Hellsing Fan Fiction ❯ Losing His Soul ❯ Giving In ( Chapter 3 )

AN: The random vampire in this chapter is NOT Jan Valentine but very similar to him. Also this chapter turns into a lime towards the end andhints of Alucard & Anderson but nothing really happens.

Alexander Anderson looked at the map Integral Hellsing had given him.The former prieststill couldn't believe he was answering to a Midian, a demon, a monster. Alexander knew if his soul had not been condemned for his sins under Iscariot, it was now. What choice did he have? Anderson could have surrendered to Iscariot and answered for his betrayal of Maxwell. He had thought long and hard about doing just that. In the end, the Anderson could not bring himself to do it. To surrender to the Section XIII would have been giving up, admitting what the Church did in the war was right. He could not bring himself to do that. Alexander did not have it in him to surrender to hypocrites. Instead he had to come to terms with his new role in life: Serving Hellsing and Integral, working along side of demons. Anderson wondered if he was turning into a hypocrite himself.

I wonder where this street is. According the map, it should be right here. Yet it isn't. Anderson got out the directions that Integral had written down for him. How he hated to be lost. Anderson was beginning to think that incorrigible demon had done something to his map. I will kill the bastard. His plans for harming Alucard would have to wait. Anderson heard a blood curdling scream that required his immediate attention. The former Vatican assassin ran towards the sound of the scream.

Anderson was too late. He would have to kill the prey as well as the predator. Alexander took out daggers and threw them at the fiend.

“I will send ye back to hell, ye demon.”

The beast looked back at him with yellow eyes. He looked like a typical London teen: long hair, too many piercings, and a bad attitude to match. “I ain't going fucking no where, asshole.” He said even as the daggers pierced his skin. “Ow! What the fuck? These really hurt!”

“Of course they hurt, ye demon. They are blessed.” Anderson wasted no time in finishing the monster off. He stabbed the beast in the chest with his sword. Anderson watched as the vampire fell to the ground.

“What about the girl?” A voice asked.

“She will have to be killed or” Anderson turned his head to see his new associate from Hellsing standing above the girl.

“Or she'll turn into a mindless ghoul. Almost sad isn't it?” Alucard stated flatly.

“It is sad. If ye had any humanity...” Anderson replied.

“But, I'm not human. And neither is my Master, your boss. Then again, you're not exactly human either, Priest.” Alucard stated.

“Don't call me what I'm not, vampire. I lost that title. It is true that I'm not fully human, however, I have more humanity in me now then you did before you died.”

Alucard smirked. “That is true. So would you like send her to hell or should I? It's been awhile since I've had a warm meal.” Alucard licked his lips in anticipation.

“You disgust me, demon but go ahead. Just make sure you finish her when you are done. It's bad enough we lost her, I don't want anyone else to die.” Anderson leaned against the wall and watched Alucard drain the girl who had been in the wrong place at the wrong time. Alexander found himself getting excited watching the vampire feed. It disgusted him that he of all people would find such behavior from the demon that he hated exciting. My soul has been cursed for eternity. I have no doubts about my place in hell.

Alucard wiped his mouth after his feeding. He was surprised the ex-priest was still there. “So, Alexander, did you enjoy watching? Is that what you like to do - watch?”

“I don't know what you are talking about, demon. I was just making sure you didn't allow her to turn into a ghoul. I was simply doing my duty.” Anderson closed his eyes and leaned his head against the wall. He took a few deep breaths to gain control of his anger. He wanted more then anything to attack the vampire with his daggers. When he opened his eyes, Anderson was appalled to see Alucard just inches away from him.

Alucard inhaled deeply with his nose. “You have his blood on you, priest - not bad. The scent that is.” The vampire did not move away from Anderson. Instead he stuck his finger on Anderson's blood soaked shirt and rubbed it into his chest, slowly. Alexander did not stop him - he had no idea why. Anderson wanted his hands off of him. At least the former priest knew that he should. Yet, he did not move and watched the vampire instead. Alucard brought his finger to his mouth and licked it, watching Anderson for a reaction. “Delicious.” Alucard moved away from Anderson but only after glaring at him with his hungry eyes.

Finally, Anderson found his voice. “Wha-wha-what do you think ye were you doing, demon?” He asked, feeling both furious and terrified. “I should send you to hell with my daggers, demon.”

“Now Father - we both know my Master would not approve of that. Calm down - I was just tasting some of that delicious blood you managed to get all over your shirt. As much as I'd like to have more...my Master is expecting a report tonight. Try to stay out of trouble, Father. What did you think I was doing?” Alucard didn't give Anderson a chance to answer as he turned to mist and disappeared from the street.

