Harry Potter - Series Fan Fiction ❯ Lucid Consequences ❯ Chapter 3: Wipe away the teardrop from your eye ( Chapter 3 )
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By: DeityofDeath 
Non Anime: Harry Potter - Series Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Drama / Hentai / Romance | Type: Yaoi | Uploaded On: 02.28.2008 | Pages: 2 | Words: 3.3K | Visits: 975 | Status: Completed
Non Anime: Harry Potter - Series Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Drama / Hentai / Romance | Type: Yaoi | Uploaded On: 02.28.2008 | Pages: 2 | Words: 3.3K | Visits: 975 | Status: Completed
Title: Lucid ConsequencesAuthor: DeityOfDeathArchive: Yes please......Pairings: Lucius/Harry/SnapeCategory: Drama, romance, slashrating: NC-17/RSpoilers: Maybe.Warnings: Yaoi, Lemon, Rape, Non-con, Mpreg SPOILERS!!!!!! If you haven't read HBP then DON'T READ THIS FIC~!!!!!!!Disclaimers: I never have nor will I ever own Harry Potter or its chars. They are property of JK Rowling and major companies.
Note from Author: Thank You for reading and supporting fan fiction~! Enjoy and please review~!
SPOILERS AHEAD~~!!!!!!! You have been warned~!!!!
Chapter 3: Wipe away the teardrop from your eye
I felt the cold fuzziness of sleep dissipate and cursed it for its quick exit. In its wake it left pain. Pain that only came from severe beatings, cuts and wounds and the rape I had been forced to endure repeatedly. I felt the fuzziness still which meant I had lost a good amount of blood. I'm betting most of the blood loss is due to the stab wounds received yesterday. Was it yesterday? Had only one day passed? Could it possibly still be the same day?
I also noticed the lack of stickiness between my legs and thighs. Someone, possibly one of my many rapists had had the decency to clean up afterwards. I doubted this was their work because I was also covered with a thin blanket of some sort but who am I to ignore such a small blessing? Thank Merlin for small blessings. Although blessings only went so far. If I had been truly blessed, none of this would have happened.
I closed my eyes again and whispered a quick prayer to anyone listening to let me see a quick death instead of what I went through last time. I could always bite my tongue should such a thing happen again.
"You will do no such thing!"
I know that voice! Snape! Snape is here. Wait, had I said that part about the tongue out loud?
"We will get you out of here Potter. Just be patient, everything will workout in due time."
Okay, I must be nutters. Snape was offering me kind words of encouragement. I need a recording device! If I'm nutters then the rest of the world needs to know that Snape is not a totally uncaring bastard.
"..otter!"
I was flipped onto my back and that was a bad move on Snapes part. I hissed through my teeth and resisted to the urge to throw up. I don't remember ever being in such a bad state of pain that a mere movement intensified the pain to the point of puking. But then again, I had never been raped repeatedly and stabbed multiple times. I suppose there's a first for everything. Who knows, maybe I can accomplish my first time throwing up on Snape. That would be a memorable first to have since I can't fall back on remembering my loss of virginity fondly.
"Potter! Snap out of it and try to listen."
I looked up into two pairs of eyes and tried to concentrate. What a difference in eyes. One set dark ebony pools like a never ending ink well and the other an icy gray like the cloudiest winter day. Although their personalities were almost alike. Come to think of it, both had the same expression deep within their eyes. It was almost as though they shared the same pain.
Wait a minute! Why in the world was Lucius Malfoy here? Why did he look so concerned while looking down at me?
I saw emotions pass across their faces and one of those looks was realization. Had they noticed my curiosity? Or had they seen something else in my expression?
"We need you to hear us out Potter.....Harry", Snape seemed to stumble over my name in an awkward way and he seemed nervous.
"To get things out of the way so that I won't be interrupted with your incessant questions I will tell you now that yes, Lucius is also a spy for the Order."
I looked up into Lucius' eyes and saw worry and affirmation and then looked back up into Snapes eyes and nodded for him to continue.
