InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Away From the Dark ❯ Chapter 30

WARNING (this story contains the following): homosexual relationships, (verbal, physical, sexual) abuse, descriptive sex scenes, (major) OOCness, uke Sessh, and it is AU. If you oppose reading about any or all of these things then do not read this. Please, do not complain to me about the things I've just listed because we all know that you didn't have to read my story. That covers the warnings. I will add any new ones as the story progresses.

 

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Chapter Thirty

 

Sesshomaru sat in his car. He was parked outside his house but Naraku wasn't home yet. He was scared about what was going to happen to him and had just finished off a pack of cigarettes. Not wanting to be caught just sitting out there, Sesshomaru went inside. He knew Naraku would prefer it if he greeted him naked but that was only when they were alone. Sesshomaru wasn't sure if Rin would be with him so he stayed dressed. He was glad he did because a short while later, Naraku and Rin walked through the front door. Rin was happy as usual but what unnerved Sesshomaru was the fact that Naraku had a smile on his face.

 

“Hey, Sesshomaru,” he said.

 

“Hi, Naraku.”

 

He hugged him and pressed a quick kiss to his lips. “How was your day?”

 

“It was good…I was able to get a lot of work done. How was yours?”

 

“Just fine. I've missed you all day though.”

 

“I missed you too.”

 

“Good.” He whispered the next part into his ear. “That's why I can't wait until we're alone tonight.” He stepped back and then walked into the kitchen with Rin.

 

Sesshomaru's heart started pounding. He hadn't liked it at all when Naraku was acting nice, that meant something bad for Sesshomaru would happen later. He already knew what Naraku was suggesting. He didn't want it but hopefully if he were a good pet to Naraku then he would let him eat. He wasn't feeling well and he was weak. The water had helped but it wasn't enough. After his pulse slowed down, he followed them into the kitchen.

 

“Sesshomaru,” Naraku said. “Jakotsu worked me so hard today. I'm exhausted. Would you mind cooking dinner tonight? I'm sure Rin is hungry too.”

 

Sesshomaru just stood there for a moment. Was Naraku trying to imply something else with those words? “I wouldn't mind at all.”

 

“Daddy, will you go play a game with me while Papa cooks?” Rin asked.

 

“Yeah, come on.” He glanced back at Sesshomaru and smirked before going into the living room.

 

Of course Naraku would make Sesshomaru do this. He'd cook for them and then not be allowed to have any food. What should have been a simple task was going to be torture.

 

When Sesshomaru was finally done he had Rin go into the kitchen so that he could talk to Naraku alone.

 

“Master…please, can I eat now?” Sesshomaru asked. He knew how pathetic he sounded.

 

“No,” Naraku told him almost cheerfully. “Go upstairs and wait for me.”

 

“Yes, master…”

 

Sesshomaru quickly went to their bedroom and closed the door. He lied on the bed, his mind racing with thoughts of what Naraku would do tonight. Slowly the tears came. He tried fighting against them but it was no use. He cried into a pillow thinking that death would be better than this life.

 

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Sesshomaru wiped away the last of his tears when he heard footsteps. He couldn't hide his red eyes though and Naraku saw them when he came in.

 

“Why were you crying?” Naraku asked.

 

“It's nothing important, master,” Sesshomaru answered.

 

“Good, there's no time for crying tonight.” He then pushed Sesshomaru onto his back and straddled his hips. He kissed up his neck and jaw until he reached his ear. “Y'know, I would love to make this pleasurable for you too but your punishment is still in affect. Such a shame. I'll still have my fun though.”

 

Sesshomaru tried to block out what was happening. Naraku stripped them both of their clothes before forcing Sesshomaru's legs apart. He stopped for a moment then got something out of the nightstand. It was a small tube of lube. He coated his cock before slamming into the younger man. Sesshomaru closed his eyes and gritted his teeth.

 

“Oh, come on,” Naraku purred. “You know you like it.” He thrust into him harder. “Tell me, tell me you like it.”

 

“I-I like it! Uhh! Master, I-I do…”

 

“Yeah, I know you do.”

 

When it finally ended Sesshomaru moved to his side of the bed and rested for a few minutes. Once Naraku was asleep, he got up and cleaned himself up a little. He stared at the door and was tempted to walk out. He could easily go downstairs and eat something or he could even leave. Immediately those thoughts were dismissed and he slowly made his way back to bed. Eventually he fell into a sleep filled with nightmares.

 

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The alarm went off. Sesshomaru was in no shape to get up though. He was exhausted and in pain. He turned it off and tried to go to sleep again but Naraku wouldn't allow that. The sound had woken them both up and Naraku wouldn't let him miss more work.

 

“Get up!” he ordered then kicked Sesshomaru. That got him sitting upright.

 

“Yes, master.”

 

He watched as Sesshomaru went into the bathroom to shower and get dressed. He smirked to himself. His plan had been working well so far. It had only been two days yet Sesshomaru was no longer the disobedient bitch he had been lately. He'd just have to maintain strict rules and things would be perfect.

 

Once Naraku said it was okay, Sesshomaru left for work. He didn't get out of his car when he parked in front of the building though. He sat there trying to fight off his increasing anxiety. Once he was able to calm down a little he got out and prepared himself for another day of work.

 

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Work had been mostly uneventful. He finished everything he had to, drank his fill of water, and was now driving back home. Inuyasha was probably wondering why he hadn't called him or anything. Luckily, he hadn't come by while Sesshomaru was at work. While he had enjoyed the surprise visit the other day, it would be bad if Bankotsu saw him acting so friendly with another man.

 

But that hadn't happened. Inuyasha hadn't come, no one was going to come. He was stuck.

 

No one was home when he got there. He went inside and waited for Naraku to arrive. The phone rang a short while later and he got up to answer it.

 

“Yes, Naraku?” he asked.

 

“Be ready for me when I get there. Rin isn't coming home tonight, she's sleeping over at Tami's. I told her mom that there was an emergency you and I had to take care of. Got it?”

