InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ All I Want For Christmas is...... ❯ What do the lonely do..... ( Chapter 8 )

[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]

Disclaimer: See Chp. 1



"Yo, hand me the gnome. We have to hurry up." InuYasha said to Miroku. Both men were obligated to take down the last of the Christmas decorations by the force named, Izayoi. Hot chocolate was promised so they were eager to get done quick.

"What? Plans with Kagome." Miroku said with a snicker.

It had been about three days after InuYasha and Kagome's movie date, and it had been nothing but steamy make-out sessions since, but that's where the problem lied. InuYasha couldn't push himself past second base to reach home. His conscious was undoubtedly blocking him.

"Fuck you, man. Just pass me the ugly ass gnome." InuYasha argued.

"InuYasha?!" A feminine voice scorned from inside the house.

InuYasha cringed at the sound of his mother's voice. "Damn, how does she always hear me?"

"Man, I think she's bionic."

"Yeah, and she expects me to come to her lame New Years party." He said hauling the gnome to put in a large box.

"Speaking of New Years, Bank called me yesterday and told me he was having a little thing at his place tommorrow." Miroku lingered.

"Bank as in Bankotsu. Man, I haven't seen him in years. His parties used to be off the hook."

"Dude, last time you've been to one Bank's party was junior high. The way he parties now is baby shit compared to what he had. Last year, he had a a real live black panther with a diamond leash."

"Word?" InuYasha said. He was amazed because he's been to every party thrown by the greatest ballers, but never had he heard of a real live panther at a party.

"Yeah, and Bank's parties are perfect for hookups if you know what I mean." Miroku said winking his eye.

“Fuck you." InuYasha said understanding what his friend meant.

"I think the bet was for her to do that." Miroku said with a chuckle before he felt a sharp cold sting against his face. "Hey, man. That shit is cold." He whined as he wiped the snow off his face.

"It's suppose to dumbass, it's snow."

"Why are you so evil? I was just wondering if everything was going as planned."

"Well, you don't have to wonder. I'm handling things. Shit, I have a date with her later on."

"So, you’re going to put the plan into some action and actually get some action.” Miroku said.

“Mind your own. I got this.” InuYasha said with surefooted confidence.


InuYasha didn't want to admit to Miroku that he couldn't. He couldn't have sex with Kagome with heavy guilt weighing on him. On first look, he seemed to be a tough guy, but right down to the core of him, he was as soft was as cotton. InuYasha didn’t feel right violating her. Even though he was mean to her as a kid, she still meant a lot to him. He wouldn’t be just banging some chick, he would be banging his past. A part of him that was left behind with his hometown.

“Earth to InuYasha!” Miroku yelled.

InuYasha blinked twice and shook his head. “Huh? What?”

“Damn, man, you didn’t even get none yet and you’re already pussy whipped.”

“Shut the fuck up.” InuYasha said before gathering another snowball and chucking it at him.

Miroku stepped back from the harsh sting of the hard frozen crystals. “You’ll have to pay for your actions.” He said as he sounded out different words to get the affect of a bad kung-fu movie.

“You have killed my master and I will avenge his death.” InuYasha said playing along with scene.

Miroku bowed. “Prepare for battle.”

"Boys, hot chocolate!" Izayoi yelled from inside

"We'll have to finish this battle another time." InuYasha before running towards the house and Miroku on his tail.



"I'm so glad you came over, Kags. I thought you were going to be mad at me forever." Sango said placing a cup of hot chocolate on the kitchen counter that Kagome was seated at.

"Yeah, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have blown up at you like that in the first place." She said sipping the hot cocoa beverage.

Sango smiled and waved it off. "It's fine. I'm sorry for calling you stupid. I know this Hojo thing is hard for you to get over."

"Well, not that much..." Kagome said with a megawatt grin.

Sango eye's went wide. "Spill it. Name. Age. Dick size."

Kagome nearly spit out her hot chocolate. "Sango!" She scorned.

"What? It's the pregnacy. Now spill it."

"You wouldn't believe me if I told you."

"Where have I heard that line before? Don't tell me it's InuYasha." Sango said.

Kagome couldn't help but smile wide until her cheeks hurted. “It’s been about three days now.” She bashfully said.

"Get out!” Sango screamed. “I knew it. I just knew it. Why didn’t you tell me?” She said playfully hitting her on the arm.

“I’m sorry. I’ve been...” She couldn’t help but giggle. “..Busy.”

“You hussy.” She said. “What happened? Tell me everything.”

Kagome sighed and looked down at her watery reflection in the cocoa sea. “Nothing happened....yet. I’ve been throwing my best stuff at him, but he won’t bite.”

