InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Beautiful: An Adventure in Parenthood ❯ What a... Beast! ( Chapter 12 )

Disclaimer: I don't own Sess/Rin

Dedicated to: Darrakk! He's just awesome and I'm hoping this meets with his approval.

A/N: Sorry it took a couple extra days to update. It seems that someone thought my characterization in this story wasn't so great and hates my typos :( - so I wanted to add some things to this chapter to remind us all that Sesshoumaru is STILL a badass anytime he's dealing with someone OTHER than Rin. He's still ready and willing to go to battle… which we will also see more of. I still probably have typos, but I'm going for 'faster' updates for you guys so… Lemme know. Do you care more about typos or the four/five extra days it would take to update if I got a beta?

I hope you guys like this, I tried hard!

WARNINGS: BEASTIALITY LEMON AHEAD!

UPDATE: Some of the reviews have led me to realize that people are not understand (SORRY IF I WAS UNCLEAR) that THIS IS A FLASHBACK CHAPTER! (I mentioned this is in the a/n for the previous chapter, but...)

There WILL BE more children coming, but NOT YET!

FLASHBACK TO BEFORE RIN WAS PREGNANT WITH SHIINI-CHAN!

Rin whined while he pulled her hair, making her arch her back even more… This whole 'mating season', while certainly not the worst possible thing, was almost starting to wear on her… It didn't help that this was now the week before she bled and she was therefore fertile as well.

She just wanted some damn sleep!

But… She would never deny him… Even if it was the third time today he'd taken her off to a secluded area and they'd wound up with her on hands and knees and him mounting her from behind, roughly pounding into her. She wished she'd become pregnant already, so that his instincts would settle some… Even if he did feel mind-numbingly good…

Speaking of which… "Sesshou… maru…" She rippled and climaxed around him, her body responding to the stimulation even as her mind told her she couldn't keep this up much longer.

He snarled and increased his pace, following behind her moments later and knotting deeply in her belly, which effectively ceased his movements.

This was her time to relax… In the intervals before he would be able to pull out, and recover his stamina, before asking for yet another round.

Pulling them to their sides, he curled himself and mokomoko protectively around her, trying to hide the human scent as much as possible, but he knew it was impossible to hide the scent of sex from all but the lowest level of youkai. They were vulnerable right now, and he'd have a hell of a time defending them while he was stuck inside her… Although he did have his light whip, so he'd wasn't entirely defenseless, even without his swords.

If she were not human, he'd have simply enshrouded them in an acidic mist to ward others away, but considering even a single drop of his acid would instantly melt her skin and bones and turn her to a puddle of goo… That simply wasn't an option.

If he absolutely had to he could simply heft her up and take to the skies at any moment; though flying naked through the skies in humanoid form with an equally naked human woman wasn't exactly high on his list of priorities… On second thought, perhaps death may be better than that particular embarrassment…

He sighed. Sometimes it was inconvenient having a human mate… But when his golden eyes swept down to her, cuddling his mokomoko and drifting off to sleep with his member still buried to the hilt in within her belly… He knew he wouldn't give the girl up for the world.

It was… strange that it was the male in the relationship making excessive demands on the female. Usually it was female youkai who were constantly in want of mating during this time of year, and the male who needed to push himself to the absolute limit of his ability to perform sexually, in order to satisfy her.

While Rin was hardly what one could call frigid, (humans of her age group were often noted for heightened mating desire, he'd learned) she was definitely more reserved when it came to initiating mating.

He found that he didn't care, in the least. Rin was Rin and she was absolutely perfect for him. She was submissive without being weak, she was respectful without being fearful, and she was just dependant enough without smothering him with constant demands. She wanted but did not need him to survive.

He appreciated that quality in her… She could live on her own, but still, it fed his ego that he could rescue her from danger on occasion… Even if it was only the fact that she traveled with him that had put her in harm's way in the first place.

He bent down to lick her sleeping face several times, while reaching to reclaim his now wilted member from between her sticky thighs.

He covered her with her robes, and grabbed a waterskin, dumping it over his crotch and winced almost imperceptibly at the cold… But it was better than being unclean. When Rin woke, no doubt she'd wish for a bath… But he couldn't let that happen too soon… It may wash his seed away and the longer she scented of his fluids, the longer he could keep his impulse to mate with her in check.

He wasn't ignorant to the toll his recent… demands… Were placing on her fragile human body. He nearly pitied her, and, not for the first time found himself wondering if his decision to take her as his mate was made for purely selfish reasons, and was unfair to her in some way.

