InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Addicted Confessions ❯ Crash ( Chapter 6 )

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Addicted Confessions



Chapter VI: Crash





Sesshomaru sat in his office with a feeling he rarely felt, shame. He thought about what happened between him and Dr. Kagome the other day at dinner. It went too far. So far, he didn't know if he could pull himself back. When his father left the scene, saying something like, "I have business to take care of." Sesshomaru, knowing well that his father didn't have no such thing, fell for it. He knew his father was trying to get him her together and he would've prevented it, but his mind was clouded with anger from Rin's actions. It started as simple laughing, smiling, then touching, then.....

Sesshomaru shook his head and braced himself for the drama that was to come. How could I be so careless?

The door creaked and he didn't notice that the petite doctor of the narcosynthesis department arrived. Rin grasped the manilla folders as she looked at Sesshomaru's dazed look. It worried her because he seemed so worried and you rarely saw THE Sesshomaru sweat. "Dr. Sesshomaru?"

He looked up and saw Rin looking at him with a confused look. She saw him sweat. She saw him in a weak state and he had to shake it off. He wasn't going to look feeble in front of her of all people. "Yes, Dr. Miratsu." He said in the most stern voice he could muster

Rin was taken back a bit by his haughty answer. She thought that all of the time that she has known him they weren't on a first name basis. Well, if he want's to play this game.... "I have the transfer folders ready for you."

"Transfer?" Sesshomaru asked.

"Yes, there seems to be," Rin looked through the file. "a Bankotsu Mishima transfering to the clinic."

Sesshomaru sighed and leaned back into his leather recliner. "What's this one's addiction?"

"Um...he's a doctor, sir. A narcotherapist. He's had nine years at Fukui Medical School, two at Tokyo University studying the habits of methodone, and he spent another two years in South Africa finding cures for AID ridden children." Rin ended with a confident smile.

"Such achievements." Sesshomaru said in monotone voice.

"And to think he's only thirty years old. How old are you, doctor? About 36, right?" She knew this got to him because he used to be narcotherapist before he owned the clinic. Sesshomaru's honors were high, but never nine years at the top medical school in Japan and the guy was even younger than him. Rin loved the look on his face. He deserves it.

Sesshomaru groaned. Who was this jerk and why did he want to work at HIS clinic.
"I don't have to hire this guy. What is his interest in this particular clinic? MY clinic."

Rin was going to love his face when she answered him. "Your father sent him." Rin said with a megawatt grin. She watched as he fumed and his eyes tinted a little red. Yeah, she got to him and now the icing on the cake. "So, now that you're caught up, I'll be having lunch with Yash." She then spinned on her heel and walked towards the door with her brillant white coat in tow. Once Rin was out of the room she leaned her head against the door and listened intently for the outbreak she was to follow.

"Fuck!" Sesshomaru screamed.

"Good." Rin said as she leaned away from the wooden entrance and proceeded to the dining commons. Once she arrived, her eyes landed on the young hanyou talking smack with the wolf she counseled the other day. That was the same day Sesshomaru let her get cut up by his father, the same day that he left with Kagome and didn't come back that night to do his usual file check, and the same day she kissed InuYasha. Her life was so confusing. Rin thought she was in love with Sesshomaru, well, she knows she's in love, but he just didn't get it. Rin walked up to the table with a smile graced upon her face.

"Hey, Rin. What's up." InuYasha said getting up to give her lingering hug. He didn't know how it happened, but it did. After the other day him and Rin have been very close and him and Kagome became further apart. It seemed that the flame they once shared when they met died out. Maybe because she looked down on me after she found out I was an addict or maybe it was the fact the was I was complete jerk to her. It didn't matter anyway because what's done is done and I couldn't be any happier to see her true colors. Her and Sesshomaru belonged and it doesn't bother me one bit.....or does it.

"Yash, what's the matter?"

"Huh?" He said dumbly.

"Yo, dog boy, you alright." Kouga said hitting him playfully on the arm.

"Yeah, I'm good. So, back to what I was saying about crazy bitches. First you...." Then InuYasha felt a sharp pain in his shoulder. He looked over to the little doctor who pinched him. "What'd you do that for?"

"You can't call women bitches, Yash. It's disrespectful." Rin said in a stern tone like a mother's scorn.


