InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ A love like no other ❯ The Known Love ( Chapter 12 )

 

 

THIS IS IT!! this is actually the last chapter to this story, well.. maybe.. , i no i didnt update for sooooo long, but thats cause i just didnt have to drive to do it, i love all of you who reviewed, you made me finish it, i no im not that good of a writer, but you made me think i was, if only for a few moments, without your reviews, i wouldnt have bothered to finish. Now i no that i didnt say the people that reviewed, but i find that if you say one, you have to say them all, and im pretty sure, that in the end, id forget someone.. soooooo im just saying it in general.. thanks!!

 

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(From last ch)-"What the hell do you think your doing" he yelled as he smacked her, "I'm going to make you love me, right here right now, bitch, you'll be calling for me the whole time, and if you don't, then you'll wish you'd have killed yourself before 'love'" he told her as he ripped off her cloths and crashed his lips upon her in a forced way.

'Why fight it, maybe I'll get lucky and he'll kill me, god knows I want it....' she thought as he began the same treatment as before.

 

*****The Known Love**********

 

She woke in the morning, her body raw and sore, she prayed for something to take the pain away. Anything, but most of all, she prayed for death. 'What do I have to live for now anyways? It would be simpler if he would just let me die.. ' He, Him, the man that destroyed her life, the man that "loved her".. yeah right.. As she started to think about what had happened, she realized where she was. She was in his bedroom, in his bed, in his arms, and the thought disgusted her. It disgusted her that he touched her, that he kept her from Inuyasha , her friends, and her home, mostly the family that lived in said home. "Sesshomaru?" She asked, knowing he was awake, and most likely had been for sometime, it wasn't like him to sleep in.

 

"Yes my love?" He responded, kissing the top of her forehead in an act of love.

 

His voice made her quiver, and the kiss, as innocent as it might have been, was vile. "Sesshomaru.. I... I was wondering.. could I maybe go home to see my family?"

 

"I am your family now, you need no others"

 

"I.. I know, but I miss them.. and I was just wondering if I could go see them, just for a day or two.. please?"

 

"What do I get in return for letting you go to see them, hmm?"

 

"Anything.. " she retorted in a whisper.

 

"Anything? Well.. I will allow you to go, but only if I can go with you, I wouldn't want you to run off on the first chance you got, now would I"

 

"No my lord, I accept your terms.. I'll.. I'll do whatever you want... "

 

"You've said that before, how do I know if you mean that, or if you're just saying that, how can I trust your word now?"

 

"I.. I don't know, but.. I'll do what ever it takes... please.. I beg you.. let me go to my family one last time.. " she asked, as tears begin to make their way down her face.

 

"I will consider it, but do not cross me, for if you do, then there will be no way you will ever leave my side, is that understood?" he said with a look of power in his eyes.

 

"When will you have an answer for me?"

 

"I will have reached my answer by the end of the day, now then, I will show you the way to the bathing area, I wish for you to clean yourself." he told her as he gently picked her up. "You will alright with out me I assume"

 

"Yes my lord, I will be fine" she replied gingerly as he let her down.

"I also trust you know your way back. I have some important things I must see too" he informed her as he left.

 

"Yes my lord, I remember, I'll be fine" her whispers falling on deaf ears. 'Now all I have to do is think of a way to get away from him. Wait.. if I go home, he wont be able to follow.. I'll be free!!' As the thoughts of her impending freedom enclosed her mind, she felt a slight almost lightness to her heart, she was going, for good.

 

*****3 Days later**********

 

'I can't believe I'm actually going home.. I'm so happy.. I wont be able to come back though. Inuyasha.. I'm sorry, but I can't risk him finding me..' Kagome thought, as the arrived in Inuyasha's forest. She had told him that she had to make a stop at the old well so she could "gather" her bearings and show him which way her home was. As they stopped traveling, she made her over to the well, she turned around and took one last look around. When she saw Sesshomaru, standing off to the side, she gave him a quick smile, took show everything was fine, when she saw him nod, she knew it was time. she turned, faced the well, glanced at Sesshomaru, and with a smirk on her face, jumped. She saw the blue light around her, and moments later, felt her feet hit the ground. She was alone, and finally, home.

