His And Her Circumstances Fan Fiction ❯ Pictures of Matchstick Men ❯ Stress Relief ( Chapter 9 )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
Warning: explicit sex
9: Stress Relief
Sunday morning came and Hideaki decided he would fix something for Annie to get her over her hangover. Annie and all of their friends decided to have one more cram session before exams that evening. Hideaki wanted to make sure she was up for it.
Annie was banging around in the kitchen, looking for something to eat.
"Just a minute," She said as she opened the door. Hideaki was standing there with breakfast and tea from one of the local delicatessens.
"I thought you could use a wake up. I know you usually like coffee in the morning, but they were out. It's nearly eleven."
"Thank you! What a lifesaver you are, Hideaki! Come on in."
"How's your hangover?"
"Ugh, I don't want to talk about it. I wasn't too loud, was I? I tend to get really loud when I am soused. At least I had a good dream, for once."
"You mean you don't remember?"
"Remember what?"
"Never mind. The tea has ginseng, so it should pep you right up."
"You are so sweet. Hey, Hideaki. Can I ask a really weird favor from you?"
"Depends how weird it is."
"Can I have one of your unwashed, smelly, but not too dirty shirts?"
Hideaki blinked a couple of times as he nearly dropped his tea.
"I guess that means no. I have this big teddy bear, and well, so I feel less alone, I want to put someone's shirt on it. I asked Piman and he said to ask you."
"Um, well that's okay with me. Why did you ask Piman?"
"Because he's a relative and it didn't seem as corny as it would be to ask you. "
"It's not silly or corny. Actually, I think it is kinda sexy that you want my shirt. All my sweet pheromones lulling you to sleep. Making you have naughty dreams."
"I dreamed about you last night. I suppose that is why I want the shirt. It was a very nice dream."
"Was I in it?"
"Of course. I dreamed you were a pirate. You carried me up the gangplank to your ship and into your private cabin. You lay me down and kissed me all over. It was exciting and relaxing all at the same time."
"So you don't remember me coming over last night to put you to bed?"
"You did? Thank you, Hideaki. Maybe that is why I dreamed of you so vividly. I didn't mean to get drunk. I was just going to have a little, but I forgot about the way wine mixes with my meds."
"I wanted to stay last night. "
"Then why didn't you?"
"Because, well, you were so aggressive. I wanted our first time together to not be when you were drunk. I want you to know who you are with."
"I was that aggressive?"
"Ohh yeah!" Hideaki made a huge sigh.
Annie stared intently at Hideaki as she slowly sipped the last of her tea. He looked so damn good as he munched on his egg sandwich.
"What?"
"Nothing. I just feel better when you are around. And, you look good enough to eat."
"Is that a proposition?"
"No, Hideaki, my sweet, it is an observation. I have been so stressed out over the past few weeks, and I missed you. I missed you a lot."
"The art show was murderous. I thought I was gonna die. My manager wouldn't leave me alone. He is getting an oversized book together and constantly wanted my input. I finally had to put my foot down in order to get some studying in and some sleep."
"I thought you were just avoiding me for nothing."
"No, and yes. I was under a lot of pressure, hell, I am still really stressed out. I don't know how I am going to make it through this cram session."
"I'll help. All I really had to do in the hospital was study and embroidery. You can count on me. "
"Thanks. I never realized there could be a girl with a hot body, great brain and a gentle heart all rolled together. Even if you mask your soft side with that vulgar mouth of yours."
The study session was grueling on both Annie and Hideaki. Instead of feeing more confident and relaxed at taking exams the next day, they were both more tense.
Part of the tension was caused by Shibahime, who decided to come to one of Annie's study sessions for the first time. She was a terror.
"I thought you had all kinds of cool electronics."
"They were stolen, shut up."
"Well, you are rich, you can afford more."
"I suppose, now shut up."
"Why don't you let Asapin do his own studying."
"He is studying, and so should you."
"Do you have any cake or cookies or snacks to eat while we study?"
"Go look in the kitchen and shut your damn mouth before I shut it for you!"
"Jeez, how can you be so rude to a guest."
Sakura said," Cut it out Tsubasa, we are here to study." trying to rescue Annie from the constant barrage of questions.
"How can you study in a place like this? I mean after you know what went on here."