 

“Yes, master.”

 

“Good. I'll be home soon.” He hung up.

 

Sesshomaru shed all his clothes then put them upstairs before going back down to wait on the couch. He heard Naraku's car and looked out the window. He was horrified with what he saw. Naraku was walking to the front door but with him was Jakotsu.

 

They came in and closed the door. Naraku smiled evilly. “I'm glad you listened to me, pet. We have a guest. Say hello,” Naraku told him.

 

“H-hello,” Sesshomaru stuttered. This was more than humiliating. He knew Naraku was capable of a lot of things but he never suspected that he would bring anyone…especially Jakotsu to see what he did to him.

 

“Sesshomaru, come here,” Naraku demanded.

 

Sesshomaru reluctantly obeyed and went to stand in front of him.

 

“Kneel.”

 

He listened once again. His eyes widened when he started undoing his pants. “N-Naraku-”

 

“That's not what you're supposed to call me!” he yelled then delivered a hard slap to Sesshomaru's face. He walked over to the couch and sat down. Jakotsu smirked and did the same.

 

“I'm sorry, master.”

 

“Crawl on over here to receive your punishment for slipping up.”

 

Sesshomaru crawled on his hands and knees until he was in front of Naraku. With a cruel smile Naraku pulled his pants down enough to expose the erection he was sporting.

 

“Now suck. You've had more than enough practice.”

 

“Master…master, please,” Sesshomaru whispered. “Don't make me do it. Please, not in front of him. Please.” He looked up into Naraku's eyes with his own pain and fear filled ones.

 

“Don't make me repeat myself. Do it before I get angry.”

 

Sesshomaru nodded before quickly replying with “Yes, master.” It was too late though. Naraku roughly grabbed him and forced him to take his cock into his mouth. This was nothing new to Sesshomaru though so he wasted no time in getting down to business. He tried to pretend that Jakotsu wasn't watching throughout the whole thing. Once Naraku came and he swallowed it, Naraku released the grip on the back of his head. He couldn't help but glance at Jakotsu. The hard-on he now had didn't go unnoticed.

 

Oh no. What if he makes me…? Sesshomaru couldn't even finish that thought. It was too awful to think about. He looked at Naraku again and the older man seemed to read his thoughts.

 

“You won't be doing anything to him, silly pet,” Naraku laughed. “I do want you out of here for the rest of tonight though. I don't care where you go. You can get some clothes on but you're not allowed to take your wallet or car keys. In fact, give me them before you leave.”

 

“Yes, master.”

 

Sesshomaru nearly ran up the stairs. He threw on his clothes and shoes as fast as he could. Grabbing the things Naraku asked for, he went back down.

 

“Here, master,” Sesshomaru said while handing his things over.

 

“Good boy,” Naraku said. “Before you go though I want to search your pockets to make sure you're not hiding anything.” He found nothing. “Bye, pet.”

 

“Bye, master.” He left without saying anything to Jakotsu.

 

The night was cold and in his rush Sesshomaru had forgotten a jacket. He had no car, no phone, no money. The closest store was about twenty minutes away. He'd be able to use their phone. He didn't want to go, all he felt like doing was curling up and dying. He took a deep breath and made the walk there. He already knew whom he was calling, he just hoped that Inuyasha wasn't busy.

 

“Hello?” Inuyasha answered.

 

“Hey, Inuyasha,” Sesshomaru spoke into the phone.

 

“Sessh? Hey, what's going on?”

 

Sesshomaru told him that he was kicked out and needed a place to stay for the night. Inuyasha asked where he was then quickly hung up and left. Sesshomaru leaned against a wall inside the store and waited.

 

Inuyasha practically ran up to Sesshomaru. “Hey, are you okay? What happened?” he asked frantically.

 

“I'll tell you at your house,” Sesshomaru mumbled and walked outside.

 

Inuyasha looked at him worriedly before following him out and getting into his truck. While they were driving, Sesshomaru tilted the seat back a little and closed his eyes. Once home, Inuyasha noticed that he was walking very slowly so he scooped him into his arms and carried him inside. Sesshomaru didn't say a word. He laid him on the couch and kneeled next to him.

 

“Sessh, please tell me what happened,” Inuyasha said.

 

Sesshomaru didn't know where to start. Should he start with the starving, the rape, the humiliation in front of Jakotsu? His stomach growled rather loudly and it embarrassed him.

 

“When's the last time you ate? I'll get you some food.”

 

“No,” Sesshomaru nearly cried. Naraku hadn't given him permission to eat yet and he would somehow find out if he did.

 

“You're hungry, I can hear your stomach.”

 

“No, I'm fine.”

 

“What's up with you? Come on, eat. It'll make you feel better.”

 

After a bit more convincing, Sesshomaru finally agreed to eat something. It reminded him though that all he had was a belly full of Naraku's cum. He needed to brush his teeth. “Inuyasha, do you have a toothbrush I could use?” he asked.

 

“Yeah, up in my bathroom. There's some under the sink.” He thought it was weird that he asked but decided not to say anything.

 

Sesshomaru went up and found one. After taking it out of the packaging he brushed his teeth to rid his mouth of the dirty feeling. Once he went back downstairs, he saw that Inuyasha was making him soup. He lied on the couch feeling miserable.

 

“Will you tell me now?” Inuyasha asked once he came back into the living room. Sesshomaru shook his head and he frowned. “Why not? You can trust me.”

 

“I know I can…”

 

“I know you were lying to me on Monday. Your phone isn't broken.”

 

“You didn't call it, did you?!”

 

“No but why is your reaction so panicked? Where's your phone?”

 

“Naraku has it…”

 

“Why?”

 

“He made me give it to him. I'm not allowed to have it anymore.”

 

“What else aren't you allowed to do?”

 

“Eat.”

 

“What?!”

 

“I can't eat or drink anything until he says I can. It's punishment for last weekend.”

