InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ A Timeless Heart ❯ A Feeling ( Chapter 1 )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
By: djbaby92 
They have a misunderstanding and things turn sour but then they start to make a turn...
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Suspense / Romance / Mystery | Type: Alternate Universe | Uploaded On: 01.26.2011 | Updated On: 01.26.2011 | Pages: 1 | Words: 2.4K | Visits: 158 | Status: Work In Progress
They have a misunderstanding and things turn sour but then they start to make a turn...
Anime/Manga: InuYasha Fan Fiction | Genre(s): Suspense / Romance / Mystery | Type: Alternate Universe | Uploaded On: 01.26.2011 | Updated On: 01.26.2011 | Pages: 1 | Words: 2.4K | Visits: 158 | Status: Work In Progress
Today was just a normal day like any other the birds were chirping and the sun was shinning, and of course I was hanging out with my best friend. He is the most gorgeous demon I have ever and probably will ever meet. From the flowing beauty of his silver hair to the ancestral markings that adorn his face, even the ones under his clothing are beauty at its finest. Oh and boy when he takes off his shirt is he one of a kind...but he is my best friend and I would never want to ruin that so who am I kidding? I'm not going to even think about the possibilities of us together. My mother would probably love it and all after the whole Inuyasha thing. He broke my heart in all the ways possible. But I'm still standing. That's the funny thing about love...it does make you stronger if you don't let it break you the first time around.
“Hello Kagome how are you on this fine day? Oh it seems to me that I am boring you.”
Sesshomaru huffed at me. So I looked at him with a sorry look on my face cause apparently he was trying to gain my attention this whole time I was ignoring him.
“ I’m sorry Sessh its just I was thinking real hard about something you know how I space out sometimes.”
“Well woman when I am fending for your attention it might be helpful if you can at least use one of your senses to acknowledge the fact that I'm here next to you.”
“I said I was sorry gees!”
“ I am trying to spend the time I have with you like I always do when I actually have the time to get away from my demanding role of Lord of the West!”
“ why are you yelling at me Sess? I'm sorry okay?! I'm going to get Shippo and Rin from Jaken have fun with your free time.” I was sooooo mad who was he to yell at me like that just because he is stressed like always about nothing?! Ugh I can't believe him! I do it all the time and its not like I do it on purpose he knew since we were kids that I space out and think about things all the time and he even said that he liked that about me! Whatever I’ll just go off with the children like I told them we were going to do today without him! I was walking around the “water” garden as I call it because there are water fairies with all types of water plants and a couple of waterfalls along the rocks and also one of the best parts about this particular place is where I met sesshomaru for the first time.
FLASHBACK
“DAD! What did you do that for!?”
“That is how you have to practice darling its only for your own good you know”
“ Well mama told me it wasn't nice to throw things at pretty girls when Kinchi threw mud at me and you tell me I'm the most prettiest girl in all the world!”
“You and your mother are the most beautiful woman in all the world and you want to know why?”
“why?”
“Because you are a pure soul...one of the few that are left in the world. No matter what you will always stay and be beautiful to any one that knows you.”
“Mommy tells me that just because I have things easy does not mean I don’t have to work hard. What does that mean daddy?”
“ your mother is right. You see Kagome our family is rich in many different ways we have money, castles, jewels, and crowns, but the one thing that we have that many kingdoms do not is the love of our families and subjects. Other kings and queens rule with an iron fist so hard that no one wants to be around they simply betray them or kill them. Then others rule too easy that they just get overpowered. Then there are the rulers such as your mother and I, and our allies.”
My father looked at me then and called me by my nickname
“Bubbles I want you to meet someone”
After he told me that a demon prince stepped out of the shadows. He was the most cutest looking demon I ever did see.
“Prince Sesshomaru I would like you to meet my daughter Princess Kagome of the Northern Lands. Kagome this Sesshomaru heir to the West.”
“Nice to meet you Prince Sesshomaru I am a miko fairy and you are a demon we could make a great pair!”
“Yes it is nice to meet you as well. I could tell you were a miko even though you are very young my father and I could feel your spiritual energy from miles away. It is interesting to say the least that you are a fairy as well. I do not know much about them.”
“well I will tell you everything there is to know about me! I mean us! Heheh! Lets go play can we father?!”
“Kogome you have not finished your training for today”
My father always fell for my watery eye trick and so he let me off the hook as long as I would train extra hard the following day. After that day sesshomaru and I were inseparable. I showed him most of my neat fairy tricks and even some of my miko powers but I always had to be extra careful with those. He even showed me his acid whip and swords. I was in his heart just as he was in mine.