"If you don't like it, you can quit your bitching and leave, Tsubasa. So put up, shut up or leave."
"You are just a bossy bitch aren't you?"
"Only around royal pains in the asses like you."
"I resent that."
"Good. Now go in the kitchen and stuff your face. The rest of us are trying to study."
Tsubasa wrinkled her nose and stomped in to the kitchen, "Hey! Brownies and cookies and chips and pop!"
Rika started laughing, "If she had got off her butt and looked, she would have had nothing to argue about."
"Save some for the rest of us!" Maho shouted.
"Yeah, you'll get a stomach ache!" Yukino added.
"I am not explaining to your dad if you get sick, "Arima said.
"Alright, all of you , just stop. I don't want to get fat anyway. Tsubasa said as she came in the living room with a half a plate of brownies.
Hideaki had a headache by the time the study session was over. Annie was also feeling tense.
"God, what I wouldn't give for a good massage right about now."
"Alright, Hideaki, go in the living room and take off your shirt. I have some scented oil in the bathroom I can use."
"It had better not be that flowery stuff."
"No, its plain old vanilla. The flowery ones make me sneeze."
Annie went over to the dimmer switch to slightly lower the light in the living room.
Hideaki took off his shirt and sat cross legged on the living room floor. "Why do you have massage oil when you are living by yourself?"
"I use it in the bath, "Annie walked back into the living room, "Its really good for the skin."
"So that is why you always smell so nice."
"Yeah, I suppose, " She put some of the oil on her hands and rubbed her hands together to warm the oil. She started kneading Hideaki's shoulders.
"Oh, you are good at this."
"My grandmother had me give her a massage every night. It was the only way she could get any sleep."
"So do I get to give you a massage when you are finished? I am sure you could use one too. Shibahime was a real terror tonight."
"That sounds good. I mean the massage, not Shibahime,"
"Here, grab a pillow and lie on your stomach. " Hideaki smiled and did as she asked.
As her hands went up and down his back, he felt like he would sink right into the floor. No wonder her grandmother liked Annie's back rubs. Her hands were like magic, slowly putting Hideaki to sleep.
"Mm, you are so good."
"Don't fall asleep yet, you still have to give me a rub down."
"I don't think I am as good at it as you are."
"Just takes practice. I miss my grandmother. Back rub time was like a mother /daughter talk time. We could talk about anything. My world turned upside down when she died. I miss massage time most of all, I think. No matter how angry or stressed we got during the day, we could always calm our nerves before we went to sleep."
"Well it is working pretty good on me. My headache is already calming down."
"Sit up and take off your pants."
Hideaki suddenly snapped out of his drowsy state. "What for?" He said as he grabbed his waistband protectively.
Annie rolled her eyes, "Quit panicking. I just need to get to your lower back. I can't do that with your pants on. Wait, you aren't of those guys that doesn't wear underwear are you?"
"Yes I wear underwear!"
"Boxers or briefs?" Annie giggled.
"What!?"
"You heard me."
"You are making fun of me."
"Yes, I am. Jeez, mister pheromone boy, you act like you have never run around in your underwear before." Annie said as she crossed her arms and waited.
Hideaki took a deep breath and took off his pants. He made a smirk on his face and held out his arms. "Satisfied?"
"Boxers, that's what I thought. Most laid back guys wear boxers. They are more comfortable. Now lay back down on your stomach so I can get your lower back."
"Okay."
She went to work on his lower back. Hideaki was nervous. He did not know why he felt so self conscious. He wore less at the beach. It was just a back rub. She didn't intend to turn him on.
But , he was getting turned on. He wondered if he would be able to give Annie her back rub.
He gave a sigh as her fingers left the skin on his lower back. He took a sharp breath as she grabbed one of his feet and started massaging it.
"I thought this was a back rub."
"It's a massage. What's the matter? Don't you like your feet rubbed? It's good for the circulation."
"It feels really good, too good."
"So do you want me to skip your legs and your stomach? If I do, you will have stiff muscles in the morning."
"Stiff muscles are not what I am worried about."
"I trust you." Annie said tenderly as she moved to his other foot. "I know you will do nothing to hurt me. You have already proven that."
"Okay. Go ahead. You are good at this. I could use a good night's sleep."
"We both need to. Exams start tomorrow."
"Ugh, I almost forgot."
