InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ A Sorrow Filled Love ❯ Winds Of Love ( Chapter 16 )

A/N: Hey you guys I'm updating again and I've decided that the next chapter will be the end to this fic but don't freak out their will be a sequel coming soon and I will tell everybody the name of that fic next chapter. This chapter has no lemon but some lime and some fluff, which for me is rare in my fics because I don't like having too much fluff or it will seem unrealistic. Enjoy!!!

 

Disclaimer: I don't and sadly will never own Inuyasha.

 

Warning: Some lime and fluff but that's about it.

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Chapter 16: Winds Of Love

 

 

 

Inuyasha awoke to the feel of soft warmth pressed up against his body. He lazily opened his eyes and glanced around at his surroundings. From where he lay he could see that he was lying in a dark cave like room and the suns rays where starting to seep into the darkness of the cave. He lifted his head and found that he was held down by someone's tight grip on him. He looked and gasped in surprise, seeing Sango lying beneath him, her face a picture of peace.

`This has to be a dream; did all of that really happen last night? Did I really make her mine?'

Inuyasha asked himself, while he hesitantly glanced down at her neck. He was disappointed to find that her milky white skin was untouched.

`Why didn't I mark her last night?'

Then it came back to him why he hadn't, because it was the night of the new moon and he was human.

Inuyasha quietly moved out of Sango's embrace and stood up over her, gazing down at her sleeping face.

`She's so beautiful….'

Inuyasha let his thoughts drift back to last night and he closed his eyes remembering the sweet taste of her on his tongue and the feel of him inside of her.

Suddenly Sango shifted in her sleep and started to groggily wake. Inuyasha started to panic and quickly ran out of the cave not ready to face her.

`Might as well get my clothes and her weapons.'

He said to himself and then bounded of into the trees.

`I can't believe she's finally mine, I finally have someone that would never leave me or betray me, at least I think…'

Inuyasha pondered the subject but decided that Sango would never do that.

`But then again, Kagome would have never betrayed me and she would have stayed with me forever, but she was too much like Kikyou, the only reason I think I had feelings for her was because I wasn't over Kikyou yet and she was like her in so many ways…'

Inuyasha finally reached the clearing where his clothes lay and Sango's armor. He quickly got dressed and picked up Sango's things and went in search for a river to wash himself off in.

`I need to hurry; I hope Sango doesn't think I abandoned her…'

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Just as that thought ran through Inuyasha's mind, back in the cave Sango awoke with a smile playing on her lips. She stretched her sore limbs and sat up looking around her.

`Where's Inuyasha?'

She slowly got to her feet, wincing at the sharp pain between her legs, which was caused by her movements.

She looked around her, and spotting her slayer's suit, she grabbed it and headed outside. Once she walked out of the cave she paused, letting the suns warm rays warm her sore body; and then she looked around at her surroundings and found a small spring nearby. She sighed in relief and headed for the spring. Once she was at its banks she put her slayer suit on the soft grass and waded into the cool water. After she washed the dried blood from her thighs and rinsed her face off, she got out of the water and slipped the thin slayer suit over her shivering body. Once she was done, she walked over to a near by tree, leaning her sore body against its rough bark.

`I can't believe I did that last night…' she thought stunned.

Images of the night before kept flashing into her mind and she couldn't help but blush at the things that she let him do to her.

`But it felt so good…it felt like I belonged with him, like we were destined to be together.'

Sango chuckled at her own irony. She peered at the sky, combing her fingers through her drying hair, she thought of last night and of the future.

`I wonder, was all of that for one night, has he abandoned me after he got what he wanted from me?'

She thought, her eyes narrowing in suspicion. She let one of her hands lay atop her flat stomach and she thought of what their coupling might have caused.

`I can't have a child, not now, I still have to defeat Naraku and get my revenge, before I can settle down.'

Panic started to cut through her like a knife at the prospect of her being pregnant and not being there to raise it.

`If I am with a child then I…I don't know what I will do…I can't fight at my best, when I'm worrying about things like that. And now that we have received this message from that youkai there has to be trouble heading our way.'

Sango sighed in exasperation.