END FLASHBACK
This garden always makes me think of all the good times we've had together and every time we had a fight I would somehow end up here...I could never stay mad at him I love him too much. He was always there for me in every way protective, loving, and sensitive but only when needed. He is still the most powerful lord to rule in any of the lands ever. Even my father and Sessh's father doesn’t compare to the power he holds now. But I know sesshomaru probably better than he knows himself and I know that he never hurts me on purpose. He just gets caught up in being a fearless all fighting kinda demon and takes it out on me if I don’t talk to him every once in awhile like today for example. So there I was sitting there transfixed by the waterfalls and my thoughts when I seen something white out of the corner of my eye. So I stood and looked around all the deep green foliage that surrounded the garden and I seen my white stallion Diamond sauntering up to me as he made his way to me I seen his trademark of a crystal clear diamond on his forehead then he spoke to me through our link.
“what is troubling you princess?”
The thing I completely loved about my elemental horse is that he always called me princess and he always told me it was because I was his princess that he would always protect from the bad spirits. He can be very protective and he knows how to put a beating to some mystical creatures. He is always here for me.
“nothing” I stated
“I'm sure there is nothing wrong just out of sorts...”
“you are always one to know.”
“and never one to forget so do not side step the question I just asked you...tell me what is bothering you.”
“alright alright 'sigh' I think Sessh is upset with me”
“well....?” he prodded.
“well I sort of ignored him when he was in one of his talkative moods and he became upset with me and started to yell. You know how I respond to yelling I just don’t like it so I got angry.”
“and?” he repeated his prodding ways.
“Ugh and I said to have fun with his free time. I guess that sounds kind of horrible when you repeat it. I know he spends all his free time with me when he can cause I miss him when I don’t see him then I complain and the whole castle hell even nature reflects my moods....ugh elements so touchy. “
“You are an elemental fairy dear it comes with the rarity of being you princess. You have a heart of a crystal. Timeless never aging heart that has love built into the seems. You are so pure the gods blessed you with the control of all the elements plus the powers of a purifying miko. With immense power comes immense responsibilities. You are barely taking your role of ruler while sesshomaru has had his role for over 200 years. You know the gruesome training males go through to become a man or to even become a proper demon. Think about all the stress of becoming a demon in this time and era. Sesshomaru is a full fledged Inu demon lord. The training and precision he goes through on a daily bases could kill a warrior in a day. He comes to you to relax and get away from the battles and blood.”
I felt horrible of coarse I knew he came to me for reassurance and of coarse I knew he was over worked I talked to Malex Sessh's military adviser and general of his armies every day about it. I wish I didn’t yell at him.
“ I didn't mean to sound so cruel. I know he is 'the killing perfection' and everything it's just sometimes I wish he would just take a breathe before he yells at me...he knows how I get.”
“Yes I believe I do.”
As soon as I heard that deep baritone voice of his I willed my face away from his direction which was apparently right on top of the big waterfalls rocks in front of where I was sitting. He jumped down with an ease and swiftly mad his way over. Then I looked over to where Diamond was just standing and he was no longer there. Great just great....coward. I said jokingly but still he left me all alone with the very upset looking demon lord. But now that I look in his eyes he seems upset for a different reason because he was no longer mad he looked regretful. So I spoke. I just couldn't see him like that all on my account or on any account it just was not meant for that beautiful face.
“ Look I'm sorry that I spoke to you the way I did and ignored you. I'm sorry” I ended the statement with the I'M SORRY coming out shaky. I knew I hurt his feelings but he would never say that even to me and hurting him and realizing it hurt me too. I almost teared up, almost. But I learned how to control my emotions very well thanks to all of the training my father put me through. Lets just say if you are in control of the elements they are just as much a part of your life as using your everyday emotions....literally. When every one else is upset they cry when I'm upset it rains, when they get angry they shake when I get angry the ground quakes, and when their excited they jump up and down or have a celebration when I'm overly ecstatic stars shoot through the sky. And the list goes on...So I keep my emotions bottled up. Yes I can have my feelings just like any one of my subjects can I just have to be paying attention of how much I put out otherwise there could be some big consequences to deal with.
“Kagome I am sorry also. This Sesshomaru knows not what came over me and I would like to formally apologize to you princess.”
“Drop the formalities please Sessh. I don't feel like you are mine if you sound like that.”
“And what do I sound like?? “ He asked incredulously.
“Like all of the other demon lords and demonesses...”
“Kagome I am sorry for raising my voice to you out of all. Please forgive me.”
he looked into my eyes with his luminous golden silvery depths and I could feel my heart beat start to race. 'why am I acting this way towards him lately?' 'you know why' a voice popped into my head. I knew who it was, Diamond.'you just quiet yourself and I do not!' 'DO' then the voice faded away in my mind. Ugh that horse is not getting his special morning ride then! Hmph!
