Harry Potter - Series Fan Fiction ❯ Sakura Drops ❯ Chapter 2: With a vow that this is the last heartbreak ( Chapter 2 )
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By: DeityofDeath 
Non Anime: Harry Potter - Series Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Drama / Psychological / Romance | Type: Yaoi | Uploaded On: 02.28.2008 | Pages: 2 | Words: 1.5K | Visits: 736 | Status: Completed
Non Anime: Harry Potter - Series Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Drama / Psychological / Romance | Type: Yaoi | Uploaded On: 02.28.2008 | Pages: 2 | Words: 1.5K | Visits: 736 | Status: Completed
Title: Sakura DropsAuthor: DeityOfDeathArchive: Yes please......Pairings: Lucius/Harry/SeverusCategory: Drama, romance, slashrating: NC-17/RSpoilers: Most likely.Warnings: Yaoi, Lemon, Rape, Non-con, Mpreg SPOILERS!!!!!! Disclaimers: I never have nor will I ever own Harry Potter or its chars. They are property of JK Rowling and major companies.
Note from Author: Thank You for reading and supporting fan fiction~! Enjoy and please review~!
The chapter titles are translated lyrics from the song "Sakura Drops" by Hikaru Utada.
Sakura Drops
Chapter 2: With a vow that this is the last heartbreak
"What in the hell is going on!?"
Lucius Malfoy paced the small Headmasters room trying to contain his anger and shock. Others merely watched as he paced the room, resembling a large caged cat.
"If we knew the answer we would gladly tell you, but like you we all thought that Harry Potter had died defeating Voldemort", said the calm and somewhat angry voice of Professor McGonagall in the Headmasters chair, behind the large oak desk.
"I don't understand...we were all there. We saw the blinding green light and heard those horrible words screamed and then the light of their wands meeting and in those few precious moments we watched, unable to do anything when that explosion caught both of them," said a near sobbing Molly Weasley.
"Truth be told...we never did find proof of Harry's death. We found his wand and a few pieces of his clothes and some blood. We all just assumed he had died that day in a horrible explosion," stated Hermione from beside Ron.
"But we searched for him! We searched for over two months and had our sources and hired help continue searching. How could we not believe him dead when we turned up no evidence that said otherwise," asked a calm Severus Snape.
"Well the young man in that room is anything but dead and those two newborn boys that he delivered this afternoon are proof that he is our Harry. Both children are exuding powerful magic already and Poppy says that the maternity test has confirmed that even though their nearly identical twins both have different fathers," said Remus from his spot beside a very healthy looking Sirius Black.
"It was odd...he didn't seem to recognize any of us when we arrived. He didn't call out to any of us and the look in his eyes was confused and lost," said Ron as he wrapped his arms around his wife Hermione.
"I noticed that too. Had he been in his right mind he would have immediately recognized Sirius and knowing him would have started having hysterics if not wanting to know if he were dreaming," said Arthur Weasley.
"Perhaps he is not in his right mind," said Fred and George at the same time.
"Well he was a little busy at the time! He was in the middle of delivering a second child, by himself I might add," said a very obstinate and angry Hermione.
"I suppose we'll just have to wait until he wakes up and approach him then. A few at a time mind you. We don't want to throw the boy into a fit of hysterics. He's already got enough health problems without adding more as well as mental, “said Professor McGonagall in a tone that left no room for argument.
"What is his condition," asked Sirius.
Professor McGonagall closed her eyes and sighed deeply, "The poor dear is exhausted. He's bone thin and from what Poppy says, it’s worse than when we left him with those god forsaken muggles and that’s saying something. He's got a bit of a cold and swollen and sore feet that are covered with broken blisters. He's bruised and upon examining him further Poppy said that there are scars along his back, left leg and his right hand has a pretty bad scar that looks as if he had stuck his entire hand into a fire. He has a nasty scar on the left side of his forehead and she believes that he took a nasty hit or fall."
"The poor thing is lucky to be alive," said Mrs. Weasley as she turned teary eyes towards Severus and Lucius.
The two gave worried looks and stood up, leaving the room together.
"I can't imagine anything harder than finding what you've lost and having to deal with that loss again," said Bill from where he stood starring at the fire in the fireplace.