“Why can't we ever have a moments peace, first it's Naraku with his evil plots and now it's an unknown enemy that we don't know anything about. And we haven't even gotten into the fact that Sesshoumaru would rather kill himself then let his half brother enter his lands.”

Sango sighed again and looked down at her stomach; she rubbed it lovingly with her trembling hand. Then she shook her head and scolded herself.

`You idiot you can't get attached to something you can't have! I don't even know if I am pregnant.'

She finally got to her feet, not wanting to dwell on her present problems, and headed back to the cave hoping to see Inuyasha there. Once she reached the cave again she hesitantly took a step inside.

`What if…' she started to think but stopped her self and put up a strong and determined face and walked into the cave confidently, all the while shaking inside out of fear.

Once she reached the small room in the cave that they had been in the night before she slumped in disappointment not to find Inuyasha there waiting for her.

`Where is he?' she asked herself worriedly.

Just then she heard a small sound come from behind her and she quickly spun around, her instincts on full alert. When she saw Inuyasha standing there she relaxed and breathed a sigh of relief.

“Where did you go?” She asked him trying to break the awkward silence that had settled over them.

“Uh…just to think and pick up our things we left behind… last night.” He whispered

Looking down on the ground in front of him she saw her mask and her pink armor. She quickly picked them up and started to put them back on over her slayer suit.

“I think we should be heading back, Kagome and the others must be worried sick by now.”

“If they wanted to find us they would've with this Oborozuki guy's help, he has the same great sense of smell as I do.” Inuyasha said matter-of-factly

“Oh.”

Sango looked back down at her fingers that where working on strapping her armor back on.

“What are you doing?”

Sango looked back up at Inuyasha and then looked back down at her hands.

“Isn't it obvious, I'm getting my armor on so we can start heading back to the group.”

“I think we should talk about what happened last night first.”

Sango sighed and, dropping her hands to her sides, she looked back up at Inuyasha in exasperation.

“What exactly is there to talk about? What happened last night… it can't happen again until Naraku is gone.” Sango said.

“It doesn't sound like you really think that's for the best.” Inuyasha said catching the uncertainty in her voice.

Sango sighed and turned her back to Inuyasha, not wanting to look at his beautiful face anymore.

“I truly…enjoyed what we did last night, but even from last nights coupling I might be with a child. I…we…can't have that now. Or at least not until my children will be safe from Naraku, and that wont happen until he is dead.” She explained.

“Sango…what if you're with a pup now?” Inuyasha asked

“I…I don't know what I would do. I guess I would have to kill it before I can get too attached to it, Kaede has told me and Kagome both, the herbs needed to accomplish this and it is painless.” She explained, wincing when she heard his sharp intake of breath.

She heard a growl come from behind her and before she could even think she was whirled around by Inuyasha and pulled against his hard body.

“You will not kill our pup, I don't care what your reasons are, but I will not allow it.” Inuyasha growled warningly, his eyes flashing.

Sango tore herself from him and backed away from him, her own eyes flashing in anger.

“Don't think that what happened last night gives you the right to tell me what I can and can't do, this is why I was unwilling to give myself to you. I knew you would act like this! I'm not your possession to be bossed around like a child! I am a Taijiya! I kill demons for a living; killing Naraku comes before anything else in my life! You knew that before any of this ever happened so I'd expect that you would respect that, no?” Sango snarled.

A small frown began to form at the corners of his mouth and his ears flattened against his skull in irritation. He lowered his head, his curtain of silvery hair hiding his troubled expression.

“Do you really feel that way Sango?”

Sango stood in front of him, her chest rising and falling rapidly with her heavy breathing, and she wiped her eyes in a futile attempt to keep her tears at bay.

“Hai.”

“Sorry.” Inuyasha whispered inaudibly.

Sango tilted her head in confusion.

“What?” She asked suspiciously.

“I'm sorry. I know I shouldn't treat you like that but my instincts take over me. I feel like if you're in danger or if you got hurt, if…I couldn't help you I would die inside…” Inuyasha said

Sango immediately felt guilty for what she had said earlier and slowly went back to Inuyasha and hugged him.

“Don't be… don't be.” She whispered hugging Inuyasha tightly.

