InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Because You Never Paid Attention ❯ Because You Never Paid Attention ( Prologue )

[ T - Teen: Not suitable for readers under 13 ]

A girl walked through the crowd of people with the most emotionless mask you could imagine. One that you would think no one could make with hidden emotions that no one could understand so no one tried. No one talked to her because if they tried she would give them this cold glare that could freeze hell itself in a instant. This girls name was Kagome Higurashi and this is her story............

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Kagome's P.O.V

People wonder why I'm the way I am cold and emotionless. Yeah I see the way they look at me. Their biddy little brown eyes trying to see into me trying their hardest to understand though they hide their interest playing jokes and taunting. But i wasn't always this way I used to be as fun and carefree as they were but life hit me hard and back to reality..Hard. My life was great not perfect but great anyway. You see I have this unusual eye color for a person of Japanese herritage that was sapphire blue. I was said to be beautiful by all the boys and girls not including the girls that were jealous a duh. Every boy wanted me but there was one guy that stood out from the rest. He was Kouga Ichiban his family was very wealthy and were very conceited as described in their name.



It was great we went out for 3 years starting at grade 6. We loved eachother the first time
we got together and stayed together since. Until one day it was shattered, broken like glass into
millions of tiny little pieces that were never put back together. Never, at least not yet.


How could this happen to me was all I could think about at the funeral. Why did he have to
leave me. He was my everything and yet we were torn apart by the cruelness of fate. My
boyfriend, my lover the only person who truely understood me taken away from me from a push
of a gas paddle and a impact to a building.


After the funeral as I walked to my car I would recieve apologetic looks and people came up to
me saying " I'm so sorry for your lost" or just plain old " I'm sorry". I in return would reply with "It's
ok your hurting more" or " You knew him longer then I did so I am sorry." Or I might even say
" It's ok". I put on a smile through it all but on the inside I was screaming for someone to see that
I was crying inside that I was hurting. I prayed that someone would hear, see me, feel me crying
my heart out but no one heard, or felt, or saw. But they never paid attention.


So I put on a mask that showed no emotion but on the inside there were emotions, emotions
that I made sure no one could understand even if they had a chance to see through my mask. I
now walk around like a ghost in a shell, full of emotions but never expressed.


Once someone had asked me why I was the way I am. Of coure I replied with no answer and
walked away but on the inside I answered............


Because.


You Never.


Paid.


Attention.

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Ok thats it for now please review and tell me if you like it so far. I really dont know where im going
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