Annie worked her hands up his legs, and along the outside of his hips. She was careful to avoid getting too close to his crotch. She had him turn over as she rubbed the oil in to his chest and down his stomach and sides. She worked the oil into his arms and his hands. Hideaki never felt so relaxed in his life.
"My turn," She said as she had Hideaki sit up.
She poured the oil into his hands and showed him how to warm the oil without getting it all over the place.
Hideaki gave a deep chuckle as she sat next to him and showed him exactly how to work her muscles. She had him start on her arms, so she could help him get the proper pressure and movement. Hard enough to loosen the muscles, but not hard enough to make them knot up. It was like creating a sculpture.
"That's it, you've got it, Hideaki. Here let me take off my shirt so you can start on my shoulders"
Annie turned her back to Hideaki and took off her shirt and tank she was wearing underneath.
He stared at her shoulders, as she moved her hair away so he could start rubbing them. As his hands went to work, he thought less about her being naked from the waist up. He worked her muscles like sculpting clay. This time, she was not only his muse, she was the artwork itself.
She lay on her stomach as he was returning every gentle touch she had given to him.
"You are a natural, Hideaki. Your hands feel so good."
"Okay, turn about is fair play. Boxers or briefs? C'mon show it. So I can get your lower back."
Annie rolled her eyes, and pulled off her long skirt. She smirked and made a half chuckle at Hideaki's shocked expression. "Boxers." She said. "or rather, petite shorts."
He looked at the silky shorts, with the high slit leg and the lace trim, with awe.
"I bet you didn't know they made these for girls did you? They are not as loose as guys' shorts, but they are more comfortable than most panties out there."
Annie lay face down on the pillows. Hideaki went right to work on her lower back, feet, legs and outer part of her hips, being as careful as she had not to touch between her legs.
She turned over, and he gasped. He did not know how he could continue. It would mean he would have to touch those perfect pert breasts. He knew, no matter how he tried to think of her as a clay sculpture, he would be turned on, and was not sure he could stop. He closed his eyes and took a couple of deep breaths.
"Hideaki, don't be nervous. You can only massage my stomach and my sides if you want. I trust you."
"I know, but I don't know if I trust myself. I told you last night, that I wanted you so bad I could taste it on my lips. I still do. Do you still trust me?"
"Of course I do. I would not have given you a massage if I didn't. I only do this with persons I trust."
"Besides your grandmother, who have you massaged like this?"
"One, you, Hideaki. You have done so many special things for me, I wanted to do something special for you. Grandmother taught me that a massage was not just to relax, it was about trust. I wanted to know if we could trust each other. I was right. You know when to tell me to stop, I know when to tell you to stop. If we do not stop, that's okay too. As long as we both trust each other."
Hideaki hung his head a moment, took a deep breath and made a small smile and massaged her stomach and sides before moving to her breasts.
She sighed and moaned as he worked the oil into them.
Hideaki took his arm and helped Annie to sit up. He caressed her cheek and kissed her lips lightly, slowly allowing it to deepen.
Annie put her arms around his neck and pulled him closer to her, so their chests were touching. She moved so she could sit astride his legs, bringing him closer to her.
"Are you sure? I don't want to hurt you. I don't want you to think of .." Hideaki started, but she cut him off with another kiss.
Annie stood up and took off her shorts. She walked over to the dimmer on the wall and lowered the lighting until it was nearly as dim as candlelight.
"I love you Hideaki. I trust you." She said softly.
Hideaki looked at her. He stood and embraced her, kissing her again. He ran his hands through her hair. "I love you. I trust you. I need you." He whispered in her ear as he broke the kiss.
Hideaki led her by the hand back over to the pillows. She sat down as he slowly removed his shorts.
Annie looked at him for a moment, closed her eyes and took a deep breath. Bad memories flashed into her mind.
He sat beside her and took her hand. He kissed it lovingly. "We still can stop."
"No, not yet. " She said as she looked into Hideaki's deep brown eyes. "I am alright."
Hideaki bent over and kissed her as his hands went to her breasts. His mind was swimming. He knew to take it slowly. He did not want her to have flashbacks of her rape. Above everything, he did not want her to feel like this was the same as that violence.
He broke the kiss and lay on his back. "Do to me what ever you want. I will tell you if I want you to stop. I won't raise a finger unless you tell me to."
