InuYasha Fan Fiction / Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ Forbidden Pain ❯ Chapter 8

Sooooo. I guess I did leave the last one off at a bad area, but hey, if you're reading this, then you can keep reading. The poll for who thinks who should be with who is up at the bottom as well as some more author's notes. Disclaimer here, not owning…Am I supposed to type this each time? Oh well.

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“Because I don't trust them. And even with all that has happened,”

Kagome hugged him. “I could never not trust my family.”

 

Miroku hugged Kagome as well feeling her nuzzle his neck. “And we love

you as well, Kagome-”

 

“-What the hell?”

 

The three chose that time to come from the clearing to see the close

intimacy between Kagome, a forbidden child, and a man in purple robes, a

Buddhist houshii. Doing the first thing that came to mind aside from Yusuke's out

burst causing the houshii to raise his head alert, Hiei unsheathed his cracked

sword and Yoko formed himself a sword out of a plant. There was no way a

houshii would do anything but kill a forbidden one when it was obvious, like with

her, and too weak to even walk any longer. The embrace on her half was from a

lack of blood, and his was to prepare to kill her-

 

“Hiraikotsu!”

 

Yusuke slowly ran out of the way as Hiei collapsed to the ground leaving

Yoko to jump up over it as Sango unsheathed her sword taking her kimono off

charging at them revealing her tayjia gi when Miroku spoke.

 

“Sango sama yamate! These are the three Kagome sama briefly

mentioned!”

 

Sango caught her Hiraikotsu keeping an eye on the three. One had no

energy at all, the other injured and Kaeade could even defeat now. But the third...

 

“Fine. Kilala has the items you need for Kagome, chan.”

 

Yoko spoke at the tayija keeping an eye on Miroku with Kagome. “You

are the friends she had when she believed to be ningen.”

 

Sango glared at Yoko. “And you are the companions she travels with

now.”

 

“Yes-“

 

Miroku spoke. “-Sango sama, could you come here please?”

 

Yoko didn't trust either of them but stayed back. He saw Kagome was

unconscious again and did not like that ningen male unclothing her in such a

casual manner and would have stopped him, except he didn't want to give him

just cause to kill Kagome.

 

Miroku began fixing up Kagome as he spoke having Kilala jingle his staff

to make noise. He whispered. “Kagome sama said that she left because she

knew she could trust us. Because she didn't trust them.”

 

 

“Then I should slay them.”

 

“Sango sama have patience. Something does not add up. They were all

with the exception of the kitsune in a serious battle, Kagome sama coming out

the worst. But she had to of trust them, most of them at one point. We should be

careful of what we exchange with them until Kagome sama awakens so that we

can figure out what truly happened. Not all is as it seems, but to be safe, once I

have ensured Kagome sama will not die, we will take her back to the village and

politely ask the three to wait outside of the village for a period of time.”

 

“And what makes you think they will let us take Kagome chan anywhere

out of their vision. The kitsune looks as if he wanted to gut you for unrobing

Kagome san and the hi youkai wants to burn the both of us alive.”

 

Miroku thought for a while. “Hopefully Kagome sama will be awake by

then, if not, then we will make do with what comes to us at the time.”

 

Yusuke spoke looking at them whisper, with Kagome naked. “What the

fuck are they talking about with Kagome naked, damn pervert.”

 

Hiei spoke. “If it's possible they trust us less than we trust them.”

 

Yoko spoke. “I'd expect no less. I thought all of the tayjia were extinct at

this time. Never the less, in order to ensure Kagome is safe for the time being,

we should refrain from battle and see where this leads.”

 

After an hour or so they saw Miroku stand up with Kagome in his arms

bridal style and turn towards them. “We will be taking Kagome sama back to the

village. When she wakes we will go outside with her.”

 

Sango spoke glaring at all of them. “Until then you are not allowed to

enter the village, and if you try you will all be warded off.”

 

Yusuke frumped as they walked off. “Like they leave us with a choice.

Like we trust them. Like they trust us.”

 

Yoko spoke staring off at them. “While we wait, and this could take some

time in seeing her condition, you will learn to use your own youki.”

 

Kagome opened her eyes and was able to sit up. Doing so she noticed

Sango, Miroku, and Kilala in the room. Seeing Miroku nod at her it let her knew

that he knew that she was out of it, and he understood there would be no

closeness any longer. Sango broke the silence.