 

“Oh my god, when's the last time you had any food?”

 

“Monday. But he made me throw it back up. I can't talk to anyone he doesn't like, I have to call him master, and I have to listen to everything he says otherwise I'll be punished. Today was the worst…he-he-” Sesshomaru had to stop. Tears were gathering in his eyes and his voice was unsteady. “H-he said to be ready for him when he got home so I was. I was naked and waiting. But then he brought Jakotsu, the guy that Ah-Un and I told you wanted to fuck me. Naraku made me…” He was crying by this point and Inuyasha was wide-eyed. “He made me suck him off while Jakotsu watched. It was the most horrible and humiliating thing I've had to do. I could handle the sex last night, the leash wasn't as bad, hell even being held underwater wasn't. But that…I'm nothing but a fucking whore.”

 

Inuyasha didn't know what to say so he hugged Sesshomaru tightly. Sesshomaru buried his face into his neck and sobbed. His crying was making Inuyasha's own eyes water but he held his tears back. He needed to be strong for Sesshomaru right now. The things he said though. Leash? Underwater? All of it was…he couldn't even find the words to express just how horrible it was.

 

A few minutes later his sobs died down some. Inuyasha told him he was going to get his food and a drink. Sesshomaru just nodded. When he came back though he started devouring it.

 

“Slow down,” Inuyasha ordered gently. “You'll end up making yourself sick.”

 

Sesshomaru did. His stomachache was slowly going away as more he ate more soup. Soon he was done with the bowl and cup of tea he had been given.

 

“Do you want more?” Inuyasha asked.

 

“Yeah.” He thanked him once he came back. He ate until he was full then let Inuyasha carry him upstairs to his bedroom.

 

“Do you need anything?”

 

“Any sort of painkiller,” Sesshomaru answered.

 

“Okay, I got some up here.” Inuyasha gave him the pills and water bottle he brought up. “Here, let's get you into some more comfortable pants.” He got some pajama pants from his drawer then walked back to Sesshomaru. He didn't show any signs of moving to put them on though. “Um, do you want me to just do it?”

 

“Yeah.” Sesshomaru's eyes were closed. He hoped his headache would go away soon.

 

He sat down and unbuttoned Sesshomaru's jeans. He pulled them off then put the other ones on him. He pulled a blanket over him and stood up.

 

“Inuyasha…please, don't leave,” Sesshomaru said.

 

“I'll be right back. I'm just gonna lock the doors downstairs and then I'm coming right back, okay?”

 

“Fine.”

 

Inuyasha quickly did what he said and came back. Sesshomaru was lying on his side curled up. “Do you need anything else?” Inuyasha asked.

 

“It's cold…”

 

He got another warm blanket and put it over Sesshomaru. He changed out of his own clothes before joining him in bed.

 

Sesshomaru turned to face him. “Thank you for everything. I'm sorry for doing this to you.”

 

“Don't apologize. I'd rather you be here with me then with that monster. It's not even eight yet but I know you're tired. Go to sleep. Don't worry, you're safe here.” Inuyasha wrapped his arms around him and brought him close.

 

Sesshomaru relaxed into his embrace and tried to fall asleep. He just couldn't though.

 

“What's wrong, Sessh?”

 

“I-I just can't sleep. Inuyasha…I've never been so miserable.”

 

“Please, leave him. I'm begging you. You deserve to be happy. I'll help you.”

 

“I'll get fired from my job, I have no savings. Naraku will find me and then I'll be punished worse then ever.”

 

“You can live with me as long as you want. I'll help you find a job and pay for things. Take him to court. He won't be able to touch you.”

 

“Do you really mean that? Sure, you want to help now but what about when it's really happening?”

 

“Of course, I mean it! Please, why are you staying with him? I know it's tough but you have to do this. We'll go to your house tomorrow. You'll tell Naraku that you're leaving him and taking Rin with you. Threaten him with the cops, with court. We'll get your stuff and then you guys can live here. You'll find a new job and then you can start saving. I'll help you out with like car payments and stuff that you or Rin might need. Please, accept my help. I don't want to keep watching you get hurt.”

 

Sesshomaru still had his fears. It would be too good to be true. Something bad would happen like always. Nothing good ever lasted. But what Inuyasha was saying…he wanted it so badly. He hated his life right now. He wished for death with every slap, rape, and `master.'

 

“I-I can't have you be with me when I tell him. I have to do it on my own. Then I can see if I'm strong or not.”

 

“Are-are you sure?”

 

“Yes. If I can't stand up to him and leave then what will happen when I see him again? I have to do it myself so that I know I'm able to handle him.”

 

“Okay…I get it. When will you do it?”

 

“I don't know…”

 

Inuyasha frowned.

 

“When I'm ready…and not afraid.”

 

“Okay. Let me know before you do it.”

 

“Okay.”

 

“Go to sleep now. You need a proper night of rest.”

 

It still took Sesshomaru a while but with Inuyasha's warm embrace and the hand running through his hair, he was able to fall asleep.

 

He kept having nightmares throughout the night. Sesshomaru would wake up only to lie there until his body forced him into slumber again. It was around one in the morning when he woke up terrified. He couldn't remember much of his dream, only that it was the most frightening so far. He looked around the dark room and thought he kept seeing shadows of things. He knew he was too old for this but that did nothing to calm his fear. He shifted closer to Inuyasha after having moved away from him in his sleep. He wanted to wake him up but he felt bad. It would be too selfish and he probably had to wake up early for work or something. He just lied there scared until Inuyasha woke up on his own.

 

“Sessh?” he mumbled sleepily. “Are you okay?”

 

“I'm fine,” Sesshomaru lied.

 

“How long have you been up for?”

 

“About an hour.”

 

“Why?”

 

“Just can't sleep…”

 

Inuyasha was more awake now. “What's going on?”

 

“I just…had a nightmare. I know it's silly but it still freaked me out.”

