InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Back to you ❯ Chapter 16 ( Chapter 17 )

[ Y - Young Adult: Not suitable for readers under 16 ]
Disclaimer: Oh, yeah I don’t own InuYasha but I do own the rights to this story save for the characters!


Totally back with a new chapter!


Back to you


By Miztikal-Dragon


Chapter Sixteen: Instincts will show the way


Kagome had been awake for a while and she couldn’t keep her mind off of InuYasha. She didn’t know why she had another vision of the past, but it had hurt her even more than she could ever believe. InuYasha couldn’t remember her and she knew he had seen what she saw, Kagome could feel it. It did something to him, and InuYasha had run away, just like Kagome had though now she could barely begin to comprehend what he had been feeling only ten years ago. Silently watching her friends eating, Kagome moved her gaze to her own bowl, somehow she had lost her appetite and all she wanted to do was sink into the floor and disappear forever.


“Lady Kagome are you feeling okay?” Miroku asked curiously, placing his bowl on the ground watching her carefully.


“I’m fine,” she said trying to flash them a smile. “but I think I’m going to go for a walk to clear my mind.” She paused getting to her feet, “I would like for you guys to stay here and tend to your family. I promise that I won’t be too long and that I’ll keep an eye out for danger.”


Miroku seemed a little wary of Kagome’s behavior, but said nothing as she left and Kagome was grateful for that. Her life had taken a turn and sometimes it felt as if it was for the worst. Sure she had tried to get back through the well plenty of times to get back to InuYasha, but the fact of the matter was that back then she couldn’t and that was back in the past. You can’t go back and redo what you had screwed up, it didn’t work that way, it never does. Not knowing where she was headed, Kagome thought about her past while she walked.


Since it was coming back to haunt her, she might as well be miserable thinking about everything that had happened, every tear shed, every kiss stolen, every embrace that never seemed to end and everything else, including the pain. There had been a lot of pain from the very beginning, but somehow InuYasha had been able to get passed it, he had been able to move on and not let it hold him back, but it held Kagome and tightly. She couldn’t get passed the feeling of her betrayal, the heartache that she had caused everyone around her. Kagome was ashamed of how weak she had been and how she allowed it to happen to her.


‘Why do I have to be such a pushover?’ She thought to herself kicking the dirt under her feet, ‘I have tried so hard to grow stronger, to become a stronger person, but deep down inside I’m still worthless. I still see the monster that I had become all those years ago. Will I ever be able to escape from my nightmares? Can I ever just be a normal woman, with a normal life?’


Walking numbly by a few shrouded trees, Kagome found herself standing merely yards away from the bone eater’s well. The light surrounding it made her fight back her tears, everything had started at the well, it was how she came to the feudal era, how she met InuYasha and the gang. It was where she had first fallen in love with an amber eyed silver hair hanyou boy named InuYasha. Going over to the well, Kagome gently ran her hand around the opening, she had come back and she didn’t want to leave him for a second time, but if he couldn’t remember her than why waste time trying to make him her ember something that only would upset him? Kagome didn’t want to burden him with her undeserved love when he could be happy without her.


Looking back at the trees behind her, Kagome smiled, her life had seemed like nothing but a horrible dream and at any moment she would wake up and be sixteen all over again, running away from her father and his steel fists. Sighing heavily, Kagome climbed onto the lip of the well and hoped in, she was going back to her own time, there were just some things that she had to think about that just couldn’t be done in the wilderness that hid human eating demons and had absolutely no safety for a human girl. Kagome was immediately engulfed by the deep blue light and she closed her eyes until she felt her feet softly touch the ground, she was now home in the well house where nothing too life threatening could go wrong. Bringing her gaze upwards, the first ting she saw was a motionless arm hanging over with clawed finger tips. Her eyes went wide with horror as she scrambled to climb up the wall. InuYasha had been able to pass through to her time on his own and she prayed that he was alright.


Getting to the top, Kagome practically jumped out of the well and landed roughly next to InuYasha’s limp form. His head was resting on the lip of the well and it looked as though he had taken a pretty bad tumble. Her heart was beating a million miles a second as she checked his pulse and let out a relieved breath when she found one. Rolling him over onto his back, Kagome cringed at the small gash above Inuyasha’s eyebrow, it would have to be cleaned and probably stitched as well.


“Oh god InuYasha what happened to you?” She whispered as she pulled him towards herself and picking him up as much as she could, which wasn’t that much.