 

“Kagome chan- Uhm, Kagome. I see you are doing better. And figuring

that you might not want to hear us idly talk, are you feeling well enough to tell us

what happened?”

 

Kagome spoke noticing a selection of stew and raw meat available and

took the raw meat placing it in the stew. She was weak now, why not indulge in

the moment of weakness. She explained the story from the last time they had

seen her avoiding eye contact.

 

“…And then the three beat me down and poisoned me. When I woke up

again I had this bracelet on me. The crystal shows my mood like a mood ring -

different colors reflecting how I think. And the Rekai leader told me I was bound

to them, to him and I had to go back and to be honest I never wanted to go back

again a day in my life to the feudal era, here. Too many damn memories.

Anyway, I have to do what he says….And then I came back and nearly died

throwing up blood and the toddler didn't care…And then I almost had sex…And

when I was with Sesshomaru sama he…Then Hiei the hi youkai…And that's why

I can't trust them.” She sighed. “I wanted to kill myself for a while or just die in

battle, but what would that solve, so I'm here now. I never wanted you all to think

I was dead or that I didn't give a damn about you,” She gripped her fists. “but-“

 

Sango spoke. “-Kagome, there is no way in the world that we could ever

blame you, if you had come back or not. Youkai or ningen. And who says ice

and fire is forbidden anyways? Sure they extinguish each other but with you,

from what I've seen, they mix well enough. And you're still my sister Kagome,

and I completely understand how the past still haunts you and you know I do,

so,” Sango stood.” That's why I'll be the first to tell you to leave and not come-“

 

Miroku stood. “-Sango what in the name of kami sama has gotten into-“

 

Sango turned her back on them all. “-No Miroku I know what has to be

done. Please, leave Kagome.”

 

Kagome stood speaking before Miroku could. “All right.”

 

Sango spoke as Kagome left. “Miroku please replace your ofuda-“

 

“-Sango sama what is it! She just returns and you shun her, the only

family she has left in the world and I ask why when she truly needs someone the

most she is practically crying out for us and you rejected her! We were making-“

 

“-Houshii sama don't you think that I feel bad enough as it is! If we would

have kept her here or made it seem like we would always be there for her or

anything she would be torn apart! We can't be there for her now because of this

and we would be lying to try to console her when she needs us the most - Yes I

know she needs us the most but houshii sama we are ningen! In forty years we

are going to die and then she would be left alone again! And it would only be

hurting her worse!” Sango bit her lip. “So we can't Houshii sama or we would

hurt her unintentionally far more than we have now.” She walked outside

towards the post around the village for the ofudas. “Put the ofudas up Miroku,

even if it does hurt. She can't come back…”

 

Yoko stood seeing Kagome leave the hut. She was essentially healed,

just without her energy. But she still didn't seem right. That's when he heard the

last part from the tayjia. `She can't come back. She's not welcomed. We won't

let her back. Put the ofudas up now Houshii sama.'…Yoko was crushed even

thinking about it. `Kagome…'

 

Kagome walked off past them. She really was forbidden. A forbidden

piece of shit. A fire and ice bitch. A good for nothing scum of the earth that

should die- Should have been killed at before - never conceived but was sent to

this world to be a good for nothing hated wench. She heard Yusuke say they

had to go back, the last battle demolished the compact to contact Koenma with.

Well fuck all of them, once this was over she would find a way to get this bracelet

off, kill Koenma, and then be alone, where she deserved to be. She hated all of

them.

 

Hiei had heard everything that the slayer had said from the same point

Yoko had and knew that any progress that had been made with her was gone.

 

“Kagome…”

 

Exiting the well she spoke walking inside of the shrine. “I will be here

when we have to leave again.”

 

Yusuke sighed. “Fine. Hey,” he spoke as Kagome entered closing the

door. “do you guys really think Koenma needs to see me looking like this yet?”

 

Hiei spoke. “It's finally proven that youkai are more intelligent than ningen

with Yusuke.”

 

Yoko spoke sighing. “Get Keiko to cut your hair and put makeup on you

for the time being and get back to me when Koenma tells us how long we have

until we have to go back.”

 

“And how am I supposed to find you two?”

 

Hiei spoke. “Hn, you're a youkai now you can find us if we want you to.”

 

With Hiei gone Yusuke left to take the spare compact from his room and

contacted Koenma. Yoko had no place to go, and wanted just sit and think of

nothing. This was the first time since he cheated death that he could think as his

own enity, but he couldn't enjoy it solely for one reason as he made his decision

as he entered through the door to the Sunset Shrine.