“I'm sorry that I said all those things its just that you know how I feel about killing Naraku, and even though I would love to have your child…I just can't right now.”

Inuyasha breathed in her scent and buried his face into her loose hair.

“I understand but why do you keep pushing me away, idiot! I could help you, you're my mate now, I would do anything for you.” Inuyasha said.

Sango moved back and stared at him in shock.

“You know… You know Inuyasha I don't think I've ever seen you be this nice to me, maybe it will be nice being your mate after all.” Sango said and smiled warmly at him.

Inuyasha grinned stupidly and then brought her to him once more.

“You know you're not fully my mate yet, I haven't bitten you yet, since I was human last night.” He stated matter-of-factly.

“Oh…why is that.” Sango asked curiously, her eyes glittering with mischief.

“Part of the mating ritual is to exchange blood, meaning that we have to mark each other, but this is a different situation considering your human and I don't think your dull teeth can bite through my skin…” Inuyasha said thoughtfully.

Sango chuckled and playfully nipped at his neck.

“You don't know how hard I can bite then.” Then Sango sobered slightly and moved back and looked at Inuyasha.

“But about what I said before, you agree right? You won't try to stop me?”

Inuyasha shook his head and let his lips lift into a half smile.

“No I will fight you to the debts of hell before I let you kill our pup, but you don't have to worry about that now since you're not pregnant.”

Sango gaped at him.

“How do you know?” she said, deliberately ignoring his first comment.

“I can smell it; you weren't fertile last night so you couldn't have gotten pregnant even if I couldn't smell it.”

“Oh…”

Just then Inuyasha's ears twitched and he growled low in his throat.

“Who is it?” Sango asked, instinctively tensing up.

“Kagome and the rest are coming this way; I guess they got tired of waiting.” Inuyasha said letting go of Sango and turning to the entrance of the cave, where the familiar voices of their friends started to fill the comfortable silence of morning.

“I guess where going to have to finish this conversation later.” Inuyasha said before he bounded outside.

“Yea I guess we'll have to finish everything later.” She said. Taking one last look around, Sango closed her eyes and smiled at the images that played in her mind. She then turned her back to the place she had given her virginity, her soul, and her life to the man, rather, demon that she loved, and walked outside to greet her friends.

 

 

Thanks to my reviewers:

 

 

 

Seta: Oh HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!! =D thanks for the review and glad you like the lemon.

 

Randomperson18: Thanks a lot, and I said it was graphic because I think its best to be safer then sorry. Lol

 

Susui_kagome: lol thanks for the advice, I'll definitely take it into consideration, but don't worry in the sequel she will find someone. I gave a hint of it in this fic but I guess you didn't catch it.

 

Sweet-thing-88: Thanks a bunch for the review, and its good to hear that you liked the lemon, in the next fic there will definitely be more. Also I'm thinking of writing another san/inu fic in addition to the sequel and a san/sessh fic also since I love that couple as well, If I do decide to do that then ill definitely fill you in.

 

Kairisweetheart05: Thanks for the review and I'm glad you think my fic is good so far, I'm still contemplating how everything is going to work out in the sequel but yep Inuyasha is definitely a prince to his father's lands.

 

 

A/N: Well I guess that's it. I was thinking about stopping the fic here and ending it all together but I wanted to do an epilogue so expect that to be posted in a couple of days. I also want to say that I will be ending Calling Out Her Name; I'm in the process of writing the second to last chapter. Also I will be writing two more fics in addition to the sequel to this fic, one is another san/inu fic and the other is a san/sessh fic when I figure out the names I'll let you guys know. I hope you liked this chapter; it was mostly both Sango and Inuyasha's emotions and stuff I hope I didn't bore you to death with this chapter. Lol anyways as I said before, I will be updating in a couple of days. I hope everybody is having a great week, considering it's the first week of 2005, wow I can't believe its 2005 already! I guess I'll stop babbling now. Oh and below is the meaning of some of the Japanese words I used throughout this chapter. Ja!

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Next chapter:

Sango and Inuyasha have finally accepted each other, but with Naraku and some unknown evil lurking in the shadows, who knows how long their happiness will last.