Half dragging, half carrying him, Kagome struggled slowly getting to her house and up the stairs to her bedroom where she could have a thorough look of InuYasha’s head wound. It took her a while to actually get InuYasha securely onto her bed and she bruised herself during the whole transaction. Once Kagome had managed to get the unconscious hanyou onto her bed, she went into her bathroom and grabbed her first aid kits as well as some scotch tape. Time seemed to pass by so slowly while she mended Inuyasha’s small gash, and when she had finished, Kagome found herself staring at his relaxed face. He looked as if he was having a wonderful dream and she hoped that he would sleep the whole night through so there wouldn’t have to be any awkward conversations.


Smiling just a little, Kagome brushed her fingers through InuYasha’s untamed silky hair and placed a gentle kiss on his forehead before she got up from her seat and left the room heading for the living room. The last two or so days had been very chaotic and the only thing that Kagome wanted was a nice hot shower and probably a cup of coffee. Locking all the doors that led outside, Kagome went into the kitchen and started the coffee maker then trudged back upstairs to the bathroom where she drew herself a hot bubble bath. Undressing herself, Kagome discarded her dirty clothing in the hamper and slipped into the tub, a tired groan escaping her lisp as she rested her head on the edge of the porcelain.


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Everything around him was oddly familiar as he lay in the grass. Night had come quickly and he could see the stars twinkling in the sky before he rolled over onto his stomach and lazily dropping his left arm over someone’s small form. InuYasha stared unblinking into her eyes, her confused expression was somewhat curious and he wanted to smirk. She would always be beautiful to him no matter how she looked.


“InuYasha what are---”


He didn’t give her any time to finish her sentence as he started tickling her sides ruthlessly. Kagome’s giggles were music to his ears as she tried to escape, but he just began using both hangs, not allowing her to get away from him. InuYasha couldn’t help but laugh at Kagome’s facial expression, her smile was from ear to ear as she playfully thrashed about trying to get away.


“InuYasha….” She laughed breathlessly, “Don’t…”


“Don’t what Kagome?” He said smirking as he leaned his face towards hers.


She smiled at him coyly and her lips brushed against his sensitive ear, her panting sending shivers throughout his body as he swallowed the lump in his throat. His mouth was dry and InuYasha couldn’t think straight.


“Don’t let your guard down.”


How he was supposed to answer that as she kissed his cheek? Somehow Kagome had successfully fogged up his mind and the seductive tone that she had used left him thinking with something other than his brain. InuYasha had no clue to what was going on, but the next thing that he knew, he was laying flat on his back and Kagome was holding down his shoulders. He hated to admit it, but he was pinned and yet it wasn’t in the bad way either. He could feel her thighs straddling his lower half as she smiled down at him, her brown eyes filled with life and sparkles brilliantly. Boy was he in love with her.


“Oh, look who’s not such a tough hanyou now,” Kagome laughed sarcastically.


“Kagome…” He whispered hoarsely biting down on his lower lips. She was doing something to him and even if it felt good, she had to know just what type of effect that she was having on him.


InuYasha’s breathing was erratic and chills ran up his spine as Kagome moved slightly against his pelvis, it was becoming almost unbearable. His member was becoming stiff at her movements. He was fighting against his animal urges, he had to make her stop moving somehow and it had to be fast. InuYasha wasn’t thinking clearly as he gripped her waist, pushing her closer, yet trying to cease her squirming.


“InuYasha?” Kagome gasped putting her hands flat against his chest, “What are you---”


“Please Kagome,” he panted breathlessly, her squirming doubled driving him to the edge. “S-stop… D-don’t m-move… or-or I might.. Oh, please stop moving…”


She gasped again and InuYasha knew that she could probably feel his hard member pressing against her because she stopped instantly and if he could have, he would have let out a heavy but relieved sigh. Even if she had stopped, InuYasha could plainly smell her arousal and he subconsciously gripped her waist tightly, pushing her heart against himself. If they were to stay in their positions for a little longer, InuYasha was positive that he would take her right then and there out in the open field under the heavens.


He let a muffled moan escape his throat as Kagome shifted her weight slightly, he couldn’t take much more of her innocent torture, but he didn’t want them to do it like this, under those circumstances. They were just beginning to repair what was left of their ruined relationship and she would probably be leaving him and InuYasha didn’t want to risk the big chance of getting her pregnant if he wasn’t going to be able to be with her forever. Besides they both were too young to be having pups, even if he did want them, it just wasn’t the right time for either of them.


“Please Kagome…” He pleaded hanging on by a thread, “stop… I want to, but oh god not yet… too soon… I-we’re not… ready for this..”


