Another Love

I'm not talking to you ungrateful non-reviewers I slave over a hot computer for what!?! Nothing that's what! Well if you feel that way. Fine just go jump off a cliff!!

As I walk through the forest I wonder what is going on with me I got off the path again! And man is he going to be mad when he finds out that I didn't bring him back anything again.

"Hi Sakura-chan how are you? What did you bring me this time?" Shouted that little ten year old hanyou who was only an inch shorter than me. He was always so energetic when he knew I was around. I know I shouldn't have that affect on a boy thousands of years younger than me, let alone one not of age but hey it ain't my fault and besides he is not my real brother so it isn't that bad.

"Well bro I can't say I got you anything on this travel. You see I went to a place where you wouldn't like the stuff that they have anyways so don't be mad besides you have me don't you and I'm a lot better than some dumb old gift aren't I?" I said with a pout on my dark tanned face. My lips eyelids and blood are naturally green giving me the look of face paint (what they call make-up back them) My shoulder length hair has white roots for about an inch then it turns black. I decided to wear a white firerat kimono that has a black fox on it with my matching choker. My three tails that wrapped around my waist started to dance up and down, calling my love to come to me. My delicate claws were sharpened to a point and were manicured to look like human nails with green nail paint/polish. I could just blend into the threes if I took off my kimono. Mirror, Mirror on the wall damn I sure look fine I can't blame this horny boy I would make me mine!

"Saki you are talking to yourself again and yes you are far better than any gaingen treasure in the world!" Exclaimed my little brother.

Four years later.

"Saki-chan come back!" Yelled my little brother chasing me down the over decorated hall. "Please I'm sorry Saki! I'm sorry ohime-sama. Sorry! I'm sorry!"

"Oh shut up baka! I am not going to forgive you just yet you jerk! First off we are more of siblings than me with Ice-boy so I can't choose besides you just came of age so you cannot go around proclaiming that you are going to take someone as a mate without making the proposition to them first! There is a reason that I spend so much time away from you I was trying to stop this from happening but why did you go and tell daddy Sen-sama's courts such a proclamation! Especially since you never came to me and I am to be married to your brother. Just you never spoke to me." I yelled. I could walk down these hall look at these faces knowing the truth that I had to choose between my two loves How I wish I were the Greek goddess Serene or Usagi as we call her here in Edo. She doesn't have the problems of love that I have to go through. She has her Endymon (not sure about spelling) just him and no other love. No man who loves her and got our father to marry her to him because of family status, and her love doesn't suffer defeat of them both. Life couldn't get any worse. Damn that stupid ball! The stupid meeting! Damn my brothers to hell! I ran out of my house ran past the stables down to the river where I started to form a cloud of my tails and I flew far away from my home the pain the sadness. Now my decision was made, "I will go and find Usagi and won't come back to him until I do!"

"Father come back here I need to speak with you! Just why did you do this you know I love Sakura so why did you not tell the half-ling of my proposal!" Said Sakura's older brother.

"Stop calling my son that and he really feels love toward the girl, and you for power and lust. Son it is not going to help you at all she loves him and you are making this hard for her just find another mate son you can get any beautiful shouju you want and have so many throwing themselves at you feet please let her be with her true love son." Said Lord Sen.

"Yes father." Then the young man made his way through the hall to his room sat himself in front of a table picked up a cup of tea. And he sang a song he heard one of the servants sing earlier.

"Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
Do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
but it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that I'm alright
And you can't change me

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spend with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you, proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect." He sighed and continued. "So now I will let my sweet Sakura marry the baka hanyou! To make her happy so she will have her wedding to my half brother must be arranged soon. This, Sessumaru damns that Inu Yasha to hell!"