Harry Potter - Series Fan Fiction ❯ Lucid Consequences ❯ Chapter 23: I- am gonna help you see it through ( Chapter 23 )
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Title: Lucid ConsequencesAuthor: DeityOfDeathArchive: Yes please......Pairings: Lucius/Harry/SnapeCategory: Drama, romance, slashrating: NC-17/RSpoilers: Maybe.Warnings: Yaoi, Lemon, Rape, Non-con, Mpreg SPOILERS!!!!!! If you haven't read HBP then DON'T READ THIS FIC~!!!!!!!Disclaimers: I never have nor will I ever own Harry Potter or its chars. They are property of JK Rowling and major companies.
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Chapter 23: I- am gonna help you see it through
I saw my home from the sky and I decided that I should land and walk to the house so that I wouldn't worry Sev or Lucius. This was my home and it would be for at least a month or so longer. While I was at Auror training I decided that perhaps it was time to move out of Grimmauld place. It was mine legally since Sirius had changed the family will to put me, Remus and others in it and since I had lived here I had never really felt at home. It felt like a prison and perhaps that’s because it had been one for Sirius. I needed to find a place for me and my family and I wanted it to be somewhere with lots of land in the middle of no where, where I could raise my children without the stigma of my name hindering their childhood experiences.
I landed a few feet away and hopped off my broom and walked towards the house. The closer I got the more excited I got. I practically flew to the door and knocked on it with barely contained happiness. The door opened and there stood Severus. I dropped my broom and jumped into his arms, wrapping my arms around his neck and pulling his lips to mine. I felt him pull me inside and I heard the door close behind me. I didn't care. I had my Sev in my arms and I had his lips on mine, or should I say that our lips were not just on mine, they covered mine. Our tongues dueled and caressed.
I hadn't heard the footsteps but what I did hear was, "Uncle Sev who was at the...."
We broke apart gasping and I turned to see Draco slack jawed and starring at me in complete and utter surprise.
"Harry!?"
I let go of Sev and ran over to give Draco a big hug, "Bloody hell! You could write or fire call a person you know! At least give us a fair warning so we could throw together a welcome back party or something."
"Thanks but, no thanks Draco. I can do without parties for the time being. Where's Lucius?"
"He's upstairs giving Ciaran his bath. You look bloody awful! All that fine work we did of fattening you up and making you look semi-decent and they go and ruin you with a month of bad food and conditions."
I laughed and squeezed Draco tightly before letting do, "Do me a big favor?"
"Sure, what's this big favor?"
"Prepare the biggest and most fattening meal possible with works while I go see my other lover and son."
Draco grinned his usual snarky grin and nodded, "Get going! Your sons missed you."
I smiled and bounded through the living room and up the stairs as fast as I could. I checked my old room and heard complete silence. I then went into the room that I shared with my husbands and heard a child’s squealing laugh and the splashing of water. I snuck in quietly until I reached the open doorway of the bathroom. From where I stood I saw Lucius' long platinum blonde hair pulled back in a ponytail which trailed over a white button up shirt which he had buttoned at the cuffs and rolled up to his elbows and with the shirt tucked in to a pair of black slacks. It was quite a delicious site and yet part of me couldn't help but think that I really needed to talk him into buying a pair of tight jeans to show off his delectable bottom. It was funny that my vocabulary was non-existent unless it came to describing my husbands and their assets.
I tip toed in a little more so that I was standing by the sink and it was at this spot that I could see Lucius half holding Ciaran as he took a yellow ducky rag and washed his back and belly before he dipped it under the water and rinsed the suds from it before lifting it and gently scrubbing away the suds.
"Mr. Ducky washes away all the dirties and suds. All done! Let's get you dried off now."
I didn't want to ruin the moment but who could seriously keep quiet when Lucius, THE Lucius Malfoy was speaking baby talk and in cute little voices while holding a yellow ducky wash cloth? Who? Not me that's for sure!
I snickered and then it turned into snorts and then out right laughter. I laughed so hard that I had tears in my eyes and my sides hurt and when I looked back up at Lucius with that indignant pout in place and a duck robe clad Ciaran in his arms I laughed even harder. It took me a few minutes to get myself under control and by then Sev and Draco had come upstairs and drug me out of the bathroom and helped sit me on the bed.