Sango couldn’t help but to roll her eyes. “Your best stuff? Kags, truthfully, the last time you used your “best stuff” was in th summer of ‘88.”

Kagome scoffed. “That’s not true.” Sango gave her an incredulous look. Kagome conceded. “Okay, maybe a little, but it shouldn’t take a lot to bag a guy who fucked half of LA.”

“You would think, huh?” Sango said pondering on what Kagome said. “Maybe... just maybe he’s waiting.”

“For what? For me to turn eighty?”

“I’m serious, Kags. I hate to say this, but I think he....loves you.”

“San, that’s crazy talk. He’s only been here about week.”

“He’s known you all his life.” Sango countered back.

Kagome couldn’t help but blush because even though she knew it was impossible, the thought of InuYasha Taisho loving here made her feel giddy. She shook her head from daydreams of a horse and carriage. “No, he couldn’t. Could he?”

Sango shrugged. “I don’t know, but if he don’t love you he sure as hell must respect you.”

“Why would say that?”

“Because had that been me, I would fucked him up all up and down these walls and then some.”

Kagome couldn’t help but to fall over in laughter. “See, that’s why you’re pregnant now.”

“No, Miroku is why I’m pregnant now. I don’t even know where he is right now.”

“Oh, him and InuYasha are taking down Ms. Izzy’s Christmas decorations. They should be done right now, which means I should be leaving.”

“Why? You just got here.”

“Can’t stay. I gotta date.” She said before grabbing her keys and hopping off the stool

“You lucky bastard.” Sango joked.

Kagome giggled and headed for the door. “Bye, San.” She said before leaving.



“The sky is so beautiful tonight.” Kagome said looking up into bright stars that decorated the sky in frosted diamonds. The two had enjoyed a nice dinner and, at both’s risk, a scary movie in which Kagome screamed again, but this time InuYasha comforted her. Now, here they were on a swingset in a local park as the crisp, winter air swept around them.

“I wish I could say the same for the weather.” She said rubbing her mitten covered hands together. “Why are we out here again?” Kagome said pulling back far and pushing herself off to start the swing.

InuYasha, who was already going back and forth, chuckled. “Because I said so.”

“Oh, right. Whatever you say must go, huh?” She sarcastically said as she enjoyed the back and forth movements.

“Damn right, it does. You belong to me.” He said with a smile.

Kagome stopped swinging at his comment. It sent chills down her spine. ‘I belong to him? What does that mean?’ She thought. Over the past three days, she wondered where they were as a couple, if they even were one. Kagome didn’t want to nag him about it. She just wasn’t that type of person, but after her talk with Sango her mind was working all day.

A silence draped the two and all was mute but the squeak of the rusty swing as InuYasha went back and forth.

He stopped swinging his feet to slow down once he noticed the look on Kagome’s face. “What’s up? Hell, if it’s too cold, I’ll take you back home.” He offered trying to be as polite as God made him.

“It’s not that.”

“Then, what the hell is it? You said, you didn’t mind the scary movie.”

“It’s not that either.” Kagome whined.

InuYasha used the power of his feet to stop the swing completely. “Then what is it?” He earnestly asked.

“InuYasha, where are we?”

InuYasha expression was nothing less than bewildered. He didn’t know where she was going with this. “At a park.” He slowly said. “Look, I don’t what you’re talking about.”

“No!” She said. “I mean, where are we....as a couple?”

Her question stopped any movements he had. It froze him in place. What was he to say to this? “I....don’t really know.” He held his head down.”I’m sorry.” InuYasha felt bad all of sudden.

“Don’t be. I shouldn’t have asked. I mean, we’ve only been hanging out for three days. Forget I said anything.” Kagome didn’t want his answer to hurt, but it did.

InuYasha wanted to come clean for her and himself, but too many things were holding him back. His title of being a player was holding him back, his fame was holding him back, but most of all he was holding himself back. InuYasha always had a fear of rejection and hadn’t let a woman in since that day Kagome shot him down. He wasn’t ready to set himself up for another trap.

“Kagome?” He whispered.

“Yeah.” She lightly said.

“It’s late. I should take you home.” InuYasha was getting tired of this. Her question wore him out a little. He needed a good night sleep if he was going to be up beat and suave in the morning. It was New Years Eve tommorrow.

“Okay.” Kagome said as she mentally beat herself up for messing up the mood. ‘Me and my big ass mouth. I knew I shouldn’t have listened to Sango.’

They both walked into the comforting warmth of the Corolla and headed towards Kagome’s house.


InuYasha parked infront of the complex. He sighed as he turned the engine off creating a silence that seemed to happen all too often between them. “Well,” He said slapping his hand against the steering wheel to make noise; any kind of noise. “Here you are.”