"Today I must give you a pregnancy potion, a very potent one. As you know my potions seldom fail in their duty to do whatever it is that they are made to do and therefore if I give you this potion and the Dark Lord comes for you and believe me he will, you will be pregnant with his child."
"Lord Voldemort? Me? Pregnant? Wait a minute! Wizards can have babies?"
"If they couldn't then we wouldn't be having this discussion now would we? Really Potter use your brain!"
No matter how serious this was I still found it amusing that whenever Snape got angry with me he would revert to calling me Potter.
"Please remain silent and listen, we haven't much time to explain everything", Lucius said flippantly and yet he sounded worried and anxious.
"Lucius have been mulling over how to solve this problem and we can only come up with one way to help you without blowing our covers."
I had a feeling I wasn't going to like this........
"You can get impregnated with Lord Voldemorts child or...we could give you the pregnancy potion now and you could allow one of us to impregnate you."
I blinked up at both of them before closing my eyes and mulling what had just been said over in my already befuddled mind.
I could carry Voldemort Junior or I could carry Snape or Lucius' child. Decisions, decisions. Well go with the lesser evil if you can. What was one more man between my legs? I was already ruined. I don't think I can look Ginny in her smiling eyes after this. I doubt I'll be able to face any of the Weasleys let alone anyone else I know.
I opened my eyes and stared at Snape, "What if I don't get pregnant?"
"Lucius and I have discussed this and the only ways to make sure you definitely conceive from one of us and not Lord Voldemort is to let both of us try."
Was Snape blushing? This is a first! And I believe there's something else in those eyes. Is it lust? Is he lusting for me?
I looked up at Lucius whose features showed disdain and dislike and yet in his eyes I saw the same lust filled emotion. Well at least they somewhat wanted me and they would enjoy the making of this child. I just hoped I wouldn't cry out again. The worst part was knowing I had cried out in pain while I was taken and that they took joy at seeing tears fall from my eyes.
"Is there anyway.....you could keep it from....."
Why is it now I have trouble saying it? Am I embarrassed because it’s them or am I just afraid what the answer will be?
"Will it hurt?"
I looked at Lucius thanking him silently for saying what I could not. He looked over at Snape and both seemed to share a silent conversation with the merest of looks and then they both looked down at me.
"I can heal you a bit more and give you a small dose of pain relieving potion to keep the pain from last nights wounds from interrupting what pleasure can be felt when we join."
I nodded and closed my eyes as I felt the blanket get lifted from my lower body and heard a soft murmur and then an almost small tickling sensation swept through my lower body and most of the pain disappeared. I saw Snape stand and walk away and return a few seconds later with two small corked bottles. One was a deep violet and the other an interesting shade of magenta. I sat up and took the offered violet one and swigged it down with one gulp before handing the empty bottle back to Snape who handed it to Lucius.
"This is the pregnancy potion. After this, there is no going back Po...Harry."
I nodded and took the potion from his grasp and stared at it, "What happens after we......you know....."
"Lord Voldemort will have to bed you, but I have prepared a numbing agent for when that happens. You feel nothing and as long as you play the part of victim he will be none the wiser", answered Snape.
"After that we are to return to the wizarding world and your friends and tell the sad tale of how Harry Potter was raped by the Dark Lord and now carries his child", said Lucius in a bored and irritated voice.
"We of course planned to take you either to the Weasley's or Grimwald place. Either place is safe. Is there one you prefer to the other?"
"Ask me that after...."
They both nodded and I downed the magenta potion in two gulps before turning looking at both men and tossed the bottle somewhere behind me listening as it crashed somewhere on the stone floor.
"We have an hour to do what has to be done. Who goes first?"
I looked at Lucius at the comment and tried not to think and not to be there. Thinking of anything but what was about to happen.
"I'll go," said Lucius at Snapes inability to answer.