 

Kagome had gotten out of the shower dressing herself. With her hair still

soaking wet not bothering to use fire to dry it she put on a tank top as she was

still wet and smelled Yoko in the house. She opened her drawer when she saw

Yoko enter.

 

“If you think that you're a worthless bitch that should have never been

born because the last family you thought you had casted you out. If you want to

fill yourself with hate and hate all of those around you because you think for

some reason you can't trust anyone for some reason,” Yoko stood directly in

front of her leaving her centimeters in between them. “ then you must have lost

too much blood, because I have never been anything but honest with you.” He

picked her up holding her up under her rear hand in her soaking wet hair as he

kissed her. “And I obviously don't give a damn about your past in that way,” He

kissed her again. “I want you.”

 

Kagome looked at Yoko and knew he meant it, but also knew that he

couldn't get a thing from her. She kissed him and pushed down on his shoulders

to get him to lay back on her bed.

 

Yoko looked at Kagome, on her side in his hold and realized it was the

first time that he had slept with a woman where he was the one in love desiring

more, and she wasn't the one that was being led on, he was. Of course, he had

no idea if she was leading him on or not. He had no idea of anything that was

going on in her head and it hurt him. He didn't deny it. He loved her and it tore

him up inside knowing that there was a strong possibility that she let him have

sex with her because it was the way for least confrontation. But he had no idea.

What was she thinking?

 

Yoko continued to look at Kagome staring off into the wall. She doesn't

know who to be, and everything seems tempting. Evil, cry, die, lie, hate. He

wondered how she felt as she lied next to him.

 

The only thing going through her mind was when she should get up out of

bed. Deciding there was no time like the present she got out of his hold and out

of the bed. Yoko sat up as she dressed.

 

“Where are you going.”

 

Kagome put a sports bra on then the black tank. “You can stay and sleep

if you're tired. No food in the house though.”

 

Yoko couldn't hide how hurt he was as she walked out of the room

dressed. “I hope you don't mean that, I pray you don't mean that.”

 

Kagome went out and took a walk. She had to get stronger to defeat

Muso, because if he was that powerful and he came from Naraku, then Naraku

had to be all the more powerful. Time for some good ole fashioned Makai kicking

lesser youkai in the ass and any one who came into her path. And there wouldn't

be a lack of them, she was forbidden. She laughed to herself as she went into

the portal. Wasn't hard to remember.

 

Hiei was glad that Koenma had given them a month off. He wondered

what Yusuke had said knowing the toddler wanted this over with as fast as

possible to cover his own ass some how. He spent his time in Makai, he was

going to get strong enough to kill that Muso yarou and then find a way to torture

him in hell. For according to Yoko, Kagome had been dead for a short while.

They weren't to tell her though, because they had no idea of what it would do to

her to, to find out that she was dead for who knows how long and for some

reason the grim reapers of the time didn't pick her soul up. If it was Botan, which

hew was guessing that it had to of been, he would have to thank her cheerful ass.

Killing another youkai that so happened to cross his path he noticed something,

someone in the distance.

 

He saw a small band of fairly powerful youkai surrounding Kagome

taunting her as they slowly attacked her. He also learned a new derogatory

comment that he dared not repeat. After a long while of dodging in a number of

different ways he saw her take the sword from one and encase it with ice killing

all but one who wielded a sword off then spent a while practicing blocking and

thrusting and every technique he figured she could think of then killed him. As

she tossed the sword aside he decided to speak.

 

“I doubt they even knew you were fooling with them the entire time.”

 

Kagome spoke not bothering to turn around, she walked towards a stream.

“Unlikely. Do you have a purpose for watching me or have you already killed all

of the youkai here that would temporarily satisfy you.”

 

“They're in hiding.”

 

“If you tag along with a forbidden child youkai are bound to show up.”

Kagome kept walking. “Practice.”

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Okay, so I was going to write a scene, but I only got two opinions sent to me, and since both went against each other I just decided not to write it. I figure if it was truly important to enough people they'd post their opinions, but it seems as if the readers of this story place pairings higher on the list then if the pairs end up getting something more from one another. Hmmm… Odd predicament isn't it?

 

Sorry about those who did ask for it to be scent to them, I just didn't write one. I know I said it wouldn't be in the next chapter, which is what this one is, but it just came up that way. The next time it comes up in the plot line and I find out that I can't avoid not writing one I will send it out. Thank you very much for your imput.

 

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