Anderson sat down on the cement disgusted by Alucard. And himself. He was feeling that feeling again. Excited. Aroused. Turned on. And so, so dirty. Must be the excitement of the fight. Tis no way that he turns me on. I've never felt that way about another man. He wondered then why his hard-on would not go away. Either would the impure thoughts. Of Integral. Alucard. And him. The three of them together doing unthinkable things. He bowed his head to pray, hoping God would help him resist temptation and erase these images from his mind - they were torturing his soul. “Our Father, who art in heaven...” Before he stood up to leave, Anderson glanced over at the unfortunate soul who had committed no other sin then walking down this street.

“I may no longer be a priest but perhaps I can still save your soul, child. Anderson said a prayer for the girl's soul and hoped it was enough to save her from an eternal damnation. I can only hope that you shall escape the fate that awaits me. Anderson had long accepted his damned fate. It was one he had agreed to when he became a soldier of Iscariot. The girl only looked to be 14 years old. She deserved a chance at redemption.

Alucard returned to Hellsing and entered Integral's office to give her his report. Alucard could not have been happier that Integral had chosen to become like him. With his help in a few years, he would make her just as ruthless and powerful as he was. Alucard watched his master as she drank blood from her goblet as if it were merely tea. She had adapted so well to her new “situation.”

“Alucard, how did things go?” Integral asked. She sensed something different or was it that Alucard was trying to keep something from her. Integral just could not tell.
“My targets were silenced. I had to kill three of the vampires' victims - we did not get there soon enough to save them.” Alucard explained.

“We? How would you know about Anderson's targets? I told you not to interfere with him. He's having a hard enough time as it is adjusting to Hellsing.” Integral glared at him and Alucard looked down. Integral's glare had that effect on the world's strongest creatures. And men.

“Master, no harm has been done. I was merely checking on his progress. I did not challenge him. Although, I do think the priest wanted to challenge me.” Alucard chuckled.

“Alucard, what did you say to him?”

“I didn't say anything to him. I may have awoken certain latent feelings in the priest. Oh I'm sorry, Master. Ex-priest.”

“What did you do?” Integral was practically yelling at her servant now.

“It would not be proper for me to say. I'll tell you if you order me, of course. It'd be far more interesting for you to ask him.”

Integral was getting frustrated with her servant. She could have ordered him but isn't' that what he wanted? Alucard got so turned on by her orders - she had known that since she was a teenager. Integral refused to give him the satisfaction. “Very well, Alucard. Just leave me alone.”

“As you wish, Master.”

Alexander walked the streets of London for hours - thinking. Wondering why Alucard's touch had excited him. Guilt was building up inside of him and he could hardly stand it. If only I could go to confession, I could rid myself of this awful burden. The prayers he had been saying all night had done no good. Anderson started to wonder if he was losing his faith. He glanced at his watch. Dawn would be there in just a few hours. I better return to Hellsing and give Sir Integral my report. I don't want her to be angry with me. Only the Lord knows what that demon has told her.

Integral was working on the computer, trying to get caught up on paperwork when Anderson knocked on the door. “Come in, Alexander.” She moved her chair to face him. Integral couldn't help but wonder what Alucard had done to keep the priest out almost all night.

“Sorry, I'm so late, Sir Integral. The mission was finished hours ago. I was feeling restless so I walked. Had some thinking to do. Leaving the Church - coming here; it has been a big change.”

“I understand, Alexander. I don't own you. You work for me. You are free to come and go as you please as long as you maintain your loyalty to Hellsing.”

“I promised I would and I am a man of my word. So I imagine you would like to hear about my mission.” Alexander stated. Integral nodded, so Anderson continued. “I had a bit of trouble finding the place. I've never been in that part of London. When I finally got there, the vampire had already attacked a girl. I was too late to save the young lass. I eliminated the vampire. Your servant took care of the victim. I said a prayer for her soul. I can only hope...it was enough to save her.”

“Yes, Alexander, I understand. It saddens me too when we lose innocent lives. Sometimes it cannot be helped.” Integral inhaled deeply on her cigar and kept her eyes focused on her new soldier. “Alucard told me you two met during your missions. It was an unfortunate accident. Did anything of importance happen?”

Anderson shifted nervously in his seat, debating what he should tell Integral. He certainly could not tell her what emotions he felt when Alucard touched his chest and licked the blood from his finger. Or the thought of the three of them together that had been tormenting him since. Still, he had to tell her something.

“That demon put his filthy hands on me, Sir Integral. I did not think that was part of our arrangement here. I agreed to work for you - not to be touched by demons.”

Integral smirked. This was interesting, indeed. She wondered what in the bloody hell Alucard had done and why he had touched the former priest. “Did Alucard challenge you to a fight or did he try to seduce you, Alexander?” She had to hold back a chuckle.

