InuYasha Fan Fiction / Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ Regret and Choices ❯ Chapter 6 ( Chapter 6 )

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Chapter 6

Kagome was uncertain of just what had happened as she slowly opened her eyes and looked around her. Bright sunlight surrounded her as she sat up and took a deep breath, noting that the air was clear and clean like the Sengoku Jidai. It felt like home. Her heart felt a little lighter as she got up and scanned her surroundings. She was in a deeper part of Inuyasha's forest, further than she'd been in a long time.

Behind her the snapping of a twig had her turning to face the intruder and she gasped before throwing herself in to his waiting arms. “Inuyasha! I thought you were dead!” she cried as she hugged him tightly. Though she'd long ago grown out of her crush on the hanyou he was still like a brother figure to her and she loved him all the more like that.  He didn't say anything as he led her over to sit beside a tree and moved to sit beside her.

Behind her vines crept around the trunk of the tree and wrapped around her wrists, moving them above her head. Panic filled her as Inuyasha just watched. The terror she'd felt the day returned in full force as she was hauled up by her arms and hung suspended by vines. “Inuyasha, help!” she cried as she tried to call her power to her hands. More vines slithered up the base of the tree and pulled her legs apart baring her to him as she realizing suddenly that she was completely unclothed. Inuyasha got up and walked a few steps away and sat down in front of a tree to watch.

A somewhat thick vine wrapped around her throat as more vines attacked her vulnerable body. Teasing her nipples and 'licking' them. One vine drifted lower to her core and nuzzled it softly. Kagome gasped as the vine brushed her clit. “Please Inuyasha! Help me!” she begged, looking over to see him naked and holding his manhood in his hand, pumping it slowly as it became harder. Kagome was nearly desperate as horror filled her. There would be no rescue this time. Something was off with the whole scene, though Kagome was given little chance to think it over. In the feudal era Hiei was not here and would not be coming to her rescue. But still she screamed. “Hiei! Hiei help!”  A vine silenced her the same way it had before thrusting in to her mouth and throat.

“That's it Kagome, suck it for me as the other vines taint your body. Pleasure me with the sight of you cumming. I promise you'll enjoy it...” he said in a deep growl that sounded almost feral.

Kagome eyes darkened in fury as her mind screamed “Imposter!” She shivered as the vines continued to torment her virgin body with expert ease. The vine teasing her clit had begun its assault in earnest and as she struggled to fight the growing pleasure and disgust mounting inside her another vine had released a form of lubricant and was prodding her back entrance slowly as it worked its way inside.

Finally, with a sharp thrust, the vine was seated fully inside of her ass and without pause began thrusting in and out of her untried hole. Kagome screamed around the vine in her mouth as she climaxed despite the pain and at that moment a thick vine thrust itself up in to her core, tearing asunder her virginity.

The imposter Inuyasha eagerly pumped his shaft at the sight of her taking it in both holes and her mouth as she cried and screamed, watching him with shock and fury shining in her eyes. Standing slowly he moved closer to her as the vine withdrew from her dripping center. Positioning himself at her entrance he looked deeply in to her eyes as he thrust without pause in to her tight feminine core. The vine had only been a fraction of his girth and he felt a thrill of pleasure as her walls were stretched painfully to accommodate him. Kagome cried out as the counterfeit of her beloved friend violated her without care. He raised his eyes to hers and laughed even as he grunted in pleasure as he found his release.

Even though her eyes saw Inuyasha, her mind knew it was a lie. When the vines finally released her she collapsed into the waiting darkness of her shielded mind.

Kage frowned as he tried to find a flaw in her mental shields. There were none. The only thing he could find were her loudest and most open thoughts. Her inner mind was closed to him. Perhaps her dreams would give him the clue to break her...


Kagome was roughly awakened a short time later, by the feel of rough hands handling her body. Opening her eyes she met the citrine eyes of the imposter Inuyasha. “Does this face not please you?” He asked as he shifted to another form. Suddenly it was Sesshomaru who was violently thrusting inside her as his clawed hands held her in place. From his mouth came all sorts of insults as he tore away more of her light. Kagome understood then. The being who had taken her was a shape shifter using her memories to break her. However now that she knew it, she would not allow herself to be broken no matter whose face he wore. She retreated into her mental barriers while he did what he pleased to her.  

