InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ A Mother's Undying Love ❯ A Mother's Undying Love ( One-Shot )
[ P - Pre-Teen ]
~ A Mother's Undying Love ~
My little boy how you've changed from my sweet, gentle, innocent child to a confused young man with a heart hardened by pain. I can't help but blame myself as I watch over you in this world of spirits. I couldn't be there to protect you; I couldn't be there to soothe you. I long to embrace you like I used to but the fates are unkind. I wish I could have been there to stop the pain that you suffered. I wish I could hold you close to my heart and show you that you will always be loved.
I smile as I remember how you would pick flowers for me, how you would purr when I rubbed your adorable ears, and how you hated to disappoint me in anyway. You would work hard on your studies for me even though I knew you hated them. You always hated it when I cried and would always did your best to make my tears stop.
Then my heart aches as I remember how they treated you even when I was alive. They mocked you and being so innocent in your naivete, you never knew it. I will never forget the day when you ran to me and asked what a half-breed was. All I was able to do was to hold you and let the tears roll freely down my cheeks and then splatter on to the cold, hard ground until you wiped my tears away clumsily with your little hands. My heart was breaking wondering how they could treat a gentle little boy as if he were a monster. But the only monsters I saw were the things that tormented an innocent child because of what he is and not how he acts.
I watched you grow even after I passed on into the land of the dead, I never wanted to leave you especially at such a young age. I saw how the villagers chased you out of the only home you ever knew. I watched as you had to teach yourself to hunt or starve to death, watched as every time you entered a village they called you cruel names threw stones at you and beat you and chased you away. I also watched as you were also treated horribly by the demons, I watched as they chased you trying to kill you. And I was helpless to do anything but watch. Watch as my innocent little boy lost his childhood innocents as he learned life's cruelest lessons on his own.
Then you met her a beautiful young priestess. She seemed to be one of the few special people that are not so rash in their judgement of others. She seemed to be one who would love you for what you are. And I was happy for you, until she asked you to become human so that she would have a normal life, then I realized she only wanted you for who you could be. But being the love starved boy that you were you didn't care you trusted her and loved her you would do anything to make her happy, even if you did not want to become a human you would do it if it meant you could keep her love.
Then she betrayed you sealing you to a tree for fifty years. I watched over you saddened to see your sleeping form knowing that I may never see my baby again moving free through his forest has if he didn't have a care in the world, it felt as if a dagger had been plunged into my heart. But then she came and saved you.
Now you have friends including the girl that set you free, and my soul is happy to see you with these people who love you. The young girl Kagome seems to love you most of all and wants to heal your unseen wounds, mend your tattered soul, and repair your broken heart. And always remember you are always loved my Inuyasha.
I trust you Kagome to care for him show him the tender love that he deserves. Be there for him because I cannot. Love him and cherish him for who he is not what he could be. Please Kagome take care of my beloved little boy.
I do not claim ownership of Inuyasha. Inuyasha belong to the wonderful Rumiko Takahashi and I thank her for her wonderful characters.
This is my firstfanfic and hopefully not the last. Please review and let me know how you like it, thank you.