I closed my eyes and listened to the sound of rustling clothing and after what seemed like minutes I felt him push me back against a bed of cloth that I assumed to be his clothing. I felt him cove my body with his, removing the blanket and tossing it aside while his hands ghosted over my body in ways I had never been touched before. His mouth tenderly kissed my jaw and neck, nibbling and biting from time to time and then it wandered to my mouth where I felt his tongue trace my tightly closed lips, asking for entrance that I gave. His tongue explored my mouth slowly and then quickened its pace as if he liked what he found and I found myself joining in this game, this new sensation of tongues dueling and dancing inside our mouths.
I felt his hands tweak and pinch and pull at my nipples causing them to harden and ache for more. His hands continued their assault until his mouth left mine and then his hands were replaced with his mouth and his hands continued to wander along my body to my sides and hips and onto my inner thighs. I felt his fingers go near my damaged entrance and tensed. He felt it and slowly continued until I felt my worry melt away at the pleasure his talented fingers had brought as they tickled and tortured that sensitive ring of muscle to my opening. I felt something warm and slippery on his finger and then that finger slowly entered me and he moved it around wildly causing me to moan almost embarrassedly. He soon had two fingers and then three and then four inside of me before he took all of them out leaving me feeling empty. I hadn't felt empty for very long because soon I felt him push himself inside me and only a minor discomfort could be felt. He slowly began a rhythm of entering me and pulling out and as I got used to it he went faster and then he touched something deep inside of me that cause me to cry out in pleasure. I saw little white lights flash before my eyes and I arched into him begging him to find it again and he did with the same wonderful result. He did this continuously and to my surprise he grabbed my aching cock and pumped along with his thrusting and I cried out as I came unabashedly into his hand moaning my pleasure. I felt him tense inside me and then I felt him grow larger and afterwards a familiar feeling of something hot filled me deep inside. He collapsed on top of me for a minute or two, both of us fighting to catch our breath.
"I think I can do better than that", I heard Snape say aloud.
"You say that now, but wait until you are deep inside him. For one so inexperienced and one who had been so horribly treated his first time, he is very responsive", said Lucius as I felt him do a push up off of me and then moved so that his now flaccid member slid from my body.
Snape almost looked to be grinning as he stripped naked as both Lucius and I watched. I was amazed at how well built he seemed. His robes hid a very nice body.
He knelt in front of me and he too seemed very aroused. His own member seemed a tad bit thicker than Lucius' had been. I mentally smacked myself. Where were these thoughts coming from? I thought myself straight and yet here I was contemplating my Professors body as well as the body of Lucius Malfoy. What would Hermione and Ron say? What would Ginny say? Merlin! What would Draco think? But it would be worth it to see Malfoy's face when I told him his father had buggered me.
Snape knelt in front of me and gave me a mind blowing kiss. I felt his tongue enter my mouth with abandon and then slip to the back of my mouth as though he were hunting for treasure in my mouth. I met his tongue with my own and while we had a duel of tongues his hand wandered to my neglected member which seemed to swell once again with his touch. He took a hold of it and pumped it in a slow rhythm while we kissed. I felt him fall back against the floor and I gasped as I found myself lying atop him and his well muscled chest. He grinned at my look of surprise and then lifted me up so that I knelt above his hard and waiting shaft.
"This way you can control the depth and pace", he said answering my confused and flustered expression.
He positioned his member at my entrance and I nodded understanding what had to be done and blushed none the less as I lowered myself slowly onto his member. I felt my body stretch as the head entered past that first ring of muscle and as soon it was in I felt myself almost slide completely down to the base. He stopped my body and helped me kneel up and then slide down again and he did this a few times until I had adjusted to his girth before I finally was able to slide all the way down to the base and sit on pelvis. I couldn't help but throw my head back as he pushed upwards into the same bundle of nerves Lucius had found. He continued this until I felt the familiar growth inside me and felt him vibrate inside me before once again a hot stickiness filled me causing me to come as well all over his chest and stomach. He moved a few more times cause another small orgasm to rock both of us as we came again.
