InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Animal I've Become ❯ Chapter 1 ( Chapter 1 )

A/n: Forgive my spelling errors! I'm glad those that read this liked the first chapter! WARNINGS: Kouga being killed! Kagome attempts to kill herself. Dissage on InuYasha, slightly, and slight angst.

 

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Lets see, oh yes, I have been traveling for three months now, by myself. Now I don't need that half-breed to protect poor whittle old me. I now no longer really use my miko powers, even though I'm a Youkai, doesn't mean I don't have miko powers. If I feel too lazy to use my Youkai given powers on a minor Youkai, I just simply purify them, and they turn into a pile of ash. You're probably wondering what powers I gained, right? Very well, I'll tell you some. Like any Youkai, I have claws, yes they hide my actual weapons, instead of poison claws like Sesshoumaru; I shoot fire balls from my palm, I also have a whip, I don't yet know what kind, but I know it isn't poison. I have a sword as well, nothing like the three fangs from Sesshoumaru's father. You may have noticed that I don't use the half-breed's name, that's because I hate him now.

 

 

Naraku was stupid enough to lose some of the shards he had, apparently some minor Youkai broke in and stole them. So, now that I travel alone, I've gotten more shards in these three months that we use to get in five months. Not once have I caught a whiff of the half-breed, and the others, I haven't even come across Sesshoumaru, but I have met up with Kouga. He attacked me, so I had to do it, I killed him, funny thing is, I wasn't guilty or scared, and it felt natural. I am, however, lonely. I think of why I am here on this planet, no one needs me anymore; to the half-breed I was just a shard detector, nothing more, not a friend, not anything.

 

 

My family knew that I wanted to live here now, there was no place for a Youkai in the present, so my family allowed me to, I didn't even have to visit. Now that I'm alone, without a family, without friends I don't have to worry about what they think of me. I no longer have to hide who I am, what I do. If my ex-friends and ex-family saw me rip the heart out of a demon and crush it, then lick the blood off, they would say I was insane. Or if they saw me eat the heart they would attempt to kill me possibly. So without having to worry about what others think of me, I enjoy my freedom. You would think that with all this freedom I would want to stay alive on this planet, wandering until I die, or until someone or something kills me. This is not true, I don't want to remain here alone, having no one there for me, is hell in it's self. I sniffed the air, smelt like a little human girl, playing in the field of flowers several miles away from my spot. She most likely wouldn't come here, I sniffed again, and there was some sort of imp watching over here, like a babysitter, figures.

 

 

It was starting to get dark so I made camp; I gathered some wood and put it down in the center of the clearing, soon afterwards fire was coming from palm and onto the wood making a small fire. I lay down on the grass staring up at the stars. In this large empty world everyone has someone there for them, but not me, I have no one. Miroku has Sango, the half-breed has Kikyou, and Shippo has Kaede, hell even Sesshoumaru has someone. Why can't I have someone? I wonder if someone would notice it I just ended my life right now. No, no one would notice no one would even miss me. So why do I continue to live and breath here? Is it because I'm too cowardly to end my life? No it isn't, in fact its completely the opposite, I would do it, but I just gained my powers, so I guess I want to get use to them, before I do anything. No, that's not it, either. Come to think of it, I really haven't wondered about ending my life until now, the time where I have nothing else better to do. Hell what's the point of living here in his empty world without someone?

 

 

I smirked to myself; why not end my life now? So I stood up and drew out one of my throwing daggers, and I held it up to my throat, ready to slit it, which I did. At first I didn't feel anything, when I drew back the knife I saw my blood staining the blade, it was fascinating. Soon I began to feel dizzy, hitting the ground on my knees, becoming weak obviously. I lay down on my back, and then everything went black. I was thrust into eternal darkness, and I welcomed it.

 

 

 

 

 

Rin's P.O.V

 

 

 

 

 

I'm sitting here in a field of flowers, mean old Jaken watching me to make sure nothing happened to me. He always fell asleep, even when Sesshoumaru-sama threatened his life, it always happened. I don't know what made me do it, but I ran away from Jaken, he always would beat me up, like hit my on my head when I didn't do anything wrong, he was mean! I came into a clearing, there was a pretty lady there lying on the ground, a fire in the middle. Sesshoumaru-sama always said it was rude to wake someone when they were sleeping, but I couldn't help but walk over to her. Her clothes appeared red, but from further inspection they were white stained with red, that meant blood. I looked down at her, and screamed bloody murder. In a flash Sesshoumaru-sama was there, he looked toward me, and I ran to his leg hugging it for dear life. He sniffed around and saw the pretty lady who I was by just seconds ago. Sesshoumaru-sama appeared to know who she was.

 

 

Jaken came scuttling into the clearing and squawked annoyingly. Sesshoumaru-sama glared at him, and made him watch me once again while he excesses the situation. Sesshoumaru-sama had told us that his brother's wench had disappeared and was actually a Youkai, but when he told me this was Kagome-chan, the lady that was always nice to me, I cried. Sesshoumaru-sama stooped down and saw that she had inflicted the wound, and had bled to death. Sesshoumaru-sama never thought it best to protect me from the cruelness of reality. She had just died minutes ago from when I found her, Sesshoumaru-sama appeared to contemplate what to do. Then he took out his sword he doesn't use and slashed her body, and buried my face in my hands. Suddenly I heard a coughing sound, when I looked up Kagome-chan was waking. Sesshoumaru-sama stood there, looking down at her.

 

 

 

 

 

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A/n: That's the end of this chapter was going to be longer, but I wanted to have more to base the next chapter on. I put Rin's P.O.V in here so it didn't seem like a story with only one side to it. Hope you enjoyed it! Yes, there is OOCness in this. Any words you don't know what they mean, PM me.