 

“It's not silly. Want to tell me what it was about?”

 

“I don't really remember. I just woke up scared…”

 

“Come here. Do you want me to turn the tv on so there's some light?”

 

“…I'm acting like a child.”

 

“It's okay. I'm not surprised that you're having bad dreams. I'm sure it's Naraku's fault. If you don't want the tv on then I'll stay awake until you're asleep.”

 

“You don't have to do that. It might still take me a while and you probably have to get up in the morning for work.”

 

“Don't worry about me. I concerned solely for you right now. I promise I'll stay up so you can go back to sleep.”

 

I don't deserve a friend like him. “Thank you, Inuyasha. I feel bad for making you do so much for me.”

 

“Hey, it's not like I'm forced. I'm happy and willing to do this stuff for you. Don't feel bad for anything.”

 

Sesshomaru didn't say anything else. He was so grateful for what Inuyasha was doing. He wasn't sure what he'd do without him or Kagura. His life would be totally different right now and in the worst way. He turned so he was facing Inuyasha. He smiled slightly as he felt his hand rubbing circles on his back. A large part of his fear was erased and he was able to drift into a more peaceful sleep.

 

Inuyasha made sure he was no longer awake before closing his own eyes. He was happy that he finally got Sesshomaru to agree to leave Naraku. He only hoped that he'd do it soon. Sesshomaru wouldn't be able to stand Naraku much longer. His punishments would only get more intense until Sesshomaru either left or was killed…

 

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They woke up at seven. Inuyasha had to get ready for work and Sesshomaru was used to waking up at that time anyways.

 

“Hey, do you want me to call in today?” Inuyasha asked. “I won't go to work and you can stay here.”

 

“No, that's okay,” Sesshomaru told him. “I should get going soon anyway.”

 

“Are you sure? You can stay here while I'm gone.”

 

“No thanks. I should go home.”

 

“If you think you should…I'll give you a ride in an hour then.”

 

“Thanks. Um…do you care if I'm in here while you get ready?”

 

“Nah, if you don't mind then you can stay.”

 

“Okay.” Sesshomaru lied back down as Inuyasha started the bathtub and got undressed. He kept looking without realizing it.

 

“It's rude to stare.”

 

Sesshomaru snapped back to reality and noticed that he had been looking at Inuyasha who was now only in boxers. “Oh, er, sorry?”

 

“Haha, I'm just playing. I don't care if you look at this gorgeous body.” He winked as he slipped his boxers off.

 

“Hmph, gorgeous? Yeah, right.”

 

“If it wasn't then why would you be looking at me naked?”

 

“Shut up.” He then turned around and closed his eyes. He heard as Inuyasha stepped into the tub. He hadn't actually meant to look at him naked.

 

“Hey, did I weird you out?” Inuyasha asked seriously. “I didn't mean to if I did…”

 

“No, you didn't.” Sesshomaru turned again to see him sitting in the water. Only the upper half of his body was visible. “Once you've seen one naked man you've seen them all.”

 

“Hehe, I beg to differ.”

 

“Of course you do.”

 

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An hour later, both men were dressed and Sesshomaru was well fed. Inuyasha tried to persuade him to not go home but he was stubborn about it. Sesshomaru was nervous about having Inuyasha drive him home. Naraku would be there, both of them were off today. He'd have to just tell him to drop him off at the corner. He couldn't risk Naraku seeing him with another man.

 

“I'll text Kagura and tell her to go with whatever Naraku says if he calls her for some reason,” Inuyasha said while they were in the truck.

 

“Thanks,” Sesshomaru told him. “Can you drop me off at the corner instead of in front of my house?”

 

“If you want. It's so Naraku won't see me.”

 

“Yeah…”

 

A few minutes later Inuyasha was parked at the corner. Sesshomaru wasn't looking at him.

 

“Look at me, Sessh.”

 

He obeyed.

 

“Are you gonna be okay? Should I really just leave you here?”

 

“I'll be fine…I'm home on time, he shouldn't be angry when I get there. It's okay, Inuyasha.”

 

He sighed. “Promise me you'll call if you need me to come get you. It doesn't matter what time. Call me in the middle of the night if you have to.”

 

“Okay, I promise I will if I need to.”

 

“See you, Sessh.”

 

“Bye, Inuyasha. Thank you for everything. Seriously, I'd be fucked without you.”

 

Inuyasha smiled sadly before hugging Sesshomaru tightly. He was sad because he was thinking of what would happen to Sesshomaru if he had no one. He'd be way worse off. What he suffered through now was bad enough, if he had no one…that was no way to think though. Sesshomaru would always have him and he had Kagura too.

 

“You're welcome. You'll always have me.” He then pulled back slightly in order to crash their lips together. Inuyasha gave him a fierce kiss while trying to pull his body closer. He didn't want to drive off while Sesshomaru went back to that creature. He felt bad that he was about to leave.

 

Sesshomaru didn't fight back for dominance. He only enjoyed as Inuyasha completely took control of it. He knew Inuyasha didn't want him to go home but he didn't understand. He had to. Even if he was going to leave him eventually he couldn't break all the rules until then. Leave him…that was a scary thought.

 

Inuyasha finally broke the kiss when they both were desperate for air. Sesshomaru was panting slightly. He hugged him again.

 

“Stay safe,” Inuyasha told him.

 

“I will. Bye.”

 

“Bye.”

 

Sesshomaru reluctantly let go and got out of the truck. He watched as his friend drove away then started walking down the street to his house.

 

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Naraku smirked as Sesshomaru walked through the front door.

 

“Back on time for once,” Naraku said as he went behind him.

 

“I didn't want to displease you, master,” Sesshomaru told him.

 

“Such a good pet. Where did you go last night?”

 

“…Kagura's. I'm sorry, master. I know you don't like her but I wasn't sure where else to go.”

 

“I don't want you talking to that bitch! I suppose I could forgive you though. Hm, you can do what you did last night. You were so good at it. Do it good enough and I'll forgive you. Maybe I'll even let you eat.”