Lucius came over and lifted me from Snapes tired body, causing the other man to moan and me to convulse in pleasure as Snape slid from my body.
"I'll get him cleaned up and then take him to Lord Voldemort", said Lucius as he led me to my blanket and sat me on it. He took out his wand and said a cleaning spell and I was more than glad to be clean of the body fluids and sweat that had covered me.
Lucius helped me up and wrapped the blanket around me before turning me to face him, "It will seem like forever and it might even seem like no hope is in sight but think back to what just happened and let it help you through the worse of it."
I nodded and noticed that haunted look in his eyes again that had failed to show in his voice. He had experienced something similar to this himself. That was advice given from experience. I wondered if he and Snape had been through something similar.
"I'll be along shortly with the potion look alike", said Snape as he redressed himself.
"Thank You."
Both stopped what they were doing and looked over at me.
I felt something hot make a trail down my cheeks and then to my chin where it disappeared. I let a naked hand snake its way from the blanket and touch my eyes and then my cheek and held it in front of my eyes.
Wetness covered that hand and I knew that, that wetness was my very own tears. Tears I couldn't cry earlier were now escaping. Their kindness had brought out the tears I had hidden away deep inside.
I quickly wiped them away with a feeling of hatred and weakness at such a display of emotions. I turned to face a door that Lucius had been leading me to and stood next to Lucius waiting for him to move. He seemed to sense my readiness and walked to the door, opening it and then took me by the hand and pulled me through before closing it. He pulled me harshly down the hallway, past some of those who had raped me the other night. I looked straight ahead not wanting to see their knowing and smug looks. Lucius stopped in front of a large cedar door and knocked. Voldemorts familiar voice yelled 'enter' and Lucius did just that, tugging me harshly behind him.
We entered and Lucius swung me so that I had to claw at the blanket to keep it from falling and then he tossed me to the floor. I landed on my right thigh and stayed there; waiting for Voldemort to do the same dirty thing the other men had done the other night.
"Very good, Lucius. You may go now. Return in an hour."
"Yes, My Lord."
Just as Lucius strutted towards the door another knock sounded and Lucius opened it to allow Snape entrance.
"Welcome Snape. Have you the potion?"
"Yes, My Lord. It is done. One does shall do it. It is the most potent version known to the wizard world."
"Very good! Return in an hour with Lucius and then both of you can take the boy and yourselves to those morons and show them just how important their little Potter is to them!"
With that the door closed and my own personal hell began.
To Be Continued.........
A chapter a night! This is my personal best. Let's just hope I can get over my arthritis long enough to start Chapter 4.
Note from Author: Thank You for reading and supporting fan fiction~! Enjoy and please review~!
SPOILERS AHEAD~~!!!!!!! You have been warned~!!!!
Chapter 3: Wipe away the teardrop from your eye
I felt the cold fuzziness of sleep dissipate and cursed it for its quick exit. In its wake it left pain. Pain that only came from severe beatings, cuts and wounds and the rape I had been forced to endure repeatedly. I felt the fuzziness still which meant I had lost a good amount of blood. I'm betting most of the blood loss is due to the stab wounds received yesterday. Was it yesterday? Had only one day passed? Could it possibly still be the same day?
I also noticed the lack of stickiness between my legs and thighs. Someone, possibly one of my many rapists had had the decency to clean up afterwards. I doubted this was their work because I was also covered with a thin blanket of some sort but who am I to ignore such a small blessing? Thank Merlin for small blessings. Although blessings only went so far. If I had been truly blessed, none of this would have happened.
I closed my eyes again and whispered a quick prayer to anyone listening to let me see a quick death instead of what I went through last time. I could always bite my tongue should such a thing happen again.
"You will do no such thing!"
I know that voice! Snape! Snape is here. Wait, had I said that part about the tongue out loud?
"We will get you out of here Potter. Just be patient, everything will workout in due time."
Okay, I must be nutters. Snape was offering me kind words of encouragement. I need a recording device! If I'm nutters then the rest of the world needs to know that Snape is not a totally uncaring bastard.
