Hunter X Hunter Fan Fiction ❯ A Killer's Heart and Darkness ❯ Lips and Lashes ( Chapter 6 )

A Killer's Heart and Darkness

(A/N): Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek, gomen, gomen!!!! Im leaving in 2 hours, so me rushing a lil, but Killua gets over his angst a lil,........I think O.o, and Gon gets 2 b his naive but sweet idiot self ^_^ Thanks 2 all the reviewers/emailers/readers, and I hope u all enjoy this!

Yare, yare, yare, and anything else needed 2 b said.

3 weeks later: Hehehehheheh *nervous laughter* Looks like I didnt make it in time, but *shrug* well, here u go.........

Ok, well, here's some comments I'll give, 2 ^_^:

Demon_Master: YAAAAAAAAY! *glomps* U liked the 5th part then?? Well, I WILL continue-PROMISE. Gotta email ya, ne? Dun let me 4get.......~.~

Maki-chan: Thanks!! Yep, someone else told me (plus.......^^; I found that part in my Jap. Grammer book......stupid me....) but when other ppl tell me, 2, it stays with me better. PLUS, I went in2 my manga mode and actually UNDERSTOOD it all! O.O YAY! O, anyhoo, thanks always! *glomps*

Ruaki: ME LUV U!!!! Im so glad u READ again! This has MADE my DAY, pal! *glomps tightly* #_#

Cheryl-chan: ME LUV U 2! U know most the stuff, and 2 everybody else, HERE is my new beta!!!! Im so PROUD of her! KYAAAAAAAA! *huggles* U were also my FIRST reviewer with this chap, so me luv u til time stops! Sappy, but whatever! Ja ne!

Ketsuki: Yep, Gon IS clueless in this fic. In alot of profiles of him on these HXH sites, he's actually referred 2 as a "BLONDE" (no insults 2 anybody), but I sorta thought he was SMART in alot of things, especially a few tactic moves (not jumping, tho. He goes 2 high and hits his head HAHAHHAHAHAHAAAAAAAA) Neho, yeah, but ZZZZZZZZZZ O sorry, yeah, he gets a lil smarter in the next part. I gotta hurry with my Kori no Kokoro fic 2, so this might not b 2 long-gomen! K, oops, gotta write LONG complaint now-brb

Sakurazukamori: O MY GOSH! My lil bubble world has been POPPED! T-T I got a bad review!! Well....O.o Sorta....... D*MN! What kinda IDIOT r u, HUH?? U dun like someone's fic so u take it out on the REVIEWERS??!! O.O Thats just WEIRD, pal! If u got something against the WRITER of the fic or the fic ITSELF, then go 2 the AUTHOR and tell em about it, NOT ME. Look where it gets me, man. I gotta sit here and write all this lovely stuff up. And ur not even SIGNED UP. (or atleast ur 2 lazy right now.....mayb dun want me finding U, right? WEAK) GET urself a FRIGGIN account, WRITE a fic, and POST it, so all us nice ff.netters can review UR sucky-@$$ story, k? Flowery (geeeeez, whadda name ^_^) has over 114 fics out there somewhere! D******MN, go track down all HER/HIS (O.O) reviewers and get THEM 2 write back like this. If I reviewed, I musta liked her/his fic, so u got nothin 2 say bout it. U OBVIOUSLY read a fic of hers-well, that was UR fault. U coulda turned back....ur just one of those flamers that luves their job.

Hey, but u DID track me all the way across ff.net and 4 that, I feel so SPECIAL! *glomps u* Im so luved ^_^ YEP, u luv me! I KNOW IT!

Sakurazukamori: ^_^ "I have realized the error of my ways and now bow down 2 u, while asking 4 ur hand in marriage, o dear Koganei-koi"

Me: "Naw, naw, thats ok" ^_^
Sakurazukamori: "No, no, wait, PLEASE! I luv u and am willing 2 spend the REST of my pathe-I mean MEANINGFUL LIFE with u, my luv."

Me: "U dun say...."O.o "WOW! U LUV ME!!!! KYAAAAAAAA!!!!" This is MY fic, I can do whatever the hell I WANT with it!!!! So......yeah, u LUV ME! HAHAHHAHAAAA

Sakurazukamori: "What was I THINKING, writing all those nasty (well, they werent alot) comments 2 u! PLEASE PLEASE! I ask thou holy figure 2 have mercy on my wretched soul!"

Me: " U can stop ANYTIME now......well, just not NOW, though"

Sakurazukamori: *spouts out stupid poetic crap* "The wind whispers your name in my most erot-"

Me: "Ewwwwwwwwww"Heeheeeheeeeeheeee this is FUN! "Ok, enough with u! Im taken by ANIME!"*slaps u away*

OK then! Where was I.......O YEAH! ^_^

Disclaimers: I OWN THE MOVIE NOW! KYAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!! It hasnt come in yet but WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW, a MOVIE! O.o ^_^ MINE MINE MINE MINE!!!! Ok, greediness over. Uuuuummmmm, I couldnt POSSIBLY own Killua (only Gon does ^_^ heeheeheeee), but if I DID, Id make him glomp Gon 2 the floor and-...errr ^^; JUST KISS HIM. Yeah..........*runs off*

ACK, SHAMAN KING! YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY ^_^

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"Kuso.....Damnit, where'd he go......?"