 

“Anything you wish.”

 

Naraku took Sesshomaru by the hand and had him kneel in front of the couch. It was the same as last night only there was no one watching them. Sesshomaru made sure to do everything Naraku liked. He wanted to be allowed to eat again. When Naraku came he hoped he did a good enough job.

 

“You get better every time, pet.”

 

“I'm glad you think so, master.”

 

“I'm not hungry right now but when I feel like eating lunch you can eat some too.”

 

 

“Thank you.”

 

“You can drink now if you want though. I'm so nice to you, aren't I?”

 

“Yes, I'm lucky that you're my master.”

 

“Damn right, you are. You're dismissed for now.”

 

“Yes, master.”

 

Sesshomaru stood up and went into the kitchen. He had his fill of water before feeling the need to get out of the house. He really needed a cigarette or two. Will Naraku care though? It was better to ask then risk getting in trouble so he found Naraku again. He noticed that he was putting Sesshomaru's cell phone into one of the drawers.

 

“What is it, pet?”

 

“I wanted to ask you something, master. Is it alright with you if I smoke?” Sesshomaru asked.

 

“You quit a few years ago.”

 

“I know but I started back up. Is that okay?”

 

“I suppose I'll let you since you asked for permission first. You've been so good lately. Much better than before.”

 

“Thank you, master. I'll stop bothering you now.”

 

Sesshomaru went upstairs getting his pack and lighter from the drawer. He walked to the backyard and chain-smoked. He stayed outside for a long time not wanting to go back in. He thought about what he had said to Inuyasha. Can I really leave Naraku? Did he have the strength? He had never known any other life. Inuyasha offered to help him but…what if something happened? What if Inuyasha couldn't help him as much as he thought? Something bad and unexpected would happen. Maybe he shouldn't even attempt to leave him. Stop it. He knew he couldn't think negatively. I have to be strong. Inuyasha said that once I leave Naraku I'll be happy…

 

Naraku came outside while he was lost in thought. “Pet.”

 

Sesshomaru jumped a little since he hadn't even noticed that he came out. “Yes, master?”

 

“Come inside now.” Once they went in Naraku gave him another order. “Go shower and get dressed.”

 

“Okay, master.”

 

Sesshomaru listened but took his time. Once he was finished he went back downstairs to find Naraku in the kitchen.

 

“Time for lunch, pet.” Naraku sat at the table and Sesshomaru went to join him. “And just what are you doing?”

 

“I-I thought I was allowed to eat, master…”

 

“Oh, you are. You can't sit at the table though. You have to earn that privilege. Sit on the floor next to me.”

 

Of course there was a catch. It was like he was a dog…well, he kind of was. He was Naraku's pet. `Pet' was his only name now. `Sesshomaru' no longer existed.

 

He obediently sat on the floor and waited. His stomach decided to growl.

 

“Aw, is my pet hungry?” Naraku asked already knowing the answer.

 

“Yes, master. I am,” Sesshomaru answered in a quiet voice.

 

“Here you go.”

 

Sesshomaru closed his eyes as he ate. He had to eat from Naraku's hand and it was humiliating. “Thank you.”

 

The rest of the meal continued in that manner. Naraku would feed him scraps forcing Sesshomaru to eat like an animal. He only hoped that this wouldn't last long.

 

“Clean up,” Naraku ordered. “I'm going to get ready. We're leaving today.”

 

“Okay, master.”

 

Sesshomaru quickly did what he was told once Naraku was gone. He then sat on the couch and waited for his `master' to return. By the time they finally left the house it was late afternoon.

 

“Who's picking up Rin, master?” Sesshomaru asked.

 

“Tami's mom. She's bringing her home later on,” Naraku told him.

 

“Oh, okay.” He wondered where they were going. He wouldn't dare ask though. That would anger Naraku.

 

XXXXXX

 

Naraku had taken Sesshomaru to go do favors for Jakotsu and run other errands. At the moment they were walking through the mall. Jakotsu had given money to Naraku last night so he could give it to some guy. Jakotsu owed it to someone but he wasn't able to see him tonight so Naraku said he would do it…or something. Naraku hadn't given Sesshomaru many details and left him confused.

 

They were walking through one of the stores in order to get to the parking lot. Naraku kept his pet close to him. He wasn't allowed to stray far. Sesshomaru looked around. There weren't many people but that wasn't surprising for a Thursday. His eyes landed on a man with tanner skin than his and long black hair that was held in a high ponytail. He looked familiar but he couldn't figure out why. It clicked when the man saw him also. Koga. Inuyasha's ex, the man that cheated on him, the man that thought Sesshomaru was Inuyasha's boyfriend. Koga started walking towards them with a smirk on his face. Sesshomaru was suddenly very nervous.

 

Naraku narrowed his eyes at the man coming towards them. “Do you know that guy?” Naraku asked his pet.

 

Before he could answer, Koga yelled “Hey! Aren't you Inuyasha's boyfriend?” He stopped moving once he was a few feet in front of them.

 

“What the fuck is he talking about, Sesshomaru?” Naraku asked viciously.

 

“I-I don't know. You must have me mistaken for someone else,” Sesshomaru lied to Koga.

 

“No, I don't. It was you, Sesshomaru, that threatened to kick my ass if I didn't leave Inuyasha alone. Pfft, what happened? You two break up or are you cheating on him with this guy?” He gestured towards Naraku.

 

“What the fuck?” Naraku snarled. “Sesshomaru's been my husband for years!”

 

“Yeah? Well, Sesshomaru also has a boyfriend named Inuyasha.” He focused back on Sesshomaru. “You fucking whore. Looks like you've been caught cheating. Hm, I have to go now. Haha, nice seeing you!”

 

Sesshomaru was frozen with shock and fear. He was fucked, he was in so much trouble, he was dead. He didn't look at Naraku as he was dragged back to the car. Naraku wouldn't dare hit him in a public place but Sesshomaru would get one hell of a punishment when they got home.