Annie massaged his hips and his penis slowly and carefully, making Hideaki groan and gasp. She ran her tongue along his chest , and bit carefully on his neck.
"Annie." He whispered softly, "Nibble my ear, please. It drove me crazy when you did last night."
She obliged his request, making him bite his lip as he loudly moaned. She went to his hands and sucked on his fingers. Causing him to breathe heavily.
"More, Annie, show me more. You are in control right now."
She took his hands and pulled for him to sit up. He embraced her and buried his head in her chest, carefully kissing around the swells. His hand slowly went between her legs. He gently touched her. His lips went to hers to cover the escaping gasp. He slowly pulled his hand away, hoping she was not having a flashback.
"It's alright, Hideaki, I like the way you touch me." Annie said as he broke the kiss.
"Do you want to be on top, if we go that far?"
"I don't know. Lets just let our feelings decide." Annie answered.
The kissing and fondling continued for a long time. They found out how each liked to be touched. The more Annie explored Hideaki, the more she wanted to explore, and vice versa.
Finally, Hideaki got on his knees, cow-towed his head to the floor and begged. "Please, I need you, I need inside."
Annie pulled him up. She sat up in front of him and wrapped her legs around his waist. Hideaki looked into her eyes as he slowly pushed in. He was careful to look at the expression on her face. He did not want her to panic and ruin this special time.
Annie smiled as she leaned back on the mass of pillows and stared back into his eyes.
Hideaki smiled as Annie ran her fingers across his cheeks, pulling him into a kiss as he continued to pump slowly inside of her.
She started moving her hips in perfect rhythm to his, making him raise up on his hands, moan and gasp. Their pace quickened and they climaxed almost simultaneously.
Hideaki fell limp against Annie's chest, breathing hard. "I love you so much, Annie. Thank you, for trusting me."
He slowly rose off of Annie and lay helpless by her side. She got up and grabbed a couple of throw blankets, straightened the pillows and lay back down next to Hideaki, covering them both up.
Annie sighed, "Was I as good as the other girls you've had?"
Hideaki took her into his arms and held her. "What other girls? I have never gone this far, I have come close, but never this far." He drowsily said.
They fell asleep there in each other's arms.
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9: Stress Relief
Sunday morning came and Hideaki decided he would fix something for Annie to get her over her hangover. Annie and all of their friends decided to have one more cram session before exams that evening. Hideaki wanted to make sure she was up for it.
Annie was banging around in the kitchen, looking for something to eat.
"Just a minute," She said as she opened the door. Hideaki was standing there with breakfast and tea from one of the local delicatessens.
"I thought you could use a wake up. I know you usually like coffee in the morning, but they were out. It's nearly eleven."
"Thank you! What a lifesaver you are, Hideaki! Come on in."
"How's your hangover?"
"Ugh, I don't want to talk about it. I wasn't too loud, was I? I tend to get really loud when I am soused. At least I had a good dream, for once."
"You mean you don't remember?"
"Remember what?"
"Never mind. The tea has ginseng, so it should pep you right up."
"You are so sweet. Hey, Hideaki. Can I ask a really weird favor from you?"
"Depends how weird it is."
"Can I have one of your unwashed, smelly, but not too dirty shirts?"
Hideaki blinked a couple of times as he nearly dropped his tea.
"I guess that means no. I have this big teddy bear, and well, so I feel less alone, I want to put someone's shirt on it. I asked Piman and he said to ask you."
"Um, well that's okay with me. Why did you ask Piman?"
"Because he's a relative and it didn't seem as corny as it would be to ask you. "
"It's not silly or corny. Actually, I think it is kinda sexy that you want my shirt. All my sweet pheromones lulling you to sleep. Making you have naughty dreams."
"I dreamed about you last night. I suppose that is why I want the shirt. It was a very nice dream."
"Was I in it?"
"Of course. I dreamed you were a pirate. You carried me up the gangplank to your ship and into your private cabin. You lay me down and kissed me all over. It was exciting and relaxing all at the same time."
"So you don't remember me coming over last night to put you to bed?"
"You did? Thank you, Hideaki. Maybe that is why I dreamed of you so vividly. I didn't mean to get drunk. I was just going to have a little, but I forgot about the way wine mixes with my meds."