He laughed maliciously as he shifted to another form, one that he was certain would make her react. Naraku leered down at her as he continued to thrust into her abused and tormented form forcing her to yet another orgasm and trying to break her more. “Ah yes Kikyo, you feel so good,” he purred  as he thrust faster and harder into her. Her eyes had glazed over and he was growing angry at her lack of response.

Finally, with a growl, his face shifted to that of Hiei. “I loved you, you know,” he said in Hiei's voice. “But now that I've had you I have no further use for you. You are worthless now and no man alive would ever want a broken miko.” Kagome cried in her mind as his words washed over her, but inside she knew that Hiei didn't love her so it was all a lie. All of this was a lie.

Mercifully her body slipped in to unconsciousness and Kage let her fall to the rough floor. She was going to be a lot harder to break than he thought... As a creature of shadow, while he could create the sensation of being touched, he was unable to actually physically harm his victims. No, much to his displeasure the miko was still a virgin, though in her mind she had been violated, and that was enough to put a wicked smirk upon his lips. Her torture had only begun and he was far from finished with her. If taking her body wouldn't work he would try pain...



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Hiei stood with his other companions in front of the large mahogany desk of the pint sized ruler of the Reikai. He shook with rage as the diminutive demigod continued to yell at him. He had almost taken everything he could handle and the hand on his katana hilt tightened till his knuckles were white. Kurama noticed and stepped in front of the infuriated apparition. “With all due respect, do we really have time to do this now? This Kagome Higurashi could be dead or dying as we speak,” Kurama stated flatly, interrupting the demigod's tirade and likely sparing his life. Hiei tensed as he waited to hear what the ruler would say.

“Fortunately for her Kage is unable to physically harm his victims. He must rely on another with a corporeal body to act upon them for him. However that is no reason to get your hopes up. Nearly all of his victims committed suicide either while in his hands or after he released them, so Kagome's life may yet be in danger. His main objective as far as we can tell is to destroy the spirit and then brainwash them. Hiei, to the best of your knowledge, how likely is he to succeed in breaking her spirit?”

Though his heart ached horribly at the words, he spoke the truth. “Her mind is likely to break before her spirit.” One thing he loved about her was her unconquerable spirit, but it seemed likely it would kill her.

The small ruler hung his head, his words soft in understanding. “In your experience, how easy is it to heal the mind once broken?” he asked, cringing from the pain etched on the face of the Jaganshi.

“It is slim to impossible,” he said as he closed his eyes to distance himself from the words. The pain was killing him and he would be unable to help her if he couldn't think. No matter how personal this became, until it was over he had to think of it as any other mission. Behind him he felt the avatar do the same as much as he was able.  

“I'm sorry to have asked you Hiei, but you all have to be prepared for the possibility that Kagome has gone beyond your reach by now. You must retrieve her body at all costs, whether dead or alive. Though I hope for the best, truly there is little hope. Botan will transport you to Kage's domain. Remember that his illusions are flawless, so try not to lose sight of each other,” he said as Hiei walked from the room.

Yusuke hung back as the others followed the apparition, in order to address Koenma privately, without his usual amount of humor. “You had better hope that there is more than a chance for Kagome, because if she is a vegetable or a corpse, I don't think the Reikai will be standing tomorrow,” he informed the ruler with a shrug before turning to catch up with his teammates. Kurama was strangely silent and Hiei's rage was etched deeply into his eyes , shadowed only by pain. His youki was fluctuating dangerously and the dragon was adding to the energy Hiei was putting out. It was a good thing Hiei had the control he did or Yusuke wasn't even sure the Reikai would be standing now. Something big had occurred with the girl that had affected both of his teammates and friends and he was determined to find out what...