“Would you look at me...” he said in a very seductive manner and made me heat up instantly. 'what the hell!'
“Yes”
“I have something to tell you will you walk with me a moment?”
“Yes my lord. Where are we headed off to?”
“Somewhere where I know I could escape easily if needed”
“you know I won't use the elements on you let alone my purifying powers.” I told him as we walked off into the distance of trees and fog.
“Yes I know that perfectly well but you will not know until we arrive to our destination and as I said I will have an escape route if you do not act how I desire you to.”
Wait a minute did he just say what I think he said? He better not have because I am not going to lay with him right now of all times! No. Just can't happen. But I did not expect to hear what I did when we did arrive...
“Hello Kagome how are you on this fine day? Oh it seems to me that I am boring you.”
Sesshomaru huffed at me. So I looked at him with a sorry look on my face cause apparently he was trying to gain my attention this whole time I was ignoring him.
“ I’m sorry Sessh its just I was thinking real hard about something you know how I space out sometimes.”
“Well woman when I am fending for your attention it might be helpful if you can at least use one of your senses to acknowledge the fact that I'm here next to you.”
“I said I was sorry gees!”
“ I am trying to spend the time I have with you like I always do when I actually have the time to get away from my demanding role of Lord of the West!”
“ why are you yelling at me Sess? I'm sorry okay?! I'm going to get Shippo and Rin from Jaken have fun with your free time.” I was sooooo mad who was he to yell at me like that just because he is stressed like always about nothing?! Ugh I can't believe him! I do it all the time and its not like I do it on purpose he knew since we were kids that I space out and think about things all the time and he even said that he liked that about me! Whatever I’ll just go off with the children like I told them we were going to do today without him! I was walking around the “water” garden as I call it because there are water fairies with all types of water plants and a couple of waterfalls along the rocks and also one of the best parts about this particular place is where I met sesshomaru for the first time.
FLASHBACK
“DAD! What did you do that for!?”
“That is how you have to practice darling its only for your own good you know”
“ Well mama told me it wasn't nice to throw things at pretty girls when Kinchi threw mud at me and you tell me I'm the most prettiest girl in all the world!”
“You and your mother are the most beautiful woman in all the world and you want to know why?”
“why?”
“Because you are a pure soul...one of the few that are left in the world. No matter what you will always stay and be beautiful to any one that knows you.”
“Mommy tells me that just because I have things easy does not mean I don’t have to work hard. What does that mean daddy?”
“ your mother is right. You see Kagome our family is rich in many different ways we have money, castles, jewels, and crowns, but the one thing that we have that many kingdoms do not is the love of our families and subjects. Other kings and queens rule with an iron fist so hard that no one wants to be around they simply betray them or kill them. Then others rule too easy that they just get overpowered. Then there are the rulers such as your mother and I, and our allies.”
My father looked at me then and called me by my nickname
“Bubbles I want you to meet someone”
After he told me that a demon prince stepped out of the shadows. He was the most cutest looking demon I ever did see.
“Prince Sesshomaru I would like you to meet my daughter Princess Kagome of the Northern Lands. Kagome this Sesshomaru heir to the West.”
“Nice to meet you Prince Sesshomaru I am a miko fairy and you are a demon we could make a great pair!”
“Yes it is nice to meet you as well. I could tell you were a miko even though you are very young my father and I could feel your spiritual energy from miles away. It is interesting to say the least that you are a fairy as well. I do not know much about them.”
“well I will tell you everything there is to know about me! I mean us! Heheh! Lets go play can we father?!”
“Kogome you have not finished your training for today”
My father always fell for my watery eye trick and so he let me off the hook as long as I would train extra hard the following day. After that day sesshomaru and I were inseparable. I showed him most of my neat fairy tricks and even some of my miko powers but I always had to be extra careful with those. He even showed me his acid whip and swords. I was in his heart just as he was in mine.
END FLASHBACK
This garden always makes me think of all the good times we've had together and every time we had a fight I would somehow end up here...I could never stay mad at him I love him too much. He was always there for me in every way protective, loving, and sensitive but only when needed. He is still the most powerful lord to rule in any of the lands ever. Even my father and Sessh's father doesn’t compare to the power he holds now. But I know sesshomaru probably better than he knows himself and I know that he never hurts me on purpose. He just gets caught up in being a fearless all fighting kinda demon and takes it out on me if I don’t talk to him every once in awhile like today for example. So there I was sitting there transfixed by the waterfalls and my thoughts when I seen something white out of the corner of my eye. So I stood and looked around all the deep green foliage that surrounded the garden and I seen my white stallion Diamond sauntering up to me as he made his way to me I seen his trademark of a crystal clear diamond on his forehead then he spoke to me through our link.