"..otter!"
I was flipped onto my back and that was a bad move on Snapes part. I hissed through my teeth and resisted to the urge to throw up. I don't remember ever being in such a bad state of pain that a mere movement intensified the pain to the point of puking. But then again, I had never been raped repeatedly and stabbed multiple times. I suppose there's a first for everything. Who knows, maybe I can accomplish my first time throwing up on Snape. That would be a memorable first to have since I can't fall back on remembering my loss of virginity fondly.
"Potter! Snap out of it and try to listen."
I looked up into two pairs of eyes and tried to concentrate. What a difference in eyes. One set dark ebony pools like a never ending ink well and the other an icy gray like the cloudiest winter day. Although their personalities were almost alike. Come to think of it, both had the same expression deep within their eyes. It was almost as though they shared the same pain.
Wait a minute! Why in the world was Lucius Malfoy here? Why did he look so concerned while looking down at me?
I saw emotions pass across their faces and one of those looks was realization. Had they noticed my curiosity? Or had they seen something else in my expression?
"We need you to hear us out Potter.....Harry", Snape seemed to stumble over my name in an awkward way and he seemed nervous.
"To get things out of the way so that I won't be interrupted with your incessant questions I will tell you now that yes, Lucius is also a spy for the Order."
I looked up into Lucius' eyes and saw worry and affirmation and then looked back up into Snapes eyes and nodded for him to continue.
"Today I must give you a pregnancy potion, a very potent one. As you know my potions seldom fail in their duty to do whatever it is that they are made to do and therefore if I give you this potion and the Dark Lord comes for you and believe me he will, you will be pregnant with his child."
"Lord Voldemort? Me? Pregnant? Wait a minute! Wizards can have babies?"
"If they couldn't then we wouldn't be having this discussion now would we? Really Potter use your brain!"
No matter how serious this was I still found it amusing that whenever Snape got angry with me he would revert to calling me Potter.
"Please remain silent and listen, we haven't much time to explain everything", Lucius said flippantly and yet he sounded worried and anxious.
"Lucius have been mulling over how to solve this problem and we can only come up with one way to help you without blowing our covers."
I had a feeling I wasn't going to like this........
"You can get impregnated with Lord Voldemorts child or...we could give you the pregnancy potion now and you could allow one of us to impregnate you."
I blinked up at both of them before closing my eyes and mulling what had just been said over in my already befuddled mind.
I could carry Voldemort Junior or I could carry Snape or Lucius' child. Decisions, decisions. Well go with the lesser evil if you can. What was one more man between my legs? I was already ruined. I don't think I can look Ginny in her smiling eyes after this. I doubt I'll be able to face any of the Weasleys let alone anyone else I know.
I opened my eyes and stared at Snape, "What if I don't get pregnant?"
"Lucius and I have discussed this and the only ways to make sure you definitely conceive from one of us and not Lord Voldemort is to let both of us try."
Was Snape blushing? This is a first! And I believe there's something else in those eyes. Is it lust? Is he lusting for me?
I looked up at Lucius whose features showed disdain and dislike and yet in his eyes I saw the same lust filled emotion. Well at least they somewhat wanted me and they would enjoy the making of this child. I just hoped I wouldn't cry out again. The worst part was knowing I had cried out in pain while I was taken and that they took joy at seeing tears fall from my eyes.
"Is there anyway.....you could keep it from....."
Why is it now I have trouble saying it? Am I embarrassed because it’s them or am I just afraid what the answer will be?
"Will it hurt?"
I looked at Lucius thanking him silently for saying what I could not. He looked over at Snape and both seemed to share a silent conversation with the merest of looks and then they both looked down at me.
"I can heal you a bit more and give you a small dose of pain relieving potion to keep the pain from last nights wounds from interrupting what pleasure can be felt when we join."