"I pray that it's just temporary amnesia caused by a small knock to the head and that those three can be together again," Said McGonagall who looked older than she actually was with all the stress she had suffered since taking on the role of Headmistress after Dumbledore passing and now with the school reopened it and months of wondering whether Harry Potter were among the living or dead. She had just finally managed to grieve for his loss and move on with her life as well as many others in the room and yet, here he was, alive and with two sons.
"I just hope those two don't walk away with their hopes dashed again. They had each other and that was something...but it was like the light was gone from their eyes and the smiles that we had all gotten used to seeing had vanished," said Hermione looking at the closed door.
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Lucius walked down the hall slowly, as if lost in thought and beside him walked Severus.
"I always held out hope that he was alive," said Lucius softly.
"I knew he was. That boy is Gryffindor through and through, which means the brat is constantly in trouble always at deaths doorstep. He's too troublesome and obstinate to die," said Severus proudly.
"To see him alive and in front of us made my heart soar and then to see that confused and questioning look in those emerald depths caused it to fall into that all too familiar pit of despair."
Severus turned and placed his hands on Lucius' upper arms and looked the man in those sorrowful eyes, "He may have forgotten us and everything to do with us but we will try to worm our way back into his heart and if that fails..."
"If that fails then I don't think my heart can withstand it. I've hidden my heart for years behind its impenetrable wall of indifference and cruelty and to be able to be myself if only for those two years and then to have it all cruelly taken away...I can't do it again Sev! This will be my last heartbreak."
Severus pulled Lucius into a tight embrace and felt the man stiffen slightly, "I understand you and how you feel but you must not let that old you return. Remember what Harry gave us, what he taught us. If you lose all that then you've let the Harry we know and love die."
Lucius wrapped his arms around Severus' waist and buried his face in Sev's shoulder, "I know...I know this and yet...."
"Even if Harry doesn't remember us or what was exchanged between us I wouldn't flee from him nor hide in the shadows. Even if he found a new love I would still smile and watch him with a happy reassurance that he is alive. That was all I asked for in my prayers after the battle against Voldemort. I pity myself for a lack of extending on what I wanted but he's alive and that's all I wanted and want now."
Lucius nodded against Severus' shoulder and promptly lifted his head and abruptly stepped out of Severus' arms and away from his warm and welcoming embrace. He flipped his hair and his hands looked to be straightening his clothes and wiping his face of any stray materials such as fuzz but Sev suspected the real reason he wiped at his face was to hide the reason that his shoulder now felt warm and damp.
To Be Continued.....
Thanks for reading and I hope you like it thus far. I know I broke every rule in writing by starting out in first person and then to third person. Yeah...Reason 1 I have no hope of publishing any of my original stories. Bleh~!
I like writing to Jpop and Jrock because even if you can't translate what's said, it's as if you can feel what they're saying and relate to it. Sometimes you can understand a song without understanding the lyrics.
^ ^
Kat >^_^<
Note from Author: Thank You for reading and supporting fan fiction~! Enjoy and please review~!
The chapter titles are translated lyrics from the song "Sakura Drops" by Hikaru Utada.
Sakura Drops
Chapter 2: With a vow that this is the last heartbreak
"What in the hell is going on!?"
Lucius Malfoy paced the small Headmasters room trying to contain his anger and shock. Others merely watched as he paced the room, resembling a large caged cat.
"If we knew the answer we would gladly tell you, but like you we all thought that Harry Potter had died defeating Voldemort", said the calm and somewhat angry voice of Professor McGonagall in the Headmasters chair, behind the large oak desk.
"I don't understand...we were all there. We saw the blinding green light and heard those horrible words screamed and then the light of their wands meeting and in those few precious moments we watched, unable to do anything when that explosion caught both of them," said a near sobbing Molly Weasley.
"Truth be told...we never did find proof of Harry's death. We found his wand and a few pieces of his clothes and some blood. We all just assumed he had died that day in a horrible explosion," stated Hermione from beside Ron.
"But we searched for him! We searched for over two months and had our sources and hired help continue searching. How could we not believe him dead when we turned up no evidence that said otherwise," asked a calm Severus Snape.
"Well the young man in that room is anything but dead and those two newborn boys that he delivered this afternoon are proof that he is our Harry. Both children are exuding powerful magic already and Poppy says that the maternity test has confirmed that even though their nearly identical twins both have different fathers," said Remus from his spot beside a very healthy looking Sirius Black.
"It was odd...he didn't seem to recognize any of us when we arrived. He didn't call out to any of us and the look in his eyes was confused and lost," said Ron as he wrapped his arms around his wife Hermione.