"Some women deserve to be called a bitch." Then he turned to Kouga. "Alright, first off you can't trust a bitch to be loyal or to be there for you. They always say that they love you and everything. Then when shit goes down, they always turn they back. Bitches ain't good for nothing." He thought about the the woman who caused him to be in this clinic. He hated her with a firey passion and yet.....

"Yo, dog boy.What's the moral?" Kouga said looking at him.

"Huh? Oh, just think about the ball and chain you call a wife." Then Rin pinched his arm again. "Rin, stop it. That shit hurts." InuYasha said rubbing his arm.


"That's his wife, InuYasha!" She fumed


"It's alright, doc. I always feel Yame is a ball and chain, but I know she won't turn her back. Hell, if she was the type, you think she'll be here and...."

"Kouga?" InuYasha said trying to interject.

"Let me finish, Yash. See, despite her being annoying, she's really sweet. I loved my wife for five years and I love her even more for her support. I wouldn't tell her that though because then she'll never stay off me."

"I think you just did, man." InuYasha said pointing behind Kouga.

"Oh, Kougy, you're so sweet." The red haired woman said as she launched herself on his back, hugging him with everything she had.

"Get off, Yame. Damn, let me breathe." Kouga said straining to get his wife off of him.

She released his neck and hopped over into his lap. "I got scared there for a minute. I thought you stopped loving me." She said in a sweet, sugary voice.

"What gave you that idea, babe. You know I love you." He then gave her a quick forehead kiss.

"Aww." Rin cooed as she watched the scene betweeen the couple. Then she frowned, wondering if she could ever have that. Here she was 32 years old and haven't found an ounce of hope for a life long love. Yet, some 20 some odd could find their soulmates. Maybe it was how she was raised.....




Kagome laid on her chaise lounge, eating a cookie with her shoes off and her feet swinging in the air. She was just too happy. She let out a giggle that she suppressed from the other day. Kagome blushed as she thought of her actions with the doctor, her boss. Of course she didn't go so far as actual sex, but what they did was just as close. Then there was a knock at her door.

"Yes?" Kagome sang out.

"It's Sesshomaru." a stern voice said on the other door making Kagome fall out of her lounge.

Oh, my god. What's he doing here?

"Just a minute." Kagome said as she tried to get her pumps on and wipe off the crumbs from her suit. Then she ran her hand through her hair, smoothing out all stray strands. She took a deep breath before she opened the door to reveal the stoic doctor. "Sesshomaru, what brings you?"

"I would like a small chat with you, Dr. Kagome."

"Oh, no need for formalities now." Kagome said spinning one of her midnight strands in her finger.

Sesshomaru walked in and sat on the chaise. "That's what I would like to discuss."

Kagome closed the door and sat in the chair across from him. "What?"

"Um...what we did was very wrong. I feel that it is my fault for not just taking you straight home. What I'm really trying to say is....."

"You want to fire me. I understand." Kagome said getting up.

"Hey what...." Sesshomaru hurriedly said.

"No, I get it. I know you playboys who just throw women out like tissues. I get it Dr. Sesshomaru."

"You don't know what you are talking about." Sesshomaru said storming up.

"I know exactly what I'm talking about." She stepped in front of him and stared him down. "You just think I'm a piece of ass. Well, I'm not that cheap, mister." Kagome said inching her face dangerously close to Sesshomaru.

Amber bore into blue like sunset on the clear ocean. "I know your kind and, frankly, I'm tired of dealing with them." Kagome began to talk and talk and all Sesshomaru could hear was "blah, blah, blah" and all he could see was her lips moving. Those full ruby lips that looked like they were kissed all day.

"You are impossible." Sesshomaru said as he grasped her by her shoulders and crashed his lips over hers. Hungrily ravished her ruby jewels as he ran his skilled tongue over them.

Kagome moaned in compliance as she opened her mouth and felt his rough yet soft tongue assault her inner walls. He tasted like a tangy honey and Kagome loved every bit of it. Sesshomaru's hands loosened the grip that held her and ran it up to her neck then cupped her face before they fisted into her silky black tresses.




"Yash, don't you have a session with Dr. Higurashi." Rin said teasing. Lunch was over and Rin and InuYasha was the only ones in the dining commons. Rin was rested in arms against his chest and they stayed that way all hour.

"You had to ruin a good moment. I was enjoying this with you." He said as he kissed the top of her head. He rested his chin there and inhaled the kiwi seed scent of her hair.

"But I don't want you to miss your sessions. How are they going by the way?"

InuYasha sighed. "She keeps trying to pry and I ain't letting her in."