Usually, Sesshoumaru could give a damn whether or not one of his decisions inconvenienced, or even caused the death of, another living being. He was most important and the world revolved around him. The crunch of his black boots would crush any and all obstacles that stood in his way and may kami help those who put up any resistance to his almighty will… But Rin was different.

He cared about her. Cherished her in a way he'd never done another living being. She alone was worthy; she alone had earned a place of safety from his arrogant command and casually cold treatment. Rin was special. He would hold her above the nameless, faceless hordes he stomped over and keep her away from the crushing weight of his selfishness and childish desire to conquer. She was to be at his side, not cowering beneath him.

He gave a silent sigh through his nose to stare down at the sleeping girl.

Even now… She has no idea the power she holds over This Sesshoumaru.

He himself often had a hard time accepting what exactly Rin was to him. Oh yes, she was his mate… But she was also so very much more. Love rarely factored in to mating for youkai of his status, but by all that was holy… He loved this girl.

Which was why, when he felt the aura of a female inuyoukai not his mother approaching rapidly, he threw his armor and clothing over Rin's sleeping body and did not hesitate to transform.

If she could, she would kill Rin and then offer herself to him. He could smell her heat from where he stood.

Foolish mesuinu will die by this Sesshoumaru's fangs… But not here… Rin will not be disturbed by this battle.

The Dog Lord took the skies, preparing himself to kill what was easily one of the more powerful females of his race he'd ever encountered; for the sake of his very human mate.

Rin woke from sleep and looked around, it was very, very odd that Sesshoumaru would leave her alone and defenseless in the middle of nowhere. By all the hells, I'm not even dressed yet! What was he thinking?

A heavy movement behind her startled her, and Rin shot up to see a lazy-looking Ahun perched behind her protectively. Immediately the beast nuzzled her, and Rin laughed at her own stupidity.

Sesshoumaru would never leave her alone, asleep, and unprotected. But then, where was he?

Quickly Rin rose and dressed, cringing at the disgusting feeling between her thighs and quickly using the water from the waterskin to clean herself up. "Time to go Ahun… Take me to Sesshoumaru-sama, please." She asked politely, while climbing on his back.

Ahun tried to protest, but Rin frowned. Usually Ahun would never disagree with her asking to go to Sesshoumaru. Something was wrong…

"Ahun, what's wrong? Where is he? Oh gods… Is he in danger?" Ahun reluctantly confirmed Rin's suspicions and that made her resolve to go to him that much stronger. "Well what in the hells are we waiting for? Take me to him, now." Rin's tone was not to be argued with, and with a resolute huff, Ahun took to the skies, hoping his master wouldn't hurt him too badly. He was Rin's transportation after all.

She saw the battle from far away, and the first thing she noticed was that her mate was in his true form. Very rarely was any enemy of enough consequence to warrant such a thing. While some may have thought Rin would be disturbed to see that her mate was, in fact, a giant white Inuyoukai… Rin had long ago accepted that as… normal.

She'd never considered her attraction to him as something… disgusting; though she knew that many other humans considered her so, especially when they learned the nature of their relationship.

It was accepted easily that he'd had a hand in raising her, and still had no problems mating with her when she grew to be of an appropriate age. That was common. But mention the fact that he was actually a dog… Well that usually got quite a reaction.

A few had mentioned the possibility that perhaps Rin might be sexually attracted to mortal dogs as well… Though she scoffed at the notion.

Mortal dogs didn't talk, and mortal dogs had no higher understanding of sex than simple procreation… Sesshoumaru was completely unlike mortal dogs where it counted… In his mind.

His physicality - no matter his form - was not an issue for Rin, because unlike a mortal dog, Sesshoumaru could tell her how he felt, and show care and concern and understanding for her basic needs. Sometimes Rin liked to tease him that he was a 'big puppy', but it was just that… teasing.

Seeing him like this was a stark reminder of his true nature, but instead of being afraid or disgusted… It always exhilarated Rin to realize what lurked beneath the calm, cool, controlled façade of the…male…she loved.

Sesshoumaru, of course was aware of himself as a dog, though he acted far from 'beastly'. He walked with honor and arrogance, wore clothing befitting his noble rank, and was sometimes so very human-like that it was more as if he were just a human with extra abilities, rather than a totally different species.

But, Rin would most definitely be reminded of how much of a 'beast' he could really be…

He could smell this bitch's heat, even while he toppled another tree with a giant paw. She too was having issues concerning the landscape and her size - and it was by some mutual unspoken agreement both transformed down to smaller versions of their dog-forms to allow for more room to openly battle.

This stupid bitch seemed to believe this was some sort of battle for dominance - she acted as though it was a game and she would definitely walk away with her life and his seed… And that made him angry.

