InuYasha Fan Fiction ❯ Becoming His ❯ Chapter 1 ( Chapter 1 )
[ X - Adult: No readers under 18. Contains Graphic Adult Themes/Extreme violence. ]
As evening turned to night everyone fell sound
asleep. He watched and he waited feeling slightly anxious. With
every uneventful second that passed his eyes drifted to the raven
haired girl who slept soundly with the tiny fox kit snuggled
against her. Something had been off recently and it bothered him to
no end. It puzzled him that she no longer acknowledged the fact
that once a week he had been beckoned by the un-dead priestess to
visit. This had been going on for the past five months and at the
beginning she was so upset she left for a week.
When she returned the scent of tears would fill
the camp every time he returned from another meeting. But those
tears that once wafted throughout the were now non existent. Her
face was no longer marred by a brokenhearted expression morning
after his rendezvous. He thought he knew what guilt felt like
before. But, this emptiness he had began to feel brought him to a
new low. He had tried weeks ago to broach the subject, but she had
none of it.
She simply smiled at him and waved him off. Her
reaction shook him to the core, because it was not a fake
halfhearted smile. The smile that graced him that day was a truly
beautiful and genuine smile. She did not let him utter a single
sound before she simply said said she understood. He was dumbstruck
as she walked away humming to herself. The feeling that had
overcome him was dread and uncertainty, and he was still unable to
move past those feelings.
A low growl reverberated from his chest. After
that interaction he had noticed she seemed happier and more at
ease. But he was certain that this new found happiness had nothing
to do with him or her "understanding" of the situation. That
thought stung, but he didn't have time to linger on those thoughts
as Kikyo's soul collectors gathered beyond the tree line. He took a
deep breath leaping stealthily through the trees.
He stooped only a few short strides away from
her an ethereal glow surrounding her form. Even in death she
carried the same beauty she had in life. A small smile fell on his
face as he began to reminisce. In his youth he had been drawn to
her because to an extent she had accepted him. She also intrigued
him, she was young by age but she always seemed so strong and wise
beyond her years. Looking upon her now made his heart ache, she was
nothing like the kind and gentle miko she had once been. And, she
assuredly was nothing like the young girl who so brashly entered
his life and gave as good as he did in the heat of an
argument.
"Something is troubling you." The statement
brought his mind back to the present and he nodded.
"It's almost over." She all but whispered
walking towards a large tree at the edge of the clearing placing
her hand upon it. "This shall be the last time we see each other
before the end". His heart clenched. Having her say these things
hurt and tugged at his soul, taking him back to the day he was
betrayed by a facade created by Naraku.
The pain lessened somewhat as he thought upon
the agreement they had come to the first meeting five months ago
after a deadly battle with another of Naraku's minions. She no
longer expected him to be bound too his promise to go with her to
the afterlife..
"Kikyo" he paused. Lifeless brown eyes gazed
upon him as he stuttered "Thank you"
She made no motion but he understood that she
simply acknowledged his words. "It is not me you should thank. If
it had not been for that girl saving me I would never have released
you from your oath."
His heart raced thinking back to that fateful
day. Kikyo lay dying souls flowing from her as she was attacked
relentlessly by Naraku's latest reincarnation. Kagome that brash
and idiotic girl had made it past the incarnations defenses, beyond
the reach of her friends and rushed to save Kikyo. She had
selflessly acted and Kagome had paid for it being out of commission
for nearly a week, and it had scared him to death.
The silence that stood between them was
peaceful. He felt that he had concluded everything he had needed.
HE was no longer needed here. She turned back to look at him their
eyes connecting the ending cemented between them. He spared her one
last look before he took off into the trees.
He couldn't move fast enough, his heart was
racing. He yearned more than anything in this moment for the sight,
the scent, the mere presence of the sleeping girl he left in his
wake.
He was less than a mile from the campsite when
he was hit by a sudden realization. He hadn't once been able to
sense Kagome's aura. She was had trained hard over the years but
when she slept she was still unable to control her aura as she
slept. That energy was released in bursts throughout the night and
could be felt almost two miles out from where she slept. A pang of
horror struck him, what if something had happened? What if his pack
was attacked while he had been away? He bit his lip pushing himself
faster through the wood.
