InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Beautiful Rain ❯ Losing Innocence ( Chapter 4 )

Beautiful Pain

Author's Note- Wow. I got a lot of reviews saying that Naraku shouldn't have kissed Kagome. Ehh... I wonder what you're all gonna say about this chapter... ::shivers::

Disclaimer- "Inuyasha: A Feudal Fairy Tale" is copyright Rumiko Takahashi, Viz Comics, and Sunrise. The story line of this fiction is from the book, "Midnight Whispers" by V.C. Andrews.

Chapter 4a

Losing Innocence

(Uncut Chapter)

The next morning, Uncle Naraku seemed to be... himself. Aloof, and uncaring to his wife and children. He even left Souta and me alone. It made me feel a lot better. I really didn't want Uncle Naraku to bother me anymore. He scared the living daylights out of me last night.

I went to school, and couldn't concentrate at all. That kiss kept falling into my mind. It... disgusted me. After school, I went directly to my room to do my homework. I really didn't want to do anything at all that night. Except for my ritual.

After dinner, and when everyone went to bed, I took my flashlight, and walked towards the hotel cemetery that is near the rubble that was once Higurashi Shrine Hotel. I turned it on, and looked around for my parents' gravestones.

Kneeling next to each, I placed a daisy on both. I whispered a prayer for their souls.

"Mama? I need your help right now," I said, to Mom's gravestone. "Can you help me get through this?" Nothing but the wind blowing reached my ears. "Dad? Can you help me?" Nothing. A tear splashed down my face, and I didn't bother to wipe it away. I closed my eyes. "Souta's getting better in school. Buyo's getting fat, as usual... I... I'm doing alright... the music school... accepted me. I'm going in October... your birthday, Mama."

Suddenly, noise alerted me that I was no longer alone. I ran behind a tall gravestone, and looked at who disturbed me and my ritual.

It was Uncle Naraku.

"Rika... why'd you go after him? You could've stayed with me... I'd have helped you..." He was saying. What was he meaning? "Hell, if they hadn't found out that you weren't Yukito's daughter, but my sister, we could've been married. Kagome could've been mine!"

I gasped, lightly. What was he talking about?

"I know you loved me just as I loved you. I could see it," Uncle Naraku said. He stood up from Mom's grave, and, kissing the gravestone, "I'll protect Kagome and Souta." He walked away from the cemetery.

I walked away from my hiding spot, and looked at my parents' graves. What was Uncle Naraku talking about?

On my way back to the house, I was deep in thought. I had always known that Mom was kidnapped when she was a child. By Grandpa Higurashi, no less. She was raised as Dad's sister, until she was sixteen. Then a guard recognized Grandpa's looks, and turned him in. Mom was found out to be the daughter of the rich Cutlers, owners of the Higurashi Shrine Hotel. But. That was all I know.

I slipped out of my clothing, into a pair of faded kitty cat pajamas, and slid under the covers of my bedding. I couldn't sleep, I was thinking so much. Suddenly, my door opened. I looked, but couldn't see anything. Until who ever it was sat next to me, and started stroking my hair.

I opened my eyes, and saw Uncle Naraku there. I gasped, and jumped. He 'shh'-ed me, and continued to stroke my hair.

"Kagome... I know what you want..." Uncle Naraku was saying. My eyes were wide as dinner plates. "I can give you that..." I opened my mouth to scream when he covered it with his own. I felt bile rise in my throat, until he took his mouth off. Then, he slid under my blankets. It was then I realized that he was naked.

I was about to scream, when he covered my mouth with his hand.

"Sh... they won't understand," Uncle Naraku said. I wasn't understanding what he was doing, until he unbuttoned my pajama top. I started beating him, but he was obviously drunk. He couldn't feel a thing. I kicked him, but he grabbed my flailing leg, and pulled it around his hips.

He pulled down my pajama bottoms, and started. With each thrust I felt pain through my abdomen. I tried to bite his hand to scream for someone, but he kept his hand a centimeter from my mouth. After a minute, he covered my mouth with his, and put his tongue into my mouth. I was gagging.

I tried to move away, but he was too strong. Instead, I just lay there, like a piece of ice until he finished. He lay on me for a few minutes saying, "It's not wrong.... what we did wasn't wrong.." I just lay there, staring at the ceiling.

He slid off of me, and kissed my forehead. And then he walked out of my bedroom. I immediately got out of bed, and walked towards my bathroom, and started a hot, scalding bath. I got in, and scrubbed my body. I felt so dirty. Like I could never be clean again.

When I finally got out of the bath, a thought flashed through my mind.

"I have... to get... Souta... out of here," I said, getting dressed quickly. I packed my things quickly, and took out all of the money I collected. Then, carrying my suitcase and purse quietly to his room, I walked in, and shook him.

"Souta... wake up!" I whispered. He woke, and looked at me as if I was crazy. "We're running away. Hurry up and get dressed!"

"Why?"

"Don't you want to get away from Aunt Ruri and the twins?!" I asked. Souta nodded. "Then get dressed!" He did as he was told, as I packed his suitcase for him, and I found his allowance that he saved up throughout the days.

"Let's go," I whispered, handing him his suitcase. We crept downstairs, and through the front door. We both took one last look at the house we once called home, and left.

We got to the bus station exactly at dawn.

"Where are we going, Kagome?" Souta asked. "Huh?"

"Uh..." I really didn't think that far ahead. Then, something clicked. I remembered another piece of the conversation between me and my mother about my real father.

//"What was his name, Mom?" I asked.

"Promise me you won't try to find him, all right?" She asked.

"I promise," I said.

"His name was Aoshi Shinomori," Mom answered. "And he was so handsome... short, black hair, stunning blue eyes..."
//

"New York," I answered. "To find my real father. He probably wants to see me again." I was probably just trying to reassure myself, but I would do anything to get me and Souta the hell out of there.

So, we bought two tickets to New York, and we were on our way.

Author's note- Yipe! ::Runs away from angry Kagome fans for having Naraku rape her::

Inuyasha is coming soon. In the next chapter, actually.

Snippet Time: "What happened?" Inuyasha asked, his voice full of worry. "It... happened in my bedroom," I whispered on the phone.

Review Replies

FF.net-

Leigh- I agree. Ruri and Naraku shouldn't do stuff like that to Souta and Kagome. But, they are the richest family in Virginia (practically) and they can buy the police off. That's why if Kag or Souta go to someone, nothing would be done against Ruri or Naraku. About the will, Ruri assumes that the will takes place around Kag's 18th birthday.

Cassandra- I'll help ya! ::grabs a pitchfork and runs after Naraku, who is screaming like a little girl::

Sesshomaru13- I wouldn't want to kiss Naraku either... YUCK!!!

bloody bandaid- That's Naraku for ya, nasty and disturbed (at least, in my personal opinion)

Soudesuka_Shurikens- Grandpa Higurashi had two wives. With his first, he had Yukito (aka, Kag's dad). Then, that wife died. He remarried, with Midori. They had Sesshoumaru and Inuyasha. Since Kag isn't really Yukito's daughter (he married her mother after she gave birth to some other guy's baby) then she's not really blood related to Inu. Kinda confusing, ne?

Lady Peacecraft- Thank you for being the first reviewer on ff.net!!

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Videls lustful heart- You like v.c. Andrews too! Yay! My favorite ones are Dawn (where I got this one) and Rain. ^_^ I read the Willow one, that's good too.

Chi_dono- I really hated to write that, but I had to. And I really hated writing this chapter, but again, I had to.