"I wanted to stay last night. "
"Then why didn't you?"
"Because, well, you were so aggressive. I wanted our first time together to not be when you were drunk. I want you to know who you are with."
"I was that aggressive?"
"Ohh yeah!" Hideaki made a huge sigh.
Annie stared intently at Hideaki as she slowly sipped the last of her tea. He looked so damn good as he munched on his egg sandwich.
"What?"
"Nothing. I just feel better when you are around. And, you look good enough to eat."
"Is that a proposition?"
"No, Hideaki, my sweet, it is an observation. I have been so stressed out over the past few weeks, and I missed you. I missed you a lot."
"The art show was murderous. I thought I was gonna die. My manager wouldn't leave me alone. He is getting an oversized book together and constantly wanted my input. I finally had to put my foot down in order to get some studying in and some sleep."
"I thought you were just avoiding me for nothing."
"No, and yes. I was under a lot of pressure, hell, I am still really stressed out. I don't know how I am going to make it through this cram session."
"I'll help. All I really had to do in the hospital was study and embroidery. You can count on me. "
"Thanks. I never realized there could be a girl with a hot body, great brain and a gentle heart all rolled together. Even if you mask your soft side with that vulgar mouth of yours."
The study session was grueling on both Annie and Hideaki. Instead of feeing more confident and relaxed at taking exams the next day, they were both more tense.
Part of the tension was caused by Shibahime, who decided to come to one of Annie's study sessions for the first time. She was a terror.
"I thought you had all kinds of cool electronics."
"They were stolen, shut up."
"Well, you are rich, you can afford more."
"I suppose, now shut up."
"Why don't you let Asapin do his own studying."
"He is studying, and so should you."
"Do you have any cake or cookies or snacks to eat while we study?"
"Go look in the kitchen and shut your damn mouth before I shut it for you!"
"Jeez, how can you be so rude to a guest."
Sakura said," Cut it out Tsubasa, we are here to study." trying to rescue Annie from the constant barrage of questions.
"How can you study in a place like this? I mean after you know what went on here."
"If you don't like it, you can quit your bitching and leave, Tsubasa. So put up, shut up or leave."
"You are just a bossy bitch aren't you?"
"Only around royal pains in the asses like you."
"I resent that."
"Good. Now go in the kitchen and stuff your face. The rest of us are trying to study."
Tsubasa wrinkled her nose and stomped in to the kitchen, "Hey! Brownies and cookies and chips and pop!"
Rika started laughing, "If she had got off her butt and looked, she would have had nothing to argue about."
"Save some for the rest of us!" Maho shouted.
"Yeah, you'll get a stomach ache!" Yukino added.
"I am not explaining to your dad if you get sick, "Arima said.
"Alright, all of you , just stop. I don't want to get fat anyway. Tsubasa said as she came in the living room with a half a plate of brownies.
Hideaki had a headache by the time the study session was over. Annie was also feeling tense.
"God, what I wouldn't give for a good massage right about now."
"Alright, Hideaki, go in the living room and take off your shirt. I have some scented oil in the bathroom I can use."
"It had better not be that flowery stuff."
"No, its plain old vanilla. The flowery ones make me sneeze."
Annie went over to the dimmer switch to slightly lower the light in the living room.
Hideaki took off his shirt and sat cross legged on the living room floor. "Why do you have massage oil when you are living by yourself?"
"I use it in the bath, "Annie walked back into the living room, "Its really good for the skin."
"So that is why you always smell so nice."
"Yeah, I suppose, " She put some of the oil on her hands and rubbed her hands together to warm the oil. She started kneading Hideaki's shoulders.
"Oh, you are good at this."
"My grandmother had me give her a massage every night. It was the only way she could get any sleep."
"So do I get to give you a massage when you are finished? I am sure you could use one too. Shibahime was a real terror tonight."
"That sounds good. I mean the massage, not Shibahime,"
"Here, grab a pillow and lie on your stomach. " Hideaki smiled and did as she asked.
As her hands went up and down his back, he felt like he would sink right into the floor. No wonder her grandmother liked Annie's back rubs. Her hands were like magic, slowly putting Hideaki to sleep.
"Mm, you are so good."
"Don't fall asleep yet, you still have to give me a rub down."
"I don't think I am as good at it as you are."