I plopped back and enjoyed the soft cushioned mattress and the familiar smells of Lucius and Sev that were imprinted on the bed, pillows and blankets.
"So have you returned to the land of the sane now, Harry?"
I turned my head to the side and saw Draco sitting in a chair at our vanity dresser and I grinned, "I needed a good laugh."
"May I ask what triggered it," asked Sev from his spot on the bed to my left.
"A month at a place that made your potions class seem like a pleasure cruise and then making returning to reality."
I looked over at my four month old son from where he laid on his back as Lucius diapered and dressed him. I sat up and scooted back so that I could lean against the headboard and look down at my son. I raised my hand and sat in gently on his black tufted hair and then made a path from his head down to his cherubic cheeks and then his small arms and tiny fingers that grasped my own in a tight grip. I smiled down at him shaking my finger happily. I managed to pull my finger free so I used my free hands to lift him and hug him against me. I couldn't have been happier if someone had told me that Voldemort had died wearing pigtails, a frilly pink tutu and in drag queen make up.
"He smells the same."
I heard Draco sputter and laugh, "You didn't think we'd dip in him in one of Sev's potions did you?"
I laughed and nuzzled my nose in his soft baby skin and laughed when he smiled brightly at me, "No, but I remembered his smell before I left and it just makes me happy to find everything the way it should be."
Lucius lay against me and nuzzled my neck. He began to kiss and suckled his way to my ear and then my attention away from Ciaran so that he could kiss me on the lips which became more as was everything when it came to either of my husbands. We both felt a small hand patting our faces and that’s when we broke away and grinned. I looked down at my son and I knew that I had to break the good news.
"So...Draco. What did your med witch have to say?"
Draco grinned rested a hand on his stomach, "Well when we first discussed it before you left I was four months and I am now currently five."
I smiled, "Remember how you always said had this tendency to steal the spot light, even if it was unintentional?"
"Yeah, but what the.....YOU'VE GOT TO BE JOKING!?"
I ducked my head and tried not blush, "Well since I don't know where to begin we'll start from the beginning."
I took a deep breath and looked down at Ciaran who was looking a little tired as well as fussy, "How about someone get Ciaran a bottle for me while I change out of these robes and then I'll tell you?"
Draco walked over and took Ciaran from my arms and Lucius stood up to go get a bottle. Sev sat on the bed and watched as I stripped of the medals and pins that had been given to me today and throughout my stay at the Auror training camp. I set them in a jewelry box atop my dresser and undid my cloak, tossing it onto the bed. I rummaged through my dresser pulling out a pair of blue jeans, a green button up short sleeve shirt and pair of clean white socks. I sat down on the bed and unlaced my boots and kicked them off in front of me before I leaned over and slid off the black Auror issued socks. I stood up and undid the uniform top and sat it on the bed on top of the cloak and grabbed the button up shirt slipping it on and buttoning it up.
I had completely forgotten Draco was in the room and was reminded after I had taken off my belt and slacks when a loud clearing of the throat caught my attention. I turned around and blinked at a blushing Draco and a very surprised and flustered looking Lucius and Sev. I slid my jeans on and buttoned them and plopped down on the bed sliding on my socks.
"Sorry guys, I kinda got used to changing when others were in the room."
I stood up and gathered all of my uniform and cast a quick cleaning spell before spelling them onto hangers and hanging them in the closet behind my bonding robes. I looked at my boots and spelled them clean as well before making them walk into the closet. I spelled the door shut and turned to look at the men gathered around me.
"Okay, where to start...I was in basic wand and spell training and did fine but I kept getting tired for no reason at all and when using really small spells. I ignored and managed to do well despite it until we got to the tougher spells and that was when I started having trouble. One spell and I was literally drained for the rest of the day but seeing as how resting is not at all allowed and the rigorous training schedule I pushed on and once again managed to work my way around it and of course the day before I'm due to return home Doc calls me in and gives me the whole creepy, 'When was the last time you've did the horizontal limbo' question."