His heart was pounding in his chest, Inuyasha couldn’t recall ever feeling that how he was before, it was alien but it was something that he would like to feel for the rest of his life. Sitting up quickly, InuYasha was covered in a cold sweat, his hair stuck to his face and he couldn’t see much in front of him but the blackness, he must have still been in that place on the other side of the bone eater’s well. Running his finger’s through his hair, his eyes widened in surprise, he was human. Observing his surroundings, InuYasha could feel the soft and comfortable materials underneath him, he had no clue to where he was.


Managing to get to his feet, InuYasha followed the small amount of light, where ever he was, it was a huge and probably luxurious hut-like mansion that he had never seen before. The walls were rough to the touch and it helped him as he blindly walked down the hall. There was an open doorway where a bright light was pouring out of. It troubled his mind as he tried to think of the possibility of sunlight being captured and used while he was transformed, how was there light in the darkness? Getting closer by the minute, InuYasha’s heat hammered in his throat as he nervously licked his lips.


As soon as he entered, his breath hitched and he felt as though his leg would give away. InuYasha had never seen anything like it in his entire life, well at least for as much as he could recall. Deep in his heart he knew exactly who she was, but he couldn’t quite remember all the small details yet. Stepping into the small room, InuYasha watched Kagome carefully trying to be sure not to disturb her. Not like it would matter so much since she was peacefully sleeping. Leaning over her body, he gently put his hands underneath her body and lifted her out of the surprisingly cold water. He wasn’t sure how long she’d been bathing for, but falling asleep wasn’t such a good idea.


He could feel the dampness of her body and the heat that was pouring from his own as he stared uncomfortably at the woman in his arms. Gulping loudly, InuYasha shrugged off his haori and it fell helplessly to the ground before he could grab it, boy was he in a predicament. InuYasha looked around skeptically for something, for anything that he could use to cover up Kagome’s nude body, he didn’t want to find out if the enormous blush on his face could get any bigger.


Pulling a large towel from the metal pole, InuYasha maneuvered her just so and draped it over her body. Letting on exasperated sigh come from his lips, the human InuYasha took a step forward only to slip on the huge puddle of water now underneath him. InuYasha fell face first to the ground, trying his hardest to shield Kagome’s unconscious body from the fall, it didn’t help much that the ground was slippery. His black hair clung to his face as he stared unblinking down at Kagome, his breath coming only in sharp gasping pants as he pulled her closer to himself.


Closing his eyes and resting his cheek against Kagome’s he sighed heavily, it had been a close one, one that he didn’t really want to repeat any time in the near future. He soon realized the compromising position he was in as he sat there straddling the unconscious woman beneath him when a low groan escaped her lips. Sitting up quickly, Inuyasha tried not to panic as he watched in total shock as Kagome slowly opened her eyes. At first she seemed confused to see him and InuYasha had a thought why; she had never seen him in his human form before right?


“Ka-Kagome are you alright?” He asked in a hushed whisper still trying to keep the blush from his face left unnoticed, which it was for the time being.


“I-nu-Yasha?” She replied still confused as she struggled to fight off the grogginess in her mind. “What are you doing in my bathroom?”


He was silent for a moment as he too asked himself that very question. In all honesty he had no clue to where or when he was, but he wasn’t too sure that he wanted to confess to seeing her naked. The look on her face made him want to say something, but the moment he opened his mouth, there was nothing but silence so he closed it. When Kagome frowned and looked down at herself, her eyes went wide and her face turned ten different shades of red. InuYasha knew that she was probably very embarrassed, but when she closed her eyes and went still, his hear seemed to skip a beat.


“Kagome!” He whispered loudly as he rested one of his hands next to her head and the other lightly on her cheek.


He had no clue to what he was doing, but all of his instincts told him to worry. If she hit her head, Kagome might have a concussion and he didn’t want that to happen. Inuyasha called her name again, his hand brushing the hair away from her face, her dark brown eyes suddenly boring into his own amber orbs. At first he couldn’t describe the feelings that swelled throughout his being as he stared at her. Kagome’s breath was ragged and InuYasha subconsciously licked his lips as he leaned closer until there were merely millimeter’s apart.


“InuYasha?” Her voice was a flushed whisper until he closed the space between them, capturing her lips in a feverish kiss.


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E/N: Can I be anymore confusing? Well the next update will be probably in a week or so. I have a little writer's block for this story, but I'm working on chapter 21 as I speak. It does get better I swear, but then again I can't let everything be peaches and creme can I? So REVIEW!


-Krystal-