tried to resist as a thigh was placed forcefully between my own. But I couldn't do anything.

He ran his hands down my sides and to the fly of my leather pants. With a flick of his wrist, he undid the button and zipper, then he pulled the pants off me and threw them into the corner. I tried to get away when he was discarding my pants I really did.

Tears began to trickle down my cheeks as I tried harder and harder to escape. I didn't want this to happen. Sure I had sold my body on numerous occasions, but I didn't want rape. I…..oh God. Duo!

Stars suddenly swam in my eyes as my head was bashed against the wall behind me. My knees buckled and I fell down to the ground. Bad move.

As soon as my body touched the ground, that ugly brute sat on top of me forcing the air out of my lungs. That ugly face leered at me.

Slipping forcefully between my legs, he lifted them and placed them on his shoulders. I knew what was about to come next and tried my hardest to prevent it. I struggled and tried to shut my legs, but a viscous slap to the face and a punch to the gut stopped me. While trying to catch my breath, I felt him manoeuvre around me and I cried silently when I finally realised that I couldn't prevent his next actions.

Fire and excruciating pain lanced through my body as he shoved himself in me. I could contain the scream of agony that escaped my throat or the cascade of tears that leaked from my eyes.

"Shut up you little slut!" The man hissed as his thrusts increased.

He covered my mouth with his hand, attempting to drown out my cries. Not only did he stop my voice, but also prevented me from breathing essential oxygen that my body craved. Darkness began to settle and I was grateful that I would soon enter unconsciousness and not have to deal with this pain for any longer.

Just before surrendering to the safety of darkness, I felt the man groan and release fluid into me, burning my insides. Then I saw nothing, heard nothing and felt nothing. I was free from pain.

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Anou. How was that Gina-chan?? That was very enjoyable to write and I hope you enjoy the fic. Thanks for betaing. I'll update it again soon once I gain some reviews.

Until next time, minna chan.

Lotsa luv

From Yume