InuYasha Fan Fiction / Yu Yu Hakusho Fan Fiction ❯ Salvation ❯ Locked inside ( Chapter 1 )

 

 

They have been there. This whole time. My silent emotions I've keep inside me. For no one to know. Yet today……..They've showed themselves again. The pain strikes me over again and again. Friends of mine have now become my death. One strong emotion rocks me. A emotion that just didn't appear I knew it was there a long time…….Hatred………….

 

 

*Pain*

 

The tears of love I gave for him meant nothing when it came to her. I was alone. No one could understand how I felt. To love someone yet……You knew they would never love you back.

 

*Hatred*

 

I hated her. I hated her for everything she was. I hated her because she was *me* another part of me. She stole what I hoped to have to took everything I wanted. Yet it is funny I hate her so because I know she is *me*.

 

*Ironic*

 

My soul cried out for the piece that I am. I was weak and of no use. They left me, because I was nothing. I am useless. I've been called that so many times now. I have begun to believe. She is everything I'm not yet isn't it ironic that we have the same soul. We are different. Yet we are the same. I'm not her and she isn't me, but she still is *me* in another form. In another way we are the same.

 

*Confusion*

 

But yet if we are the same why does he choose her still. Why did they choose her over me? I am lost…..If we are the same…………..Then why do we feel so different. We look they same. Yet we feel no connection. Her heart is cold while mine is on the verge of coldness that surrounds her. If I am truly her why am I so alone? If I am truly her then why is there no connection through our soul. Is it true? Am I really her or do people only think I am? If I am not her then who am I?

 

*Laughter*

 

Of course I am her! Nothing but a weak copy no more no less. I am such a fool. How could I not be! I will never be nothing more then a copy…………I am cursed to be nothing more then 2nd best. Nothing more. And nothing less.

 

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My body was soaring. Through the black abyss.

 

*This is death*

 

A smile graced my lips as I looked at the swirling colors of pink blue and lavender ahead of my. A body laid floating in the swirls of slower.

 

~*Do you wish to become stronger?*~

 

*Yes.*

 

~*Do you want revenge on those who killed you?*~

 

*Yes.*

 

~*Do you want to destroy her?*~

 

*Yes.*

 

A laughter came from nowhere but seemed to be everywhere.

 

~*Wish granted young one. Welcome to Princess.*~

 

*What do you mean?*

 

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