"Just takes practice. I miss my grandmother. Back rub time was like a mother /daughter talk time. We could talk about anything. My world turned upside down when she died. I miss massage time most of all, I think. No matter how angry or stressed we got during the day, we could always calm our nerves before we went to sleep."
"Well it is working pretty good on me. My headache is already calming down."
"Sit up and take off your pants."
Hideaki suddenly snapped out of his drowsy state. "What for?" He said as he grabbed his waistband protectively.
Annie rolled her eyes, "Quit panicking. I just need to get to your lower back. I can't do that with your pants on. Wait, you aren't of those guys that doesn't wear underwear are you?"
"Yes I wear underwear!"
"Boxers or briefs?" Annie giggled.
"What!?"
"You heard me."
"You are making fun of me."
"Yes, I am. Jeez, mister pheromone boy, you act like you have never run around in your underwear before." Annie said as she crossed her arms and waited.
Hideaki took a deep breath and took off his pants. He made a smirk on his face and held out his arms. "Satisfied?"
"Boxers, that's what I thought. Most laid back guys wear boxers. They are more comfortable. Now lay back down on your stomach so I can get your lower back."
"Okay."
She went to work on his lower back. Hideaki was nervous. He did not know why he felt so self conscious. He wore less at the beach. It was just a back rub. She didn't intend to turn him on.
But , he was getting turned on. He wondered if he would be able to give Annie her back rub.
He gave a sigh as her fingers left the skin on his lower back. He took a sharp breath as she grabbed one of his feet and started massaging it.
"I thought this was a back rub."
"It's a massage. What's the matter? Don't you like your feet rubbed? It's good for the circulation."
"It feels really good, too good."
"So do you want me to skip your legs and your stomach? If I do, you will have stiff muscles in the morning."
"Stiff muscles are not what I am worried about."
"I trust you." Annie said tenderly as she moved to his other foot. "I know you will do nothing to hurt me. You have already proven that."
"Okay. Go ahead. You are good at this. I could use a good night's sleep."
"We both need to. Exams start tomorrow."
"Ugh, I almost forgot."
Annie worked her hands up his legs, and along the outside of his hips. She was careful to avoid getting too close to his crotch. She had him turn over as she rubbed the oil in to his chest and down his stomach and sides. She worked the oil into his arms and his hands. Hideaki never felt so relaxed in his life.
"My turn," She said as she had Hideaki sit up.
She poured the oil into his hands and showed him how to warm the oil without getting it all over the place.
Hideaki gave a deep chuckle as she sat next to him and showed him exactly how to work her muscles. She had him start on her arms, so she could help him get the proper pressure and movement. Hard enough to loosen the muscles, but not hard enough to make them knot up. It was like creating a sculpture.
"That's it, you've got it, Hideaki. Here let me take off my shirt so you can start on my shoulders"
Annie turned her back to Hideaki and took off her shirt and tank she was wearing underneath.
He stared at her shoulders, as she moved her hair away so he could start rubbing them. As his hands went to work, he thought less about her being naked from the waist up. He worked her muscles like sculpting clay. This time, she was not only his muse, she was the artwork itself.
She lay on her stomach as he was returning every gentle touch she had given to him.
"You are a natural, Hideaki. Your hands feel so good."
"Okay, turn about is fair play. Boxers or briefs? C'mon show it. So I can get your lower back."
Annie rolled her eyes, and pulled off her long skirt. She smirked and made a half chuckle at Hideaki's shocked expression. "Boxers." She said. "or rather, petite shorts."
He looked at the silky shorts, with the high slit leg and the lace trim, with awe.
"I bet you didn't know they made these for girls did you? They are not as loose as guys' shorts, but they are more comfortable than most panties out there."
Annie lay face down on the pillows. Hideaki went right to work on her lower back, feet, legs and outer part of her hips, being as careful as she had not to touch between her legs.
She turned over, and he gasped. He did not know how he could continue. It would mean he would have to touch those perfect pert breasts. He knew, no matter how he tried to think of her as a clay sculpture, he would be turned on, and was not sure he could stop. He closed his eyes and took a couple of deep breaths.
"Hideaki, don't be nervous. You can only massage my stomach and my sides if you want. I trust you."
"I know, but I don't know if I trust myself. I told you last night, that I wanted you so bad I could taste it on my lips. I still do. Do you still trust me?"
