InuYasha Fan Fiction / Fan Fiction ❯ If I Still Love You....Will You Still Leave? ❯ Pain in it all ( Chapter 1 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]

“Pain in it all”




I still feel you, next to me as I sleep.
I still can’t get over it.
I still feel you around me, I forced you to leave me.
I used your love for me.... to dig your grave....

I am now alone Inu-yasha, Yoko has left me,

I know he will come back,
I as so know that you will not, so if pain will bring you, yoko, back to me.
Then let the pain come.

I want you around me again, near me again.
But I killed you with your love for me.
In hells castle I asked you to save yoko, but I killed you.
I killed you, I killed you, those words keep ringing in my head.

Reminding me I forced you to save yoko from the god for saken place,
Known as Hell.
I want you back, I want time That has passed to rewind.

I want to save you.

But If this pain will bring you back, then, will you be happy?
I want to be selfish, just this once and have you, yoko, back with me.
I want to be loved, So can I love while in pain as you are near me Inu-yasha?
I don’t want to think right now I want to cry in you tree.

Remembering you, before we meet yoko, as I still loved you.

Before I killed you.

So let me cry in your tree as the pain washes away.
As I realize your gone, I realize yoko is still here some where.

I realize I want the pain to fade, with your love that killed you.

You would seem happy if I did that for you...


So as the pain fades so will you.
And I wish you will be happy.