InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ A Perpetual Love ❯ How it all began ( Chapter 1 )

Disclaimer: I wish I owned Inuyasha!!! HAHA EVERYTHING WOULD GO MY WAY!!!! WEEEEEEEEEEE!! But sadly, I don't.

 

Now here is the story, hope ya like it ^^

 

It all started like this:

 

“You're getting me too many things. Lately, you're all I need. You smiled at me and said: `Don't get me wrong, I love you, but does that mean I have to meet your father?' When we are older you will understand what I meant when I said: `No, I don't think life is quite that simple.' When you walk away, you don't hear me say `Please, oh baby, don't go…' Simple and Clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight. It's hard to let it go. Hold me whatever lies beyond this morning is a little later on. Regardless of warnings the future doesn't scare me at all. Nothing's like before.”

 

Kagome was listening to her CD player in the Feudal Era. She was sitting in a hut in Kaede's village. Kagome was singing one of her favorite songs by Utada Hikaru, `Simple and Clean'. She was singing it out loud, and was quite good at singing. Inuyasha walked in, and, being Inuyasha, he didn't realize that Kagome's singing wasn't directed toward him. It wasn't directed towards anybody, she was just singing. But of course he didn't know that. And it just so happens that he walked in right before Kagome was singing the part that begins at `Hold me' and he thought it was directed towards him. After he had heard it until `Nothing's like before', he went over and held Kagome. She was very confused. But as soon as he held her, she turned off the CD player and took off the headphones without him noticing. She cherished the moment, Inuyasha's soft embrace. She was pretty sure she had a face of crimson. Although she still had absolutely no idea why he had randomly sat down and held her. But she loved it, and she wanted this to never end. She didn't know what to do…being so confused. So she waited for him to say something.

 

“Kagome….you know how much I care about you, right?” Inuyasha said with a warm, gentle voice that made her heart positively melt.

 

“I don't know Inuyasha….I mean, you're always treating me like a jewel detector…but I'm very glad that isn't the case right now….”

 

“Well, I mean, you DO detect jewels…but I'm not THAT mean, am I? I don't ALWAYS treat you like a jewel detector. But I don't mean that that's all you are! Because you mean so much to me!!”

 

“But Inuyasha, it seems as if I have no meaning!!” Kagome threw her arms around his neck and started crying. Inuyasha was beginning to feel really bad…a woman he cared so much about, suffering because of him. Why did she have to do this? But then again, he had treated her pretty badly sometimes. He treated her as if she WAS worthless. Something that could be easily replaced. Or something that would eventually become outdated, like some old form of technology. But he truly knew that she was more than that to him. She was important, and he was beginning to think that he may be in love with her. But just as he was thinking that, he thought a little about Kikyo. The woman he formerly loved. Wait…he just said he FORMERLY loved her. Of course he still loved her, and he would never forget all those good memories. But then he thought of memories that he had formed with Kagome. How happy she made him, how she made him smile. How she was always cheerful. She always managed a smile on her face. And she was beautiful. Much more beautiful than Kikyo. WHAT DID HE JUST SAY!? Now he's going crazy, he was sure of it. But then again…he thought of his memories with Kikyo. They were mostly very sad memories. And she never made him laugh. Not once. And she barely made him smile. And since her resurrection, he was always sad around her. She was so greedy, trying to pull him into hell. Yup, he is definitely going insane. He has never thought anything like this before.

 

“Inuyasha?” Kagome wondered why it took him so long to speak.

 

“Oh sorry…I was thinking…”

 

“About what?” She was now wiping tears from her eyes, but still more continued to fall.

 

“Nothing.”

 

“Don't hide things from me! I really care…and I just wanna know…why can't you tell me? Is it about Kikyo?” She had a really painful expression on her face.

 

“………partially….”

 

Now Kagome just looked like she wanted to die. Why did all the good moments have to be ruined? And it was all because of Kikyo!! It's always `Kikyo this', or `Kikyo that', or `I love Kikyo so God damn much!!' Kagome couldn't take it anymore. She had had enough.

 

“INUYASHA I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!” And with that she stormed out of hut. Inuyasha thought she might be jealous, but he wasn't positive. But why? Why was she always jealous? It wasn't fair to him…..but then again, it wasn't fair that he got jealous over that stupid wolf. HE JUST SAID HE WAS JEALOUS! Is he in love with her?? I'm thinking so differently…Do I love Kagome? Ah…Kagome….that precious name….that was all he was thinking. But he could never admit to Kagome that he loved her, even if he did. For that would mean that if she loved him, she would admit it as well, and then would never be able to resist being with her. And then he would break his promise of going to hell with Kikyo. How I long to be with Kagome… Why is he getting these random thoughts!? He's never been like this before; he's just thinking this today. Maybe something was wrong with him? But why was he thinking so negatively about this? It's not a bad thing. I should go to her…she left crying. And it's all my fault. But she did say that she felt useless. So she can't be jealous of Kikyo. She doesn't love me…or does she?