Hunter X Hunter Fan Fiction ❯ Thoughts ❯ Goodnight my precious blond ( Chapter 4 )

Title: Thoughts.

 

Author: Angelis023.

 

Disclaimer: I don't own them. (Sob)

 

A/N: There is a poem in here but it's not mine okay?!

 

 

"Hello…" I answered my phone.

"Kura!! Hi…look!! Don't wait for me tonight, we have a lot of work to do…I'll be late…don't forget to have dinner!!" I heard Leorio's voice.

"Okay…don't be hard on yourself!! If you feel tired then call another doctor!!" I said.

"Sure…" he said but I knew he wouldn't do it. I sighed

"See ya!!" he said.

"Bye…" I hung up the phone and stared at it for a moment. Then I tossed it aside and returned to my book.

 

It's one o'clock in the morning and Leorio hasn't come back yet. I've read a book and drank a glass of milk to help me sleep but it didn't work. I'm lying on the bed staring at the ceiling. The bed smelled of Leorio's perfume but it was cold, I shifted and rolled over but still the bed was cold, I needed him beside me. Never in my life felt so lonely and for some reason tears began to form in my eyes. /Don't cry stupid!! What are crying for?!/ I snapped at myself, but the tears kept flowing on my cheeks making the pillow soaked. I cried for a long time, I cried myself to sleep.

 

At three o'clock in the morning, I was able to go back to my apartment, to my precious blond. I opened the apartment's door very quietly hoping that Kurapica wouldn't wake up. I was hungry but also very tired, I wanted to sleep first then eat. I entered the bedroom and switched on the small lamp on my desk. I began to unbutton my shirt but when my eyes fell on my lover's face I froze. I saw traces of tears on his beautiful face. I frowned a little as I noticed his hands were clutching to the sheets. /If only I could help him!!/

 

I've listened to the sound of your worries,

And I've seen that loss in your eye

I've talked with the ghosts that haunt you,

I've watched the love inside you lie

 

I noticed that he was about to fall off the bed so, I moved his tiny body into a more comfortable position.

 

As your head lies on your pillow,

And you are trying not to care

A million points of starlight

Are aimed at your golden blond hair

How many nights did you lie awake?

Crying in the silver moonlight

Your bright blue eyes are looking sad

Like a baby angel's when crying at night?

 

His body stiffened suddenly, and his head began to turn nervously on the pillow, his grasp on the sheets tightened. I sighed /he's having another nightmare…/

My hand reached out to shake his shoulder gently

"Kurapica!! Wake up!! It's me…Leorio…"

His eyes fluttered open, horror written all over his face, sweat drops formed on his forehead…

"Leorio?!" he whispered, voice trembling. I moved and sat beside him, hugged him tightly moving my hand up and down his back to comfort him.

 

Forget your tears for one more night

I have one message left to send:

 

I cradled him to sleep as I whispered

 

Don't cry yourself to sleep at night,

Goodnight, my precious blond.

 

I placed a warm kiss on his forehead as he drifted to sleep.

 

-The end-

 

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