Harry Potter - Series Fan Fiction ❯ Far Too Many Scars ❯ Pain Disclosure ( Chapter 1 )

Chapter 1:

Pain Disclosure

 

They arrived at what Remus presumed was Severus house and at once the werewolf was surprised with the man. After witnessing his mostly feminine behavior he'd been expecting an equally feminine home but the decoration was sober and neutral, hinting at neither gender even if it was all very tasteful.

 

“What?” Severus asked after noticing his scrutiny, “You'd been expecting flowery wallpaper and matching cushions?” He lifted a perfectly modeled eyebrow and scowled, “I've travestied my body Lupin, not my mind”.

 

Of course, it made sense. Even if Severus had been forced to live as a woman to escape the hawk eyes of the aurors he didn't have to give up his dignity inside his own house. Not that Remus found Severus' new self undignified, but the man seemed to think so of himself.

 

“Well, you will have to forgive me Lupin but my house is small and I do not have a guest room, you'll have to make yourself comfortable on the couch and please, do refrain from making a mess out of my living room”.

 

Remus huffed impatiently and was about to drop his farce when the doorbell rang. Severus went to open the door and soon he was enveloped in a woman's hug, “Sary! Sary you won't believe what happened to me!” the visitor shrieked in a shaky voice, “Ludo left me Sary, he left me!” She sobbed and clung to Severus robes for dear life.

 

Remus was waiting for an outburst any moment now, but instead of screaming Severus - Sary? - gently peeled the woman from his robes and said levelly, “Shh, none of that now Branca. Come with me to the kitchen and well talk properly, can't you see you're making a scene right in front of my guest?”

 

“G-Guest?” the woman looked around and saw Remus, flushing an embarrassing shade of pink afterwards. “I… I'm sorry I didn't know… I”

 

“It's ok” Severus impatiently made dismissive hand motion, “It's not like he's someone important anyway. Come let's have some tea and you can tell me everything”

 

Remus sat on the couch flabbergasted. Severus was… he was being pleasant! Surely he was doing it out of obligation? How could Severus, his Severus, be so gentle to someone else when he was so terse with Lupin? He didn't know how much time he spent there sitting and thinking but he was pulled from his thoughts when Severus and the woman came back from the kitchen.

 

“I'm sorry for my manners” she said extending a hand to Remus, “I'm Branca Bagman, Saveria's neighbour”

 

Saveria - Remus thought, very clever. “Remus Lupin. It's a pleasure to meet you Miss Bagman” Now please kindly remove your fetid presence from Severus' house. He found he was having trouble understanding this woman's presence there.

 

“Oh! You charmer! It's Mrs. Bagman of course! But you can see that, can't you!” She smiled and shoved a ring into Remus face waving her hand a bit. Remus only nodded and apologized, as if I give one rat's ass about your love life.

 

“It's good to see someone has finally caught Sary's attention! I mean, she could use your charms for a thing or two couldn't she?” The woman said clueless.

 

“Now Branca, none of that! Lupin is only…”

 

“Her long time lover. Yes Mrs. Bagman, you're right! I've been trying to convince Sary to make an honest man of me but she doesn't seem interested. Maybe you could give me some pointers?”

 

“Well but of course! I've known her since she came to town and…”

 

Severus huffed and held the woman's wrist, discreetly directing her to the door before she could blabber even more than she already had. “Very well, that's it for today Branca, please don't embarrass me in front of my… lover…” saying the word he seemed to have swallowed something unpleasant for a moment, “The earlier you go back, the earlier you can find Ludo and make up with him”

 

Branca's attention shifted from Severus and Remus “love life” in an instant and she was out the door in less then a minute. Remus chuckled darkly.

 

Severus took a moment to close and ward the door then he turned around, “Well done Lupin, you have successfully told the whole town I'm housing my lover, not my husband. You might as well have told them I'm starting a night-time business!” Severus stomped his feet and started to leave the room.

 

“Now Sary don't be like that!” Remus mocked. His hatred for the man was coming out full force now that they were alone again. He couldn't help it, since Dumbledore's death he'd come to despise Severus more and more, even if he knew he'd done what he did under Albus' own orders.

 

“Don't you dare address me like that Lupin! I might be a prisoner but I still have my dignity!” Severus roared trying to stare the werewolf down.

 

“Oh no you don't Severus” Remus whispered dangerously. “You have nothing left to you, except perhaps your life!” He was overcome with rage and couldn't hold his lust back anymore. Seeing Severus reduced to walking around in women's clothes had done wonders to his libido and he couldn't keep it bottled anymore.

 

Remus stalked forward and Severus only recognized the destructive lust in his eyes a moment too late, he was already trapped against the wall. He pushed against him with all his might, trying to dislodge him but the werewolf was much stronger than him.

 

Remus' eyes glowed yellow and in a fast brutal motion he ripped Severus' robes exposing his lithe body in women's underwear. He could feel his cock hardening even further as he took in the sight of Severus pressed against the wall dressed in silk and lace and shivering under his feral gaze. He conjured a pair of shackles and cuffed Severus hands to the wall above his head, leaving his chest open and vulnerable to Remus scrutiny. “I lied”, he said cruelly, “this was not Harry's idea, this was my own. I wanted so much to make you suffer Severus, for causing us so much pain!”

 

“You're a hypocrite Lupin. You make people believe you're a harmless werewolf, a poor little helpless victim but you're really a beast!” Severus was enraged, he spat on Lupin's face only to be rewarded with a punch and a gag that was conjured in the form of a penis to fill his whole mouth and threaten to gag him.

 

“Be quiet Severus, I'm here to punish you for your crimes. And you'll take it all, because you deserve it and you know it!” Remus ripped Severus bra open and laughed at the transfigured pair of breasts he found there. Small but soft and oh so sensitive! He conjured a pair of nipple clamps and fixed them on the hard nubs tightening them until he saw tears in Severus eyes and then he tightened them some more.

 

He ran his nails none too gently over Severus skin, leaving red marks until he reached the tiny panties barely covering the flaccid male organ. “I see you've kept this' He mocked, “Too attached to it to let it go?” Severus moaned in pain as Lupin squeezed and pulled him until he was hard and leaking.

 

“Now, now Severus I don't think you'll be allowed to come” Remus circled his hand around Severus cock and tightened a thick leather band around the base of both penis and balls leaving him unable to come. He removed his hand but left the panties were they were, pressing against Severus hard member, trapping it in place.

 

Severus began trashing against his bonds and Remus punched him in the gut for it, as he tried to curl around himself Remus turned him around, pushed the panties aside spread Severus buttocks and rammed inside without a drop of lubricant.

 

Severus howled in pain and renewed his efforts trying to move his hips away from Remus, but the werewolf held him in place. “Stay still Severus, you'll only earn more punishment this way!” Remus started moving his cock at once building his rhythm without the slightest worry about Severus' comfort. It didn't take long for him to climax and he came twice, once inside Severus arse and once on his back, smearing him with his seed.

 

The werewolf straightened and pulled his own clothes back in place, he came closer to Severus and started licking his neck seemingly soothingly, but after a while he sunk his teeth into Severus' skin drawing blood and an agonized whimper of pain from the man.

 

“You are mine now Severus, I've taken you as my mate and you won't be able to oppose me anymore” Remus didn't take notice of Severus tears or the blood that oozed from both his neck and his arse as the man sobbed his pain and shame, trying to get free from his bonds; he simply turned around and went to take a bath, leaving his mate there to suffer and hopefully, repent.

 

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A/N: So I decided to post this chapter right after the other, because I figured that only the preface was too generic to get you going about what his fic is about…

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