“what is troubling you princess?”
The thing I completely loved about my elemental horse is that he always called me princess and he always told me it was because I was his princess that he would always protect from the bad spirits. He can be very protective and he knows how to put a beating to some mystical creatures. He is always here for me.
“nothing” I stated
“I'm sure there is nothing wrong just out of sorts...”
“you are always one to know.”
“and never one to forget so do not side step the question I just asked you...tell me what is bothering you.”
“alright alright 'sigh' I think Sessh is upset with me”
“well....?” he prodded.
“well I sort of ignored him when he was in one of his talkative moods and he became upset with me and started to yell. You know how I respond to yelling I just don’t like it so I got angry.”
“and?” he repeated his prodding ways.
“Ugh and I said to have fun with his free time. I guess that sounds kind of horrible when you repeat it. I know he spends all his free time with me when he can cause I miss him when I don’t see him then I complain and the whole castle hell even nature reflects my moods....ugh elements so touchy. “
“You are an elemental fairy dear it comes with the rarity of being you princess. You have a heart of a crystal. Timeless never aging heart that has love built into the seems. You are so pure the gods blessed you with the control of all the elements plus the powers of a purifying miko. With immense power comes immense responsibilities. You are barely taking your role of ruler while sesshomaru has had his role for over 200 years. You know the gruesome training males go through to become a man or to even become a proper demon. Think about all the stress of becoming a demon in this time and era. Sesshomaru is a full fledged Inu demon lord. The training and precision he goes through on a daily bases could kill a warrior in a day. He comes to you to relax and get away from the battles and blood.”
I felt horrible of coarse I knew he came to me for reassurance and of coarse I knew he was over worked I talked to Malex Sessh's military adviser and general of his armies every day about it. I wish I didn’t yell at him.
“ I didn't mean to sound so cruel. I know he is 'the killing perfection' and everything it's just sometimes I wish he would just take a breathe before he yells at me...he knows how I get.”
“Yes I believe I do.”
As soon as I heard that deep baritone voice of his I willed my face away from his direction which was apparently right on top of the big waterfalls rocks in front of where I was sitting. He jumped down with an ease and swiftly mad his way over. Then I looked over to where Diamond was just standing and he was no longer there. Great just great....coward. I said jokingly but still he left me all alone with the very upset looking demon lord. But now that I look in his eyes he seems upset for a different reason because he was no longer mad he looked regretful. So I spoke. I just couldn't see him like that all on my account or on any account it just was not meant for that beautiful face.
“ Look I'm sorry that I spoke to you the way I did and ignored you. I'm sorry” I ended the statement with the I'M SORRY coming out shaky. I knew I hurt his feelings but he would never say that even to me and hurting him and realizing it hurt me too. I almost teared up, almost. But I learned how to control my emotions very well thanks to all of the training my father put me through. Lets just say if you are in control of the elements they are just as much a part of your life as using your everyday emotions....literally. When every one else is upset they cry when I'm upset it rains, when they get angry they shake when I get angry the ground quakes, and when their excited they jump up and down or have a celebration when I'm overly ecstatic stars shoot through the sky. And the list goes on...So I keep my emotions bottled up. Yes I can have my feelings just like any one of my subjects can I just have to be paying attention of how much I put out otherwise there could be some big consequences to deal with.
“Kagome I am sorry also. This Sesshomaru knows not what came over me and I would like to formally apologize to you princess.”
“Drop the formalities please Sessh. I don't feel like you are mine if you sound like that.”
“And what do I sound like?? “ He asked incredulously.
“Like all of the other demon lords and demonesses...”
“Kagome I am sorry for raising my voice to you out of all. Please forgive me.”
he looked into my eyes with his luminous golden silvery depths and I could feel my heart beat start to race. 'why am I acting this way towards him lately?' 'you know why' a voice popped into my head. I knew who it was, Diamond.'you just quiet yourself and I do not!' 'DO' then the voice faded away in my mind. Ugh that horse is not getting his special morning ride then! Hmph!
“Would you look at me...” he said in a very seductive manner and made me heat up instantly. 'what the hell!'
“Yes”
“I have something to tell you will you walk with me a moment?”
“Yes my lord. Where are we headed off to?”
“Somewhere where I know I could escape easily if needed”
“you know I won't use the elements on you let alone my purifying powers.” I told him as we walked off into the distance of trees and fog.
“Yes I know that perfectly well but you will not know until we arrive to our destination and as I said I will have an escape route if you do not act how I desire you to.”
Wait a minute did he just say what I think he said? He better not have because I am not going to lay with him right now of all times! No. Just can't happen. But I did not expect to hear what I did when we did arrive...