InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ A Vampire's Love ❯ Life or Death ( Chapter 15 )

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CH.15 " Life or Death"

Kagome

I walked slowly next to the hanyou. He and I had been through so much together, but yet we where still not as close as I had once hoped we could become. But I now know he and I where never meant to be together. I looked over at him and watched as the wind blew his white beautiful hair back away from his face. His eyes where down cast with worry I realized then that Inuyasha had something on his mind. I watched him raise his golden orbs and look me straight in the eye. I gasped at the pain I say there I watched as a single tear slid down his left cheek. I raised my palm and whipped it away waiting for him to tell me to get the hell away. But instead I felt his hand in circle mine. I raised my eyes once again to his glowing golden ones.

" Kagome you can't leave, you can not die!"

I heard the pain in his voice as if the words where ripped from his very soul.

" Inuyasha…"

I stopped not really knowing what to say to him. I could not tell him I would not die because I had given up hope to be able to live. I could not tell him things would be ok because I knew that there was a big possible they would not be. I felt his arms slide around me and pull me close to his heart. I gasp feeling the heat of his skin next to mine.

" Kagome this is my fault I should have realized before things went to far."

I opened my mouth to respond but I felt his arms tighten around me as if he was preparing himself to say something. So instead of replying I waited to see what he had to say.

"Kagome you came into my life and brought me back to life that day on the tree. You've taken more shit from me then any normal person would have. You seen me for who I was not for the half demon and jerk I tried to make everyone else see. First I let Kikyou down when she tried to help me now you. I can't let you die Kagome not you."

I felt the tears wail up in my eyes I closed them trying to block out his overwhelming pain.

" Inuyasha this is not your fault please understand that. What has happened was meant to happen."

I watched his eyes darken I knew he did not believe me, but maybe one day soon he would.

" Inuyasha I know you don't believe me I can see it in your eyes. But remember this I do not blame you I never would ."

I felt his arms pull me closer still. I turn my head into his strong chest as I felt water land on my head. I realized then that Inuyasha was indeed crying, I buried my head deeper into his chest, to hide from his pain and mine.

Makura

I watched as Inuyasha embraced my lord's Miko. I knew then that Inuyasha loved her. I felt my own tears flow down my cheeks . I did not need to hear the words he whispered with his pain filled voice to know that he was talking of her death. How many more had to be heart, had to feel the pain of a loved lost before my lord would give up? Would it truly take her death to make him see that she would never agree to be his mate. I knew then that I was in love with the hanyou that was so tenderly holding the Miko. I also knew my lord, and Lord Sesshoumaru where also in love with her, and I knew I could only hope then that she would not choice Inuyasha if she lived. I did not feel resentment toward the Miko I envied her for her ability to make such powerful demons love her.

I turn my back on their embrace and walked away before Inuyasha had the chance to catch not only my scent by the smell of my hurt filled tears as well.

Inuyasha

I raised my head taking in the scent of the dark one's tears. I turned my head and found her walking away with her back turned to me. I felt my heart beat pick up. I knew then that she mistook this embrace that I was now in with Kagome. As one of love not friendship as it truly was. I knew Kagome was in love with my brother it was obvious with the way she looked at him. I felt Kagome stare as I watched Makura walk around.

" Inuyasha go to her."

I realized then just how much I really wanted to go to her, but I would not. I would not leave Kagome alone as I had done so many times before trying to find Kikyou.

" No, Kagome I will not leave you, but let's get back the sun is starting to go down in the sky it is almost time for you to meet with my brother. Maybe he has come up with a way to save you."

Kagome

I watched Inuyasha eyes as he told me this. I could see how much he wanted to go after Makura but he would not leave me. Inuyasha had indeed changed since all this took place. I slide my arm through his knowing I would soon have a talk with Makura about just how much she cared for the hanyou but right then I had a very important appointment with the western lord.

I walk to the double door that led to my chamber. I watched Inuyasha walk away leaving me at my door. I was nervous because I knew deep down that Sesshoumaru had found some way that might save my life, but what scared me was what that might be. I opened the heavy doors and walked slowly into the room and gasped. I felt the anger start to rise how could he, no why would he I thought to myself.

Sesshoumaru

I watched her anger and almost smiled for a human she had Great Spirit. Maybe that was the reason why I wanted to save her life even if it had to be by his hands to do it. I watched her mouth open and close but yet I still would not let myself smile.

" Kagome take a seat we have some things to talk about."

" No I will not, Sesshoumaru why, why would you do this to me."

I watched as tears slide down her cheeks. I knew his presence would upset her, but yet I still was not ready for her reaction. I wanted to climb to my feet and go to her but I held back knowing that she had to listen.

" Kagome take a seat now!"

Kagome

I heard the command in his voice. I felt my anger rise even stronger but I knew Sesshoumaru must have his reason for having him here, but I just did not want to accept them, but all the same I found my self sitting between both of them. I turn my eyes and looked at the one who had caused me so much pain. I knew he could see the hate and hurt in my eyes because I watched him lower his golden eyes. I turn my eyes back to Sesshoumaru.

" Why is he here Sesshoumaru."

I watched Sesshoumaru eyes darken slightly with anger at my tone, but yet he did not show it.

" Miko he is here to save your life."

I felt the air leave my lungs if I had have already been sitting I would have surly fell to the hard floor. I raised my eyes and held my head high.

" No Sesshoumaru I will not mate with him in order to save my life. I would prefer to die then to mate with him."

I watched pride enter Sesshoumaru then disappear as once again the expressionless lord came back into place.

" You will not have to be my mate in order for me to save your life there is another way."

I turned and looked at Reish as he spoke for the first time.

" What do you mean there's another way?"

I felt the hope in me start to rise to the surface just maybe I thought there just might be a way for me to live after all.

" Kagome I can still turn you without mating you. You have already been bitten three times all it would take would be one more time and even though you would not be human you would be a dark one. You would still be free to mate with whom ever you choose, and the balance of power that our father wished to stay in place would still be in place. Because even though my blood would flow through your vanes so would your mates."

I slowly stood and walked away from both brothers and look out at the now rising moon. I felt the wind slide across my face as my tears fell freely down my face.

" So there is no way for me to become human again. I can either die or became one of your kind and leave my family forever."

I felt their silence and realized what was there to say I could either choose life or choose death either way I would be alone.