“Yeah, here I am.” She leaned in to kiss InuYasha, but instead gave him an awkward peck on the cheek. “Um...bye.” Kagome said as she opened the door and rushed out from the embarrassment.

InuYasha was put off from the weird kiss. He knew he should’ve answered her question with dignity. Instead, he went out like a punk and left the poor girl hanging on a thread.

Kagome knew he was still parked and, being the somewhat gentleman he was, would watch her until she got in the building. The burn of his eyes on her back made the tread up to her door seem painfully long. It made her walk timid and offbeat. Kagome stopped. She couldn’t stand it anymore and wouldn’t let the date end like this. She turned around headed towards his car.

InuYasha, being the somewhat gentleman he was, wanted to watch her until she got safely in. But he was confused when she stopped and started to head back this way.
He let down his window once she was got close enough. “What? You left something?”


“Um....” Kagome twiddled with her fingers. She knew she wanted to say someting, but being the dumby she was, she didn’t think of nothing on the way over.

“Spill it.”

Kagome just said the only thing that came to mind. “You want to come up?”

Her statement threw him off. If he didn’t have a safety belt on, he was bound to have lept out the seat. “What?”
“Do you want to come up?” She boldy asked again.

‘This is your shot, Yash. Take it damnitt. End this thing now. Go for it. She wants it.’ InuYasha looked down at his lap. ‘Hell, you know you want it.’ “Sure.” He answered.

Kagome couldn’t help but smile. “Great.”



Sloppy kisses were exchanged as both clawed at each other on the living room sofa. They didn’t know how they got there nor did they care. They didn’t know how InuYasha’s shirt was torn and laying across the floor or how Kagome’s bra was hanging on the lamp nor did it matter.

InuYasha lapped at Kagome’s milky shoulders like a thirsty dog. “You taste so good.” He said trailing his tongue down her neck.

“Mmm.” Kagome moaned as she maneuvered her hands down to his zipper. She tried to undo his slacks but the metal teeth wouldn’t budge. Kagome began to yank and pull but to no avail.

“I got it.” InuYasha said pulling back from her neck.

“It’s okay.” She said reaching for it.

“No.” He said pushing her hands away. “I don’t want you to tear something down there.”
Kagome gave a nervous giggle. “I’m sorry.”

InuYasha chuckled. “It’s quite alright.” He said looking down to fix the snagged zipper.

“It’s been a long time. The last and only guy I’ve been with was Hojo.”

InuYasha snapped his head up and looked into Kagome’s eyes. “What?” He whispered.

“What? I married him at nineteen. What'd you expect? Look, let me help.” Kagome said reaching for the fastener.

InuYasha helplessly looked off as the stab of hard guilt cut throw him like soft margarine. ‘She’s only been with one man and that same man broke her heart.’ Even though she was upbeat, quick-witted, and hot tempered, she was still fragile. The wounds were still fresh for her. As opposed to his, which were kind of like a nasty scratch that happened a long time ago, but left a scar to remember.

“Zipper’s fixed.” Kagome giggled. “Okay, enough of that let’s get to bussiness.” She said said moving in for a kiss but InuYasha pulled away.

“What’s wrong?” Kagome said.

InuYasha shook his head. “I can’t do this.”

“What? What can’t you do?”

“I can’t do you.” He said zipping his pants back up. “I’m sorry.”

The sting of embarrassment hit her hard as she realized she had just been rejected.

“Here.” He said handing Kagome her bra back. “Put this on.”

The sting only got worse when she realized she was topless, too.’Now there’s the icing.’ She thought before snatching her bra back. “Give me my damn bra.” She snapped as she put it on.

“What’s your fucking problem?”

Kagome sighed. “My problem? What’s your problem? You keep turning me down and it ain’t a good feeling, Yash.” She said rummaging threw the couch pillows for her shirt. “Shit, maybe the papers were right. Maybe you are gay.”

That was the whip that broke the camels back. “What?”

“You heard me. Just come out the closet already and stop leading me on. I’ve been practically throwing myself at you for the past seventy-two hours. ” She said before finding her shirt and putting it on.

“Maybe that’s your damn problem. If you stop being such a little hussy...”

“Hussy?!” She shrilled. “How dare you?”

“How dare you? I’m trying to be respectfull towards you, but all you want to do is fuck. But if I touch you the wrong way, I’m a pervert.” InuYash scoffed and got up off the couch. “No wonder your husband left you.”

Kagome immediately shot up from the couch. “Take that back!” She warned.

InuYasha snatched his shirt off the floor. “Why should I? Look, I don’t want to argue. I gotta go.” She said grabbing his keys of the coffee table and stormed out.

Kagome folded her arms and flopped on the couch. “Me and my big mouth.”




A/n: Forget decency. Christmas story in Mid-February.