"Of course I do. I would not have given you a massage if I didn't. I only do this with persons I trust."
"Besides your grandmother, who have you massaged like this?"
"One, you, Hideaki. You have done so many special things for me, I wanted to do something special for you. Grandmother taught me that a massage was not just to relax, it was about trust. I wanted to know if we could trust each other. I was right. You know when to tell me to stop, I know when to tell you to stop. If we do not stop, that's okay too. As long as we both trust each other."
Hideaki hung his head a moment, took a deep breath and made a small smile and massaged her stomach and sides before moving to her breasts.
She sighed and moaned as he worked the oil into them.
Hideaki took his arm and helped Annie to sit up. He caressed her cheek and kissed her lips lightly, slowly allowing it to deepen.
Annie put her arms around his neck and pulled him closer to her, so their chests were touching. She moved so she could sit astride his legs, bringing him closer to her.
"Are you sure? I don't want to hurt you. I don't want you to think of .." Hideaki started, but she cut him off with another kiss.
Annie stood up and took off her shorts. She walked over to the dimmer on the wall and lowered the lighting until it was nearly as dim as candlelight.
"I love you Hideaki. I trust you." She said softly.
Hideaki looked at her. He stood and embraced her, kissing her again. He ran his hands through her hair. "I love you. I trust you. I need you." He whispered in her ear as he broke the kiss.
Hideaki led her by the hand back over to the pillows. She sat down as he slowly removed his shorts.
Annie looked at him for a moment, closed her eyes and took a deep breath. Bad memories flashed into her mind.
He sat beside her and took her hand. He kissed it lovingly. "We still can stop."
"No, not yet. " She said as she looked into Hideaki's deep brown eyes. "I am alright."
Hideaki bent over and kissed her as his hands went to her breasts. His mind was swimming. He knew to take it slowly. He did not want her to have flashbacks of her rape. Above everything, he did not want her to feel like this was the same as that violence.
He broke the kiss and lay on his back. "Do to me what ever you want. I will tell you if I want you to stop. I won't raise a finger unless you tell me to."
Annie massaged his hips and his penis slowly and carefully, making Hideaki groan and gasp. She ran her tongue along his chest , and bit carefully on his neck.
"Annie." He whispered softly, "Nibble my ear, please. It drove me crazy when you did last night."
She obliged his request, making him bite his lip as he loudly moaned. She went to his hands and sucked on his fingers. Causing him to breathe heavily.
"More, Annie, show me more. You are in control right now."
She took his hands and pulled for him to sit up. He embraced her and buried his head in her chest, carefully kissing around the swells. His hand slowly went between her legs. He gently touched her. His lips went to hers to cover the escaping gasp. He slowly pulled his hand away, hoping she was not having a flashback.
"It's alright, Hideaki, I like the way you touch me." Annie said as he broke the kiss.
"Do you want to be on top, if we go that far?"
"I don't know. Lets just let our feelings decide." Annie answered.
The kissing and fondling continued for a long time. They found out how each liked to be touched. The more Annie explored Hideaki, the more she wanted to explore, and vice versa.
Finally, Hideaki got on his knees, cow-towed his head to the floor and begged. "Please, I need you, I need inside."
Annie pulled him up. She sat up in front of him and wrapped her legs around his waist. Hideaki looked into her eyes as he slowly pushed in. He was careful to look at the expression on her face. He did not want her to panic and ruin this special time.
Annie smiled as she leaned back on the mass of pillows and stared back into his eyes.
Hideaki smiled as Annie ran her fingers across his cheeks, pulling him into a kiss as he continued to pump slowly inside of her.
She started moving her hips in perfect rhythm to his, making him raise up on his hands, moan and gasp. Their pace quickened and they climaxed almost simultaneously.
Hideaki fell limp against Annie's chest, breathing hard. "I love you so much, Annie. Thank you, for trusting me."
He slowly rose off of Annie and lay helpless by her side. She got up and grabbed a couple of throw blankets, straightened the pillows and lay back down next to Hideaki, covering them both up.
Annie sighed, "Was I as good as the other girls you've had?"
Hideaki took her into his arms and held her. "What other girls? I have never gone this far, I have come close, but never this far." He drowsily said.
They fell asleep there in each other's arms.
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