No fool should underestimate him - especially not a idiot-bitch begging for his fuck.

His body's physical arousal and attraction to her scent was the only thing that stood in his way in this battle. She was no threat, and his true battle was not with her - but with his demon instincts.

Well, if there was one thing Sesshoumaru-sama; Lord of the Western Lands, Current Inu-no-Taisho and Daiyoukai was good at doing, it was controlling himself.

The enticing scent of bitch in heat was nearly able to be ignored… Nearly.

If he did not end this battle soon, he did not entirely trust himself…

No! This Sesshoumaru will not make bastards with some random bitch who will no doubt rise up and challenge him when they come of age.

Fuck this.

He shook his head roughly while shoving her latest volley back with giant poison claws and lowered his head to the ground. His deep growl and the way the muscles of his haunches tightened gave every indication of serious intent.

This ends… Now.

He pounced, expecting her to defend as she had but this time the female dog turned and lowered her front half to the ground raising her rear; apparently ready to submit to him.

When he landed it was in perfect position to ram his hard dog cock deep within her and bury his fangs in the base of her neck… And he was sorely tempted to do just that.

It was then that a much more sobering scent carried to his overly-sensitive nose.

Rin.

Her scent gave him the strength to flip the bitch on her belly and tear out her throat without another thought in his some-what slower working mind. When he glanced up wide-red-eyed and muzzle dripping with blood and chunks of flesh startled brown eyes stared on.

Ah-un had landed at Rin's assistance when she seen Sesshoumaru disappear beneath the tree-line along with the female dog - presumably to move into smaller versions of the transformations.

She'd watched the battle with mixed feelings… Guilt being one of them.

She'd not considered it before… But perhaps mating in his true form was a sexual need he had that she'd never fulfilled?

Jealousy- that some other female would be this to him… Do this for him…

Sadness- that she would always be 'only human'.

Shock- when he hadn't acted on his obvious urge (his erect state could hardly go unnoticed) to mate with this female dog-demon and instead he'd killed her.

Why? Rin didn't understand why he would deny himself this obvious opportunity? Unless…

Guilt crept up again… Was it for… my sake?

Rin shook her head. Baka. Didn't he know she only cared about his happiness? Did he think she would deny him this? Hold it against him in some way? Baka.

Now she was calling herself 'stupid'. 'Baka ningen' . Stupid human. Stupid, stupid, stupid humanity!

Rin cursed herself a few more times while looking down and willing back tears.

She hadn't noticed him coming towards her - still transformed - until a now-clean (how did he do that, anyway?) muzzle nudged her open palm and his warm rough tongue bearing no trace of venom tickled the sensitive areas between her fingertips.

All she could do was look down at him (a very rare and odd occurrence, she must say) and let a few tears slip.

Oddly enough his dog-face was more expressive than his humanoid countenance and the concern was clearly evident as the area of his brows drew together.

He huffed softly and before Rin knew what was happening he'd reared up on his hind legs and began to lick the tears from her face.

It tickled, and Rin couldn't help but smile as she tried to steady his paws on her thin shoulders. At this size, when he stood on his hind legs, he was just as tall as when he was humanoid, and the paws were heavy as his balance and hers faltered.

"Why did you do that, Sesshoumaru-sama? She was so… powerful." Rin hesitated to say 'beautiful' as she had no idea the standards dogs used to judge beauty.

His response was growl and nuzzle into neck, seeking to burrow beneath the hemline of her kimono and press his muzzle to the mark on her shoulder.

Unfortunately, this put both of them off balance and in a rare but comical event… Sesshoumaru lost his footing (paw-ing?) and sent Rin tumbling backwards onto her butt with an 'oomph' while he simply fell forward onto his front paws, accidentally trapping her beneath his canine-body.

"Ouch!" Rin reached behind her back and moved a rock from the ground that had his her spine from beneath her.

Sesshoumaru whined, apologizing with more of those very expressive doggie-brows and a downward turn at the corner of his muzzle. His instinctual reaction was to start scenting her for injury and that's exactly what he did.

His warm muzzle buried into her neck once more and he tried to nudge and make his way under her kimono's neck-line - but his frustrated attempts were a failure because of his form.

He pulled his head back, and glanced down to Rin's kimono hem, then to her eyes, then motioned once more.

Rin blushed. "You… want me to open my kimono?"

A quick decisive nod and a short yip later Rin was hesitantly reaching behind her to loose her obi so she could open her robes for him.

As soon as she had them open he was pressing his nose to her mating mark and sniffing furiously, eventually licking and nuzzling.

Despite this insane situation Rin could easily feel her cheeks heating. What is he doing? Is he…? Oh my gods is this foreplay?

