InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ A Collection Of Song Fics ❯ Inuyasha's Confession ( Chapter 1 )

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Inuyasha's Confession

By: IsisTheEgyptianGoddess

Song: My Immortal By: Evanescence

"Oh Inuyasha!!! SIT!!!"

Inuyasha face planted into the ground.

"Inuyasha," Kagome was crying now, "I can't stand this anymore. If you love Kikyou, please just tell me! Don't toy with my emotions anymore."

"Kagome," Inuyasha began

"No! You listen, I can't take this anymore! You understand? No more! You obviously don't need me so go get your corpse to hunt down the rest of the shards!"

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

Kagome ran off and jumped into the well. Inuyasha ran and looked into it. She wasn't coming back. She really wasn't coming back, and it was all his fault. What Kagome didn't know, was Inuyasha had gone to tell Kikyou he wasn't going to hell with her. She was at peace, and all he wanted to do was hold Kagome, to love her forever. But now, now she was gone.

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

Inuyasha began to do something he'd never done before in his life, he began to cry.

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

*Later That Night*

Inuyasha sat in a tree looking down at the well; he'd ignored calls from Sango, Miroku, and Shippo to come back to the village. He'd tried to get through the well, but it seemed Kagome had blocked him somehow, and he couldn't get through to tell her anything. Especially the most important thing, he loved her. Against his will, Inuyasha fell asleep.

*Dream*

A reel played in his mind, Kagome studying for those stupid test things, all the good times, her face when he saved her, when he'd first gone back to Kikyou. The dream ended with him invisible looking through the window at her time. She was in her bed crying calling out to him.

*End of Dream*

You used to captivate me
By your resonating mind
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me

Inuyasha woke up crying again. Why did this hurt so much? Stupid girl, why did she have to leave? No, Kagome wasn't stupid at all, she was smart, smart to leave him and find someone who'd tell her he loved her every day. And prove how special she was. Something he could never do because of his stubborn pride.

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me

*The next day*

Inuyasha was still by the well, in his tree. She was really not coming back was she? Not this time.

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

He jumped down form his tree and gave the well one last look before he turned. Suddenly he smelled a very familiar scent. No! It couldn't be…

Kagome jumped out of the well and gave him a familiar smile though this time it seemed forced.

"Inuyasha,"

Inuyasha ran up to her and put a finger to her lips,

"No, let me talk Kagome. All this time, I've thought I loved Kikyou." Kagome's eyes started to tear up, but she let him talk

"But it's been you. You were the first person to like me for me, not what I could become. You didn't see me as Inuyasha the youkai, Inuyasha the human, or even Inuyasha the hanyou, you saw me for me, just Inuyasha. You deserved someone who would love you and cherish you for all time, show you how special and important you really are. Kagome, I haven't even come close to doing that, but now, all I ask is that you let me try."

Kagome was openly crying now, "But what about Kikyou?"

Inuyasha shook his head, "Kikyou is dead, nothing more then a memory. I don't think we were in love even when she was alive. But Kagome, she is at rest, and I, I love you." He turned, he couldn't bear to see her reaction after the way he'd treated her all this time, she'd probably leave again.

"Inuyasha?" she walked around to be in front of him and she touched his cheek. He leaned into her hand and looked into her eyes hopefully.

"Inuyasha, I love you too."

Inuyasha was shocked, "After all I've said, after all I've done you… forgive me?"

Kagome gave him a wet teary smile but this time it was real, "Love means you cherish that person, and forgive them no matter what. I do love you Inuyasha, forever and always."

With that they shared their first kiss.

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me