"I noticed that too. Had he been in his right mind he would have immediately recognized Sirius and knowing him would have started having hysterics if not wanting to know if he were dreaming," said Arthur Weasley.
"Perhaps he is not in his right mind," said Fred and George at the same time.
"Well he was a little busy at the time! He was in the middle of delivering a second child, by himself I might add," said a very obstinate and angry Hermione.
"I suppose we'll just have to wait until he wakes up and approach him then. A few at a time mind you. We don't want to throw the boy into a fit of hysterics. He's already got enough health problems without adding more as well as mental, “said Professor McGonagall in a tone that left no room for argument.
"What is his condition," asked Sirius.
Professor McGonagall closed her eyes and sighed deeply, "The poor dear is exhausted. He's bone thin and from what Poppy says, it’s worse than when we left him with those god forsaken muggles and that’s saying something. He's got a bit of a cold and swollen and sore feet that are covered with broken blisters. He's bruised and upon examining him further Poppy said that there are scars along his back, left leg and his right hand has a pretty bad scar that looks as if he had stuck his entire hand into a fire. He has a nasty scar on the left side of his forehead and she believes that he took a nasty hit or fall."
"The poor thing is lucky to be alive," said Mrs. Weasley as she turned teary eyes towards Severus and Lucius.
The two gave worried looks and stood up, leaving the room together.
"I can't imagine anything harder than finding what you've lost and having to deal with that loss again," said Bill from where he stood starring at the fire in the fireplace.
"I pray that it's just temporary amnesia caused by a small knock to the head and that those three can be together again," Said McGonagall who looked older than she actually was with all the stress she had suffered since taking on the role of Headmistress after Dumbledore passing and now with the school reopened it and months of wondering whether Harry Potter were among the living or dead. She had just finally managed to grieve for his loss and move on with her life as well as many others in the room and yet, here he was, alive and with two sons.
"I just hope those two don't walk away with their hopes dashed again. They had each other and that was something...but it was like the light was gone from their eyes and the smiles that we had all gotten used to seeing had vanished," said Hermione looking at the closed door.
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Lucius walked down the hall slowly, as if lost in thought and beside him walked Severus.
"I always held out hope that he was alive," said Lucius softly.
"I knew he was. That boy is Gryffindor through and through, which means the brat is constantly in trouble always at deaths doorstep. He's too troublesome and obstinate to die," said Severus proudly.
"To see him alive and in front of us made my heart soar and then to see that confused and questioning look in those emerald depths caused it to fall into that all too familiar pit of despair."
Severus turned and placed his hands on Lucius' upper arms and looked the man in those sorrowful eyes, "He may have forgotten us and everything to do with us but we will try to worm our way back into his heart and if that fails..."
"If that fails then I don't think my heart can withstand it. I've hidden my heart for years behind its impenetrable wall of indifference and cruelty and to be able to be myself if only for those two years and then to have it all cruelly taken away...I can't do it again Sev! This will be my last heartbreak."
Severus pulled Lucius into a tight embrace and felt the man stiffen slightly, "I understand you and how you feel but you must not let that old you return. Remember what Harry gave us, what he taught us. If you lose all that then you've let the Harry we know and love die."
Lucius wrapped his arms around Severus' waist and buried his face in Sev's shoulder, "I know...I know this and yet...."
"Even if Harry doesn't remember us or what was exchanged between us I wouldn't flee from him nor hide in the shadows. Even if he found a new love I would still smile and watch him with a happy reassurance that he is alive. That was all I asked for in my prayers after the battle against Voldemort. I pity myself for a lack of extending on what I wanted but he's alive and that's all I wanted and want now."
Lucius nodded against Severus' shoulder and promptly lifted his head and abruptly stepped out of Severus' arms and away from his warm and welcoming embrace. He flipped his hair and his hands looked to be straightening his clothes and wiping his face of any stray materials such as fuzz but Sev suspected the real reason he wiped at his face was to hide the reason that his shoulder now felt warm and damp.
To Be Continued.....
Thanks for reading and I hope you like it thus far. I know I broke every rule in writing by starting out in first person and then to third person. Yeah...Reason 1 I have no hope of publishing any of my original stories. Bleh~!
I like writing to Jpop and Jrock because even if you can't translate what's said, it's as if you can feel what they're saying and relate to it. Sometimes you can understand a song without understanding the lyrics.
^ ^
Kat >^_^<