InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ All I wanted was love ❯ All I wanted was love ( One-Shot )

[ P - Pre-Teen ]

All I wanted was love

Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha and company; they belong to Miss, Mrs, Ms. Rumiko.

He watched everything around him, the dark corners, the lightning flashing, everything. He was dying, Inuyasha was a great fighter, that’s why he was dying.
He sighed, he hated emotions, they caused pain, that’s all they did. Caused pain. He slowly got up, painfully, he looked out the window and saw it raining, from his past memories, he loved the rain as a boy, he would love to stomp in the mud and laugh, that was when he was kinda still happy. Now, he was angry, at everyone, even himself. Why? Because he was pathetic.
He stuck his hand out the window, the rain hit his hand and washed away the blood on it, he watched, slightly dazed, the rain was so nice, soothing, calming. Then the lightning striked, and the thundered roared. He realized, that’s what he was, he was the lightning and thunder, because no one liked lightning and thunder. He was just the calming rain, but then he became the heavy angry down pour, and now he was the lightning and thunder. He pulled his hand back in and turned away slowly. If only he could be something else, something of worth.
He slowly laid down on his mat. He hoped that when he died, he would die in his sleep, but he knew it wouldn’t happen. He knew he would never be able to be happy, not even with her.
He fell asleep, but was woken a few hours later, he opened his eyes to see her, she was so beautiful, and that was why he could never have her,
“What do you want?” He asked with a dry throat,
“I have come, because you need me.” She said calmly, she was always calm, never showing what she felt,
“You know, I always admired you, you always hid what you felt. I wish I could be able to do that.” He said, looking off somewhere,
“You said you were great, that you would achieve everything.” She said, coldness still dripping from her voice,
“I could try to achieve everything, but it wouldn’t happen.” He said calm,
“But you said you have achieved everything, what haven’t you achieved?” she asked,
“Happiness.” He said with want, wanting what he could never have,
“But aren’t you happy doing what you do?” She asked,
“No, it tis my anger, that drove me to this.” He said,
“Ah, anger has ruined many of man.” She said with a smirk,
“It makes you happy to see me like this?” He asked, trying not to show that it hurt,
“No, it makes me laugh, at how stupid your actions were.” She said, still with a smirk,
“I can accept that.” He said,
“You will die, you know that?” She said,
“Yes.” He said,
“Can you accept that?” She asked with cold eyes,
“Yes, and gladly.” He said with a close of his eyes,
“Why?” She asked,
“Because I have wanted to have happiness the day my family died. But I could not, I will never forget the face of my mother dying slowly, or my father crying and telling her not to die on him, of my sister asking me if we were going to die.” He said,
“So you are not heartless after all.” She said, then sat down across from him,
“No, I’m just a wounded animal.” He said, then stared above him,
“Hmm. Does this wound you speak of repairable?” She asked,
“I don’t think so.” He said,
“Why not?” She asked,
“Because no one likes lightning and thunder.” He said,
“What does that have to do with the unrepairable wound?” She asked,
“I am the lightning and thunder.” He said,
“I see. I wish you a safe journey to the other side.” She said,
“As I, wish you.” He said, and then gasped as blood started to drip out of his mouth,
“Before you die, I must tell you something.” She said, letting her emotions show, the sadness of him leaving,
“What is it?” He asked, slightly choking on the blood,
“I love the lightning and thunder.” She said, propping him up a bit,
“All I wanted was to be loved. So does this mean you love me, Kikyou?” He asked with hope,
“Yes. I try to hide it, but I feel as if I will never prevail my love for you. I hope to see you in hell, Naraku.” She said, with glowing blue light around her.
There was a crash of lightning, then the thunder roared, and they were gone.

R and R please!

You can never hide your love,
Because it will always prevail….