When he got to the camp the fire had all but
burned out, Miroku and Sango sleeping soundly. He crept along the
perimeter, taking a deep breath somewhat calming his nerves. His
eyes turned towards the sleeping bag. The small fox kit lay sound
asleep, but Kagome was no where to be found. He took another
breath, perhaps she had needed to relive herself. Or perhaps she
had become thirsty, as she often did at night, and wandered to the
small spring they had passed before stopping.
Scenting the air he caught her scent leading
towards the spring. He bolted, that stupid girl knew better than to
run off by herself. Guilt washed over him, if he had been there she
would not have gone off alone. With every leap and bound her scent
grew stronger and washed over him calming him somewhat.
Abruptly he halted another scent wafted into
his nose, he let out a low growl. He new that pungent odor
anywhere. It was not only the smell of an enemy but also that of a
rival. The smell of wolf was like a whisper in the wind but it was
there and he was ready for a fight. If that wolf so much as touched
her he was dead.
He was about to break through the clearing that
surrounded the spring, but held back. His curiosity overtaking him
as the sounds of conversation and not of distress became clearer.
Deciding to eavesdrop he quickly called to his yokai, using words
of ancient magic to conceal his being. He prayed that it worked
Myoga had tried to teach him but without a visual example of how it
was supposed to work he was taking a big chance relying on this
technique. Creeping closer, remaining in the highest branches of
the canopy Kagome and Kouga came into view.
Bile rose in his throat, losing his balance
slightly and nearly tumbling from the branches above. His heart
sank into the pit of his stomach. Kagome stood on the tip of her
toes arms around the neck of the wolf prince in a soft
embrace.
Every yokai instinct in him emerged, he was
ready to pounce and swiftly take out his competition. No male other
than himself and there pup had a right to touch her in such an
affectionate way. His humanity battled with his instinct he had to
be rational about the situation. Had he not brought this upon
himself? His claws dug into his palms, as he waged war within
himself.
He thought upon the old priestess Kaede, who
had taught him there was great strength in using meditation to
quell the beast within him. Taking a deep breath closing his eyes
and tuning out the world, he slowly began to regain control. His
ear twitched bringing him back to the moment, catching the sweet
soothing voice of Kagome.
"I promise to ask him Kouga but I don't expect
him to agree. You know how he gets whenever you are brought
up."
The wolf withdrew from her embrace, and tapped
a clawed finger upon her forehead. "Whether he agrees or not Kagome
it doesn't matter. We made a promise to each other, and I expect
you to uphold your end of it. Nothing can be accomplished if we are
apart."
Nodding Kagome let out a soft sigh "I know, I
know. But that doesn't make it any easier. What if he asks
questions? What if he wants to know why? He knows when I am lying
Kouga."
He Chuckled "Well you have to figure it out,
whether he agrees or not it matter very little. It will still
happen."
Inuyasha was stunned for a moment when Kagome
threw her head back looking up at the sky. He gaze landing on the
moon, then towards the very tree he was perched in. "I have to go,
he will be back soon." Her voice was strained and laced with
sadness. Inuyasha cringed but the feeling of guilt washed away as
he looked upon the betrayal before him.
"Kagome remember what I said, don't look so
upset or you won't stop thinking about it. If you go to bed
thinking the way you are he will notice something is wrong. We have
been over this time and time again." Kagome simply closed her eyes
for a moment, before sparing Kouga one last glance, he speed off in
a whirlwind.
He watched her as she waded into the small
stream kneeling down, cupping her hands together, pouring water
over her exposed skin. He watched furiously nails digging so hard
into the branch beneath him it splintered with an audible crack.
Her eyes once again darted toward his hiding spot. He stilled and
soon she went back to washing herself in the stream.
The bitch was washing the wolfs scent away she
was purposeful hiding what she had been doing. He could barley
breath, as she moved from the stream, walking into the wooded area.
He bit back another growl as she brushed up against the trees and
undergrowth trying to mask the wolfs stench that still lingered on
her clothes.
She waltzed back into camp gazing around in the
trees, when she was satisfied that she had beat him, she made her
way to the sleeping bag nudging the kit softly as she laid
down.
When the even sound of her breathing caught his
ear, he perched in the tree above where she lay, glaring at the
girl. He couldn't wait for the sun to rise he was going to get
answers and when he did she would be sorry.