 

“So you've been cheating on me, huh?” Naraku asked anger clear in this voice. They were on their way home. “I knew you fucked other men, I knew you were a fucking whore. Should I really be so surprised? Inuyasha? Is he the reason you always leave? Did you go to his house last night? You probably let him fuck you like a slut. Goddamn it! I'm so good to you, I'm the only person who doesn't want you for just sex. This is how you repay me?! Damn it, you better prepare yourself. Once we get home you better give me a good damn reason not to just fucking kill you.”

 

Sesshomaru was beyond terrified. He knew he was going to die. Naraku would go too far and kill him. It might be on purpose, it might be by accident. The car ride home went by quickly. As soon as they walked through and closed the front door, Naraku shoved Sesshomaru onto the ground. He quickly set to kicking him as hard as he could then dropped to his knees and started slapping him.

 

“You fucking whore, you fucking whore!” he kept screaming.

 

He lifted his head up then slammed it back into the floor. He did that a few times before moving on to hitting him in the stomach.

 

Naraku beat Sesshomaru until he couldn't move. His eyes were closed and he was barely even breathing. He was still conscious though. He was dragged upstairs and thrown onto the bed. Naraku punched him in the chest before going back downstairs. Sesshomaru gasped for breath as he vaguely registered the sound of the front door opening. He heard voices but couldn't focus that well on them. A few minutes later Naraku stormed back in, locking the door and throwing his own phone onto the nightstand. He grabbed a few items from under the bed then ripped Sesshomaru's clothes off and straddled him roughly. Sesshomaru slowly cracked his eyes open to see that he was being handcuffed to the headboard. Naraku wasn't finished there though. He bound Sesshomaru so that his legs were kept wide open. All his limbs were left immobile and he was too weak to struggle against his bonds. He knew what was coming next though and was scared. But Naraku wasn't doing it yet. Instead he continued to hit him. He punched him in the face and Sesshomaru felt the inside of his lip cut open. He tasted his own blood and it sickened him. Finally, Naraku stopped. Sesshomaru wished he would just hurry up and kill him instead of dragging this torture out. That would be too nice of him though.

 

Sesshomaru was confused when Naraku left again. He closed his eyes and didn't bother opening them when Naraku came back. They snapped open, however, when he heard a voice that didn't belong to Naraku. He was in complete shock. Standing next to his husband was Jakotsu…and he was staring at Sesshomaru's body with a gleam in his eyes that frightened him.

 

“This will be oh so fun to watch,” Naraku purred. “You like fucking other men so much so I'm sure you'll enjoy it, Sesshomaru. I hope you don't mind it rough, that's how Jakotsu likes it.”

 

“No,” Sesshomaru pleaded. “Don't…” He couldn't continue. His breathing was becoming faster and his fear was increasing at a rapid pace.

 

“Oh, I've wanted to do this for such a long time,” Jakotsu said with a smirk.

 

As he walked towards the bound and naked man in front of him, Sesshomaru's eyes filled with tears. He was going to be raped. He could barely take it when Naraku did it but it was completely different with someone else. Jakotsu wasn't his husband, he was just one of Naraku's creepy friends. This would be worst, so much worse. Just as Jakotsu started to climb on top of his body he shut his eyes tightly. Maybe if he kept them closed he could just pretend it was Naraku fucking him.

 

Jakotsu settled but then paused and stared at Sesshomaru's face. He had always thought that Sesshomaru was beautiful and he had always wanted to fuck him. Now he finally had the chance. He looked at the tears on his face and his tightly shut eyes. Sesshomaru's body was trembling slightly from fear. It was obvious with that and the way he was tied up that he didn't want this but that had never mattered to Jakotsu. All that mattered was him getting what he wanted. And he wanted Sesshomaru. Jakotsu figured that he would be excited when this finally happened. He didn't feel that way at all right now. He didn't know what it was but this wasn't like his fantasy in the slightest.

 

“Sesshomaru,” he whispered. “Open your eyes.” He had to look into those golden eyes. He already knew what emotions would be there but he had to see anyways.

 

Sesshomaru didn't listen though. Naraku stomped over to him and slapped him hard across the face. “He said open your fucking eyes!” he yelled. Slowly Sesshomaru obeyed.

 

Jakotsu bit his lip when Naraku hit the man underneath him. When he did it last night, he would admit that it was somewhat amusing in a twisted kind of way. Now it only disgusted him. Once Sesshomaru's eyes were open he looked down and instantly felt horrible. He could see more tears gathering then spilling, he could see all the pain and all the fear. There was also a silent plea in them, a plea for him not to do this, not to rape him. Oh my god, what am I about to do? Jakotsu finally realized that he was going to rape this man. Rape him. And suddenly it did matter that Sesshomaru wasn't willing. I-I can't do this. I have to leave. He stared into Sesshomaru's eyes for a long time. Finally he broke the silence.

 

“I'm sorry…”

 

He got up quickly and looked at Naraku. “I can't do that to him,” he explained. “It…I couldn't live with knowing that I did it to him against his will.”

 

Naraku was shocked. “Since when in the hell has it mattered if he was willing or not? You've never cared before,” he told him.

 

“I know but before now I've never been on top of him looking into his tear-filled eyes. He's your husband so I'm not going to tell you how to treat him but I don't want anything to do with this. Bye, Naraku. I'm leaving.”

 

“Fine.”

 

And then Jakotsu was gone.

 

Sesshomaru cried more. He couldn't believe what just happened. He didn't have time to think about it for long though because Naraku was now climbing on top of him. Jakotsu may have stopped himself from raping him but that didn't mean Naraku would.

 

“Guess someone felt pity for your pathetic ass,” Naraku growled. “Now I'll have to make it even worse for you.” He stripped off his clothes then rammed his dick into Sesshomaru.

