InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ A New Life ❯ A Mistake ( Chapter 5 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]
A Mistake
Sesshomaru’s youkai blood consumed him as his lips finally met with hers. It was an almost desperate kiss until his youkai blood calmed down and his rational mind took over where he continued the kiss but with more finasse and passion.
He grasped Kagome’s waist with his right arm damning Inuyasha that he did not have his left one, he pulled her closer to himself until she was pressed up against him. He could feel her nipples harden through her clothes and could smell the arousal and lust radiating off of her. Sesshomaru ran his tongue across her bottom lip silently asking for entrance to ravish her caverns. Kagome shyly opened her mouth further letting his tongue immediately enter and battle for dominance against her tongue, Sesshomaru winning.
Kagome groaned into the kiss wandering if she could get any closer to the beautiful demon that seemed as another person than the cold emotionless Taiyoukai. Kagome reluctantly pushed against Sesshomaru’s chest trying to release herself or she might faint from lack of air to breathe. Both Kagome and Sesshomaru were panting once Sesshomaru released her lips holding Kagome up with his arm still around her waist while she leaned on his chest with her arms still wrapped around his neck where they had somehow ended up.
‘What just happened?’ Kagome asked herself.
‘Why did I kiss her?’ Sesshomaru wondered to himself.
‘No, I..I,’ Sesshomaru faltered trying to come up with an excuse to tell himself that he did not want to kiss a ningen.
“Release me, miko” Sesshomaru gruffly commanded, startling Kagome from her thoughts.
“Wha..What?” Kagome pulled back from Sesshomaru until she was able to look up into his golden eyes that were staring down at her in disgust. Sesshomaru turned around intending to exit her room when a small hand grasped around his wrist stopping him in his tracks.
“Release me, wench” he growled pulling his wrist back.
“Why did you kiss me then act as if it meant nothing to you?” Kagome asked getting angry with eyes seemingly flashing red.
“Do not think nothing of it” he said as he turned facing Kagome with red spilling into his eyes.
“But..” Kagome started but was interrupted by his angry voice.
“You are confined to your room until I deem otherwise, wench!” he pulled his hand forcefully from Kagome’s grasp and left from the room.
Kagome collapsed onto her bed finally registering what Sesshomaru had done to her then denied that he didn’t want anything to do with her. Tears began trailing down her cheeks in sadness as she once again thought of how she will only be used as a tool for everyone to use then throw away without a second thought. Once more she thought of the possibility that she should just end her life and be over with it instead of suffering over and over again and be rid of the curse that she had to locate the rest of the Jewel fragments. She sobbed for a long while until she fell asleep on her bed curled up into a ball with her face streaked with red marks that her tears had left behind.
Meanwhile Sesshomaru had exited Kagome’s room but when he heard her crying he stopped walking back to his study and listened to the girl talk out loud to herself.
“I will only be used as a tool,” she said between sobs of grief and sadness. Sesshomaru felt a stab of guilt at having made her think so low of herself. Then he released the feeling as if it was burning him from the inside, becoming angry once again at her insolence. Through the two long hours that he heard Kagome crying and talking to herself he began coming back to the feeling of grief not being able to disperse of the annoying emotion. He sighed in relief when she stopped her crying making him wonder if she had fallen asleep.
Why in Hell did you do that?’ his blood beast demanded, furious.
‘I did nothing.’
Yeah right! You broke her heart a second time!’
‘Like I care, she is only a ningen wench.’
You do care!’
‘Silence!’
Iie, admit your real feelings; quit hiding behind your mask!’
‘Leave!’
Admit it!’
‘Leave!’ Sesshomaru’s eyes began bleeding red.
Fine, but I’ll be back!’ his conscious left making Sesshomaru sigh in frustration.