“Neither, Sir Integral. It was just the way that he touched me. I almost threw my daggers in him it was so disturbing. If it is all right with you, I'd rather not talk about it.” Anderson looked at Integral for a few seconds. Her beauty had a calming effect of him like nothing else in his life. She was still beautiful, even if her blue eyes were now crimson.

“I can see you are upset. I will speak to Alucard. He won't be encountering you on the battlefield again - unless you two go on a mission together. I don't foresee that happening for some time. You do look distressed - would you like a glass of wine?” Integral got up to pour him a glass.

“Aye that would be nice, Sir Integral. Thank you.” Anderson accepted the glass of wine from her and grinned. Perhaps it will be work out. She seems to understand my feelings about that monster.

Integral waited until Anderson took a drink from his glass before she approached him. She walked to the back of the chair he was in. “It will be okay, Alexander.” She placed her hands on his shoulders. Integral could feel how nervous she made him. How much he wanted her. The tension filled the air. The former priest held his breath as Integral lowered her mouth to his neck. She whispered inside of his ear. “Don't worry, Alexander. I'm not going to bite you.” Instead she licked his neck with her newly long tongue. One of the many benefits of being of vampire were her improved body parts. She whispered in his other ear. “You can tell me to stop at any time...”

Of course the man said nothing as her hand went inside of shirt and popped open his buttons. She felt him shudder instead so Integral continued exploring his hard body. Integral caressed his chest with her cool hands. She loved the warmth of his skin. It felt so good against her cool hands. Integral moved down further. She paused before unsnapping his pants - giving the former priest a chance to stop her. Anderson moaned as Integral slipped her hands inside his pants and around his very large arousal.

Integral moved her hand gently and slowly on his length. He was larger then Alucard was - naturally, although her servant often used his powers to make himself bigger. She could not wait any longer to taste his lips. Integral claimed his mouth with her own as she continued to caress him down below. Alexander kissed her back with a degree of passion she did not think he possessed. Integral explored his mouth and sucked carefully on his tongue - keeping her fangs away. She smelled his pure blood and its scent was driving her insane with blood lust. The ex-priest was still a virgin. Perfect. Things were working out just the way she wanted.

Alexander moaned as Integral sucked on his tongue and moved her hand up and down his hard length. Nothing in his entire life had ever felt this good. The tension and sensations were building up. Anderson knew that release was coming soon and he could not stop her now. What was even more sinful was the fact that Anderson did not want her to stop. Alexander wanted her to do even more deviant things to him and he to her. Anderson imagined her mouth on him instead of her hand as she brought him to his climax. He moaned loudly as he came. The orgasm seemed to last for several minutes but Anderson knew he had lost track of time. When it was clear his climax was over, Integral removed her hand and walked back to her chair facing him. She licked the sweet sticky substance from her fingers, one by one, as Alexander watched.

“So Alexander, do you feel a little bit better then what happened with my servant? I know I certainly do.” Integral grinned at him.

Anderson was speechless. He stared back at her with his mouth open, unable to say a word.

“Good, next time it will be my turn. If there is nothing else you wish to tell me...I do have work to do.” Integral turned back to her computer.

“Aye, Sir Integral. I am tired myself.” He realized how that sounded and started to blush. “I'm not used to being up all night and all. Good night or rather good morning to ye.” The man practically ran out the door and to his room. He rushed right past Seras Victoria without even saying hello or goodbye.

Seras watched him enter his room and slam the door. “What in the bloody hell?”

Cherie, I smelled something on his clothes, didn't you? Pip told her inside her mind. He was more experience in matters like these.

There was a strange scent on him but I've never smelled it before. What was it?

Sex. The fluids of sex to be more precise, Seras. His pants were soaked with his own, you know, fluid.

You think Sir Integral did that? Seras started to blush just thinking of it.

Either that or he did it to himself.

I don't think so. Not in Sir Integral's office.

Or perhaps it was Alucard? Pip asked.

Come on, Pip! They hate each other. Besides up until recently he was a priest.

My point exactly, Seras. You hear what some of those Catholic priest did to the alter boys. Pip was getting excited just thinking about sex. He thought Anderson was quite lucky to have Integral touch him in that way.

Seras sighed. You Pip are the worlds biggest pervert. I thought that would improve after death.

Nope, I've only gotten worst being inside your amazing body.

If you don't behave I will personally wear a blind fold whenever I get undressed. Seras teased him. That seemed to shut him up for good. The truth was - the thought of Integral and Anderson shagging...kind of excited her too. Seras headed into the bathroom and shut her eys as she took a very cold shower. The vampire chuckled as she heard Pip's very loud protest inside her mind. Sometimes tormenting her Captain was just too much fun.

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