Asking at this point was like asking one of them to kill him, so Yusuke kept his thoughts to himself and instead pondered what he knew of the woman. She was beautiful; from her picture he could tell that, but there had to be something besides beauty, for Hiei was not one swayed by such things. Koenma had confided in him before his teammates arrived and so he knew a little about her background, but was that really enough to earn Hiei's attention to the point he was ready to tear Koenma apart and damn the consequences? Or Kurama's? What was it about this woman? She was a miko too. He didn't get it...

Kagome opened her eyes and was alarmed for a moment due to the warm body pressed close behind her. Looking down to the hands resting against her bare flesh she sighed in relief when she saw the bandages wrapping Hiei's arm, warding whatever was residing there. “Are you awake Koishii?” he asked her gently as he lifted himself up on to his elbow so he could look down at her.  Smiling up at him she lost herself in his crimson gaze. Oh she knew that he was an illusion, but even if this was as close as she ever got to her apparition, she'd take it. When she awoke she had not felt the pain she should have and realized that, just as she'd thought, it was all a lie.

“Hiei, make love to me,” she whispered, emboldened by the knowledge, before reaching up to grasp two handfuls of his hair and draw him down to her waiting lips. Once they made contact with her own she made love to his mouth with lips teeth and tongue. She was taking the lead and he allowed it…something that, instinctively, she knew the real Hiei would not. He was far too dominant for that. Shifting so he was now on his back Kagome kissed and nipped her way to his impressive manhood. She had been dying to try out some of the things she'd heard of but had never been given the chance. With a movement that had him gasping in shock Kagome 'swallowed' him whole and proceeded to lick him from base to tip, humming her approval.

He shuddered under her ministrations and, not for the first time, wished that he had a real form so he could take her as his own. With a mouth like hers he knew he'd never get tired of her. Perhaps he could convince her to repeat this encounter every time. He'd been planning to use Hiei's guise to cause her unbelievable pain but breaking her was not as fun as watching her give herself to him in the guise of her beloved. Dragging her teeth very gently along his shaft he cried out in pleasure as he grabbed her head and thrust into her mouth several times before cumming down her throat. She didn't hesitate to swallow him down and then moved to the end of the bed they'd woken on.

She was acting so unlike herself that she wanted to climb in a hole and never come out but seeing only Hiei there made her bolder in her actions and she reclined back so she could watch him as he watched her. Spreading her legs wide she used two fingers to hold her core open for him to see as she dipped a finger into her juices and lightly rubbed her clit with the moist digit. With her other hand she thrust two fingers in to herself while moaning his name. This is what you do to me Hiei, she thought, sending the thoughts and feelings through the mental link she had inadvertently discovered.

Nearly a mile away Hiei froze as his mind was assaulted with images so real that he was unsure that it wasn't him touching her. He saw himself watching her as she pleasured herself before him. Her mind was lucid and she was eagerly trying to please him. But he knew that he would never be able to withstand seeing her in such a state before pushing those fingers aside and fingering her till she came. Her sweet cries of ecstasy almost seemed to echo in his ears as his name slipped from her mouth.

No, that was not him who touched her, kissed her or was preparing to thrust himself deep into her eager sopping core. The thought that it was Kage had him enraged, until her thoughts drifted to him. If this is all I can ever have of you Hiei. I'll take it because I could never live never knowing your touch. Even if this is an illusion  it is of my creation and not his. Hiei I-I love you.  She thought as he pushed passed her virgin barrier and began to pound her in to oblivion. All the while she screamed his name.
Hiei was very glad that he'd gone ahead as he found a secluded place and unbuckled his belts letting his pants slide down his hips. With the images he kept seeing before his mental eyes he slowly pumped his shaft while hearing her cry out his name as orgasm after orgasm rippled through her. He could feel her pleasure though the link and he gave in to the sensations while he stroked himself in time to the pace his illusion set.