She… didn't know what to do? Should she… pet… him? Tell him he was a 'good dog' ? What exactly was the protocol for this situation?

By all the gods I'm considering petting Sesshoumaru-sama.

Rin didn't even stop to consider on if she would allow this… She would, without question. It was simply a matter of her not knowing how to act.

What had she seen that female dog do?

That female had turned over and presented herself to him, hind end raised high in the air and then wagged her tail.

Rin didn't have a tail to wag, but… The rest she could readily accomplish.

Sesshoumaru was just about to stop his inspection of Rin's scent when she moved and pulled her arms from kimono sleeves almost shyly, and… rolled over?

What in all the seven hells is this woman doing?

It wasn't until she lifted her rear end into the air and he felt it bump his groin while Rin rested her forehead on her forearms that he picked up on what she must have thought he wanted.

He closed his eyes and growled… Her ass was right there and he didn't think she knew what she was in for if he took her in this form… And while he hadn't thought about it before, now that it was being offered… Gods did he ever want it.

He was very close to simply thrusting inside her and he was going to back off before he lost control of himself but…

"It's okay, Sesshoumaru-sama…" Her small voice and brown eyes slipped back over her shoulder, "Rin wants to…" make you happy… Be everything for you… Do anything and everything you might require… love you.

She moved her backside again, and he felt her heat calling to him, brushing the tip of his blunt red dog-cock teasingly as he felt it slip further from the fuzzy sheathe.

It happened quickly then. So fast he didn't know what hit him.

Sesshoumaru snapped.

All that precise control, all his holding back, all the times he'd been so careful and delicate with his very human mate had kept his tension level high and the fragile hold he had on the human-like façade just dissolved instantly as his haunches flexed and he filled the small human woman beneath him to the very hilt while using a single paw to press the center of her back down and her chest to the dirt.

Rin yelped at the unfamiliar invasion and the feeling was completely similar yet different at the same time. He was thicker but shorter, blunt and instead of long smooth strokes and slippery skin she felt the chaffing of a furred rounded chest against her back and his fur between those wide-set haunches tickled and rubbed against her outer thighs.

There were no smooth long strokes and there was no casual build up to release. He was humping roughly in short movements and growling and drooling over her right shoulder though he must have sensed she couldn't bare his fangs in this form without serious injury.

There was very little emotion and it was all one rough… rut.

… And Rin was… Oh gods… She was enjoying it.

The grunts escaping her were nearly as animalistic as his deep growls and the way his powerful jaws snapped at the air occasionally.

Rin whined when she could feel the involuntary flutter of her tight and now very wet channel clamp down on the foreign invader of his blunt male dog-member and her face was red while she bit her lip to nearly bleeding.

His thrusts hurt they were so rough and quick and deep… But it was a good pain and she could feel her belly contracting suddenly and his plunging and humping slowed until it was just hard. Fast. Deep. Thrusts. That had more than heartbeat between them.

"Unf!" She felt herself driven into the cold ground again and again but her climax was already there and her head was spinning because she could hardly keep air in her lungs against the pressure of his driving her into the ground and his heavy weight against her back.

He was panting and focused it seemed on only one goal. Knotting deep within her waiting belly.

As soon as it had started, it was over and while Rin was accustomed to his expansion within her this time when he came the knot was so big and so deep that she felt as though her body would break containing it. He was pumping wet hot dog-come into her and there was nowhere for it to go but straight into the deepest recesses of her waiting womb.

"Sesshoumaru-sama!" She cried out, before it all became too much and the lack of oxygen and the press of his furry chest against her back made her pass out.

When Rin awoke it was already the next morning, and he was there next to her - in human form, now. His golden eyes were watching over her, and there was some twinkle or… spark there she hadn't seen before.

"Are you alright, Rin?" He asked.

Nodding wearily, Rin began to raise herself up from the ground. The soreness in her body and her nether regions reminded her of what had happened, and she felt herself go crimison.

"Be careful when rising." He intoned… And Rin found the statement to be slightly odd, coming from him. He wasn't usually so open in his concern for her. "Also, you must eat soon."

Now she knew something was going on. "Is something… wrong… Sesshoumaru-sama?" Rin asked, when she finally got to her knees and sat awkwardly facing him, picking up her kimono and wrapping it around herself.

The corners of his lips lifted slightly, "This Sesshoumaru is merely insuring you take adequate care of his offspring."

Rin felt like she could have been knocked over by a light breeze. Her heart skipped a beat, and all the breath left her. Her scent… "You mean…?"

He nodded, and his pride was evident in his voice, "This Sesshoumaru has successfully impregnated you."