 

He was going to make this horrible for him. With every thrust, Naraku smacked or hit him. He slammed into him as hard as he could. He wasn't doing this for his own pleasure, he was doing it for Sesshomaru's pain. He stopped hitting him only to clasp his hands around Sesshomaru's neck. Then his thrusts became even more insane.

 

Sesshomaru felt something inside him rip, he knew he was bleeding. Even though it did hurt that wasn't his first concern. He was too busy struggling to breath.

 

Naraku eventually gave up on choking him and slapped him instead. He didn't stop any of his movements until he himself was tired. While panting, he got off of Sesshomaru and put pants on. Then he searched for something in a drawer.

 

Sesshomaru's breathing stopped when he saw the knife in his hand. This is it. He's going to kill me now. He closed his eyes when the blade was used to cut the ropes that held his legs apart. It dug into his skin a little. He also unlocked the handcuffs.

 

Naraku grabbed him and tried to force him to stand. Sesshomaru couldn't support himself though so when Naraku let go he fell to the ground. Naraku dropped to his knees and held the blade to his throat. “I should kill you, I should fucking kill you!”

 

Sesshomaru could see the crazy look in his eyes. “Kill me then,” he whispered. “You think death scares me? If you want to kill me then I welcome it with open arms.”

 

Naraku narrowed his eyes and punched him. While he hit him, his hand with the knife moved away from his throat and sliced across his chest. He stood up and dropped the blade to the floor. He paced back and forth for a few moments. Sesshomaru looked over and saw his clothes. He reached a shaky hand over. He was only able to pull his boxers on before Naraku came back. He sat on his stomach and grabbed his hair. He yanked Sesshomaru's head back so his throat was exposed. Sesshomaru's gaze stayed on him.

 

“I don't know what to do with you,” Naraku sighed. “Killing you would be going too easy on you. You probably want that anyways. I'm getting bored with just hitting you though. I need to think of something better. Hm, well maybe just one more.”

 

Naraku pulled his fist back with a smirk on his face. Neither noticed the door open. He punched Sesshomaru in the jaw. They didn't realize someone else was in the room until it was too late. As soon as his fist connected with Sesshomaru's face, they heard a loud scream. Both their heads snapped to the direction of the door.

 

Standing in the doorway with wide-eyes and tears streaming down her face was Rin.

 

Sesshomaru's mind momentarily shut down while Naraku's anger and surprise rose. I locked that fucking door. Jakotsu. He had forgotten to re-lock it after Jakotsu left…and now Rin…

 

“Mother fucker,” Naraku growled more to himself. He glared at Sesshomaru before standing up and heading for the door. Rin quickly moved out of the way. Naraku brushed past her and went downstairs.

 

Sesshomaru heard the door open then slam shut and knew that Naraku was gone. Sesshomaru couldn't believe it. Rin watched as Naraku punched her papa in the face. Now she was there staring at his battered body. He reached over and grabbed his shirt but didn't have the strength to actually put it on. He draped it over his chest and stomach instead. Rin was shaking in fear and crying more.

 

“Rin,” he said quietly. “Rin, go downstairs and get my phone out of the drawer. Call Inuyasha and tell him to pick us up. Please.”

 

It took her a few moments for his words to sink in but she nodded then went to do what she was told. Sesshomaru closed his eyes but couldn't prevent his own tears from falling. Rin never should have seen something like that. It was his fault. He knew he was an awful parent. He heard Rin's voice. She came back upstairs but went to her own room. Sesshomaru didn't know what to do. He couldn't move very much so he stayed on the floor waiting for Inuyasha to rescue him.

 

Finally, he heard his front door open. At first he feared that it was Naraku but then he heard his friend's voice.

 

“Sessh? Where are you?” Inuyasha called out.

 

“Upstairs,” Sesshomaru yelled back weakly. He heard two sets of footsteps running up.

 

Both Inuyasha and Kagura ran to where he was and dropped down beside him. They both were in shock.

 

“Kagura, go with Rin,” Sesshomaru said. “She's in her room…she saw.”

 

Kagura's eyes widened before she nodded. “Yeah, I'll go with her. Inuyasha, give me your keys so I can take her out to the car.”

 

He handed them to her and then she went to go find his daughter. Inuyasha quickly closed the door behind her before going back to his previous position.

 

“You can't stand, can you?” Inuyasha asked softly.

 

“No,” Sesshomaru told him.

 

He nodded then picked him up as gently as he could and placed him on the bed. “I'm going to pack you a bag of clothes and stuff and then we're getting the hell out of here.”

 

“Okay.”

 

Inuyasha did so as fast as he could then grabbed a t-shirt and shorts. He dressed Sesshomaru and then slung the bag over his shoulder. He picked Sesshomaru up again and then they left. Kagura and Rin were already in the car. They were both in the backseat and Sesshomaru could see that Kagura was holding Rin while the small girl cried in her arms. Fresh tears came to Sesshomaru's eyes as Inuyasha carried him to the front seat. He winced slightly as he was buckled up, it hurt to sit. He closed his eyes once they drove back to Inuyasha's house. It was silent the entire way there.

 

When they arrived, Kagura brought Rin to her house so Inuyasha could take care of Sesshomaru. She was too scared to even go near her papa so only Kagura hugged him. Then the two of them left. Inuyasha carried Sesshomaru up to his room and laid him on the bed.

 

“Is it alright if I clean you up some?” Inuyasha asked.

 

“Yeah,” Sesshomaru told him.

 

“Do you want me to start a bath for you?”

 

“I really don't think I'm up for that…”

 

“Okay. How badly are you hurt? Do you want to go to the hospital?”

 

“It's nothing that serious. I'll heal on my own.”

 

“Are you sure?”

 

“Yes.”

 

“Okay.”

 

Inuyasha got a damp washcloth to clean him with. He then took Sesshomaru's shirt and pants off. There was a slash across his chest with dried blood so Inuyasha started with that. He then moved on to his wrists which were more red and slightly swollen then bloody. He went to his ankles where the skin looked like it was rubbed away from the area and cut.