"I answer after being myself and after a quick spell we learn that I am two months along. Feel free to start ranting."
I heard silence and saw blank faces and I wasn't sure whether it was a good sign or a bad one.
"Why would we rant? You couldn't have possibly known you were pregnant when you went away to Auror training," said Lucius as he walked over handing me the bottle.
"You had no signs right," asked Draco as he walked over and handed me Ciaran.
"No, not that I know of. When I was pregnant with Ciaran there was the morning sickness and the nausea and the being constantly tired and of course I did have one or two fainting spells."
"If you did have any fatigue it would have been written off as stress and from the strenuous training. Besides, you said the baby was healthy, right," asked Sev as he leaned over and watched me feed Ciaran.
"So...how do you all feel about this?"
"Harry, it doesn't matter how we feel. You’re the one who's pregnant and you’re the one who has to go through delivering again. We love you and any child you bring to this family. So, how do you feel?"
I stared at Sev who had answered and then looked over at Lucius who nodded in agreement and then to Draco who smiled and put his nose in the air,” So what is it, Harry."
"I'm excited and yet overwhelmed. I know we can care for a child monetarily and we have enough helping hands but it does seem like I got pregnant a little too soon after Ciaran was born. I think I deal."
"That means we can go to see Poppy together!" Shouted an excited Draco.
"I’m curious as to who the father is," said Lucius.
"My bets on Sev," called out Draco.
I laughed and then took the bottle from Ciaran's mouth and put him on my shoulder and burped him.
"So I suppose we should fire call Mrs. Weasley, Ron and Hermione and let them know that I'm home."
"That can wait. Lie down and rest.” I held Ciaran in the crook of my arms again and I was more than surprised to see that he was sound asleep.
"We can never get him to do that. We literally have to tire him out," said Lucius looking annoyed.
"It's probably my voice. He heard it for nine months so he's used to it," I said as I slid down slowly on the bed and lay Ciaran next to me, arranging pillows on the other side of me in case he decided to roll over or wiggle his way off the bed.
I felt drained and for once instead of falling asleep listening to the snores of loud men I fell asleep to the rhythmic breathing of my son.
To Be Continued....
Tired........ 3 chapters in 1 day. It's a new record for me. ^_^9 Oyasumi Minna~!
Note from Author: Thank You for reading and supporting fan fiction~! Enjoy and please review~!
SPOILERS AHEAD~~!!!!!!! You have been warned~!!!!
Chapter 23: I- am gonna help you see it through
I saw my home from the sky and I decided that I should land and walk to the house so that I wouldn't worry Sev or Lucius. This was my home and it would be for at least a month or so longer. While I was at Auror training I decided that perhaps it was time to move out of Grimmauld place. It was mine legally since Sirius had changed the family will to put me, Remus and others in it and since I had lived here I had never really felt at home. It felt like a prison and perhaps that’s because it had been one for Sirius. I needed to find a place for me and my family and I wanted it to be somewhere with lots of land in the middle of no where, where I could raise my children without the stigma of my name hindering their childhood experiences.
I landed a few feet away and hopped off my broom and walked towards the house. The closer I got the more excited I got. I practically flew to the door and knocked on it with barely contained happiness. The door opened and there stood Severus. I dropped my broom and jumped into his arms, wrapping my arms around his neck and pulling his lips to mine. I felt him pull me inside and I heard the door close behind me. I didn't care. I had my Sev in my arms and I had his lips on mine, or should I say that our lips were not just on mine, they covered mine. Our tongues dueled and caressed.
I hadn't heard the footsteps but what I did hear was, "Uncle Sev who was at the...."
We broke apart gasping and I turned to see Draco slack jawed and starring at me in complete and utter surprise.
"Harry!?"
I let go of Sev and ran over to give Draco a big hug, "Bloody hell! You could write or fire call a person you know! At least give us a fair warning so we could throw together a welcome back party or something."
"Thanks but, no thanks Draco. I can do without parties for the time being. Where's Lucius?"