The halls were calm and desolate.

Killua huffed and crossed his arms over his chest in frustration, while impatiently tapping one foot on the gray-blue carpet of their hallway's floor.

He had told Gon to wait outside the room for him while he got changed, but once he was done, he stepped out to find Gon was NOWHERE in sight!

//Kono..........//

The early morning sunlight streamed in through the large and spotless bay windows, temporarily blinding him when he didnt move.

He continued to look down the hallway for his best friend.

//How dare he take off WITHOUT me........!!//

After about ten minutes of frustrated and annoyed waiting, Killua unfolded his arms and sighed, defeated.

"Moooooooooooouu........baka na...."

He shrugged and stuffed his pale hands deep within his corderoi (A/N: HOW the HELL do u spell that word?? Me 4got......^_^;) pants' pockets.

//Just wait til I get my hands on that.......//

A noise stopped him as he rounded the corner of the hallway.

Killua had recently just figured out that out of a crowd of over a THOUSAND people, he could EASILY distinguish Gon's higher-pitched voice from the rest. He guessed it was another "best friend" thing that they shared.

This gift lead him to peek around the corner of the next adjoining corridor, curiously listening for the sound of his best friend's voice again.

What he saw instead scared the living HELL outta him!

There was Gon, huddled on the floor clutching his knee in pain...........and some insane-looking man smiling strangely down at him. The proximity between the two alarmed the silver-haired boy the most. While his best friend was inspecting his hurt knee, the man seemed to inch nearer and nearer to the dark-haired boy.

His smile was almost sinful.

Killua instantly saw red, but calmed himself enough to quickly run over to his hurt friend.

Pushing past the man fiercely and giving him a sideways glare, he bent down to catch Gon's eye.

"Oi, daijoubu? What happened? Lemme see, Gon," he almost whined, "Get your hands outta the way so I can see how bad you're hurt. Cmon!"

Gon 'itai'ed and removed his hands, showing his scraped up knee. "Daijoubu, Killua," he smiled, finally looking up.

"Daijoubu ja nai yo, baka! Look at you! What happened??" A thought suddenly struck, causing him to leap up and instantly turn on the stranger casually watching the whole scene with a smirk. "Did HE do this to you?!!" He suddenly spoke sharply to the long-haired man. "Did you??!!"

After not getting a reply as quickly as he wanted one, Killua tensed his stance, trying to protect and block Gon from sight. "If you hurt him, I'll-"

"You still havent paid me......." The man interrupted, continuing to smirk.

Killua noticed he was trying to look past him towards the darker haired boy still crouched on the carpeted floor.

"I gave you some hospitality and am EXPECTING a REWARD now."

"Nan-Nani??!!" Killua blazed, his hands tightening to fists. He started to move forward, almost trembling with anger. "What do you mea- IIYADA!! Dont you DARE even LOOK at him, you hear me??!!"

The long-haired man straightened, finally peering at the EX-assassin uncaringly. "Omae...." With a quick backhanded slap, he carelessly and EASILY threw Killua to the side and out of the way.

"WHAT-?!!!!" Killua flew back, too shocked to regain his balance, and went crashing to the floor a little ways away from the two other people.

The long-haired bent down again towards the still-smiling dark-haired boy and effortlessly hauled him to his feet. The boy remained unresponsive to Killua's distressed surprise.

Killua couldnt believe it! Not only was the guy actually able to HIT him, Gon wasnt even struggling as the man lifted him inches from his own face.

Killua leaped up and steadied himself, preparing to launch his tightly wound up body at the guy's darkly-clad side.

Leaping from the balls of his feet, he dashed forward-

..........

//N-NANI?? Wh-What's go- going ON??!!// He couldnt move. It was like he had smacked into an invisible wall or barrier, able to go backwards but not FORWARDS.......where GON was.

//No....NO!// He struggled, pounding against the clear barrier frantically, his vision clouding with an unfamiliar moisture. //Gon NEEDS me......NONONONO!!!!//

*POUNDPOUNDPOUND*

"GON! GON!!"

*POUNDPOUNDPOUND*

"Daijoubu.....Killua......."

"Snap outta it, Gon! That guy....That guy only wants to HURT you!! PLEASE....PLEASE................!!"

*POUND..........POUND.......*

Kil lua's vision clouded more so as his arm started aching from all the pounding he was doing. Realizing he wasnt able to get free to help his friend, Killua slid to the floor and fell on his knees, still trying to futilely punch his way through.

*Pound......*

"Daijoubu........Killua........"