I nodded and closed my eyes as I felt the blanket get lifted from my lower body and heard a soft murmur and then an almost small tickling sensation swept through my lower body and most of the pain disappeared. I saw Snape stand and walk away and return a few seconds later with two small corked bottles. One was a deep violet and the other an interesting shade of magenta. I sat up and took the offered violet one and swigged it down with one gulp before handing the empty bottle back to Snape who handed it to Lucius.
"This is the pregnancy potion. After this, there is no going back Po...Harry."
I nodded and took the potion from his grasp and stared at it, "What happens after we......you know....."
"Lord Voldemort will have to bed you, but I have prepared a numbing agent for when that happens. You feel nothing and as long as you play the part of victim he will be none the wiser", answered Snape.
"After that we are to return to the wizarding world and your friends and tell the sad tale of how Harry Potter was raped by the Dark Lord and now carries his child", said Lucius in a bored and irritated voice.
"We of course planned to take you either to the Weasley's or Grimwald place. Either place is safe. Is there one you prefer to the other?"
"Ask me that after...."
They both nodded and I downed the magenta potion in two gulps before turning looking at both men and tossed the bottle somewhere behind me listening as it crashed somewhere on the stone floor.
"We have an hour to do what has to be done. Who goes first?"
I looked at Lucius at the comment and tried not to think and not to be there. Thinking of anything but what was about to happen.
"I'll go," said Lucius at Snapes inability to answer.
I closed my eyes and listened to the sound of rustling clothing and after what seemed like minutes I felt him push me back against a bed of cloth that I assumed to be his clothing. I felt him cove my body with his, removing the blanket and tossing it aside while his hands ghosted over my body in ways I had never been touched before. His mouth tenderly kissed my jaw and neck, nibbling and biting from time to time and then it wandered to my mouth where I felt his tongue trace my tightly closed lips, asking for entrance that I gave. His tongue explored my mouth slowly and then quickened its pace as if he liked what he found and I found myself joining in this game, this new sensation of tongues dueling and dancing inside our mouths.
I felt his hands tweak and pinch and pull at my nipples causing them to harden and ache for more. His hands continued their assault until his mouth left mine and then his hands were replaced with his mouth and his hands continued to wander along my body to my sides and hips and onto my inner thighs. I felt his fingers go near my damaged entrance and tensed. He felt it and slowly continued until I felt my worry melt away at the pleasure his talented fingers had brought as they tickled and tortured that sensitive ring of muscle to my opening. I felt something warm and slippery on his finger and then that finger slowly entered me and he moved it around wildly causing me to moan almost embarrassedly. He soon had two fingers and then three and then four inside of me before he took all of them out leaving me feeling empty. I hadn't felt empty for very long because soon I felt him push himself inside me and only a minor discomfort could be felt. He slowly began a rhythm of entering me and pulling out and as I got used to it he went faster and then he touched something deep inside of me that cause me to cry out in pleasure. I saw little white lights flash before my eyes and I arched into him begging him to find it again and he did with the same wonderful result. He did this continuously and to my surprise he grabbed my aching cock and pumped along with his thrusting and I cried out as I came unabashedly into his hand moaning my pleasure. I felt him tense inside me and then I felt him grow larger and afterwards a familiar feeling of something hot filled me deep inside. He collapsed on top of me for a minute or two, both of us fighting to catch our breath.
"I think I can do better than that", I heard Snape say aloud.
"You say that now, but wait until you are deep inside him. For one so inexperienced and one who had been so horribly treated his first time, he is very responsive", said Lucius as I felt him do a push up off of me and then moved so that his now flaccid member slid from my body.
Snape almost looked to be grinning as he stripped naked as both Lucius and I watched. I was amazed at how well built he seemed. His robes hid a very nice body.
He knelt in front of me and he too seemed very aroused. His own member seemed a tad bit thicker than Lucius' had been. I mentally smacked myself. Where were these thoughts coming from? I thought myself straight and yet here I was contemplating my Professors body as well as the body of Lucius Malfoy. What would Hermione and Ron say? What would Ginny say? Merlin! What would Draco think? But it would be worth it to see Malfoy's face when I told him his father had buggered me.