"He's upstairs giving Ciaran his bath. You look bloody awful! All that fine work we did of fattening you up and making you look semi-decent and they go and ruin you with a month of bad food and conditions."
I laughed and squeezed Draco tightly before letting do, "Do me a big favor?"
"Sure, what's this big favor?"
"Prepare the biggest and most fattening meal possible with works while I go see my other lover and son."
Draco grinned his usual snarky grin and nodded, "Get going! Your sons missed you."
I smiled and bounded through the living room and up the stairs as fast as I could. I checked my old room and heard complete silence. I then went into the room that I shared with my husbands and heard a child’s squealing laugh and the splashing of water. I snuck in quietly until I reached the open doorway of the bathroom. From where I stood I saw Lucius' long platinum blonde hair pulled back in a ponytail which trailed over a white button up shirt which he had buttoned at the cuffs and rolled up to his elbows and with the shirt tucked in to a pair of black slacks. It was quite a delicious site and yet part of me couldn't help but think that I really needed to talk him into buying a pair of tight jeans to show off his delectable bottom. It was funny that my vocabulary was non-existent unless it came to describing my husbands and their assets.
I tip toed in a little more so that I was standing by the sink and it was at this spot that I could see Lucius half holding Ciaran as he took a yellow ducky rag and washed his back and belly before he dipped it under the water and rinsed the suds from it before lifting it and gently scrubbing away the suds.
"Mr. Ducky washes away all the dirties and suds. All done! Let's get you dried off now."
I didn't want to ruin the moment but who could seriously keep quiet when Lucius, THE Lucius Malfoy was speaking baby talk and in cute little voices while holding a yellow ducky wash cloth? Who? Not me that's for sure!
I snickered and then it turned into snorts and then out right laughter. I laughed so hard that I had tears in my eyes and my sides hurt and when I looked back up at Lucius with that indignant pout in place and a duck robe clad Ciaran in his arms I laughed even harder. It took me a few minutes to get myself under control and by then Sev and Draco had come upstairs and drug me out of the bathroom and helped sit me on the bed.
I plopped back and enjoyed the soft cushioned mattress and the familiar smells of Lucius and Sev that were imprinted on the bed, pillows and blankets.
"So have you returned to the land of the sane now, Harry?"
I turned my head to the side and saw Draco sitting in a chair at our vanity dresser and I grinned, "I needed a good laugh."
"May I ask what triggered it," asked Sev from his spot on the bed to my left.
"A month at a place that made your potions class seem like a pleasure cruise and then making returning to reality."
I looked over at my four month old son from where he laid on his back as Lucius diapered and dressed him. I sat up and scooted back so that I could lean against the headboard and look down at my son. I raised my hand and sat in gently on his black tufted hair and then made a path from his head down to his cherubic cheeks and then his small arms and tiny fingers that grasped my own in a tight grip. I smiled down at him shaking my finger happily. I managed to pull my finger free so I used my free hands to lift him and hug him against me. I couldn't have been happier if someone had told me that Voldemort had died wearing pigtails, a frilly pink tutu and in drag queen make up.
"He smells the same."
I heard Draco sputter and laugh, "You didn't think we'd dip in him in one of Sev's potions did you?"
I laughed and nuzzled my nose in his soft baby skin and laughed when he smiled brightly at me, "No, but I remembered his smell before I left and it just makes me happy to find everything the way it should be."
Lucius lay against me and nuzzled my neck. He began to kiss and suckled his way to my ear and then my attention away from Ciaran so that he could kiss me on the lips which became more as was everything when it came to either of my husbands. We both felt a small hand patting our faces and that’s when we broke away and grinned. I looked down at my son and I knew that I had to break the good news.
"So...Draco. What did your med witch have to say?"
Draco grinned rested a hand on his stomach, "Well when we first discussed it before you left I was four months and I am now currently five."
I smiled, "Remember how you always said had this tendency to steal the spot light, even if it was unintentional?"
"Yeah, but what the.....YOU'VE GOT TO BE JOKING!?"
I ducked my head and tried not blush, "Well since I don't know where to begin we'll start from the beginning."