All  in all he was fairly disgusted at the audacity the being had in thinking that that was the extent of his prowess when pleasing a female. He could go hours and not get tired or spent. But this weakling had only thrust for ten minutes and already he was climaxing and completely spent. Hiei finished quickly and then washed his hands in the nearby river to dispose of the evidence. Now that his pants fit correctly he was ready to face the bastard and when he was dead he would teach Kagome that her illusions were just that. Once she had the real thing he knew she'd never long for the illusions again.

Kagome sank into slumber as she curled up to her illusion-created lover. Hiei, she thought before drifting away to a place where she and her lover would never be separated. With her mind linked to the Jagan and her own mental barriers she was locked up tighter than a drum and in her mind, her sanctuary, she cuddled close to Hiei, the one she knew, and cried.

^Just hold on a little longer I'm coming,^

Hiei assured her as he too reached for the connection the Jagan had made with her. It was not unlike the connection he had with Kurama, although the connection with Kagome ran far deeper. It seemed that the Jagan too had taken a liking to the beautiful miko, adding its own touch to the connection which enabled him to insert his full consciousness into a willing mind. That particular ability he had kept secret from everyone as there had been no need to utilize it until now.

Still a good couple of hours ahead of his team, Hiei sat down on the branch of a tall tree and, entrusting the Jagan to keep them both safe, allowed his consciousness to filter into her mind until he was standing within the walls of her innermost thoughts. Seeing her curled in on herself weeping bitterly, he moved to her side and drew her into his embrace. “Open your eyes Kagome,” he commanded softly as he waited for her to obey.

Kagome's cobalt eyes opened instantly as she looked up at the one sitting there holding her. “Hiei?” she asked, slightly confused as to how it seemed that he was there within her sanctuary. He nodded, keeping the stoic mask in place as she looked at him. She could feel his presence and knew it was really him. “How?” she began before he cut her off.

“My consciousness has merged with yours for the moment, but I can't stay here long. Don't let him win. He can't hurt you physically. We are coming for you and then you and I need to have a long talk.” His voice was harsh and short as he was trying to contain the urge to sweep her up into his arms tighter and kiss her breathless. He knew from her expression that he had hurt her with his tone but he could already feel her stirring and needed to leave before she fully awoke. “Remember that nothing here is as it seems,” he said a little more gently as he vanished.

Kagome woke with tears in her eyes. Would he tell her that her affection was misplaced and that she was a fool? The look in his eyes had said something different, but did she dare trust his words or his actions? He had held her so carefully, embracing her as he never had before. So which did she believe? Was he afraid like she was of the rejection she was so certain was coming? Or had he discovered her secret affection for him and was disgusted by it? She didn't think so, but the fire apparition was difficult to read. Even with all of the thoughts filling her mind she thrilled at the thought that he was coming to take her from this nightmare. Hiei was coming for her.     

Her tormentor felt a difference in her the moment he touched her. Something had occurred to give his toy hope, something that was not allowed to her. In retaliation he conjured up the most horrifying images that he had gleaned from her surface thoughts. It was not what he would have thought would hurt the young priestess, no, it was far too simple…but seemingly effective as he replayed the scene over and over for her, forcing her to watch as a woman baring striking resemblance to her took her 'Inuyasha' to hell. Over and over, showing her the pain etched in his golden eyes as he looked at her one last time before the earth swallowed him whole.  Then, altering the image he changed the face of her friend to that of her Hiei. Her sobs were like a symphony to his immaterial ears. And then, to his astonishment, the girl stood walked over to her turning lover and embraced him.

A pale blue light enveloped the two and when the light died the illusion was gone. Damn, he'd forgotten her powers. A scowl marred his shadowy face as he used his telekinesis and clamped chains down upon her wrists. Though he could not hurt her he could use objects of this world to restrain her. He had moved swiftly to seal her power and so she had not sensed him until the click of metal locking had rung in her ears. As he looked down in to her angry blue eyes he couldn't help but to smile.

If his illusions couldn't touch her then he would get to her rescuers. Oh yes, he knew they were coming. He'd sensed them hours ago when they’d entered his realm. He rubbed his hands together as he began to plot all of the illusions he would use to break them before her . His black eyes drifted to where she was bound to the wall and held there with thick chains. Kneeling there with her hair spilling all around her she looked so helpless and lovely that he had to shake himself from staring. Her soft pale skin was bare for any to see and her positioning left nothing hidden from view. The trap was set and now all he had to do was wait...