Rin turned out of his embrace and faced him. "You need to make progress, Yash. I really don't want to see you in this place. You can do better than a rehab clinic."

InuYasha sighed and looked off. She was right and he loved her for it. "Why you always trying to see the best in me. Why can't you just see me as scum like everybody else?" InuYasha said looking at his shoes.

"Because." She used her finger to lift his chin and looked into his eye. "I believe in you. Despite what your brother and your father say, I know you are different from that. Now, you should be going to your appointment. It's getting late and I have to go home."

"Don't go home, Rin. Stay here. With me."

"Boy, I will not stay all night in a clinic. It gives me the shivers staying here when it gets really dark."

"I'll protect you."

"Yeah, yeah." Rin said waving him off. "Just go to your appointment."

"Alright, see you after I handle the bitch of all bitches." InuYasha said as he walked off.

Rin shook her head. "He is so childish." He was the only the one that understood her beneath her white coat and M.D. title and she loved him for that.



InuYasha walked down the halls and past the lounge and could see a couple hugged up on the couch. He lookd upon them and wished he could have that. InuYasha would never admit it, but the he didn't know if he was capable of love after what the last woman did. He sighed as he left the couple to their own devices.


Miroku hugged Sango tight against his chest as they rested on the couch. He slowly and surely became to care for this woman and he knew trouble was ahead. He didn't need to pull another woman in his drama. He had to set himself straight before he could go further with Sango. A woman like her didn't deserve his the difficulties in his life. She's been through too much. He felt like he was deceiving her by not telling the real reasons that he was in this clinic. He was suppose to go to the pyschiatrist, but he never told anybody that he's been skipping because he couldn't deal with another pair of disapproving eyes. He already had that from his parents.

"Miro, you're always in thought."

Miroku looked down to the woman snuggled against him. God, she is lovely. "Sango, I'm okay."

"Good." She said then buried her head in his chest and slowly fell into a slumber.

Miroku rubbed her head and ran his hands through her brown locks. "I'll tell you. When the time is right."




Sesshomaru had Kagome propped on top of the desk as he attacked her swan like neck. Kagome moaned as she threw her head back at the feeling of his tongue leaving hot trails down the length of neck. Sesshomaru trailed back up to her lips as he captured them again. He could the feel the vibrations of her moan travel down his throat and he couldn't help but return it. Sesshomaru felt a presence coming and quickly pulled away from her.

"What's wrong." Kagome said in a worried tone.

"Get off the desk." Sesshomaru commanded.

"What are...."

Sesshomaru groaned as he picked her up by her waist and placed on her on the carpeted floor.

"Sesshomaru, what's wrong. You're acting....."

"Alright, let's get this over...." InuYasha walked into the office and saw Sesshomaru and Kagome talking. They were pressed pretty close together and despite his rage for Kagome, he couldn't help but feel jealous. "Oooh, have I interrupted anything?" InuYasha said as he sat on the chaise lounge.

"You always do, but there was nothing to interrupt. I was just tellig Dr. Higurashi about the new doctor coming to the hospital."

"There's a new doctor coming?" Kagome asked dumbfoundedly.

InuYasha grinned. "Yeah, and it seems she was so into that conversation."

Sesshomaru growled low then walked out the office shutting the door behind him.

"What a fucking prick." InuYasha laid back on the small couch with his arms behind his head and his feet kicked up. "Let's get to it, doc."

Kagome was still a little shaken up about the whole thing. She shook it off and tried to get focus in her work She'd yet to break through the barrier that was around InuYasha.

She walked closer to him and InuYasha could smell it. He growled and sat up on the chaise lounge. "You just couldn't wait, huh?"

"What?" Kagome said sitting down in the chair across from him.

"My brother. You just couldn't wait to jump his bones."

"Beg your pardon. I don't know what you are talking about."

"Whatever. Let's just get this over with." InuYasha said waving his hand. InuYasha knew for a fact that she lied to him. She was drenched in his scent and it pissed him off to say the least. How am I suppose to trust my deepest darkest secrets with HER. Over my dead body. I'm going to make her stay here a living hell.



A/n: Not my best chap. I forgot about Miroku. I know you guys want to know and I'm kind on the fence if I should even do it. I told myself that this would shake up the readers, but I know I'm going to lose a lot of them with this. Well, watch out for Chapter VII: Secrets Are Meant To Be Kept

Drama is on THE way. ^_^!