 

As tears started pouring down from her eyes, she climbed out of the well, she ran to her house, then into the kitchen. There, she found her mother hunched over the stove, just like always. "Mom.. is.. is it really you.. "

 

"Ka.. Kagome.. Oh my god!! Kagome.. I missed you soo much... where have you been. I've been so worried, oh my dear Kagome.. " her mother said, and tears began to well in her own eyes. It was at that moment that both her brother and her grandfather came into the room.

 

"Kagome!! Your home" her brother shouted with joy as he ran to her.

 

"Kagome.. your back.. just when I had the best illness.." her grandfather said...

 

'"Mom.. can we go and talk.. there are somethings.. that I think I need to tell you" Kagome told her mother as they headed for her room.

 

*****3 hours later*********

 

As she looked at her mother, she could tell she was in shock. Kagome had just told her what she had gone threw, and what she still had to do, go back.. She had a mission to fulfill, and she was going to see it done. She had to say goodbye.. goodbye to her friends, family, herself..

 

"Kagome, you cant possibly be thinking about going back" her mother asked, concered about the look in her only daughters eyes.

 

"I have to, I'm sorry, but I can't live here, I can't go on knowing what I've done.. When I go back, I wont be returning, I'm sorry, mom, but its just not who I am anymore"

 

"What do you mean, not who you are, Kagome, you belong here, safe, with your friends and family. Not who you are.. you are you, and this is where you belong.. please.. don't leave me again.. Kagome.. your the only daughter I have, I can't stand the fact that this might be the last time I see you. Please, stay, if only for a short time, just so I can have the memory of you.. " her mother begged as tears began to stream down her face. Soon her tears were accompanied by small sobs. As the wrecked her body, she pulled Kagome into a strong motherly embrace.

 

Just like her mother, Kagome had also broken down into tears. "Alright.. I'll stay, for a little while, but can you let me go? I'd really like a long bath, and a good nights sleep."

 

*****Dream**********

 

"I'm running? But why? Where am I going.. Inuyasha, are you here?"

 

"Kagome.. I've missed you, please, don't leave me again"

 

"No.. I wont, not now, not ever"

 

*****End Dream*******

 

"Kagome... wake up.. "

 

"Inu.. yasha... is it you.. is it.. " she asked, slightly groggy.

 

"Yeah.. its me.. Oh thank god your back.. I thought I would never see you again.. Oh Kagome.. I have to tell you something, something I should have told you weeks ago.. but.. "

 

"What is it Inuyasha.. I mean, what it is, it can be that bad.. "

 

"Well.. you remember when Sesshomaru tried to kill me.. well do you recall what you said.. "

 

"I.. "

 

*****Flashback*********

 

"No no no Inuyasha please open your eyes please, look at me your not dead, you can't be dead just open your eyes please" Kagome whispered as she crawled to him and knelt next to him covering his soon to be lifeless body with hers. "Don't worry you wont be alone for long, I love you and I be seeing you soon ok?"

 

*****End Flashback*******

 

"I said that I loved you, and i still do, nothing could ever change how I feel for you, Inuyasha, your what kept me alive, your the light at the end of my tunnel, I'm just so glad to be home, with the people i love, the people that hold my heart in the palm of there hands. Now Inuyasha.. please.. tell me we don't have to go back.. please.. I don't think I can, I'm not strong enough to try to face him again.. "She pegged, tears, streaming down her face as her cries fell on deaf ears.

 

"Shhhh.. Shhh calm down Kagome, we have to go back, you know that, we still have to defeat Naraku, gather the rest of the shards, and... Kagome.. please don't leave me, I couldn't stand it before, I know you didn't want to go, I know it killed you to be there, with him, and I'm sorry I couldn't save you, I'm sorry I wasn't strong enough to save you.. I'm soo sorry.. please forgive me.. Kagome.. I love you.. I'm so sorry.. "

 

"Inuyasha.. can we just stay here.. like this.. if only for a little while.. please.. "

 

"We can do anything..."

 

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