 

“Flip onto your stomach,” Inuyasha gently commanded.

 

Once Sesshomaru did so, he noticed that blood had run down his legs and that some of it had seeped through his boxers. Inuyasha had to close his eyes for a moment. If Sesshomaru was bleeding from there then what Naraku did had to be brutal.

 

“There's blood on your boxers and legs. Will you let me take them off so I can clean the blood?”

 

Sesshomaru didn't answer immediately. He hated Naraku for doing this to him. He couldn't even move around much or clean himself up. “Yeah…”

 

“I'll be quick about it.”

 

Inuyasha pulled them off and wiped away the blood. He did it as fast as he could while still doing a good job since he knew Sesshomaru was miserable from this. Once he was done he reached into Sesshomaru's bag and got a new pair out for him along with a t-shirt and pajama pants. He dressed Sesshomaru before asking him if he needed anything.

 

“Water and pain killers, please.”

 

Inuyasha got them for him. Sesshomaru gulped down some of the water to swallow the pills He tipped the rest into his mouth but didn't swallow it. He swished it around before spitting it back into the cup. Inuyasha noticed that it had a red tint.

 

“Your mouth is cut up too? Here, let's stop the bleeding.” After a few minutes it stopped.

 

Inuyasha sat down on the bed and had Sesshomaru rest his head on his lap. He gently brushed his fingers through his hair while patiently waiting for him to speak.

 

“We ran into Koga today,” Sesshomaru told him.

 

“What?”

 

“Naraku and I…we were at the mall and we saw him. He recognized me and remembered that I had told him I was your boyfriend. Naraku got angry and thought I was cheating on him. He took me home and then…all this happened. That was the worst beating by far. I was on the floor with him on top of me. We didn't hear Rin come in. When he punched me she screamed. And then he left. She saw…she never should have seen something like that.” Sesshomaru started crying. “I should've been better at protecting her. She'll never get that image out of her head. I hate Naraku…I fucking hate that bastard!” His cries turned into sobs that steadily increased in volume. “W-what if he had decided to hit her? I wouldn't have been able to stop him! Fuck, goddamn it. I'm fucking awful!”

 

“Shh, calm down. It's okay, that didn't happen and it's not going to happen. You're not awful, Sessh. It isn't safe though for you or for her to stay in that environment.”

 

“I know.”

 

“What are you going to do then? Are you going to go back to Naraku once you're better?”

 

“No! I can't, I can't, I can't! I can't go back. For Rin…no, I can't stay with Naraku anymore…”

 

Neither man said anything else after that. Inuyasha silently continued to hold the abused man while Sesshomaru hid his face with his arms and bawled.

 

XXX

 

Oh fuck

 

MM

 

VegoSacomoto: Yeah, all my readers want to either beat Naraku's ass or murder him. Or they give suggestions on how he should die

 

leta: Thanks! Yeah, and I think this was the quickest I've ever written 8300+ words

 

 

FF

 

DarkAngelJudas: Well…Naraku didn't kill Sesshomaru…or put him in the hospital. On the positive side Sesshomaru won't be going back to Naraku now

 

Ladykaa28: Yeah, and people besides women too. Eh, I understand what you're saying. Your review kind of inspired me to keep writing for this chapter until Sesshomaru finally said he was leaving Naraku (and he's not just saying that). If I had just posted my normal sized chapters it would've taken three or four more chapters to get to this point and I knew I couldn't keep all of you waiting for that long

 

stallion14: Well, Naraku is crazy so he was trying to think of all sorts of odd punishments for Sesshomaru

 

TrentGilbert22: Thanks. Yeah, the way Naraku sees it is like this. He always hits Sesshomaru as punishment but since Sess kept being bad obviously that wasn't working so he had to think of new ways to torture him. I think ass is too nice of a nice name for Naraku. I prefer to call him an absolute cuntface but that's just me

 

inu-dude15: It took more than just Inuyasha to convince him to leave but alas Sesshomaru's convinced now

 

The Deity Ororo: Thanks! =)

 

milkchocolatehot64: Eh, yeah I understand what you're saying

 

Mai Darling Dearheart: I told you that this chapter was going to take a while but I got this finished a lot sooner than I thought

 

Amethyst Green: Hehe, we'll see

 

dashllee: Well, in this chapter Sesshomaru got beaten to the point he couldn't move…but he did realize that he can longer stay with no Naraku so he won't be going back

 

becauseimthefavorite: Thanks and yeah, it can get pretty intense

 

JSinuYasha: Thanks! And I got this chapter out quicker than I thought I would

 

Sess101: Hey, man. I'm doing alright, you? Thanks! Well…how was that for a chapter?

 

Kaybop1: And this chapter will probably want to make you kill Naraku. Thanks, I think this was a pretty quick update considering it's 8300 words

 

Nikkie23534: If that's what happened from reading chapter 29 then I'm curious as to what happened after reading chapter 30. And the one (but major) positive thing that came from all this…Sesshomaru realized how unsafe it was for both him and Rin and now won't be going back to that fuckface Naraku

 

inudemoness93- sessyluvr: I don't think I have to tell you now since Sesshomaru said it himself

 

Silver Volken Raven: Ha, yeah FFN is the first site I ever posted on and it's going to be the only site with ALL my fanfics. I only registered on MM a few months ago and only plan on having multi-chap fics there. To answer your question: kind of. Well, Jakotsu knows. And the rest of Naraku's friends know that Naraku doesn't treat Sesshomaru right. They just don't know the full extent. And Sesshomaru doesn't really have anyone else to turn to besides Inuyasha and Kagura. I don't think I've mentioned it much in the story but Sesshomaru doesn't have any family to turn to. He doesn't have any other friends either since Naraku prevented it. And Rin definitely found out this chapter

 

And everyone…don't expect another chapter this length