Snape knelt in front of me and gave me a mind blowing kiss. I felt his tongue enter my mouth with abandon and then slip to the back of my mouth as though he were hunting for treasure in my mouth. I met his tongue with my own and while we had a duel of tongues his hand wandered to my neglected member which seemed to swell once again with his touch. He took a hold of it and pumped it in a slow rhythm while we kissed. I felt him fall back against the floor and I gasped as I found myself lying atop him and his well muscled chest. He grinned at my look of surprise and then lifted me up so that I knelt above his hard and waiting shaft.
"This way you can control the depth and pace", he said answering my confused and flustered expression.
He positioned his member at my entrance and I nodded understanding what had to be done and blushed none the less as I lowered myself slowly onto his member. I felt my body stretch as the head entered past that first ring of muscle and as soon it was in I felt myself almost slide completely down to the base. He stopped my body and helped me kneel up and then slide down again and he did this a few times until I had adjusted to his girth before I finally was able to slide all the way down to the base and sit on pelvis. I couldn't help but throw my head back as he pushed upwards into the same bundle of nerves Lucius had found. He continued this until I felt the familiar growth inside me and felt him vibrate inside me before once again a hot stickiness filled me causing me to come as well all over his chest and stomach. He moved a few more times cause another small orgasm to rock both of us as we came again.
Lucius came over and lifted me from Snapes tired body, causing the other man to moan and me to convulse in pleasure as Snape slid from my body.
"I'll get him cleaned up and then take him to Lord Voldemort", said Lucius as he led me to my blanket and sat me on it. He took out his wand and said a cleaning spell and I was more than glad to be clean of the body fluids and sweat that had covered me.
Lucius helped me up and wrapped the blanket around me before turning me to face him, "It will seem like forever and it might even seem like no hope is in sight but think back to what just happened and let it help you through the worse of it."
I nodded and noticed that haunted look in his eyes again that had failed to show in his voice. He had experienced something similar to this himself. That was advice given from experience. I wondered if he and Snape had been through something similar.
"I'll be along shortly with the potion look alike", said Snape as he redressed himself.
"Thank You."
Both stopped what they were doing and looked over at me.
I felt something hot make a trail down my cheeks and then to my chin where it disappeared. I let a naked hand snake its way from the blanket and touch my eyes and then my cheek and held it in front of my eyes.
Wetness covered that hand and I knew that, that wetness was my very own tears. Tears I couldn't cry earlier were now escaping. Their kindness had brought out the tears I had hidden away deep inside.
I quickly wiped them away with a feeling of hatred and weakness at such a display of emotions. I turned to face a door that Lucius had been leading me to and stood next to Lucius waiting for him to move. He seemed to sense my readiness and walked to the door, opening it and then took me by the hand and pulled me through before closing it. He pulled me harshly down the hallway, past some of those who had raped me the other night. I looked straight ahead not wanting to see their knowing and smug looks. Lucius stopped in front of a large cedar door and knocked. Voldemorts familiar voice yelled 'enter' and Lucius did just that, tugging me harshly behind him.
We entered and Lucius swung me so that I had to claw at the blanket to keep it from falling and then he tossed me to the floor. I landed on my right thigh and stayed there; waiting for Voldemort to do the same dirty thing the other men had done the other night.
"Very good, Lucius. You may go now. Return in an hour."
"Yes, My Lord."
Just as Lucius strutted towards the door another knock sounded and Lucius opened it to allow Snape entrance.
"Welcome Snape. Have you the potion?"
"Yes, My Lord. It is done. One does shall do it. It is the most potent version known to the wizard world."
"Very good! Return in an hour with Lucius and then both of you can take the boy and yourselves to those morons and show them just how important their little Potter is to them!"
With that the door closed and my own personal hell began.
To Be Continued.........
A chapter a night! This is my personal best. Let's just hope I can get over my arthritis long enough to start Chapter 4.