Hiei begrudgingly stopped to wait for his slower companions, knowing that he would not be enough to rescue his onna alone, a thought that made him boil with rage. It infuriated him to know that he had allowed her to fall into this mess because of his insecurities and pride. After all of the time he'd watched her and spoken with her, she had never rejected him and even now would never do so. Oh what a fool he had been, but after this he would never be so foolish. No, after this was over he'd take her for his mate and she would never leave his side again. She was his and it was time that she knew it.

Kurama was the first to catch up with him, though he could have kept pace with his friend all along had he desired. He had simply felt the apparitions desire to be alone and respected it. “Have you sensed her yet Hiei?” he asked softly, not knowing her state and not wanting to make Hiei angry.

The black haired youkai nodded once. “She is lucid,” he said flatly, though Kurama could tell that the relief in his eyes mirrored the other males.

“Shall we go get her ourselves then or wait for Yusuke?” he asked with a growl and a smirk. Hiei smirked slightly in return and in a blur of red and black both he and Kurama were gone.

The grey stone walls of the abandoned fortress loomed dark and foreboding as the two slipped inside, watching warily for trouble. Hiei barely flinched as Yusuke came up beside him and Kurama. “What's the plan?” he whispered under his breath at a pitch only those with youkai hearing would catch.
Hiei caught Kurama's eye and nodded slightly. “Keep up,” the red head whispered back as he and Hiei took off with the Mazoku on their heels.

When the fog closed in around them and their eyesight was limited to a few feet in front of them Hiei didn't slow his pace, but when he paused to relocate her he realized that his companions had not followed. He cursed low and under his breath. “Dammit.”

The only sounds in the empty air were mere whispers at best, so when a loud feminine moan reached his ears he nearly stumbled. His head snapped towards the direction of the sound and his body followed, creeping along the walls stealthily. As light finally spilled into the darkness and the fog, Hiei looked through a crack in the door and swallowed hard at what met his eyes. Trying to tell himself that it was an illusion was pointless as he watched with a twisting feeling of betrayal as the two youkai he called teammates pounded in to the small fragile form of his Kagome.

She was writhing and moaning, crying in horror as they sandwiched her between them, each filling her as she cried out in pain. In shock he watched as an illusion of himself joined in, planting himself in front of her face and roughly shoving himself in to her mouth and throat. He wanted to turn away then but the two others withdrew and pinned her arms and legs as his illusion took her violently while the others watched, laughing. It was sick and twisted and nothing like any of them would ever do. Kurama was honorable like himself and Yusuke was far above forcing himself on any onna. That thought alone stopped Hiei from lunging forward and lopping off two heads.

The illusion faded away and a shadowy form materialized. “You are smarter this time, Hiei. More guarded. You came for the girl but unfortunately she is mine now. Her every breath is mine. Her screams are exquisite as she screams your name, but soon she will fear everyone she knew. You can never win, Hiei,” Kage taunted as he lunged forward, raising a sword as he moved.

Hiei's eyes glowed with rage as he lunged into battle with the monster who had stolen what was his. Hiei style was to torture those unfortunate enough to earn his rage but this battle would be swift, leaving nothing to chance.

The battle was gruesome as Hiei attacked his foe without mercy, the blood spraying from his body until it covered most of the room. Broken furniture littered the ground and finally, after being disarmed, Kage sank to the floor against a wall, struggling to breathe.

Kurama and Yusuke watched in horror as Hiei battled a shadow, their eyes barely able to keep track of his movements. But what they could see was a young woman chained to a wall, her arms secured above her head as she knelt helplessly on the floor. She was crying and screaming Hiei's name. As the battle seemed to be ending two sets of eyes watched as their comrade knelt and placed his blade at the girl’s heart, the chains above her head breaking free as the glistening blade penetrated her chest.


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