InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Beautiful Shorties ❯ I Hate That I Love You ( Chapter 4 )

Disclaimer: Don't own Inuyasha...

 

A/N: Alright, since the last one was a comedy I had to come up with some more angst and sadness...Sorry guys! I hope you enjoy anyway.

 

It was often difficult for him to express his feelings and she resented him for it while at the same time she compromised. After all, she'd forgiven him for everything else, making excuses for him in her head while silently begging for some truth in the words. But not, this time was different. Sometimes she would lie next to the one she left him for and wonder just what the hell had happened to her life.

 

It had been nearly a year and a half since she'd decided to stay with Koga and in that time they'd only grown closer. Yet there was an insistent nagging in the back of her head that said she'd made a mistake, the wrong decision. But no, Kagome didn't make wrong decisions and she certainly wasn't ordained to make mistakes. She was always supposed to know the answer and this time had been no different.

 

She shuffled a bit in his embrace and he loosened momentarily while she got comfortable but quickly tightened his hold again once she was still. The whole ordeal had not been for Koga at all, but for him, so he could be happy with the woman he truly loved. She wasn't with Koga because she loved him. Sure she cared for him, but as a sister would for a brother and their relationship felt so...wrong. So wrong.

 

But it was for Inuyasha, all for her love for him. She had left him...

 

So he could be with Kikyo.