I took a deep breath and looked down at Ciaran who was looking a little tired as well as fussy, "How about someone get Ciaran a bottle for me while I change out of these robes and then I'll tell you?"
Draco walked over and took Ciaran from my arms and Lucius stood up to go get a bottle. Sev sat on the bed and watched as I stripped of the medals and pins that had been given to me today and throughout my stay at the Auror training camp. I set them in a jewelry box atop my dresser and undid my cloak, tossing it onto the bed. I rummaged through my dresser pulling out a pair of blue jeans, a green button up short sleeve shirt and pair of clean white socks. I sat down on the bed and unlaced my boots and kicked them off in front of me before I leaned over and slid off the black Auror issued socks. I stood up and undid the uniform top and sat it on the bed on top of the cloak and grabbed the button up shirt slipping it on and buttoning it up.
I had completely forgotten Draco was in the room and was reminded after I had taken off my belt and slacks when a loud clearing of the throat caught my attention. I turned around and blinked at a blushing Draco and a very surprised and flustered looking Lucius and Sev. I slid my jeans on and buttoned them and plopped down on the bed sliding on my socks.
"Sorry guys, I kinda got used to changing when others were in the room."
I stood up and gathered all of my uniform and cast a quick cleaning spell before spelling them onto hangers and hanging them in the closet behind my bonding robes. I looked at my boots and spelled them clean as well before making them walk into the closet. I spelled the door shut and turned to look at the men gathered around me.
"Okay, where to start...I was in basic wand and spell training and did fine but I kept getting tired for no reason at all and when using really small spells. I ignored and managed to do well despite it until we got to the tougher spells and that was when I started having trouble. One spell and I was literally drained for the rest of the day but seeing as how resting is not at all allowed and the rigorous training schedule I pushed on and once again managed to work my way around it and of course the day before I'm due to return home Doc calls me in and gives me the whole creepy, 'When was the last time you've did the horizontal limbo' question."
"I answer after being myself and after a quick spell we learn that I am two months along. Feel free to start ranting."
I heard silence and saw blank faces and I wasn't sure whether it was a good sign or a bad one.
"Why would we rant? You couldn't have possibly known you were pregnant when you went away to Auror training," said Lucius as he walked over handing me the bottle.
"You had no signs right," asked Draco as he walked over and handed me Ciaran.
"No, not that I know of. When I was pregnant with Ciaran there was the morning sickness and the nausea and the being constantly tired and of course I did have one or two fainting spells."
"If you did have any fatigue it would have been written off as stress and from the strenuous training. Besides, you said the baby was healthy, right," asked Sev as he leaned over and watched me feed Ciaran.
"So...how do you all feel about this?"
"Harry, it doesn't matter how we feel. You’re the one who's pregnant and you’re the one who has to go through delivering again. We love you and any child you bring to this family. So, how do you feel?"
I stared at Sev who had answered and then looked over at Lucius who nodded in agreement and then to Draco who smiled and put his nose in the air,” So what is it, Harry."
"I'm excited and yet overwhelmed. I know we can care for a child monetarily and we have enough helping hands but it does seem like I got pregnant a little too soon after Ciaran was born. I think I deal."
"That means we can go to see Poppy together!" Shouted an excited Draco.
"I’m curious as to who the father is," said Lucius.
"My bets on Sev," called out Draco.
I laughed and then took the bottle from Ciaran's mouth and put him on my shoulder and burped him.
"So I suppose we should fire call Mrs. Weasley, Ron and Hermione and let them know that I'm home."
"That can wait. Lie down and rest.” I held Ciaran in the crook of my arms again and I was more than surprised to see that he was sound asleep.
"We can never get him to do that. We literally have to tire him out," said Lucius looking annoyed.
"It's probably my voice. He heard it for nine months so he's used to it," I said as I slid down slowly on the bed and lay Ciaran next to me, arranging pillows on the other side of me in case he decided to roll over or wiggle his way off the bed.
I felt drained and for once instead of falling asleep listening to the snores of loud men I fell asleep to the rhythmic breathing of my son.
To Be Continued....
Tired........ 3 chapters in 1 day. It's a new record for me. ^_^9 Oyasumi Minna~!