Killua's head drooped as he scrubbed roughly at his eyes, clearing the thin trails of liquid running past.

//What IS this stuff??......//

He pressed the palms of his hands to the barrier, not even noticing the smudges left in his wake.

He watched in a mixture of boiling possessiveness and swirling rage as the man brought his face closer to that of his best friend's.

Gon didnt have his eyes even OPEN! They were seemingly locked forever in a pleasant and rather calm smile.

"Daijoubu, Killua........"

"Daijoubu ja nai," Killua whispered brokenly. "Daijoubu JA NAI YO!!!!" he screamed finally, lashing out with renewed strength. "WHAT THE HELL'S WRONG WITH YOU??!!" He stood up shakily, powered now only by uncontrollable anger. "He's gonna HURT you!! I cant get to you!!! PLEASE, DO SOMETHING! I cant SAVE you! I.......cant.......," moisture was filling again, "............SAVE you........."

He let out a wretched mewling sound, not recognizable even to himself, as his sudden pain and grief surfaced. No,........RESURFACED.

He finally admit it to himself. THIS was his greatest fear.

His greatest fear.......

He looked up, seeing his best friend in the clutches of a most sinister-looking man.

.....was losing GON.

His greatest fear was LOSING GON!

He started another round of pathetic attempts at pounding down the barrier.

*Pound...........pound..........*

"Daijoubu, Killua......."

The man suddenly grinned widely and turned, now facing the silver-haired ex assassin.

"You're gonna let me win this EASILY?" He raised an eyebrow almost mockingly. "Eh?"

It took almost all his efforts to actually take his eyes off his best friend's face. THEN it took almost all of his self-control not to curse the hell outta the man questioning him.

His eyes blazed HOT with fury at the guy's mannerisms. "NANDATO~??!!!!!"[1]

A different emotion swept threw him, one he embraced almost eagerly because of its familiarly.

Killua suddenly smiled, his expression enough to kill an army instantly. "When I-....No....I WILL kill you.......And I will ENJOY it.....Heh....." He placed his hands back onto the barrier and actually started a light knocking noise, his gaze transfixed on the long-haired man standing in front of him, Gon swinging lightly in his grasp.

Killua smiled wider, almost insanely keeping pace with the beat of the slow knocking. "I .....will.......KILL.........you........I........will........KILL.......you ......I......"

"Daijoubu, Killua...."

"....will.......KILL..........you........"

The man shrugged and brought his face once again closer to Gon's. Making himself heard over the crazed but slow mantra of the ex assassin, the hallow knockings, and the empty, puppet-like assurances of the darker-haired boy, he grinned. "Time to claim what is mine, then......."

"I........will.........KILL..........you...........I....... ...will........"

The guy hoisted Gon closer to him.....

"........KILL.........you...........I .........will........KILL.........you......."

"Daijoubu......Killua..... ...."

.........and brought his lips down, closing the space between him and the boy PAINFULLY slow.......

".....I ......" Killua froze, finally understanding the scene.

"Mine........" the man whispered.

Killua's eyes widened in complete outrage, his mouth gaping open, and fully formed claw shuddering without a victim to tear into.

//Gon is.....no....Gon is....// He held his head and screamed out throughout the building just as the man brought his own lips down to touch Gon's.

"......GON'S MIIIIIIIIIINE!!!!!!!!"

"Eeeeeeeeeeeeeek!"

"Wha-??" Killua's eyes popped open in surprise, looking out hesitantly through his sweaty hands.

Gon's head filled his vision, his bright brown eyes blinking rapidly in worry.

"Daijoubu,Killua!" After realizing he had finally woken up his best friend, he smiled merrily and hesitantly patted the blanket-covered shoulder of the other boy. "Hontou ni, daijoubu da!"

Gon: *peers at closely* ^_^

Killua: O.O "AAAAAAAAACCCCCCCCCKKKKKKK!!!!"

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Errrrrrrrrr m, I STILL dunno bout that chap..........~.~ It got outta my control there 4 awhile. Well.....^_^ me gonna work on part 7 RIGHT now. GOMEN on this bein a lil short but I couldnt wait 2 post SOMETHING, so here ya go. GOMEN again! I got part 7 here and its gonna posted shortly. Me just gotta let Cheryl-chan beta THAT cause me promised her, AND I gotta poste my parts 4 my other fic! ^_^

Part 7 is where Killua resolves his lil "emotional problem" concerning his best friend, and its where he FINALLY admits 2 himself AND to......somebody else......of what he's goin through.

Yeah, teaser! HAHAHHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAA *runs*

Ja ne!

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(P.S.) O!!

[1]= "Nandato?" I HEAR this alot in anime. Ive never come across it in any manga of mine, so I dont know if I really spelled it right, but it basically just means "WHAT did you SAY??!!" Its spoken with ALOT of force. I think the polite version is Sakura's (from CCS) "NAN DESU TE??!!"

^_^ Yeah